bo burnhamâs  inside  sentence starters
change tenses/pronouns as needed !! Â some lines have been edited for clarity / length / ease of roleplayingÂ
tw : mental health , depression , suicidal thoughts , nsfw , languageÂ
âand so today Iâm gonna try just getting up, sitting down, going back to work.âÂ
âmight not help but still it couldnât hurt.âÂ
âIâm sorry I was gone.âÂ
âwhat the fuck is going on?âÂ
âI wanna help to leave this world better than I found it.âÂ
âthe world is so fucked up.âÂ
âI self - reflected and I wanna be an agent of change.âÂ
âmaybe I should just shut the fuck up âŚ. Iâm bored.âÂ
âshould I be joking at a time like this?âÂ
âthatâs the deepest talk weâve ever had.âÂ
âitâs similar to a constant state of sleep paralysis.âÂ
âdonât you know that the world is built with blood! and genocide and exploitationâŚâ
âdonât burden me with the responsibility of educating you. itâs incredibly exhausting.âÂ
âthis isnât about you. so either get with it, or get out of the fucking way!âÂ
âI hope you learned your lesson.âÂ
âI canât believe it. itâs been a decade since youâve been gone.âÂ
âstill figuring out how to keep living without you.â
âitâs got a little better but itâs still hard.âÂ
âcan any single person shut the fuck up about any single thing for an hour? is that possible?âÂ
âthe coffee is free, just like me. Iâm an unpaid intern.âÂ
âIâm being a little pretentious.â
âitâs pretty unlikable that I ⌠that I need this need, this desperate need, to be seen as, uh, intelligent.â
âitâs a defensive mechanism. Iâm so worried that criticism will be levied against me that I levy it against myself before anyone else can.âÂ
 âlook at where you came from. look at you now.âÂ
âsexting. it isnât sex, itâs the next best thing.âÂ
âweâll talk dirty like weâre ancient egyptians.âÂ
âjesus fucking christ, I guess I never learn.âÂ
âI was a kid who was stuck in his room. there isnât much more to say about it.â
âthere isnât much more to say about it.âÂ
âwhen youâre a kid and youâre stuck in your room, youâll do any old shit to get out of it.âÂ
âyou went out to look for a reason to hide again.â
ânow come out with your hands up, weâve got you surrounded.âÂ
âisnât anybody going to hold me accountable?â
âI tried to hide behind my childhood and thatâs not okay. my actions are my own, I wonât explain them away.â
âand Iâm really fucking sorry.âÂ
âI turn thirty in less than a minute.âÂ
âI used to wake up with a smile, and go to bed at night with a dream. but now Iâm turning thirty.âÂ
âoh fuck. how am I thirty?âÂ
âI used to make fun of the boomers. in retrospect, a bit too much.â
âand now my stupid friends are having stupid children.â
âIâll be honest with you, didnât love it.â
âwe shouldnât be dead forever, yet. so letâs not, right?âÂ
 ânevermind, I donât wanna know.âÂ
âI thought itâd be over by now. but I got awhile to go.âÂ
âIâm holding the flashlight like a cop. why am I doing that?âÂ
âare you feeling what Iâm feeling? I havenât had a shower in the last nine days.âÂ
âstaring at the ceiling and waiting for this feeling to go away. but it wonât go away.â
âwell, I feel like shit. feeling like a saggy , massive bag of shit.âÂ
âmy current mental health is rapidly approaching, um. an ATL. which is, uh, an all time low. not ⌠not atlanta.âÂ
âI feel okay when Iâm asleep.âÂ
âcould I interest you in everything all of the time?âÂ
âyou know, it wasnât always like this.âÂ
âand if we stick together, who knows what weâll do.âÂ
âit was always the plan, to put the world in your hand.âÂ
âand that has made me completely freak out.âÂ
âone should only engage with the outside world as one engages with a coal mine. suit up, gather what is needed, and return to the surface.âÂ
âin honor of the revolution itâs half - off at the gap.âÂ
âthere it is again. that funny feeling.â
âhey, what can ya say? we were overdue.âÂ
âbut itâll be over soon, just wait.âÂ
âI am not ⌠well.âÂ
âdonât be scared. donât be shy. come on in, the waterâs fine.âÂ
âIâve been hiding from the world and I need to reenter.âÂ
âyou say the whole worldâs ending, honey, it already did.âÂ
âyouâre not going to slow it, heaven knows you tried.âÂ
âso this is how it ends.â
âIâm slowly losing power.â
âhas it only been an hour? no, that canât be right.â
âam I going crazy? would I even know?âÂ
âoh shit. youâre really joking at a time like this?âÂ
âitâll stop any day now.âÂ