Raywood Forever

That crazy lady who writes instead of doing her homework.

[astroe]

havin peoples home addresses is surreal bc i could like randomly send them a photo of a clam?? that’s something i could do? i literally have the means to send them a physical image of a bivalve mollusk but i never ddo

[jamesancalime]

@amndarose

[raywoodfever]

@jamesancalime I dare you

[raywoodfever]

When you were out until two in the morning trying to be the very best like no one ever was and so was your entire goddamn city

[raywoodfever]

Painkiller fic

HOLD YER HORSES, it’s on paper since it’s nowhere on my laptop

this means I need to find it amongst my 50 notebooks

I will do my best to find it tomorrow <3

[raywoodfever]

As a person interested in that aforementioned fic. Could you pretty please post that fan fic? With several cherries on top. If not I understand. Thank you for your time!

if it’s not up or if there isn’t an update post (because it’s likely on paper, why do i do this to myself?) by the end of the weekend, feel free to come back and poke me with a stick. I will have forgotten :P

[raywoodfever]

I'm super sorry man I really didn't intend to be so rude I'm looking back at that and cringing I am s o sorry you definitely don't have to do anything you don't want to I'm sorry I accidentally implied that

Hey thanks for the apology! I actually have it already written somewhere, the only problem is it’s either on my laptop or in one of my 354,131,358 notebooks and I have no idea which whoops it’ll definitely be up this weekend bc what the fuck am I going to do with it all to myself? :P Again, it’ll all be okay, just maybe do a once over next time because there will be a next time. I’m a fucking wreck who can’t remember anything for the life of me haha

[raywoodfever]

hey write that raywood "painkiller" by three days grace fic

Maybe if you ask me like a canadian

[raywoodfever]

Raywood Zombie nonsense PART 2

Now with more Ryan! This is still a working title bc I can write all I want but the minute I need to name the story, I got nothing. Enjoy chapter 2 under the cut so I don’t clog up the tags :D

               They gave Ray two days to rest and recover. The last few years when the world turned to shit had done a number on every survivor. He showered and slept soundly for the first time in recent memory before being visited by Michael and thrown his rifle. The pink hadn’t started flaking off yet and Ray smiled as he weighed the familiar thing in his hands.

“Come on, we’re raiding a mall,” Michael said from the door frame. “We need to get you some new clothes dude, you reek.”

“Yes because washing machines are so abundant out in the world right now,” Ray rolled his eyes and followed Michael out to the yard.

               They had holed up in an old hotel and blocked it off with whatever they could find. It used to be really nice until the fall, or that’s what it looked like anyways. They had pushed the walls back so that they had the entire driveway and lawn secured. There was so much metal surrounding the property that no other survivors in Los Santos would be able to barricade themselves in anywhere. Gavin was laying on the grass in the sun, snoring lightly. Geoff and Jack were over bickering by the car and Lindsay and Jeremy were nowhere to be seen.

“Get up dipshit,” Michael nudged the Brit with the toe of his boot. Even though his words were less than pleasant, the tone Michael used was affectionate and Gavin sat up with a wide smile.

“I am up,” He giggled. “Just having a little snooze.”

“Get in the car children,” Geoff groaned. “Michael, you’re driving.”

               The drive to the mall they were going to search was full of the same kind of bickering. It started with which CD to play in the car’s radio and then moved to which stores to hit up first once they got there. Ray tuned them out as he watched the crumbling city pass by. They pulled into the parking lot and the four of them walked into the looming building, guns at the ready. They split up, Michael and Ray together and Gavin with Geoff before going in separate directions. Geoff kept complaining that they didn’t have any good music so he dragged Gavin off in search of some new CDs. Michael and Ray made their own rounds, packing two duffle bags of stuff for the Hispanic man.

“Now all that’s left is for us to burn those fucking clothes,” Michael chuckled.

“Fuck you, I love this sweater,” Ray replied with his own smirk.

“Look, there’s the exact same one,” Michael pointed across the hall and sure enough, there were a few bright purple hoodies with white zippers.

“Aw sweet!” Ray ran over and grabbed a few just before they heard the crack of bullets being shot at them.

“WHAT THE FUCK,” Michael shouted and dove beside Ray.

“Sorry,” A voice rang from down the hallway.

“What the hell man?!” Ray poked his head out to see a man in a skull mask and a leather jacket.

               Even though he couldn’t see his face, Ray was enraptured by this mystery person. His broad shoulders and tight pants practically had the younger man’s mouth watering and all Michael could do was laugh at him and try to get both of them off the floor. Even the smooth voice that echoed through the mall was stuck in Ray’s skull. Michael busied himself with stuffing the sweaters in one of the duffle bags while the strange man came up to them.

