DelusionalDiaries

Multi-fandom mess. Crying about men who don’t exist. Currently documenting my emotional collapse in real time

[rebloggingfromtherapy]

✨ hi, i’m your local mess

🧠 i post about criminal minds, 9-1-1, miraculous ladybug, the hunger games, and the mental illness they all give me (or really whatever latest fandom is giving me trauma)

🔥 voice range: literary heartbreak → unhinged frog with a meme addiction

💌 currently accepting: asks, fan theories, and emotional support gifs from any fandom especially Spencer, Buck, Chat Noir, or if you really love me Peeta Mellark

blog status: queueing through the pain

🪞tag navigation below (or ignore it. I would)

🎬 main fandoms

#criminalminds | #spencerreid

#911abc | #buddie

#miraculousladybug | #ladynoir

#thehungergames | #peetamellarkprotectionsquad

📝 original posts

#delusionaldiariesoriginal — my spiraling and hot takes

#delusionaldiariesmeta — long-winded character analysis

#delusionaldiariesentries — emotionally unstable diary-style posts

🧠 mental illness in the tags

#taggedanddiagnosed — reblogs w/ commentary

#queueingthroughthepain — pre-scheduled breakdowns

#fictionalandferal — anything too personal about fake people

#cryingin720p — cinematic sadness

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💬 feel free to scream in my ask box

🧃 follow for trauma, ships, and emotionally repressed men

[nipsupatrol]

zach x bryce | crush

[rebloggingfromtherapy]

“Are they friends”

Worse…

[nothinggggg7]

When he thinks he’s hot but he’s not Dr. Spencer Reid

[itsfckingbats]

Yeah my tarot cards are telling me that yep that fictional man is in love with you… uh huh… he thinks you’re exceptionally beautiful and charming… oh and look here he wants to kiss you sooo bad

[ame-gosh]

what if we kissed 🫣. and we were both lemons 🍋😳

[lvstfxrlife]

[in-another-april]

bitches will be like “this is my comfort show” and its a show where the characters have never felt a day of comfort in their lives (its me im bitches)

[darkmxgician]

Dr Reid ₊˚⊹♡⋆°

[sreidahgirl]

Guys I’m telling you them hands of his 😭🫣 hey I’m innocent I swear

I’m done I promise

[mrshellokittylover]

Praying that Mike Wheeler is in fact the most well written gay character ever in media with internalized homophobia, and not just an asshole

[pointmetotheundertow]

[miwibroadcast]

OKAY THIS IS SO SWEET IM SOBBING

[avassfilms]

── .✦ byler edit !! [11/30/25]

song : pushing it down and praying - lizzy mcalpine

overlay creds : lowkwallows on pinterest

── .✦ ── .✦ ── .✦ ──

[bylerholic-705]

mike wheeler after his best friend violently mutilated a demogorgon right in front of him

[omartinyosef]

WAIT. REMEMBER THE POST I MADE ABOUT EL WANTING TO MAKE OUT AND WILL TO DATE??? HOPPER'S GONNA LOVE WILL AND MIKE'S RELATIONSHIP.

Dudes, remember he was Fuming with capital F every time he saw them making out? Every time. Like he was about to beat the shit out of mike.

All they did was kiss. Their relationship was based on kissing. It almost looks like the only thing they wanted to do was make out. El just wants to make up.

Yet Will, our sweet will. He wants to date. Doesnt care about making out, he cares about dating.

He daydreams about dating mike. He has that teenage joyful vibe while thinking about it.

This cute ass bunny wants to go on dates, share a milkshake, watch a movie, order takeout....HE WANTS TO BE WITH MIKE. HE DOESNT WANNA KISS HIM. well, not only kiss him. Mileven was defined by kissing. Their relationship was based in that. They were using each other, which is why hopper hated it so much. But hey. If he sees his son, like this:

After going to the cinema and having an icecream with his boyfriend, Hopper won't act like this:

He'll act like this:

And that's a fact.

[onlyhereforbylerlol]

me to the GA and everyone who ever doubted me when byler becomes canon

[bylrlvr]

makes no sense unless byler is endgame

[popculturefantasy]

THATS SO TRUE!!! NO DOUBTS IN MY HEAD.💙💛

[arthur-does-tingz]

Me when byler make out on Christmas in front of my family