just some rules about my page since it has been getting a lot of traffic in the last few days:
no I don't write smut, I don't feel comfortable doing that.
pls don't privately message me or send me anything through the inbox especially if you are a minor. I also don't feel comfortable messaging people that i'm not familiar with so even if you are 18+, I most likely will not respond back either, it's a boundary thing that is a non-negotiable
i don't check this blog very frequently, i only check on it through the weekend as I am busy with work during the week and it'll remain that way as I keep this blog going
i really enjoy writing and reading fanfic but just know that I will never monetize it especially in this economy lololol
i write mostly for blue lock, there might be Jojo's and Tokyo Revengers sprinkled throughout it all but it'll mostly be blue lock
if something does need my attention such as someone is stealing my work, please just tell me through the inbox or give me a link if you are able too, I would really appreciate it.
pls do not concern myself with fandom drama or drama between other blogs, i'm not dealing with that LMFAO
polls might go up in case I need some kind of inspiration but that being said, I don't take asks or requests.
anything about my personal life is completely private, it's not something i'm willing to negotiate considering i'd like to keep this blog solely just for writing fanfic and that's it. if you want to leave a compliment or a thank you, by all means, you can go ahead but other than that, I will not respond to anything.
i get that this might sound super bitchy but I swear i'm a nice person lol I just like to have VERY strict boundaries with certain things
authors note: please take a look at my rules that I pinned, it's super duper important! other than that, enjoy! this is angst to fluff just so y'all are aware :) if this is ass, i'm so sorry LMFAO
break ups were hard especially when they came out of nowhere and that was how you currently found yourself. knees deep into a crying session and trying to find comfort which was hard considering your closest friend was currently playing a game in Spain (or so you thought).
alexis had known that you were currently going through the worst break up of your life and he wanted nothing more than to be there but considering he had to attend games to show that he was ready to captain the German national team, it was mandatory to show up and play for a few minutes.
a shitty movie was playing in the background as you scrolled through previous messages between you and your ex boyfriend. all the promises he made were all lies and you couldn't fathom it.
a call suddenly popped up on your screen showing that Alexis was face timing you. you eyes fluttered in confusion given that he was supposed to be playing against Spain.
"alexis, what are you doing? you're face timing me while you're in the locker room?" he sighed when he realized that you were once again sitting at home crying over that stupid ex of yours, "mein schatz, are you still crying about him?" you nodded sadly as he slipped on his shoes.
alexis knew that you would be, it didn't take an idiot to realize how hung up you were on your ex which is why he was on the first flight out of Spain to join you once again.
he knew that if he had told you that he was going to leave early so he could go back to be with you, you'd give him the scolding of a lifetime but now that he had landed back home and had to stop at Allianz Arena to pick up a few things before his break began.
"can you at least get off the couch and make some dinner, I don't want you going hungry over that idiot." you nodded, not giving him a verbal response and got off the couch to see what you had in the fridge, "there's not much Lexi but I think I can make something with what I have."
he gave you a nod of approval before quickly saying goodbye and hanging up the call. before he made the stop to your place, he stopped at your favorite store to pick up a few of your favorite snacks before surprising you.
once you finished making your lazy dinner and went to the table to start eating, you heard your door bell going off which left you very confused considering you weren't expecting anyone at your door at this hour.
you looked through the peephole and sighed in realization, of course it was Alexis.
"Lexi, how early did you leave your game to come and surprise me?" he gave you a sheepish smile and handed you the small bouquet of your favorite snacks, "Lexi, you're insane. you're supposed to be in Spain with the rest of the team!"
he shrugged you off and let himself in. he immediately looked over to the stove to make sure that you had actually made yourself food. once he put the rest of his things down, he sat on your couch until you finished eating.
"how was it playing with Michael again? nervous?" you asked. he shrugged and stared down at couch, "we still play as great as ever together but it was time we separated. I think he's still shocked that they picked me over him for the captain position."
"I think you'll do great as captain, don't let anyone tell you otherwise, okay?" you said over sniffles. he stared at you with eyes of adoration and moved closer to you, "and why don't you take that same advice and stop crying over that stupid man?"
you sighed and sunk into the couch, "it's easier said than done Alexis, he promised me marriage and a life together and I found out a month ago that he was cheating on me? I hate him!" you screamed through anger.
alexis brought you in to let you cry on his shoulder, "please don't think you deserved that because you absolutely didn't. one day the love of your life will appear and it'll be a distant memory."
you wiped your nose with a tissue and sighed once again, "but when? i'm tired of watching all of my friends get married and have kids and i'm still stuck on the same conversation of "what's your favorite color" it's actually embarrassing."
alexis chuckled and pulled your head up to make you look at him, "maybe you're not looking in the right direction," he said with a seriousness in his voice, "maybe the person has been in front of you this entire time."
when it finally clicked that he was talking about himself, your mouth hung in slight shock. never once did you expect that Alexis ever had this kind of confidence and truthfully? you were excited to see that side of him.
in the midst of wiping your tears away, you looked up to Alexis, "are you being serious right now?" you asked slowly. he nodded just as cautiously and grabbed your hand, "you deserve the world and I can be the one to give you."
genuine shock was an understatement but you knew that with Alexis, he was always true to his word. you gave him a slow nod and squeezed his hand in reassurance.
being with Alexis meant doing everything together. the two of you were immediately attached at the hip once you were open to seeing where things would go with Alexis.
if there was anything to do with a magic show and Alexis's schedule allowed it? the two of you were there. Alexis knew it would take a while for you to allow your heart to open up to him but he would wait even if it meant months or years.
whenever his schedule was busy with soccer or anything that pulled him away from you, he'd try to bring you a long if he could. he knew that this always couldn't be the case considering you had your own life and family to attend too but if you were able too and his schedule allowed it, he'd definitely try to bring you along.
when Alexis fell in love with something, he fell in love fast. his obsession over magic as a kid? happened quicker than most thought. his relationship with Michael? same thing happened there and you were no different, however; he knew that he would have to take your pace if he wanted to be with you.
holidays were spent with your family most of the time. he didn't have the best relationship with his family and would prefer to spend it alone or with Michael (at least during the time when they were friends).
if any activities involved snow, Alexis would be there and you'd be right by his side. truthfully, being with someone like Alexis was like a breath of fresh air.
Alexis made sure to treat you to weekly dates if time allowed. if his schedule didn't, he'd bring you followers not only when he returned home but randomly throughout the week whenever he was gone and they were always some colored flowers that matched his magenta hair.
whenever he saw you wearing his jersey, he was over the moon and that was to put it lightly. he'd definitely be more handsy if he saw you up in the morning in nothing but his jersey and underwear. he would sneak up behind you and wrap his arms around your torso.
kids? yes. marriage? absolutely. he didn't even take a full year to fully realize that he wanted to marry you. he knew you were the one and he definitely wanted kids. if he knew you weren't fond or ready for them, I think the relationship wouldn't last. he would want to give his kids the childhood he couldn't have.
the proposal was everything you could've imagined and more. being that Alexis made that everything was set into place, he proposed the day he won a championship with the German national team. whether it be the world cup or the European championship, it was definitely one of the top trophies he could win for Germany and as soon as they gave him the trophy, he immediately lifted it into the air and gave it to Michael before finding you.
he ran into your arms, not really caring if others saw him and gave you a fat kiss on the lips. you wrapped your arms around his neck and returned the kiss. once the two of you pulled away, he dug into his pocket and showed you the ring. his forehead was touching yours and whispered the proposal. you immediately accepted, tears coming down both of your faces as you brought him in for another kiss.
the wedding itself was small, simple, and intimate. the guest list wasn't very long, both of you making sure to invite only those who you really wanted there and not spend too much on it. the honeymoon was a few weeks in a place both you and him wanted to visit. if he wanted a cold climate, you made sure to pick a warm climate so the two of you could experience both.
and that honeymoon trip was where your first baby was conceived. you two didn't wait even a second so it didn't come off as a surprise when you and Alexis both found out you were pregnant. you had done the test with him and instead of crying, you both found yourselves laughing at the positive test.
alexis made sure to build the nursery to the best of his abilities. while he wanted everything to be hand made, you made sure to assure him that some things that were prebuilt was okay. the theme magician theme'd of course. Alexis genuinely loved the theme and with a few tweaks to the style, by the time you both finished the nursery, you only had a few weeks left.
the labor and delivery was on the easier side. you had given birth to a baby boy, naming him after Alexis (to which he teared up when both of you had decided on it). the magenta hair already peeking out of his little head and Alexis seeing you holding his baby was like the closest thing to magic he had ever felt.
