listening to the b-side

cecily | she/her | 19 | bisexual | psychology lover

[dailyworldcinema]

LA PASSION DE JEANNE D’ARC 1928 | dir. Carl Theodor Dreyer

[sacredsyzygy]

things about this movie that make me go clinically insane:

she’s so real. she’s terrified. she’s human. she cries. 

watching falconetti portray jeanne’s story with her eyes in a way that is so compelling

the gut-wrenching devastation you feel watching her judges taunt her with mass and then the eucharist. there’s a lot of sad parts to this movie, but seeing her anguish over not being able to take communion just hits so hard. 

her final request in death was for the crucifix to be held high enough to see it. for the prayers for her salvation to be said loud enough that she could hear them over the flames. 

[residingdoubts]

i have this sad song playlist on spotify and if you give me a number 1-110 i’ll assign you a sad song. a good share of them are my chemical romance so you got a decent shot at getting an mcr song. 

[residingdoubts]

there’s something that's just so personal about the “i think i’ve made my choice” in saline solution

[residingdoubts]

as a reluctant enjoyer of the cw’s supernatural, the whole tntduo thing is hilarious, like welcome to the club everyone  

[clingyduoapologist]

c!Dream is a tragic villain, not in the sense that he was molded into a terrible person by forces outside of his control, but in the way that every single decision he’s ever made has been the worst one possible. Like, he was respected, he had friends, he had so much going for him. But instead of being content, instead of quitting while he was ahead, he chose to be a child abusing mass murderer, and every step of the way you’re just left asking Why? Why would you throw away your life like this? How can you be this stupid? How don’t you hurt? And it’s awesome.

[residingdoubts]

hopping on lore streams and watching vods with no context is a hobby of mine actually

i’m just here for chaos and vibes

[kayjaysouth]

oh so DRACULA is allowed three wives, but when I, Lucy Westenra…

[residingdoubts]

thinking about c!tommy playing hours and hours of solitaire in exile with a physical deck of cards because c!wilbur taught him how once, and then one day c!dream finds the cards and destroys them and c!tommy is devastated 

[spiderwebzy]

Nothing will ever hurt me more then c!Quackity actually being the main cause for the people he cares about eventually leaving him or dying.

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

"Fuck you, my child is completely fine."

Me: *pacing around in circles for 5+ hours straight creating imaginary friends and detailed plots instead of interacting with real people*

[sleateykinner]

you know that one media that took your atoms rearranged them and made you a completely different person

[residingdoubts]

for some reason it feels illegal to have interests once you turn 20

[francium-hydroxide-deactivated2]

lil c!wilbur headcanon:

when i say c!wilbur- more specifically revivebur-is a masochist, i don't necessarily mean it in a sexual way, but more because pain is the closest thing to making him feel alive + he's also touch starved as fuck.

i'd imagine he just spent 13 years feeling absolutely nothing & then when he was revived no one was willing to go near him, let alone touch him & if they do it's always kinda out of reluctance.

then whenever he decides to piss off c!quackity & they start physically fighting, he more or less enjoys it because those moments were the longest times he'd been touch in a really long time + he's finally feeling something.

the first time c!quackity manages to pin c!wilbur on the ground. c!wilbur just fucking melts right then and there , while c!quackity was going off on a tangent about how pissed off he was at him

because one of his rival's hand was pressing strongly on the bruise he made on his forearm, the other was literally on his own hand. his knee was also pressing against his thigh as his face was hovering just inches above his own face.

that moment alone was a total of only just one minute, but it was the longest time someone had ever touched him in 13 years.

c!wilbur loved it but he would never admit it aloud. and it's also why he constantly goes back to las nevadas to piss off c!quackity.

[residingdoubts]

*aimless exasperated hand movements* its just that c!tommy exile arc is just like jonathan harker from dracula you know?

[little-red-rhapsody]

Did I spend five-six hours on this? Yes... I'm slow at drawing.

When he unrolls his sleeves, he has sweater paws. Just thought I'd mention.

[residingdoubts]

there isn’t a huge difference between the actual dream smp and the secretly really good dream smp that exists in my head, but it’s enough

[psiithirisma]

/dsmp. /roleplay.

remember that one time c!tommy said "he's [c!dream] basically my owner"? yeah, me too