𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙍𝙐𝙈𝙊𝙍

  𝟎𝟎.𝟎𝟑   :     𝙞   𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙙   𝙖   𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙤𝙧.  

[vhsmeme]

* things said meme

things you said over the phone

things you said with the tv on mute 

things you said when you were proud

things you said under your breath

things you said with sorrow between your fists

things you said when you were lost

things you said when our world began to crumble

things you said with too many days between us

things you didn’t say at all

things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

things you said you’ll never forget

things you said with clammy hands 

things you said when fear cut deep

things you said while a fever stole your mind

things you said with rage between your teeth

things you were afraid to say

things you said when no one else was around

things you said when the sun was shining

things you said with blooming bruises and stinging cuts

things you said when we were safe

things you said without thinking

things you said that kept me grounded

things you said you loved about me

things you said you hated about me

things you said when you lied

things you said with scraped knees 

things you said with tears in your eyes

things you said while holding my hand 

things you said in the car

things you said under the stars

things you said at my grave

things you said at the kitchen table

things you said on the porch at 3 am

things you said in a gas station parking lot 

things you said in a hotel room

things you said in the waiting room

things you said while you stroked my hair

things you said that made me feel loved

things you said when i was crying

things you said while i cried in your arms 

things you said when you thought i was asleep

things you said in your sleep

things you said when you kissed me goodnight

things you said after a nightmare

things you said before death snatched you

things you said that i wish you hadn’t

things you said when it ended

things you said when you met my friends

things you said when we first met

things you said when they took me away

[realitell]

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[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“What I want to escape from / Is myself, is the past.”

— T.S. Eliot, from The Complete Poems & Plays; “The Elder Statesman,”

[realitell]

if you don't think media / writing / etc. has an effect on society and people ( which is proven and has multiple studies backing it up ) , you need a newsflash.

[realitell]

I heard a rumor.... that you were kind, talented and incredible! I hope you have a good rest of the week and weekend !!

this   is   so   sweet   thank   you   !!!

[supcrnovae]

For every ➰ I get, I'll reveal a muse that I played in the past

Alternatively: Send 💭 for a muse I wanted to write for but did not.

[7dys]

rb with ur top 3 personality alignments

[richietoaster]

Are you a “can’t write dialogue” writer or a “can’t describe anything” writer

[realitell]

give   allis.on   har.gree.ves   the   girlfriend   she   deserves   !

[realitell]

i’m   still   fleshing   out   allison   but   i   appreciate   the   love   and   support   we’ve   gotten   ,   especially   as    i   try   to   find   her    voice   !

[realitell]

oho we haven't written together yet but i sure don't need to know to how gotdam talented you are. i love that you're delving into the idea of allison as a kind of mediator in her adult years, trying to be there for her family and patch things back together despite how terrible they are. it feels like you're busting in with a well-rounded, fully fleshed out character and it's so beautiful to see! keep doin' what you doin' !

u sent me to this days ago and i love u !! and i appreciate this !!

[realitell]

i  love   one   goddess.

[realitell]

❛ I can’t. I just… can’t. ❜

i literally don’t remember what meme this is from ( - :

          frustration   takes   root   in   her   ,   an   ugly   and   furious   color   branded   to   her   eyelids.   teeth   dig   into   her   tongue   ,   drawing   copper   into   her   mouth   ,   not   because   what   lies   behind   pretty   lips   is   cutting   but   because   it   is   useless.   her   voice   ,   her   tone.   poetic   justices   ,   she’ll   later   think.   they   cannot   rip   the   way   she   wants   them   to   so   she   hopes   her   point   is   conveyed   in   the   sharp   slam   of   her   notepad   and   the   angry   scrawl   of   her   letters   ,   black   on   yellow.   her   tip   has   torn   through   fragile   paper   at   some   points   and   she   thrusts   it   to   his   chest.   more   than   frustration   in   her   ,   is   hurt.   they’ve   gone   through   so   much   ,   for    this   ?    to   not   communicate   and   pull   brash   decisions   ?   fuck   that.          ❛   you   can’t   or   you   won’t   ?   ❜

[realitell]

i’m   gonna   work   on   my   inbox   but   !   TEA   first   is   if   anyone   touches   aid.an   gall.agh.er   /   fi.ve   har.gree.ves   beyond   what   is   appropriate   for   a   minor   ,   a   )   ur   gross   and   b   )   i’ll   thanos   u.

[tuagifs]

☂️  the umbrella academy:

allison + (ง'̀-‘́)ง

[sulveig-deactivated20190619]

i mean this is the last thing i’ll say about this because 1. i am in the hospital 2. it’s very clear that these people aren’t going to change their mind. but anyways. sibling and familiar relationships are very important, and familial relationships can grow and happen during very traumatic settings to give a sense of normalcy and protection among each other. additionally - they were raised as siblings, it doesn’t matter if the adoption wasn’t legal. you think they knew, growing up, that their adoption wasn’t legal? you think they understood the concept of legal adoptions? immediately disregarding a sibling relationship because the adoption wasn’t ‘legal’ is problematic and gross, and i don’t think i should have to explain why, but like, if i need to, i will. in fact, i’m going to anyway. the concept that family is strictly in a legal sense or in a blood sense disregards abuse people can endure by their ‘legal’/blood family, and sticks them together and binds them together due to blood or legality sense (of course, this can work both ways, reginald abused the kids too). but the kids grew up as siblings, they had/have a healthy sibling bond, and view each others as brothers and sisters. 

the argument that ‘fiction does not influence reality’ is uh, pretty fucking stupid lmao. there’s been academic articles disproving this, there’s been studies done by universities disproving this, as well as numerous articles from various media sources with credible background / research done. fiction does influence reality, fiction normalizes things that shouldn’t be normalizes (i.e. violence, sexual assault, just to give two examples - and obviously, incest). however, there’s generally awareness when it comes to these factors, rather it be criticisms publicly, or on this scale, the rpc refusing to rp these topics, changing the ‘canon’ or disregarding it, etc. when there’s indifference or normalization of these topics, it erases the harm done by said topics (harm done to real people, victims of real life violence, sexual assault, or, yes, incest). 

also because i have a literal phD, and i don’t pull shit out of my ass, here’s some sources for you ignorant fuckers. here’s an academic journal about experience crossing with fictional characters. here’s a blog post from ny times about the influence of movies on people, especially younger adults. and here’s an article about narrative transportation.

[realitell]

"fiction has no impact on reality"

i want you to look into the eyes of every person who has ever been wronged by the influence of fiction and the media on society today. why do you think there were so many childhood villains color coded as queer ? look into the eyes of those who have been deeply hurt and abused due to the influence of 50 Shades Of Grey. and say that again. think about every movie , every show that has reduced a poc character to comedic relief. and say that again !