"and if I go, I wanna go with you, and if you die, I wanna die with you."
character: Michael Kaiser
fandom: blue lock
authors note: just interviewed for a new job today so when I start my new job, my posts might get weird but I can definitely say that I won't stop writing, this is my only way of relaxing lolol
dating Michael Kaiser headcanons:
for one, getting him to even settle down is hard. he's one of the few players who might not see a future with a wife and kids just because he enjoys his routine that much
you met Michael in Munich. you were just visiting the area, seeing the tourist attractions, not really caring too much for the soccer culture in the area. you genuinely wanted to see what Munich offered you.
you were sitting at the park, enjoying a snack and people watching when you felt someone sit in the bench next to you. you weren't actively paying attention to who had sat next to you but you could suddenly feel people looking your way more often.
finally you looked at who was sitting in the bench next to you and gave the blond a smile. you continued to eat your snack and scroll through your phone making Michael shocked that you weren't freaking out or asking for some kind of pictures/signature.
he muttered something in German and as you looked up at him, you couldn't help but give him another smile, "i'm sorry but i don't speak German, I'm only here on visiting," Michael laughed and nodded his head, "nice evening?" you immediately perked up at the language change, "oh yes! I love this time of year and its been my dream to visit Germany so i'm enjoying it!"
michael soon put together that you weren't in fact ignoring who he was but he realized that you had no idea who he was. if you were a tourist especially from a country that didn't prioritize soccer as its main sport, you were completely in the dark about how popular he was.
"how long are you in Germany?" "only a week, are you visiting too or is this your home town?" you knew it was a silly question to ask given he spoke to you in German first but it was the only thing you could think to ask, "ah no, i'm from Germany and I can show you around if you'd like. I swear I won't bite."
you were hesitant for a multitude, one being the fact that you didn't know this man AT ALL but you took the chance and the might've been the best decision you have ever made.
michael took you everywhere munich. given that the two of you only had so many hours together, he made sure to take you to best restaurant in munich, the only spot he'd go to get any kind of desserts, and ended the night in at a very exclusive club. you definitely weren't expecting that from him but by the time the night ended, you were back at your hotel, drunk, giggly, and overall flying on cloud nine.
Michael could say the same. he knew the rumors that were bound to fly off the wall. he wasn't exactly trying to hide himself but he didn't know if you felt comfortable with the inevitable future you were heading towards.
the morning after, you hadn't really remembered all that had happened but you did know that you had gotten Michaels number in all of it.
when you turned the TV on, the first station the hotel had it on the news and that was when you saw your face PLASTERED over German gossip segments. you had no idea what they were even saying but as soon as you saw Michael in the side by side, you instantly looked him up.
a fucking soccer star. you had been dragged all over Munich by one of the greatest soccer players of the current generation and you didn't even have the slightest idea.
videos and pictures of the two of you at the club had came out and you looked at the TV mortified. you instantly grabbed your phone, ready to scream at Michael for putting you out like that but before you could, you heard a knock on your door.
"ARE YOU INSANE?" you looked at him. Michael instantly started laughing as he let himself in, "surprise? I can see from the TV that you've realized the emperor you were graced with." you gave him a look and punched him in the arm, "the entire country of Germany thinks we're dating! fix it!" you yelled.
Michael shook his head and sat down at the table, "well i've cleared my schedule for you so we have the whole day ahead of us,"you didn't know where Michael had gotten the audacity but you had to applaud it.
from there, the two of you had spent your entire vacation together. the downside to the entire thing was that the league was in the middle of the off season so you couldn't see him do what he did best. you did accidentally meet his 'friend' Alexis or the dog as Michael liked to refer to him.
to say you were sad that you weren't able to stay longer was an understatement. you knew that Michael wouldn't leave you alone and the two of you were planning on staying in contact but what you hadn't realized was the Michael was already planning a trip to your hometown in a few months.
for the few months that you weren't around Michael, the two of you were constantly texting each other. even if your day was his night and vice versa, the two of you would text if the chance was there.
the season had started up not even a few months after and suddenly there was a package sitting at your front door. it was a rather big box filled with bastard munich merch. not only did he send you a jersey but a second one with his signature on it. you rolled your eyes jokingly and hung it in your closet.
the first game of the season was scheduled for the evening and you were sat on your couch watching it. you didn't really understand what was going on but whenever Michael had the ball, you were excited to see him try and score. it didn't come off as a surprise when Michael had not only scored but managed a hat trick on his first game back.
when the game finally finished and Michael finished his post game interviews/celebrations, you were at the receiving end of a very frantic and excitable phone call from him. you could still hear the background noise from his teammates, mostly telling him to get off the phone to continue celebrating
a week after his first initial win, you had a knock on your door. you weren't necessarily expecting someone but as soon as you looked through the peep hole, you opened the door to reveal a smugish looking Michael, "missed me?" you rolled your eyes jokingly and let him inside
the two of you spent the whole three days he had free together. you had no idea what you and Michael were but it definitely was more than friends given the two of you were intimate together whenever you'd see each other. you were too scared to even ask considering how famous he was.
when the final day of his small vacation came up, you gave Michael with a questionable look and he placed the softest kiss on your lips, "your emperor will return to you soon so don't forget about me too quickly." that was when it all clicked, he was never going to call himself your boyfriend bc he saw himself higher than that. he was your emperor and you'd be his empress even if he hasn't said it himself yet.
the two of you would constantly see each other whenever the chance presented itself. it wasn't very often given that his schedule was always busy if not for Bastard Munich he was likely attending a German national team practice or meeting.
it wasn't until a very chaotic night for Michael when he realized he wanted you close to him. he was having a terrible night, the team had lost by five and every media outlet was reporting how terrible Michael had played throughout the night. you saw the articles all over the internet and your phone was ringing with Michaels contact every five minutes. when you finally picked up, you could hear the raw emotion coming from his voice.
you had to talk him down from harming himself and the two of you spent the entire night on the phone. he hated that you were so far away and through his own anger and tears, he asked you to move to Germany. you were hesitant at first. you'd be by yourself with no family or friends in sight but hearing Michael practically begging you to move in with him, it was hard not to accept.
moving your entire life to Germany was exhausting to say the least but Michael made sure to get you accustomed to it as quickly as possible. he knew the sacrifice you made in order to prioritize him in your life so he was going to make sure everything was all worth it.
living with Michael was interesting...to say the least. for as much as Michael said he didn't like Alexis, he was constantly your third roommate. everything from going over plays to making future game plans, Alexis was constantly over. you got used to him very quickly and soon, the two of you became friends (much to michael's dismay) and if Michael was acting out of sorts or the two of you needed to vent to each other about him, the text messages were constantly flowing between the two of you.
arguing with Michael happened more often than you liked to admit. Michael was hard to get along with and whenever the two of you butted heads, it was like war inside of the house. screaming, faces close to each other, and admittedly, a few things might've been thrown into the ground in anger.
in those times, you always questioned whether the move to Germany was worth it and Michael could sense that. he could see the thoughts of leaving him and moving back to your home country swirling around in your head. when Michael sensed that, he made it a point to say that although the two of you were in a heated argument, you were still a priority in his life and he wouldn't just leave you so easily.
the days following the arguments, the house was quiet. on the weeks where he was away for games, it made the post argument tension a lot easier. both of you got space from each other and cleared your heads from all those nasty thoughts.
when the two of you inevitably reunited and talked about the root of the problem on a much calmer mindset, it felt like a weight off of Michael's shoulder. the tension and slight awkwardness was still there but Michael would take that over not seeing you at all.
jealously with Michael was odd. Michael didn't get jealous very easily and it would genuinely have to take a lot for him to get even slightly jealous but when he was, oh boy was everyone involved in for a fucking ride. it always took you by surprise when Michael would show that side of him but ngl, it was hot when he was.
he'd assess the situation before intervening. if he could see that you could handle it yourself, he'd leave you alone and watch you do your magic but if he could see that the man was not leaving you alone or taking it a step too far, he'd immediately step in especially if felt like the person posed a good competition against him.
lets say world cup season was in the picture. you had followed Michael to a few games in support. you knew the German team was destined to get far in the tournament and the game you attended was against Brazil. you were in a trance. seeing the way they would dribble and play was mesmerizing.
you were on the field along with a few other girlfriends when someone from the Brazilian team approached you. you were shocked considering you were wearing Michael's jersey in bright black letters. you gave the man a polite smile and introduced yourself but the smirk on the mans face immediately told you his intentions. it didn't even take Michael more than ninety seconds to appear by your side.