“Sorry, you can never be too careful,” He shrugged, making the leather he was wearing scrunch.

“You could’ve killed us!” Michael replied, only slightly angry.

“I said sorry!” The man tried to defend himself.

               They bickered for a bit, Ray staying quiet even after Geoff and Gavin showed up. He was still in awe of the stranger. Little did he know that the stranger was fixated on him too. Underneath the mask, he could barely keep his eyes off the smaller man. His slender limbs and taped up glasses and messy hair were all endearing qualities. If it wasn’t for the sniper rifle slung casually over his shoulder, he might’ve felt the need to protect the younger man.

“If you want, you can come with us,” Geoff’s words snapped Ray back into his own mind. “Just as long as you promise not to kill anybody in our sleep.”

“I wouldn’t want to add to the zombie numbers anyways,” The stranger chuckled.

               And that’s how the bigger man ended up squished between Ray and Gavin in the backseat of Geoff’s armoured car. Ray could feel every inch of this man pressed up against him in the too-small car. His leg was bouncing anxiously as they drove back to the hotel. Lindsay and Jack were there to open the gate this time and the introductions were repeated. Lindsay had to snap in front of Ray’s face to get him to focus.

“Can you show Ryan to the room beside yours? It’s already cleaned and everything,” Lindsay was laughing. “408.”

“Yeah sure,” Ray shook his head. “Follow me.”

               Ray managed to make it into the elevator and hit the buttons before he got too nervous. As soon as the doors closed, Ryan moved to pull up his mask and it was like Ray couldn’t breathe. The man underneath the skull mask was so gorgeous that Ray almost fell over. Even streaked with dirt and remnants of face paint, his defined features struck the Hispanic man like he’d been shot. Most of his hair was pulled back but pieces in the front were falling into his eyes, showing how it waved. The only thing Ray could do was gape like a fish. Too soon, the doors opened with a ding and both men had to awkwardly break eye contact and walk down the hall together. Ray showed Ryan which room would be his before going into his own. Closing the door, he slid down against it with his head in his hands.

“That man is going to ruin me.”

[raywoodfever]

I loved that zombie au so much! I can't wait to see more of it, nice job! <3

Thanks! I’m literally putting up the next chapter right now! :D

[raywoodfever]

Fake AH Crew Zombie AU - pt 1

Part one to my new chaptered zombie au! It will be raywood once i introduce ryan to the story. Please feel free to inbox me names for this story because i have nothing :P

               Running alone and sleeping on roofs can only work for so long. Finding food and ammo was getting harder and he knew he wouldn’t be able to keep going on his own. He was moving through Los Santos when he found them... Well more like they found him but the end product was still the same. The walkers had been trying to scale the side of the building he was on all day and a group of other survivors watched on.

               They stayed in their armoured car as the walkers kept trying to climb the side of the building. They only made it up so high before most of them inevitably fell to their deaths. Every once in a while, a walker would make it up closer to the top but a swift shot to the head brought them down. Over the course of the day as the dour men watched and debated, the shooter never showed their face.

“Let’s go on up,” Geoff got out of the car.

               It didn’t take long for the three men to get into the building. They were very well practiced. Gavin stayed in the car, opting to be the distraction instead while Michael, Geoff and Jack ran in. Los Santos was lucky in the fact that their power was still on so the three men didn’t have to take the stairs. The ride up to the top was full of bickering between Geoff and Jack and only stopped as the elevator was coming to the top floor. From there they had to take one set of stairs up to the roof access door.

“You’re a good shot, kid,” Geoff said once they’d all come out of the doorway.

               The kid flung around, aiming his riddle at Geoff’s forehead. Standing before the three men was a dangerously thin Hispanic boy. He was clearly closer to Michael’s age and looked as if he’d been having trouble finding food in at least the last few weeks. Even though he was so young, he made it seem like the sniper rifle in his hands was an extension of himself. His purple hoodie was streaked with dirt and his shoes were ripping. His glasses were taped up in more than one spot. He eyed them suspiciously, waiting for one of them to talk again.

“We’re not gonna hurt you man,” Michael put up his hands. “What’s your name?”

“Ray,” The gun lowered even if he could still kill all of them with it in an instant if he wanted to.

“Well Ray,” Geoff began. “I think we could both be beneficial to one another so we’ve come with a deal.”

“What are you offering?” Ray narrowed his eyes.

“You can come with us to stay in safety,” Geoff stepped forwards slowly. “You just need to help out like the rest of us.”

“What does that entail?”

“Boy you ask a lot of questions,” Michael laughed at Geoff’s comment.

“We go out for supplies and stuff,” Jack finally spoke. “It’s easier as a group. Someone always has your back that way.”

