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life is tough, but so are you

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i promise im not this bad of a rper i swear, but ive had to go on a hiatus bc i thought i could manage exams and rping and it turned out,,,,, i couldnt lol :)))))))) anyway I'll be back next week, pinky promise, and ive been playing with some ideas to tweak rowoon and maybe bring in another character so!!! we'll see how that goes!!!! anyway i have to go back to studying now, I'll come back to life soon <3

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the taste of it had, admittedly, been an acquired one, the bitter taste only bearable with an equal quantity of sugar to liquid (much to his mother's dismay), growing to an affectionate liking from a simple 'i need energy' over the span of a couple years, and even that managed to grow and impregnate a deep love for even the unsweetened. Coffee. rowoon liked to think of his growing love for it the same way he thought of his own self ( whether it be growth, development or even prestige ). He now took it black and head first. every single day. And while the male did try to keep the damage to one cup ( a large one ) a day, there were some, like today, where he found himself in line for the second one. 

rowoon handed a way too big bill for his own order to the barista with a smile "that’s for mine and whoever comes next," maybe if he did a nice deed it would counter act the second boost of caffeine of the day "keep whatever change." he added, sending a gentle grin to the worker and moving to find himself a table as he waited for his order to be done.

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i have my starter draftet i promise!!!! i just havent had a laptop with me to format it and add the gif!!! will be home in like an hour and a half and ill post it as soon as i get there!!

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hi everyone!! my name is nes and i'm suuuuper excited to have joined this rp!! it's been a while since i've been in a tumblr rp so if i do run into a slow start, that's probably why!! anyway, i'm 19  and live in the gmt!! i'll leave a lil' bit of info about rowoon bellow and feel free to like this or hit me up for plots or connections!!! (trigger warnings: panic attacks, blood and ptsd)

> he was born and raised in jeju, his parents own a local but very successful homeware shop that was founded by his mother's parents 50 years ago;

> he's 23 and freshly out of business school, managing the shop for his parents as they prepare for retirement;

> he was in a plane crash when he was 12, it wasn't bad, nobody died, but it left it's scars on him and left him to develop ptsd;

> he went down a somewhat dark path from then on, his personality going all over the place, changing drastically whenever he felt triggered, and while his mom did put him in boxing classes to try and help him control himself whenever something triggered him as recommended by his therapist, it didn't really help and he developed quite a big... bad boy reputation

> during school he didn't really have many friends, he kept to himself, mostly for his own comfort, knowing people made him uneasy, but he started to come out of his shell in high school, mostly when it came to partying and sleeping around

> he went down the party boy path until the last year in high school, when he got home drunk after having hurried there, feeling a panic attack coming, but unfortunately his mother was awake, and in his own haze, as she tried to help him out, he pushed her away and into a glass table, leading her to cut herself on the shards after breaking the table;

> that was a real wake up call for him and from then on he worked to get himself under control, to get his anxiety and panic attacks under control, he stopped drinking and having random sex (mostly) and set his mind to improve himself as a person

> he breezed through his university years although he never really managed to get rid of his old bad/fuck boy reputation

> personality wise, rowoon is very sweet and concerned and he will do his best to try and help everyone he can

i don't have many ideas for plots but i'll leave some here and work some more on them!!

- best friend!!! everyone needs someone to lean on!! i see this being something from middle school but it can work earlier or latter too!!

- someone he used to sleep with

- someone he still sleeps with

- maybe a coworker?? someone that works or used to work at his parents store

- someone he sees almost every day at the coffee shop

- someone who doesn't like him and doesn't believe he's changed

- school friends

- uni friends

- boxing friends

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