Michael easily removed you from the situation and said a few unsavory to the player who dared approach you. it also didn't surprise you one bit when Michael decided to play his most aggressive on the field that night. you knew it was his way of getting revenge for what that player decided to do.
when Michael decided it was time to get married, he immediately went ring shopping. you'd casually mention that you didn't want a ring that was expensive or even big but you knew Michael never kept anything simple. the ring was huge, you couldn't even begin to fathom how much he spent on it but everytime Michael caught you staring at it, he gave you a kiss on the forehead and whispered that this was nothing in comparison to what you deserved.
the wedding itself was huge. Michael made sure to invite everyone he deemed was worthy of attending. your family only filled one section but Michael's? his entire invite list took up most of the seats. everyone from Munich team, some of the people he met at Blue Lock, and any celebrities he was friends with. you felt like it was more of a celebration for Michael than it was your wedding and Michael could sense that. what he hadn't told you was that for two hours after the weeding, the closest people in both of your lives were able to stay and celebrate the two of you in the way that you wanted.
the honeymoon itself wasn't until a few months after. he planned the entire thing out and surprised you with traveling to a few different countries. every country you even had a slight interest in, he planned a few days there.
the conversation of kids had came up a few times between the honeymoon and the both of you decided that kids wouldn't be in the picture at all. no matter the amount of therapy Michael got, he still couldn't bare with the idea of becoming a father just out of fear of reliving his past. you knew that coming into the relationship and marriage with Michael so you weren't exactly upset when that conversation was finally had.
the two of you were comfortable with just you and him. maybe a pet in the future but considering both of you were still young and Michael was still in his prime, all you wanted to do was travel and explore the world with your husband by your side.
"i'll follow you way down wherever life takes you."
character: bachira meguru
fandom: blue lock
authors note: my goat bachira, I swear he doesn't get enough love by the fandom and he has such good yandere potential, someone should get on that fr but anyway, I finally got a reliable laptop and interviewing for a new job on Monday so i'm officially the girl that's going to be okay!!!
dating bachira meguru would include:
he's such a fun time, like you will never be bored with him. he's been through some stuff in his childhood and knows what it's like to be bullied so he will make sure that you'll never go through that regardless if you're his girlfriend or his best friend
you were the newest worker for barcha, having been hired in as a secretary for the front office so it was bound to happen that you ran into bachira everyday
he was always his happy go lucky self so when he saw you sitting at your desk getting some things done, he plopped himself right on the front and asked your name and if you were new
after that, the two of you were constantly talking to each other at your desk. if he had even the SLIGHTEST issue, he'd come up to your desk and start whining about what was bothering him especially if it had to do with his monster
speaking of his wonderful monster, you had to get used to that REAL quick lol you had no idea what his 'monster' really meant so lavinho and bunny both had to come and explain the concept of what that was to you. it was confusing to say the least but you knew you couldn't say much on the matter
"hey, you coming to game tonight? it'd be super duper awesome if you did!" "bachira, I literally have to work? office hours don't change just because there's a game going on." he pretended to start melting on the floor and groaned, "please please please please please!!!"
your eyes widened until you huffed and finally agreed. you knew that the front office wouldn't mind considering it was practically dead during game hours and your real only necessity there was to make sure that any office officials got in correctly.
when you made your way to the barcha arena, your eyes widened at the sea of maroon and gold. you knew that barcha fans were ride or die for their team. they rivaled re-ale fans so they had too.
"you came! yay! come on! your can sit with the rest of the in game staff."
bachira dragged you to the sidelines, the actual sidelines where most in staff coaches sat. you knew that you weren't supposed to be here but everyone on the team understood that bachira didn't give not one single shit. he would do whatever he wanted given he was one of the teams top scorers so they just made one more chair open for you.
frankly, even though you did work for barcha, you weren't necessarily a fan of soccer. you did enjoy it but very casually. definitely not to the degree that other fans did but as you sat and watched the game with everyone, you felt yourself getting more and more excited. once the game finished, you went onto the field to celebrate with the team and that was when bachira spun you around and gave you a big ole kiss on the mouth. yeah, it wouldn't be bachira if he didn't do things irrationally
from there, the two of you started dating publicly! bachira made sure you show you off even if you weren't exactly keen on it. he just wanted to show you off to the world and that he would!
considering you worked front office and not with the team itself, he would be so upset when he couldn't see you. during game stretches where he was on the road a lot, he would text or call you whenever he could.
facetimes became common, if he couldn't talk and he could only be on the phone for five minutes, he'd make sure he'd use those five minutes and speak to you. when bachira loved, he loved HARD so it was pretty common when he was on the phone or talking to you over video. it pretty much bachira and friends whenever lavinho or bunny interrupted the video.
bachira showed jealousy but not in the way you'd think. if he saw someone trying to flirt with you, he'd walk up to the conversation and sling his arm around your shoulders, "entertaining conversation? I'm afraid I have to end it. we have somewhere to be so sorry!" he didn't even give you the chance to apologize to the person before literally dragging you away
for example lets say you were at one of his games. japan was playing against Nigeria! you were sitting with some of the JFU staff and players when the Nigeria team passed by. you weren't exactly doing anything to make yourself stand out but when you got up to get a drink before the game, you had ran into one of the star players named Kuso.
he was on the quieter side, only approaching you when he noticed that people weren't surrounding the bar top, "hi, my name is Kuso, I saw you sitting with the JFU staff and felt like I should've introduced myself," he said with a softness in his voice
you turned around and gave him a small smile, "hi Kuso, i'm (your name) I work for the Barcha team and my boy-," bachira out of nowhere came to your side and gave Kuso the fakest smile he could muster, "that's my girlfriend if you didn't know that!" "bachira stop, he's just introducing himself.
kuso gave the two of you a smile, "my apologies, I didn't realize she had a boyfriend, you seem like a lovely girl and bachira is very lucky to have you!" he exclaimed before walking away.
you gave bachira an annoyed look, "seriously? you can't just interrupt my conversations with people, it's rude and not only makes me look bad but the team as well," you muttered before walking away from the conversation.
arguments were hard. bachira didn't understand the severity of arguments a lot of the time and he failed to conceptualize why you were actually upset. you tried to tell him that just because another guy was talking to you didn't mean that he was actually trying to get with you. he'd be okay if you talked to guys on his team as they knew that you were his girlfriend but it was 10x harder when it was someone he didn't know.
a lot of his jealousy came from his past and how he was treated growing up. he felt like people could just steal you away from him and you'd treat him like the bullies that made fun of him daily and that was his biggest fear of all. that you'd leave or mistreat him like others did.
whenever arguments did come up, he would come home a few hours later with some of your favorites and genuinely try to talk about it but it would take a while for him to fully understand why his behavior is wrong (especially if his monster is telling him otherwise) but overtime he'd start getting better about correcting his behavior.
ANYWAY when he finally gets you to meet his mom, his world explodes. his two favorite people in the world finally met. you knew from the start that megs was a mama's boy and he loved his mother like no other so when she sat you down one day and the two of you painted together, he genuinely felt like he could start crying.
there would be days where you would visit his mom even if bachira wasn't there and the two of you would just have coffee/tea and talk about whatever. she took you under her wing quick. she knew what you meant to bachira and vice versa so a small feeling inside of her realized that you might be around for a very very long time and she couldn't be more excited about it.
bachira loved taking you on random dates. it wasn't random to see the two of you in random cities just sight seeing and taking in the view. it was until bachira finally took you to one of your favorite cities when you realized that this was more than just a random travel situation.
the two of you were in Switzerland during the holiday season. it was a few weeks shy of Christmas and everything in the area was filled with Christmas trees and said music. both of you were ice skating at a random city rink when you noticed bachira acting weirdly. at first you chalked it up to his monster bothering him but when you finally asked why he was so jittery, he gave you a big sigh and drop to one knee.
he couldn't even get through his proposal speech without tears falling. the two of you were both a mess by the end of it. he slipped the ring shakily onto your ring finger and picked you up in excitement.
bachira's mom helped a ton when it came to the wedding. she wanted everything to do with the wedding and came to every dress appointment, every viewing of the venue, and her gift to the two of you was a live painting of your first dance. when you saw the final product, the three of you were once again just a sobbing mess. she signed it with a little message in the back.
everyone from isagi to tokimitsu was at the wedding. everyone he had befriended during blue lock, the national team, and his barcha squad were at the wedding. even though a lot of people though bachira was a little odd, the wedding was chalked up to be one of the most talked about weddings of the year.
you knew your wedding was bound to be glamorized by the media so you made it a point to cut the cameras at the front. you knew if you hadn't done it, bachira was going to invite them in.
overall, bachira loved the married life. being with you, seeing you when he came home from games, and you coming on the road with him meant everything so that was why when you told him you were pregnant, he fell to his knees sobbing.
he never thought he'd become a father. he hadn't ever thought about it but the idea of coming home to you and his baby suddenly had him super excited to get things for them. the first baby item he ever purchased was a tiny soccer ball that he had painted while he was at work. he set it in the middle of the nursery room and that was all that was in there for a while.
when he found out he was having a little boy, he felt himself getting nervous. he knew the pressure that came with being the son of one of the best dribblers in the world and he made it a point in his head that no matter what, he didn't have to follow in his footsteps and he could be whatever he wanted .
