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“So you would have me disappear, is that it? Would that truly give you peace?” fists curl fiercely around the staff, tightening with a plethora of emotions he can’t understand all at once. Anger at what Sync was saying–how those that would abuse the Score had caused so many needless deaths, a grit attempt to maintain his composure while feeling overwhelmed, sadness for his predecessors, and…dare he say it, indignation for himself, and for Luke. The last is swiftly snuffed. He’s not in the place to cause conflict; he has no way of defending himself. But Ion had learned the hard way that he could not always hide behind his demeanor, that being timid could cause more harm than good. And even if he somehow died here again, it wouldn’t mean much in the grand scheme of things. Hard eye contact is established, even if Ion already feels a bit lightheaded. Though all he wants to do, is trained to do, is slink away and yield for the sake of peace…he can’t. Sync deserves better than that. “If the hatred in your heart gives you even a little lust for life…I’m glad.” he sighs, expression defaulting into a little bit of a grimaced smile, “If you’d like to never cross paths again, that’s the least I can do. But I won’t disappear.” A pause, “Not for you…not for anything unless I choose to do so. You taught me that.” Score or no Score, they’d both managed to deviate in their own way. In the end, it was fear of the unknown that drove the world on its path to ruin. “I’m sorry, Sync, for the immeasurable pain you’ve endured. I’m sorry I have nothing better to offer you than to let you continue to scorn me.” he’s not sure if this will amount to anything, or if what he says will only make things worse. He doesn’t know what he’s doing at all, but at least for once…he gets to be honest.
“I hope one day we can be friends. And…thank you, for allowing me to change my fate.”
Even if Ion did disappear, would it really change his past and how much he has impacted his existence? Peace...as much as the replica strives to achieve it, he believes it inconceivable, with or without the other in his life. The questions the Seventh raises were questions the Fifth never even took time to consider, not here, not ever. He hesitates as his mouth parts to speak but immediately closes, pursing into a thin line. As much as Sync refused to admit it, Ion was right -- it didn’t matter.
Still, how else was to rid of the burning resentment in his heart? If blaming himself and now the Seventh was futile... then now what? Gloved hands fall to his sides as he exhales, his gaze breaking and resting at his feet. When did he, the Tempest become so pathetic -- searching for sympathy in Ion of all people...? He couldn’t let the words of the pitiful replica who would fall over from walking too far affect him.
“I haven’t taught you anything,” he finally manages to muster, “I didn’t choose for Van to retrieve me from the planet’s core. I didn’t choose to have this useless body that couldn’t even deter that idiot replica’s group. I didn’t choose to have this pathetic life!” Without giving much thought to his words, he spewed exhausted notions that have plagued him forever, bottled up to release on fools who attempted to see the better in him.
To think the Seventh even sought to understand his suffering and offered to share the burden warrants a small smirk.
“Sorry? You’re sorry? Don’t make me laugh. You can’t possibly be sorry when you were kept guarded, surrounded by people who needed you!” Throwing words like daggers, he returns his gaze, glaring Ion down under his mask. He wanted to believe Ion was deceiving him, but more than anything, Sync wanted Ion to feel a pinch of his sad, miserable existence.
“And you’re thanking me? The failure of a replica who wasn’t even worth keeping alive?” He clutches the fabric covering his stomach, bracing for the churning frenzy of laughter. “How can we be friends when we’re nothing alike, having led two completely different lives?”












