recovery is rough

Just a vent blog. I will probably talk about Depression, anxiety/social anxiety, disordered eating, self harm, suicide, etc. If any of this could be triggering to you please don't follow. This is a space just for me to talk about my issues

[goldensunset]

per my last desperate howl at the heavens,

[pissvortex]

[girlstressed]

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently

[brdrlneprsnltydsrdr]

[csny]

everymorning: i think im about to die. i think im going to die. im actually going to die. this is it. im going to die. im going to die immediately.

every single night: lock in. OK. Lock In. Change your Life. I love you. Lock in. This is going to be big. I’m going to change the world. Ready? I love you. Lock in. I have an idea. Lock in.

[paleblood0]

Composure (impossible): Failed

Volition (trivial): Success

[donutdrawsthings]

my most sick and twisted fantasy

[poetic-questions]

—Franz Kafka, "The Diaries" (from the travel diaries, 1912)

[ryebreadgf]

[tall]

[json-derulo]

"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically

[spiritedcompanion]

okayyy ^u^ yaaayyy!! *feels weird* *feels like an outsider* *feels like i made a mistake* *feels like people only pretend to like me* *feels like im in trouble*

[averagefairy]

y’all remember being 15? That was fucked up

[kosmogrl]

[specialagentartemis]

why does it take SO much energy to keep your house only sort of clean

[specialagentartemis]

why does it take SO much energy to keep your house only sort of clean

[specialagentartemis]

why does it take SO much energy to keep your house only sort of clean

[ppoi]