the nursery theme was yellow and bees. while you did want something different, seeing how excited he was about painting bees and suns all over the room made you realize that maybe the next nursery would be your turn. you couldn't shut down the idea when the idea itself made his eyes sparkle in excitement.
his mom helped a ton with painting as well and that became another bonding moment for the three of you.
when it came time to give birth, you were at home with bachira. you were ready for the pregnancy to be over and as you got up from the couch to get ready for bed, you felt the water coming down your leg.
bachira instantly drove you to the hospital and while your entire pregnancy was pretty easy, the labor and delivery was a completely different story. you had complications while you were giving birth and lost a lot of blood during the process so while the baby came out as healthy as possible, you weren't doing as great.
bachira was by your side the entire time, making sure that the doctors were doing everything in their power to make sure you'd make a full turn around. he had gotten scarily protective over you, at one point he had started yelling at the doctors to help you when he realized that you were on the verge of passing out.
you were wheeled into the ICU and given a few rounds of blood transfusions. it was a few days later when you finally came around and were able to move around. throughout the entire ordeal, bachira and his mom made sure to bring your baby over to you so he could have time with you. by the time you left the hospital, bachira had grown so attached to you and the baby that he took the entire rest of the playing season to be by your side.
whenever you were exhausted beyond belief and couldn't stay awake any longer, he would come under you, grab the baby and put you to bed before heading into the nursery. he knew how important it was for you to be well rested so if he even got a single indication that you were exhausted, both mentally or physically, he would give you time to yourself to rest up or get yourself all pretty as he called it.
that was the entire reason why it didn't come off as a shock to people when they realized that you were pregnant again just as your first baby had turned one. you knew that you could trust bachira with anything and everything and truth be told, bachira wanted a few kids so they could all be as close with each other and give them the childhood he wished he had.
âTake you by the hand, youâre the only one who understands.â
Character: Leonardo Luna
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: Iâve been so sleepy these past few days its been ridiculous lol I think mercury being in retrograde has been WHOOPING my ass fr anyway, i hope you guys have been doing well <3 ik how the fandom feels about him so this is literally for me and the two other Leonardo Luna fans on this app and by extension TikTok lolololol
Dating Leonardo Luna would include:
Good lord lmfao this man sure is interesting, even as a friend heâs just there menacingly lololol
You knew the reputation that surrounded the man. He was a bit of a dickhead, talks a lot of shit to people on the field, and above all else, he makes sure to let you know that he doesnât like you so it even came off as a surprise when he actually enjoyed being around you.
You were best friends with a few players on the Barcha squad. You had known Lavinho from his club days in Brazil so you knew him and by extension Bunny. You knew that Bunny and Leonardo played for Spain whenever the national team had to get together so it was weird that one of his favorite coworkers knew his rivals on a friendly level.
You were originally hired as PR for Re-Ale but it raised eyes when they realized that you were able to wrangle Luna in and clean up his messes whenever he decided to talk too much shit on the field. It genuinely took one long stare to the blond and that would typically shut him up.
âCarino, you do know that Iâm not scared of you.â You stared at him from the top of your iPad and gave him that look, âokay nevermind, Iâll be on the field in case you need me.â
Before you knew it, you were not only working PR for Leonardo but for Sae Itoshi and Michael Kaiser once they joined Re-Ale. Wrangling Leonardo Luna was already hard as it is so now that you got two shit talking teenagers on the team, it made you want to rip your hair up CONSTANTLY. Leonardo saw that and realized that he actually had to be the adult in the situation and start toning it down.
It was late at night when he finally realized that, âholy shit I actually grew feelings for my PR agentâŚ.this can either be a disaster or a dream come true.â
You were sitting at your desk going over some paperwork and drinking a Red Bull when he pranced into your office and threw the can into the trash, âwhat the actual fuck is your problem!â You screamed at him, âthatâs not good for you. Anything like that will cause you long term heart problems, itâs for your own wellbeing carino.â
You clicked your tongue, ready to go off on him once again when he placed a coffee on your desk instead, âi made it specially for you! But once youâre done, weâre getting dinner together.â You gave him a confused look but that sudden confidence made you not want to fight it.
It was that dinner that kind of pulled everything together. While it just looked like Leonardo was getting dinner with his agent, you both knew it was more than that. The two of you would take a stroll in the park late at night when the kids were gone and it was just adults that would turn the other way even though it was THEE Leonardo Luna walking around with a girl.
Your relationship was very fast paced but very slow at the same time. The two of you refused to put labels on each other but youâd have your things at his place most nights claiming that it was easier to just stay at his house and drive to wrk there.
It was Leonardo getting jealous that kind of kick his ass into gear and made him officially ask you out. You were making small talk with Adam Blake as his team was playing against Re-Ale and as he was telling you something about Leonardo that made you laugh, he was walking into the hallway and saw the two of you.
Listen, Leonardo was a whore in his past. You knew it and he did as well. You canât be a great soccer player and not be one, ya feel me? But when he saw the way Adam was leaning over you and talking, his eye started twitching in annoyance. âLets go, we canât be seen talking to our enemy.â You gave Adam an apologetic look and let Leonardo practically drag you away.
âWhat the hell was that? You do know itâs rude to pull people away while theyâre having a conversation.â âYou canât be around people like Adam Blake, itâs bad for your image.â And with that, he had left you alone in the hallway while he went onto the field.
Not only did Re-Ale practically wipe the floor with Adam and his team but they managed to get a shutout with Leonardo getting the hat trick in the process. You knew that he only did it to show off but you couldnât be mad at it.
âDid you enjoy the game, carino?â You rolled your eyes playfully as he brought you in for a kiss. You had wrapped your arms around his neck as he pulled his arms around your waist. You thought it was a simple kiss but what you didnât know was that a few fans had taken pictures of your kiss and it instantly blew up over night.
âLeonardo what the FUCK!â You screamed the morning after. Your face was plastered all over Twitter, Instagram, and TikTok. Leonardo gave you a shrug, âI guess that just means that weâre official now.â You were externally freaking out meanwhile Leonardo was just liking any of the posts that contained the newest gossip.
Later that night, Leonardo had officially hard launched you. You were wearing his Re-Ale uniform and holding one of his UEFA Champions League trophies. Girls were losing their minds while the men were shocked that Leonardo finally managed to settle down. While he didnât hold the same reputation that Adam did, Leonardo was known to get around.
Given that the two of you had been âdatingâ for months now, nothing really changed except for the fact that you two finally had a label on each other. Sae and Michael were now on strict instructions on making your life a lot easier now. With Leonardo being your boyfriend and their captain, he knew on a personal level on what you dealt with daily and he knew that if he could threaten the two boys to make your life easier, he would do it in a heartbeat.
Fights between the two of you were very rare but when they did happen, it was rough. Leonardo spoke before he could think and that sometimes led to him saying some insane shit. Leonardo was a good shit talker as it is so whenever the two of you argued, he just spoke whatever came to his mind first which unfortunately was not a good thing.
It would get to the point at times when you would have to leave the house. You would be on the verge of tears and your voice was practically raw and you knew that if you didnât walk away from the situation, it would make it ten times worse.
After a few minutes of you being gone, Leonardo would realize that he hated the silence that filled the house and that would be when he would go out looking for you. He would eventually find you by the beach, playing with the sand and wiping your tears away from your eyes, âamor, come here.â You would give him a look and although you didnât want to be around him, it was impossible to not take his hand.
From there it would take a while to get back to the way you both were but Leonardo would make sure to do everything in his power to get back to the way you both were.
Even though the two of you hadnât been âofficiallyâ dating for a while, the news of your pregnancy came before any talks of marriage. You hadnât gotten your period in a solid two months and that was when it all clicked, you hadnât gotten your period in months.
Your eyes widened at the realization and you quickly sped to the nearest pharmacy for a test. After grabbing every pregnancy test on the shelf, you took all six the second you got home. Leonardo was away for a few games that werenât being held in Madrid.
Every single test had came up positive. Not slightly positive. Not negative. Bright and bold. Positive.
Your heart had fell into your stomach. You hadnât spoken about kids to Leonardo before and you had no idea how he would take to it. âCarino, Iâm home! They sent me home because I got a concussion and during my last game!â You heard Leonardo scream into the house.
You felt yourself jump fifty feet into the air and immediately shoved the tests behind you, âamor mio, i told you to be more careful!â You exclaimed worriedly, âI think they just wanted to give me a tiny break. Weâre officially heading into the playoffs and want me well rested. Whatâs that your hiding?â He asked now seeing a bunch of sticks in your hand. Before you could try to hide them even more, he grabbed them out of your hand and his eyes widened realizing what they were.
