stalk, threaten, and rape me

24 intox virgin fakeboy snuffbait, breed me while I overdose from the hard drugs you got me addicted to

[relapseisgood4]

ABUSE ME, BE MEAN, HURT ME, RUIN ME, MAKE ME WORSE

If I wanted someone nice I wouldn't be here dumbass. This is thinly veiled self-harm and you are the razor. If youre not into that, go find a nice girl to fuck instead of a broken rapething like me

Anonymous messaging on SimpleX so you can harass me better:

https://smp19.simplex.im/a#zR6JCFaFRB72GhQzdWbnZDe1syWtbjgxIfW0uKeyZss

Permanent exposure on ExposedPassion:

https://exposedpassion.com/gallery?id=20289

Soft Limits (get me high enough to break them): blood, scat, heavy piss, public toilets, losing my virginity, worse drug abuse (particularly dxm multiple days in a row since it actually fries my brain), political play, skipping T-shots

Hard Limits: friends & family, minors, bugs, anything that will actually get me arrested, social suicide

[relapseisgood4]

I was literally telling my mom how much I want top surgery yesterday only to get on here and ruin my life a day later

[relapseisgood4]

My stupid addict cunt was convinced to take more so now I've taken another 9 pills to get to plat 3 at 510mgs... the most I've ever taken at once I think

[relapseisgood4]

Are you frying out your brains for us?

You should listen to hypnosis while high. See if it burns deeper in your mind

Dont worry I almost always listen to hypno while im high or whenever im masturbating. I already have some Bambi sleep compilations playing

[relapseisgood4]

u need to fry ur brain on drugs so u stop thinking ur better than this.

I think I might take some dxm tonight even tho I shouldnt since I took some a few days ago... which plat should I aim for? 1, 2, 3... I've never even hit 4 before

[relapseisgood4]

which dxm plat?

plat 1

plat 2

plat 3

plat 4 (never done this before)

Remaining time: 12 hours 37 minutes

Look up the effects if you're not familiar

[relapseisgood4]

Alternatively I could just pour some pills in my hand with my eyes close and hope I guess the right amount (it would take a TON to overdose so no worries about that)

[relapseisgood4]

Started with plat 2! Took 8 robotabs (240mgs)

For reference here are the guides for my weight:

Plat 1: 60-120mgs

Plat 2: 120-360mgs

Plat 3: 360-690mgs

Plat 4: 690-930mgs

[relapseisgood4]

How have you gotten worse for us today?

The fact that I'm back here, getting high, after I tried so hard to get better and deleted everything... Im definitely getting worse

[relapseisgood4]

Collar too tight to keep me a little out breath while the 8 robotabs I just took kick in

[relapseisgood4]

u need to fry ur brain on drugs so u stop thinking ur better than this.

I think I might take some dxm tonight even tho I shouldnt since I took some a few days ago... which plat should I aim for? 1, 2, 3... I've never even hit 4 before

[relapseisgood4]

which dxm plat?

plat 1

plat 2

plat 3

plat 4 (never done this before)

Remaining time: 12 hours 37 minutes

Look up the effects if you're not familiar

[relapseisgood4]

Alternatively I could just pour some pills in my hand with my eyes close and hope I guess the right amount (it would take a TON to overdose so no worries about that)

[relapseisgood4]

u took some a few days ago?? then what are u whining about??? it’s not like u took it last night. just fucking take it & stop being a little bitch about it. ur lucky i’m not there to shove it down ur throat

Im too much of a junkie to not take some tonight even if I know its bad for me... Ive always tried to be so good about the rules for breaks between trips but I need my brain to start deteriorating

[relapseisgood4]

I'm genuinely upset that I had to go OOC earlier, because now you don't think I'm actually going to kill you. Took a little bit of the magic out of it and I'm not going to be able to cum to you again today.

But I guess that has its upsides.

You're so much more likely to let something slip. Then when you realize I was serious, it's gonna be far too late ☺️

I have a whole binder dedicated to notes I've taken about you. I can't wait to show it to you when you wake up in my basement chained to the radiator 💕💕💕

Oh my god, fuck, these messages live in the back of my head. The part of me that doesnt see the internet as real brushes it off, convinced that its all just roleplay... but the logical part of me gets scared. It knows that if there's even a tiny chance that its real than im risking my life and sanity just because I cant resist my stupid cunt

[relapseisgood4]

Trust me I plan on following thru with getting you high, to send you a package of my cum to use as lube and risk it all for me ;)

The idea of getting pregnant with some internet strangers cum is genuinely one of the hottest most cunt-clenching ideas ever, fuck it haunts my dreams

[relapseisgood4]

How much do you want to be stalked?

Being stalked terrifies me, but I get so wet thinking about it. And maybe, *maybe* there's a little part of me that craves it, that thinks it might be what pushes me over the edge. God knows I've put plenty of my information out there. What makes my stomach flip the most is the idea of these things getting out into my regularly life. Someone messaging my actual phone number, or dming me on my real socials. Someone sending me a letter or a package would really get to me. And, of course, the way my heart would stop if someone sent me pictures they had taken of me without my knowledge...

[relapseisgood4]

u need to fry ur brain on drugs so u stop thinking ur better than this.

I think I might take some dxm tonight even tho I shouldnt since I took some a few days ago... which plat should I aim for? 1, 2, 3... I've never even hit 4 before

[relapseisgood4]

Welcome back! I can't wait to torture you some more!!

Glad to know people are happy to see my life getting even worse 💖😵‍💫

[relapseisgood4]

Made a twitter @relapseisgood2 bts

[detrans-webslut]

the funny thing is, you always delete your account but that doesn’t delete all your nudes people have already reblogged 😘

[relapseisgood4]

It's true. I literally couldn't escape this if I tried

[relapseisgood4]

I'm surprised you're not dead yet 🤭 I'm glad you're back, it's fun to watch how pathetic you look self destructing.

Everyone in my real life thinks I'm going to do good things and get better and live a good life but the whole time I'm getting notifications on my phone from people who know what's really going to happen to me...

[solenosis-deactivated20260527]

Big shout out to all the girls relapsing and returning because your kinks dragged you back down. You just can’t stay away can you?!

We know it’s difficult to pick a similar username, cruise looking for old moots, explain your relapse in your new bio then straight back on to edging over spirals.

We always miss you for those 3-5 days, but we know you’ll always come back. Those kinks are forever you needy bitches, now get rubbing those greedy clits.

Good girls rub themselves dumb, and don’t ever cum.

This is where you belong.