“And we don’t have a sniper,” Michael chimed in. “It would be super helpful.”

“Do you guys have food?” Ray pushed his glasses back up his nose.

“I’m only the best cook left in Los Santos,” Jack joked.

“Alright, I’ll go with you,” Slinging the gun over his shoulder by the strap, Ray packed up his stuff.

               On the way down, Michael radioed to Gavin that they were coming and to be ready to pick them up. Sure enough, He was waiting in the passenger seat. He wasn’t the most precise driver after all. Geoff took the wheel while the other three piled in the back. They had to run over a fair number of walkers before they were in the clear, splattering the car with blood, dirt and pieces of rotting flesh. At least the inside was clean.

“Hello!” An enthusiastic british accent greeted Ray. “I’m Gavin, what’s your name?”

“Ray,” He replied quietly.

“We never even introduced ourselves,” Jack realised. “Well I’m Jack, that’s Michael and the grumpy one driving is Geoff.”

“I’m not grumpy!” Geoff tried to defend himself.

               The group made it back to the compound with relative ease. Two other people let the car through the gate that they had constructed out of everything and anything they could find. Ray followed the rest of the guys out of the car and went to stand beside Jack timidly. Although he was sure enough in his skills, being around this many people again was unsettling. The two people that Ray had yet to meet both came over eagerly and went up to Geoff.

“You found a new guy!” The redhead was wiping her hands on her jeans.

“Yeah, guys this is Ray,” Geoff motioned over to the sniper. “This is Lindsay, our resident medic and Jeremy. He kind of does everything.”

“Nice to meet you,” Ray managed to get the words out.

“I’ve got a bed all set up,” Lindsay smiled at Ray. “Come on, I’ll show you where it is.”

[raywoodfever]

Zombie apocalypse au

Can I just point out that I liked this idea so much it’s currently becoming a chaptered beast? Look for part 1 tonight!

[raywoodfever]

werewolf/shifter!Ryan au where when ryan gets angry he turns into a wolf and the aggressive instincts become more prominent and ray is the only one who can calm him down and get him to shift back(idk I hope this makes sense)

               Gettinga call from the office was usually never anything fun and just when Ray thoughtit might turn out to be a good day. Ryan had left him in the morning with akiss and a promise to see him later if he decided to go in that day and all hadseemed fine. Apparently not because Geoff sounded mildly panicked as he toldRay what had happened, a loud thumping coming from somewhere in the background.The shifter’s truck hadn’t started this morning followed by traffic all the wayto work once he DID get it going and he broke his favourite mug at the officewhen he dropped it once he got there. His computer was bugging out and finallyhis phone had bit it as well. An angry Ryan after all that only meant one thingand luckily Michael was already on his way to pick the younger man up.

“How bad is it?” Ray managed to ask once they were pullingback into the studio lot.

“They’re taking shifts to hold the door shut on him,”Michael sighed. “We can’t get him to calm down.”

“Trust me when I say that I understand,” Ray chuckled andgot out of the car, jogging into the building.

               Sureenough, more than just the Achievement Hunters were at the door. Joel, Burnie,Blaine and Josh were all helping. As Ray walked up, he could see the reliefthat swept over Geoff and he stepped aside to let Ray sit by the door. A fewseconds passed where the banging was incredibly loud but eventually Ryanstopped trying to body slam the door down.

“Ry, it’s me,” A soft whimper came from the other side. “I’mgoing to come in.”

               Carefully,the guys opened the door just enough so that Ray could get in before closing itagain. Inside, a lot of things were knocked over but in his rage, Ryan hadmanaged to leave everything of value alone. The giant wolf had it’s ears downas it stared at the younger man. Opening his arms, Ray let Ryan snuggle intohim and stroked his fur. Slowly, he turned back into himself.

“You okay?”

“Sorry,” Ryan said quietly.

“It’s okay Ry,” Ray said soothingly, running a hand throughthe older man’s hair. “You didn’t break anything expensive.”

“I just hate getting that upset,” Ryan tightened his grip onRay.

“I know baby,” Ray cooed. “You’re back to yourself now, it’llall be fine.”

[raywoodfever]

I got a new tattoo ooops!