âCarino, youâre pregnant?â He said after a while. Your eyes immediately watered, âLeonardo please, I know we havenât spoken about this but yes I am.â He could see the anxiety rising and your tears running down your face, âcarino, please take a breath, i canât see you this way.â
When you finally looked at him, he had the smallest smile on his face and a caring look in his eyes, âweâve never been conventional anyway, I think a baby Luna running around would be so cute!â He exclaimed as he went on his knees and kissed your stomach softly.
When the time finally came to announce the pregnancy, Leonardo made a little Re-Ale jersey with his last name and the number two on it. He posted it to Instagram with a simple caption, âMi Luna y mi Estrellaâ with your bump showing in the back. The internet went wild. Many congratulating you on the announcement as others poked fun at Leonardo for finally settling down.
The nursery was a slow process. With Leonardo heading into playoffs and you constantly in the hospital for monthly check ups, the actual nursery process was on the back burner until you both realized that your were very far along and you had nothing for the baby.
Leonardo had spent an entire weekend getting everything ready. The nursery was moon and star themed and although you both decided to wait to find out the gender of the baby, the two of you went for neutral colors for the theme. The two of you assembled the crib together and as he was putting up the final touches on the walls, you had passed out asleep on the rocker. You were sporting a tank top that showed your stomach off completely. Leonardo bent down and gave your belly a soft kiss before wrapping you in a small blank that you had gotten for the baby.
When you finally went into labor, you were at home relaxing, watching the replays of Leonardoâs game. He was in Barcelona for a game against Barcha and he was not expected to be home anytime soon.
You had called your mom in a panic when you realized that you were finally going into labor. You had called Leonardo more times than you could count and you figured with post game interviews and meetings, he hadnât even gotten the chance to see his cell phone. It wasnât until you called his coach that he finally realized what was going on.
The labor was as easy as it possibly could be. By the time you reached the hospital, you had been practically crowning. You were sure that if you had waited any longer, you were going to have your baby in the lobby.
After two official hours of going into labor, you had finally given birth to a healthy baby boy. Both you and Leonardo had agreed on naming a boy after him so when he finally barged into the room with panic, sadness, and anxiety written all over his face, all you could do is give him a small smile, âheâs here Leonardo, our Luna Jr is here!â His eyes instantly teared up as he could see the small blond hair sticking up.
âMi amor, Iâm so proud of you. You did so well. Iâm so sorry I couldnât be here for him. I promise Iâll be right by your side for the next one.â
When you finally let Leonardo hold the baby, he cradled his face softly and placed the smallest kiss on his forehead, âtu y tu mama son todo mi vida,â he whispered softly.
The pregnancy announcement came a few days after when you were finally settled at home. He was wearing a little onesie with moons all over it and a tiny Re-Ale hat with matching gloves, however; it wasnât the pregnancy announcement that caught peoples attention but the rock of a ring that was placed onto your ring finger. You knew headlines were bound to appear about your engagement/marriage but while people speculated on whether you were engaged or already married, you couldnât care less as you were busy at home with Leonardo and his spitting image.
âDonât you worry, promise you that Iâll be coming home, so trust me when I say Iâll be back before you know.â
Character: Don Lorenzo
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: to all of my manga readers, please tell me your thoughts on teddy bc the fandom has me in TEARS with the way theyâre treating him, itâs so funny lmfao i genuinely have no idea whatâs wrong with not only teddy but the fandom as well bc wym everyone loved Hugo so quickly but instantly hated teddy LMFAOOOO anyway, this is loosely based on the friend I have in Germany who i made through a language app
Dating Lorenzo would include:
Oh my goat Lorenzo, how I love you and your silly self <33 I donât think he gets enough love by the fandom (right alongside Julian but thatâs something I can talk abt for hours so let me digress loool)
The two of you met on one of those language apps where you can talk to someone from a different country to learn their language (wait so I have the funniest story abt HelloTalk and how Iâve met one of my closest friends from Germany on there LMFAO we FaceTime daily all bc of that dumbass language app)
Anyway, the two of you would talk here and there, definitely not daily at first but when the two of you moved to another social media app, you realized just how funny and silly he actually was. A part of him realized that after exchanging social medias, you still hadnât recognized who he actually was. You didnât know that he was one of the most famous soccer players in the world and that excited him.
The initial FaceTime between the two of you did make him nervous. He knew he wasnât the most physically attractive person given his past and all that stuff but when the FaceTime call connected and the two of you finally saw each other for the first time, he realized that all of his fears had gone away when the two of you just started talking to each other like you had been friends for years.
Both of you spent hours on the phone with each other just talking about whatever came up. It didnât matter if it was the middle of the night his time and ten in the morning your time, if you could talk for even five minutes, Lorenzo was happy about it. A sinking feeling fell into his stomach when he realized that he was genuinely falling for you. There were so many complications that came between the two of you but he couldnât help it.
When exchanging numbers finally happened, he came clean about MOST things. It was a long talk over the phone. He explained his entire life story. How he was left to die in the streets of Italy and a nice man came to help him and offered him a life he wouldâve never thought he was able to have as well as a dream job. That was the only thing he never mentioned. His job. It was the one thing that left him scared to admit too. He knew people either loved the lifestyle he lived or completely hated it.
Meeting each other came about two years later. He had a game scheduled near you and that was when he felt like everything was falling into place. He had mentioned to you that he was visiting a town near you and he was going to make it his mission that he would come and visit you.
When Ubers finally touched down in your town, the first thing people that Lorenzo was going to do was go scope out the club scene but when Snuffy heard that he had plans with a friend in the area, everyone was taken back. Lorenzo? A friend in the country? How? He had never left Italy prior to his career in soccer so how could he have a friend here?
You agreed to meet him at a cafe in town. It was small cafe that didnât get frequented a lot. You loved it and considering it was near your place, you visited more than you liked to admit.
The day was beautiful. You wore a skirt and a simple top. You didnât want to over do it in case all of this was a scam and he ended up being some creep that happened to lie so elaborately but thankfully all of that worrying went away the second you recognized him sitting down at one of the tables in the corner. His neck tattoo was showing in full display.
You approached him slowly and tapped his shoulder softly. He instantly turned around making you laugh in response. Lorenzo immediately pulled you into a bone crushing hug. He was whispering things in Italian that you couldnât even begin to understand so when he finally pulled away, he pulled your chair out like a true gentleman and it was over from there. After the date at the cafe, you two went to a park and remained there for hours just talking. Lorenzo hadnât even realized that the team was looking for him for hours until you went to use the restroom and he was finally able to check his phone.
The game he had scheduled was for tomorrow and he offered you a ticket to be his date. To you, you though that it was just a normal soccer game ticket so imagine the look on your face when you realized that it wasnât just an ordinary ticket, it was a ticket to a suite in the stadium. The suite was expensive, it had catered food and everything else you could imagine. You instantly apologized to Lorenzo, practically blurting that youâd pay him for your half of the ticket. He laughed it off claiming that he got the tickets for free and that was when everything clicked. You realized what he was wearing.
âYou play for them?â âPlaying for them is to put it lightly, Iâm one of the best players in the world right now.â
Your eyes widened when you soon saw the thousands of people wearing his jersey and screaming his name. Once you looked up him up and realized not only how famous he was and how much money he was worth as a player, your eyes widened in shock. For years you had been friends with a famous Italian athlete and you were completely left in the dark about it. When he finally met you after the game, you gave him a solid right hook to the arm. He knew he had it coming for hiding that big of a secret but he was secretly relieved for two reasons. One being that he finally you told everything about him and was no longer holding in that big of a secret anymore and the second was that you didnât seem to care for his fame.
He had stayed for an extra few days after the game to spend time with you and his departure from you had to be one of the hardest days he had in a long time. You were standing in front of the airport giving him the tightest hug possible when he whispered that he wouldnât be gone for long. With that, he brought you in for a steaming kiss. You instantly wrapped your arms around his neck and deepened it which made Lorenzo sigh in relief. He knew that he couldnât stay away for long and he would be back in less than a month.
The calls continued and now that both of your feelings were revealed, you two had made it official. He hated that he couldnât do it in person but as long as you were his and vice versa, he was happy about it. He planned to surprise you a month later so when you saw him standing in front of your place with a shit eating grin, you couldnât help but laugh.
This time he knew he couldnât lose precious time with you and before arriving to visit you again, he made one of the biggest and most irrational decisions on the planet. He went to a jeweler (dragging Snuffy along) and picked out an engagement ring. He knew that it was such a crazy decision, asking you to move all the way to Italy for him but he had never felt this kind of emotion for anyone before. Yeah he had small flings here nd there but it was nothing compared to how he felt for you.
When he came to the last final days of his vacation, the two of you were at a VERY expensive restaurant when he popped the question. He had gotten very quiet and was playing with something in is pocket the entirety of the dinner and when you finally asked what he had, he let out a breath of nervousness before getting up and dropping to his knee.
