The Blade I Live And Die By

Mentally ill but coping with book boyfriends #rhysand

[rhysand-girly64]

I’m so mentally stable you could park your horse in my mind

[rhysand-girly64]

The saddest part is knowing that I’ll never have this, never wake up next to someone that loves me unconditionally and wants to be next to me. I’m too difficult and too weird. People that get to know me leave after realizing I’m not some perfect girl. I only wish someone would hold me like this, and kiss me while I cried and say, “you’re not too much, you’re enough.” No one can ever love me with the panic attacks and the anxiety, its too complicated for them but they never consider how hard it is for me to even get up and face the life they’re strolling through.

[rhysand-girly64]

Me and WHO???!

[citrinekay]

he's forty years old. he's babygirl. he's unhinged. he's creating problems for himself and everyone else. he's god's favorite punching bag. he's a whore. he's pathetic. he's my poor little meow meow

[rhysand-girly64]

He’s so me, I want him to wrap me up in his arms and say, “You’re good enough” because he knows I’m doing by best to stay afloat as the world tries to drown me

[anxietyproblem]

[shovlison]

Christmas 🎄: depressed in a festive way

[thememedaddy]

[rhysand-girly64]

They want me to just stay quiet and pretend everything is okay but I CANT keep it in anymore 😭

[thememedaddy]

[rhysand-girly64]

Oopsies 😭 not me getting worse and worse and more annoying everyday 😅

[thememedaddy]

[rhysand-girly64]

And they’re always so supportive until you’re a huge burden to them and they stop bringing you all together. Like sorry you’re so perfect and I’m such a horrible person.

[bl0w-m3]

[rhysand-girly64]

Like give me a break we are DIFFERENT. Count yourself lucky that you don’t know what it’s like to feel like you’re being ripped apart at the seams while your every thought absolutely CONSUMES you.

[commonzinnia]

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

[rhysand-girly64]

Not people trying to tell me to just STOP like I haven’t been crying about this for hours while they’re off having a good time.

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #11668

    Oversized hoodies that feel like wearing a hug. – Guest Submission

(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)

[janearts]

More of Them. uwu

[rhysand-girly64]

THIS

[everybody-loves-to-eat]

[friedzucchiniyeah]

You’re so beautiful I want you

[rhysand-girly64]

This is the love I deserve

[whettpaint]

@feysandmonth

[sixtinetellier]

hot girls love lucien vanserra

[osseinss]

Branch with abandonment issues </3 I like to imagine Poppy wakes up to him holding her tight 24/7