[raywoodfever]

Let me tell you kiddies a story

So a little life update on my end bc it's currently 3 09 AM and I'm at fucking work and I'm dying. Also exciting things have been happening in my life and even if none of you care I am still posting this. I HAVE A BOY :D so preface to this, a guy I was previously involved with was at my work christmas party and I was looking like a solid 8 to smite his dumb ass and somehow in the process snagged this guy? Idk how it happened either. SO he asked my one friend if I would be interested that night and my friend said no but I made him change his answer the next day because this boy is a fucking 10. Like I'm a 3 without makeup and a 5 if I kind of try. So he was given my number and we talked like every day until he asked me out in the sinGLE SMOOTHEST WAY POSSIBLE. he asked me what I look for in a guy and then went "You know, I seem to fit a bit of that. We should go out" I died guys. Died. And I said yes but we haven't actually had time to go out yet with our crazy christmas schedules. And then yesterday we were working together and after he asked me if I wanted to go out for coffee (duh of course I do) even though it was 9 at night. So we were just chilling with our coffee in his truck and agAIN WITH THE SMOOTHNESS. he was like listing a bunch of stuff I have to do and one of them was "go out with brett" (his name is brett) so I was like "i already said yes to going out with brett" and he replied with "yeah. Would you say yes to kissing brett?" GUYS I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HANDLE THIS. So I said yes and he is a fantastic kisser and then we pulled apart a little it was like a fucking movie and he pulled me in again and went for my neck and god that felt good. Sadly my mother was calling so we had to put an end to it :( so I went home only to be kidnapped by my friends and brought to two different bars. Today when he saw me at work (he was leaving as I was getting there) his face just fucking lit up and I can't take how cute it was. He's actually going to kill me. I almost went over to his house like now actually bc I don't really still want to be at work but he fell asleep so. Yeah that's life right now. Sorry I felt like ranting because I'm actually happier than I have been in a long time

[raywoodfever]

Hi are you still accepting Prompts. I just don't know now if you are or not because you haven't written a lot this week. Sorry if I'm rushing you bye love you

Don’t be sorry! I am still accepting them, the only problem is I’m back working full time over christmas so I won’t really be able to fill them until after new years :( but for sure feel free to send me more! I love reading them too :3

[raywoodfever]

wait how old do you have to be to get birth control

I would like to say first that I am 20. So age laws don’t really apply but if my mother ever found out, I would be crucified just like her lord and savior.

I think here it’s 14 with parental consent? or 16? i actually don’t know and it depends on where you live

[raywoodfever]

Feel free to send me more numbers or prompts and stuff while I’m asleep! I’ll get to seeing them in the morning.

On a side note, I’m waking up early tomorrow because I’m terrified of my doctor’s appointment. TMI under the cut if you really want

So I’m going to get birth control because it’s better to be safe and I had a close all recently and now I’m seeing this guy so it makes sense but like... Still irrationally afraid also I have to deceive my parents to do it. fun times i know.

[raywoodfever]

angry/protective!ryan

not my best but I’ve done this one before if you want to look in my masterlist

               2 AMand Ryan was still pacing around the apartment. He still refused to call it hiseven though he spent almost every night there with Ray. Speaking of the youngsniper, he hadn’t returned yet. The heist had gone well from what Ryan had seenand heard. At Geoff’s, he’d taken his and his lover’s share of the money beforegoing back to their apartment and waiting. He figured that Ray was just tryingto get out of the area discreetly and would be home soon. When he didn’t comehome, Ryan turned on the news and watched it obsessively. They hadn’t arrestedanyone for the robbery. The only other conclusion Ryan had come to was that Rayhad been injured and/or kidnapped. When the door opened, Ryan stood and sawthat it wasn’t Ray. Geoff and Michael came in.

“WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?” Ryan’s rage was very quicklyovercoming him.

“Calm down man,” Michael said, mildly calm.

“NO,” Ryan screamed. “YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED THIS SECOND.”

“RYAN,” Geoff screamed back, getting his attention. “Ray isfine, we just have to go get him.”

“What do you mean?!” Ryan was getting close to tears,something neither of the other men had seen from him.

“He’s stuck in the building he was on top of,” Michaelexplained. “Gavin’s waiting downstairs in the truck, we need a plan.”

“Come on, we can’t leave him alone for too long,” Geoffdragged Ryan out by the shirt.

               Ryanwasted no time in busting into the building where Ray was hiding. He blewthrough everyone who was in the lobby, knocking heads together left and rightwith ruthless force. Jogging up the stairs, he kept up his insane pace ofripping through the enemies that were blocking his path. Gavin, Geoff andMichael trailed behind him, making sure that the bad guys were really out coldbefore moving on. Ryan whistled on the top floor and heard a weak responseback. Running in the direction, he found Ray under a pile of trash bags.Flinging them off of him, Ryan yanked the younger man into his arms.

“You’re okay right?” He looked Ray over after letting himgo. “No one hurt you?”

               Rayanswered all of Ryan’s demanding questions patiently and all the other threemen could do was watch as the sniper reassured the frantic man with a perfectlystoic expression. He was clearly used to Ryan’s over protectiveness. The threeother men left when it was looking like things were going to get a little moreheated then they wanted to see.