Your eyes instantly watered as he explained that he couldnât be away from you for much longer. That first meeting, seeing you at his games, the night at the park where both of you spent hours talking made him realize that he wouldnât find anyone else like you and he had to ask you before he left for Italy again. You whispered yes and the two of you, in tears, slipped the ring on your finger.
The wedding wouldnât be for a while considering the focus was on you and moving your life to Italy. You were nervous to say the least. This was a major life change. You were leaving your entire life behind for a man you had only known face to face for about three months. Your parents werenât happy with the decision but you were a grown adult with your own life and they realized that they couldnât stop you even if they wanted too.
Kids werenât going to be in the picture for a long time. Neither one of you were big on the idea of kids. Lorenzo for obvious reasons (his past) and you werenât a fan of being pregnant so if kids never came about, both of you were fine with that.
Married life was a hell of a ride though. When you both finally signed the marriage license, Lorenzo lifted you up in excitement. He wouldâve never thought the random girl he met on a stupid language app would end up being his wife. You were wearing the wedding ring he picked out, in the country he lived and grew up in, and now finally carried his last name and he was over the moon. He wouldâve never guessed that this was how his life was going to turn out but he couldnât complain one bit.
The two of you travelled everywhere together as a married couple. Whenever he had a break during the season or the off season came about, the two of you went from country to country. The party scene became like a second home for the both of you as you were seen leaving clubs at four am hanging off of each other.
Lorenzo got jealous, sure, but in comparison to other characters, he was oddly chill about it. He knew you were gorgeous. You were an amazing person with the best personality so he knew that was bound to attract others. He knew that you could handle yourself in these situations but if he noticed that you were getting uncomfortable or they were getting to close, he would step in and take care of it for you.
Arguments happened but not very frequently. The two of you were very level headed. If something of a disagreement came up, the two of you would talk it out before it got bad. If it did happen to escalate and both of you were screaming at each other, Lorenzo would leave the house for a few hours. He didnât want to say anything heâd regret and would rather take a minute to cool off before approaching you again. He would definitely go to Marc for advice on what to do and if he said something of wisdom, he would take his tail back home.
You would be on the couch, watching TV sadly when he would crouch down and apologize for what he said or did. He would take Marcâs advice and talk about the argument without getting angry all over again. You knew that Marc helped Lorenzo a lot and for that, you couldnât be more grateful. You knew Marc was such an important person to him and everytime you would see him, youâd let him know how much you appreciated everything he did for Lorenzo.
Marriage was scary but you knew with Lorenzo by your side, the two of you would get through everything together. He never expected any of this to happen to him but everytime he came home from a game to see you, he would thank every god out there for giving him this new life. You would be in the kitchen cooking dinner with the replays of his game on the TV and wearing his jersey and he would say a small thank you each time he saw that.
âA little less conversation and a little more touch my body cause Iâm so into you.â
Character: Julian Loki
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: trying something different, let me know if you guys like it!
Julian Loki being your boyfriend would include:
Being in a relationship with Julian can be very fun and exciting but heâs a prodigy, heâs not going to have the time for a relationship especially during his younger years. That is just a reality youâre going to have to face before entering a relationship with him.
If (and when) youâre able to overcome that, I think a relationship with him can work out so well especially if youâre someone who can indulge in his interests especially if itâs something outside of soccer, for example, his parkour. If you even attempt to do it with him, heâll see that you arenât just with him because he plays soccer professionally. It doesnât matter if youâre not an expert like him, you being there with him is enough.
Aside from that, I think heâd love to see you in the stands. Regardless if youâre wearing his jersey or not, I think you being there is enough for him. Heâll try to sit you in one of the suites where other WAGS are but if youâre someone who wants to sit with fans or even front row, heâs completely fine with that. Seeing you so close to the field and screaming in support or excitement definitely adds onto his already arrogant personality.
Vacations are a must, especially during the off season. Heâll understand if you want to visit Paris or anywhere around France if you arenât from around there but heâll definitely try to visit other countries. Heâll keep himself very hidden in certain areas given his popularity but whenever you two are in a country that isnât too big on soccer, a sense of relief washes over him.
Although getting together with Loki might be slow paced, the progression of the relationship does not follow that. While Loki is young, heâs had to mature a lot quicker than his counterparts and he sees that settling down is something he wants to do earlier than the rest of the players his age. He seeâs the families that his teammates have and he canât help but to want to have that for himself.
His family is very important to him (think the opposite of Sae). He left to play for PXG very early in his life but that didnât hinder his relationship with his parents or siblings. He makes sure to speak/text his mom and dad daily and will call his siblings weekly just to catch up. He knows that his siblings and parents had to sacrifice a lot to get him to where heâs at in his life so you getting along with his family is a big deal.
Youâll cook with his mom during the holidays. If he has any sisters, youâre definitely going out shopping with them and if heâs someone who only has brothers, well I guess you just became the official sister they never had. They take a quick liking to you seeing as how you were able to slow Julian down and getting him to enjoy the smaller things in life. His mom loves you. Sheâll give you the recipes to his favorites meals and snacks. She knows how much of a health freak he is so she was able to adjust his favorite foods into healthier options for him and she gave you the recipes for them. As for his dad, heâs a lot more quieter but he makes it known that if you need anything, heâs only a call away and you can call him if something happens.
Arguments are hard. Loki is very arrogant. He knows heâs one of the best players in his generation and sometimes that attitude will slip into the relationship. If an argument comes up where the two of you are just not agreeing, heâll quite literally tell you that no one is forcing you to be with him and that youâre able to walk away from it if you feel so strongly about it. This is one of the situations where you have to tell and lead Loki for once. Relationships are meant to come with disagreements and walking away from it so quickly is not healthy. Heâll definitely hear you out and take what you say into consideration but itâll take a lot of conversations and small arguments to get Loki to truly understand what youâre saying.
Although arguments are hard, he HATES going to sleep angry. It doesnât matter if he has early morning training or a game scheduled for that night, if the two of you ended up on a bad note at home, heâll try to text or call you to talk about it. It impacts his playing and he canât concentrate on the game when his brain is nagging at him. If you canât overcome the argument, heâll try his best to play (and most donât know that heâs not playing at 100%) and immediately find you to work it out.
Like I mentioned earlier, he does settle down fairly quickly in life. He doesnât like the big party scenes or late night outs. He will indulge in them every once in a while especially if they won an important game or a championship but he wonât willingly find the club on a random Thursday night. He prefers going home to you and resting up while heâs in town. On the rare occasion where you donât cook and the two of you order takeout, thatâs when heâll sit down to watch tv or scroll social media aimlessly (think Lewis Hamilton on TikTok lol).
Marriage comes maybe two years after officially being together. Heâll do it when youâre least expecting it. Heâll find a way to get your ring size and your favorite idea of an engagement ring and execute it perfectly. The night was young, the two of you were celebrating PXG winning against Arsenal for the Champions League final when he finally popped the question. It wasnât the night he won it but the morning after.
You were cuddling up against him, the sun was shining and it was fairly later in the morning. Most of the team probably was still asleep in their individual rooms and probably nowhere near waking up. You were just staring off into space when Julian pulled your head up to look at him in the eyes, âyou know that yesterday was the biggest night of my life and I want the morning after to follow exactly that.â Thatâs when he pulls the ring out from the bottom cabinet and shows you the ring. You give him a silent nod and have Loki slide the ring on your finger.
Wedding planning is easy. Neither of you bother too much on the details and just want to enjoy the night with your families so you hire a wedding planner to help with the small details you nor Loki want to deal with. He hold the wedding in Paris with his family on his side and making sure yours is there as well. He sheds a few tears when the vows finally comes as he realizes that he finally achieved everything he wanted in life. He won the UCL, married the only girl he has ever loved with his family by his side.
Does he want kids? Sure but he wants to wait a while before officially settling down to raise his babies. He wants to win the World Cup, a few more UCLâs, and lead France to every championship possible and he knows that he canât do that if he has a newborn at home. He wants to actively be in his kidsâ life and be there for all the small things in their lives so he makes sure to plan ahead for kids.
When that day finally comes where you show him that youâre pregnant, heâs over the moon to put it simply. Heâs there for every appointment possible and genuinely tweaks out when he realizes that heâs having twins. Not only twins but a girl and a boy. He sheds a tear in that doctors office when he hears the heartbeat for the first time. The two little babes on the ultrasound screen make him cry even more and suddenly heâs preparing everything in their nurseries. The two of you spend countless hours in their rooms. He makes sure to add a little PXG and France jersey in each of their rooms with their last name showing.
He puts you on a very good diet. Everything the doctor tells you that you can do to make sure the babies stay healthy he makes sure you do. Heâll let you indulge in your craving though, donât get him wrong. He understands that pregnancy makes you crave crazy things and if you wake him up in the middle of the night because youâre craving a protein bar with a side of vanilla ice cream, his ass is in the kitchen making that for you.
Finally, when the due date arrives and youâre pushed away to give birth, heâs there wth you every step of the way. Heâll advocate for epidural if you want/need it and makes sure that the doctors, nurses, and staff coming into the room are professionals with the best education on the planet. Heâs so scared of something going wrong while youâre in labor that even some of the nurses ask if heâs okay to which he has to say that heâs fine and they need to focus on you.
When theyâre finally born, heâs over the moon. He grabs the first baby from your doctor which happens to be your girl and immediately starts crying. Even though sheâs crying, he could see that she has his eyes, same for your son who is placed warmly on your chest. Eventually, the two of you exchange babies and he holds his son to his chest with pride swelling for not only them but for you as well. He could see you getting emotional with your daughter and that was when he realized that NOW he finally got everything he ever wanted.
He breaks his long social media silence with a picture of the four of you. The twins are wearing little Loki jerseys as the two of you are holding them. He doesnât mention anything about them aside from the caption being âThe Lokiâsâ. Simple and sweet. He was very adamant on keeping his personal life private so that was enough for the both of you. The internet blew up when they realized that Loki finally had his kids and although his name was going crazy on the internet, he couldnât care less as he was surrounded by you and your kids and that was all he really cared about.
âIf youâre gonna love me, better love me to the moon and back. From the bottom of your boots to the top of your hat.â
Character: Johnny Joestar
Fandom: Jojos Bizarre Adventure
Authors note: god, Iâm obsessed with Ella Langley so much lol country isnât my main kind of music but Iâm weirdly obsessed with her lol anyway, enjoy! This is definitely an AU btw!
âJohnny, Iâm sorry but weâre just two different kinds of people. Youâre a man of power. Someone who comes from a wealthy family and Iâm just not that. My family doesnât have money, we arenât from a family who transcends generations, we will never be a fit.â
Johnny growled in frustration, not understanding why you were so hesitant on just accepting the fact that you two like each other.
âYouâre thinking about this too much. Weâve known each other since we were kids and suddenly my family is an issue?â You laughed in response, âitâs not that johnny! Weâre just two separate people now. Yeah we mightâve been friends since we were kids but weâre grown ups now. Youâre going to be a professional jockey and I canât even afford to buy a fucking horse! We both have the same dream but youâre the only one who can achieve this.â
He starred at you, his blue eyes wavering in several different emotions.
You grabbed his hand and held it with such a softness that it kind of scared him.
âYouâre going to make your family so proud. Youâre going to become such a great jockey just like Nick, just like your dad, grandfather, great grandfater, and everyone before him but you donât need someone to remind you of this dumb town. Just know that Iâll be supporting you from here and that should be enough for the both of us.â
Johnny wanted to reply but you didnât want to stay any longer.
Finally, you placed on final kiss on his cheek and walk away from him.
Johnny felt his throat closing, tears pooling into his eyes, his hands getting clammy, and his mind racing a mile a minute but none of that was enough to stop him from pulling you back him.
He watched you walk away from him and away from his life.
-
The crowd roared in support, your female fans on the brink of tears while the males in the stands took notes on every single thing you did.
You patted your horse lovingly as she crossed the finish line with ease. Your girl immediately coming to a halt as you finally jumped off of her and took a bow in front of her before giving a kiss to the crowd in appreciation.
âWow! ( your name )! What a win for you! Youâve won every competition so far this season! Thereâs only one competition left for you to win before you finally achieve the final race of the season. The Kentucky stakes is the only thing stopping you from the gold trophy! If you win this next weekend, youâll be heading for the Kentucky Derby next spring. What could that mean for you?â
You gave the reporter a smile and took a drink of your water before looking towards her.
âThat would mean a lot. There arenât a lot of women who have achieved the Kentucky Derby so being here is just a really big accomplishment that I wouldâve never thought I would have gotten. I grew up a lot differently compared to others and I never felt like I could accomplish something this big so Iâll never take any of this for granted. Thereâs someone in my life who introduced me to competitive horse racing and because of that, I cannot thank him enough.â
She smiled warmly.
âDoes he have a name? Old family friend? Former lover?â
You shook your head no.
âI donât think heâd appreciate the name drop so suddenly but he knows who he is and heâs one of the most decorated jockeys to date but I canât out him this way. Thereâs a lot of unspoken words and feelings weâd need to work through but he means a lot to me, a lot to my career, and to this sport. Thank you!â
You thanked the camera once more before chugging back another water bottle and making your way to the dressing room where they were just replaying your interview again.
âThe ghost of Johnny Joestar continues to haunt you, huh?â
Hot pants sat next to you, giving you a cold towel and your third water bottle.
âOh shush it, you know how it is,â she nodded and watched as the second round of races began, âI do but I think itâs time you both stop running from whatever is happening between you two.
You let out a laugh and threw her the towel back, âstop joking around. Johnny hasnât wanted to see me and he has his own career to worry about. Iâm sure him and Gyro are causing enough terror to the women of the towns they stop at,â Hot Pants rolled her eyes, âbut isnât it ironic that the Kentucky stakes is being held in your hometown? To which you both are making an appearance? Isnât that the best time to just put all of this to rest and finally reunite?â
âI donât think so. I mean if the world suddenly makes us cross paths, I guess weâll deal with that when we get there.â
She shook her head in disappointment and left so you could clean up.
-
The race was in a few days and although no one was due to arrive until the day before the race began, you wanted to visit a few friends and family.
The smell of the fall breeze made you reminisce in the memories that had here. The days of when Johhny would bring you one of his horses and the two of you would ride until you reached three cities over.
âAny plans for the day?â One of your friends asked. You shook your head no, âI donât think so. I have a few duties with our old high school but nothing major. Why?â
She shook her head dismissively, âjust wondering! I know a few people are coming in to watch the race,â you sighed in nervousness, âi bet. I have a lot riding on this race so I really canât afford to fuck it up. If I win or even come in second place Iâll be heading to the Kentucky Derby next year.â
She patted your shoulder in support.
âListen, if itâs anyone that deserves to be at the derby next year, itâs you! Donât let anyone get into your head about it. Take a stroll around the park, go downtown, take your mind off of the race. The leaves just started to fall and I know you love that kind of thing.â
You agreed and gave her one final hug before heading towards your car.
Your hometown was small, not many people lived here, and in some weird way, that made your nerves ease up a bit. You knew that everyone was still at work or school so you werenât expecting to get bombarded by fans or crazy dudes who wanted your number.
After grabbing a coffee, you went to the shopping center that was in the middle of downtown. It had a few of your favorite stores and you were due for a shopping spree.
In a weird way, you missed this part of your life but the way you left it made it bittersweet. You hadnât been back since your emotional departure with Johnny.
You had went to school for a bit but after gaining a scholarship for competitive horse racing, your career instantly sky rocketed when they saw your potential. There had been a few times that where you and Johnny had stayed in the same city but you made sure to steer clear of any places that mightâve been where Johnny was staying at.
You knew that you had a lot to talk about and although you wanted to see him again, you were scared that heâd hold resentment towards you for how you left him all these years ago.
The night was coming in and the area was starting to get busy.
As you made your way back to your hotel, you noticed a small restaurant at the corner of your street. You figured it wasnât going to be very busy as the most popular restaurants were already packed with people.
âJust one?â The hostess asked. You nodded, âcan I get a seat at the bar please?â She nodded and let you pick your chair.
You ordered a simple dinner and a bottle of wine. You figured that since you were in walking distance of your hotel, you would be able to make it home easily.
âThat entire bottle for yourself?â
You felt someone sit next to you and instantly recognized the long blond hair.
âGyro?â You asked with such genuine shock. He laughed and placed his hat on his lap, âyep! Johnny boy is coming in a few minutes but I figured Iâd see the woman that has my best friend yearning so badly before he came in.â
You didnât say anything and let him sit there.
âYou really are the woman Johnny loves and I figured Iâd give you a heads up before he came in and took you by surprise.â
He threw in a few dollars for beer he chugged back and left through the back door. You stared at your bottle of wine in complete disbelief and before you knew it, you heard the door ring with someone coming in.
The hairs on your arm stood up when you locked eyes with the boy you had been running away from. No matter the warning you knew that nothing would prepare you for the reunion you were going to have with Johnny.
He approached the bar slowly and sat next to you. He took off his blue beanie and ordered a water before looking down to the bar top, not knowing what to say or do.
The lady that sat both you and Johnny made sure to keep any reporters and fans away from the restaurant as she figured two of the biggest jockeys in the world didnât want to be bombarded with crazy fans or nosey journalists.
âHi,â you whispered with such a small voice that it even took you by surprise.
Johnny stared at you with a smile and moved just an inch closer, âyou look just as good as the day you left me,â you let out a laugh and shook your head, âyou always had a way with words Johnny boy.â
He nodded, âyou better win tomorrow, I want to see you racing with me next spring,â you nodded nervously and took a sip of your wine, âitâs easier said than done. You come from a jockey family where the cards are always in your favor. Iâve had prove myself every time I step into stables.â
âYou wouldnât have come this far if you werenât meant for the derby. Gyro doesnât ever believe in someone that isnât himself or me and he genuinely believes that youâll be right back in Kentucky next year with us.
You gave Johnny a nervous giggle, âI never meant to get this far. I was supposed to be some stupid business person in a boring cubicle. I donât know how I got this far but Iâm nervous that itâll suddenly be ripped away from me,â you admitted.
He nodded understandingly and poured another glass of wine for you.
âItâs not. Youâve had the talent all of your life. I watched it myself. Youâve worked harder than I ever have. I was handed this life on a silver platter but you worked for it. You shouldnât diminish all of your hard work because youâre nervous. What youâre going to do is win Saturday afternoon and bring your ass to Kentucky next spring.â
The restaurant had gone completely empty. It had left just you and Johnny along with the closing staff.
âWeâve been stuck inside this restaurant for an hour now. Iâm sure that the staff has wanted us to leave a long time ago.â
You giggled and put cash on the bar as the bartender bent over, âthereâs about a three dozen crazy fans and reporters at the front. If I can suggest something, Iâd take the back door. Itâll lead you to the small street that connects you to the hotel youâre both staying at,â she gave the two of you a wink and went back to cleaning the glasses.
Johnny pulled your chair out and followed you out of the restaurant.
The street was still buzzing with excitement but as for you and Johnny, the two of you made your way back to the hotel.
âDo you think I wouldâve still been this good of a jockey if we would have stayed together?â You asked. Johnny shrugged, âI think the distance between the two of us was a good thing. It allowed us to grow and be the jockeys we were destined to be but the universe did bring us back together for a reason, donât you think?â
You agreed as Johnny scanned his hotel card to open the back door entrance.
âI still feel very shitty for everything I did. I know I hurt you a lot and I really didnât mean to hurt you the way I did,â Johnny dismissed you completely and ushered you into the elevator, âeverything that happened is in the past and I think weâre meant to focus on the present. Weâre meant to focus on this.â
You stood in front of Johnnyâs hotel door as he pushed you against him, âwe were stupid teenagers but you werenât wrong. I come from a wealthy family and that can be scary but if thereâs anyone that can handle that, itâs you. All the scary people that were in our life back then are gone. My mom and Nick love you. Ever since my dad died, theyâve been more happier than ever.â
The small tears that ran down your face were wiped by Johnny.
âWe both know we were meant to find each other again and I think that time is now.â
You agreed silently and Johnny brought you in for a kiss that was long overdue. One that was meant to happen years ago.
Yeah you were still nervous but you knew that Johnny would be there for you.
The fans roared once again for you as passed the finish line Saturday afternoon. The girls were screaming with tears running down their faces as the others were clapping as hard as they could.
Johnny (and Gyro) were sitting in your section, whistling in support alongside your family and this time when the reporter approached you, you gave her a smile that you could no longer hide.
âKentucky is waiting for you next year! But this race, you have some extra support in your section! World renowned jockeys Gyro Zeppeli and Johny Joestar were standing with your family this race! Could you give us some insight on that?â
You laughed and smiled at Johnny.
âJohnny Joestar has been there for me since I got on a horse for the first time. Heâs been there through it all even though might not seem like it. Heâs been that special person in my life to help me through thick and thin. If thereâs anyone who understands this life, itâs Johnny and by extension Gyro.â
âWould you say Johnny is a friend, a boyfriend, husband?â
âI guess thatâs something youâll have to wait and see, huh?â
You gave the camera one final smile and walked over to your section. Johnny knew with the camera still on you and with both of you agreeing that youâd keep the relationship as private as possible, all he could do is give you a hug and while you both wanted more, you knew the real celebration would be saved for later.
âHold my hand and Iâll hold yours until forever past time.â
Character: Noel Noa
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: i saw a TikTok abt Noel Noa and omfg, i donât think Iâm genuinely prepared to see all of the remaining four masters animated. At the same damn time or whatever Future said (minus Loki for obvious reasons LMFAO).â I wanted to write a small jealousy prompt for him bc the idea of jealous Noel Noa EATS.
You watched as Ego and Noel argued with each other much to the irritation of the other players.
You knew you had no real say in the matter considering you were nothing but a physical therapist for the team but it was like clockwork whenever the two top stars of Bastard Munchen would go for each others necks. It still bothered you to see them so angry with each other but you knew if no one else was saying anything, your concern wouldnât be taken seriously.
âHey, maybe someone could step in? I donât like the direction of this argument.â
One of the other players on the team waved you off, not putting any thought into your comment, âthis is just how players are ( your name ), donât worry your little mind with the politics of this sport,â he murmured.
You huffed, not appreciating the patronizing tone of voice he used on your.
âWhereâs the coach? I feel like he should be in here trying to stop this,â you continued. He shrugged and scanned the crowd before giving up, âprobably giving an interview or something. Theyâll give up on each other eventually,â you nodded and played with the zipper of your Bastard Munchen sweater to pass the time.
Once you realized that you were tired of hearing the two argue with each other, you made a quick escape out of the tunnel and went towards the training rooms to set up for the upcoming therapy sessions they all had in the morning.
Given that todayâs game happened to be around noon, you knew that the arena would take a while to empty out. It wasnât unusual for fans to hang around the arena for photos especially since they were waiting to see if any of the Barcha players would take time to sign or take pictures.
âLaura, can you make me a coffee? Iâm exhausted.â
The woman gave you a laugh as you swiped your employee card to pay for your coffee. One of the many perks for working with Bastard Munchen was that players and staff would get almost everything inside of the arena for free or at a discount.
âCan you make that two please?â You heard a thick Brazilian accent say. You turned around and saw the face of FC Barcha standing behind you, âLavinho, right? Would you like to go in front?â You said a bit star struck.
You had met countless players through your time with Bastard Munchen but it always took you by surprise whenever you met one of the top players for the league. Even though Noel was leading the league in goals and assists, you couldnât help but watch Lavinho in fascination every time he played. His dribbles always mesmerized you with how flawless he moved the ball around.
âNo no amor, you were in front of me, itâs only fair you get your order first, right?â
Your barista shot you a smirk while she continued to make your drink. It was the universal sign that the man behind you was flirting.
Once you finished placing your order, you moved to the side to let Lavinho order. He scanned the menu for a few seconds until he placed a simple order for an americano over ice.
âYouâre the cute therapist for Bastard Munchen, correct?â Lavinho asked. You gave him a shy smile and a nod in response, âaw, donât tell me that you donât speak to the opposing team just because you work for this lazy team!â
You shot him a half assed look, âour team is leading the league in wins and goals so I think that Bastard Munchen is anything but lazy,â you retorted. Lavinho let out a bark of laughter, âIâm joking amor, Iâm sure you work very hard to keep the team going!â He replied.
Noel walked into the hallway of where he knew he would find you. It was almost an addiction at this point. Every home game he would find you at the same cafe inside of the arena. You were probably the sole reason why that little coffee stand was still there considering all of your food vouchers were spent on it.
Just as he was about to approach you, he realized who you were speaking too.
He knew that most of the Barcha team had already left the arena for the night but since they were playing a double header in Germany, they were all due back at the arena again tomorrow afternoon.
âDo you have any plans after this? I couldnât pass up the opportunity to take the most beautiful woman in the arena on a date,â Lavinho asked. The barista stared at you in shock. Everyone knew the ego that Lavinho carried around with him but never did both of you think that heâd be this up front with it, âoh, uh, I have a few work related things to do after this but-.â
âLavinho, did you get lost?â Noel asked suddenly. You stared up at your âboyfriend?â In surprise, âNoel Noa, here to ruin peopleâs lives again?â Lavinho asked as he sipped his coffee with a sense of pettiness in his voice.
Noel rolled his eyes and moved closer to you. He knew what he had when he took an interest in you. You were gorgeous, extroverted, and got along with everyone on the team. The two of you had met each other at a Bastard Munchen dinner. You were striking up conversations with everyone around you and ironically enough, he got placed to sit next to you.
Noel wasnât a man of many words but he made it a point to seek you out more often. Heâd bring you that disgusting coffee youâd always order, made sure that you werenât late to work, and even took you out to dinner a few times during the month. That was more than heâd ever do with anyone else.
You were wearing the mandated Bastard Munchen sweater and Nike running shorts like you always did to work. It wasnât unusual to see you wearing shorts as the training and therapy rooms tended to run like saunas most of the time but he could tell that Lavinho was getting a kick out of seeing you wearing those tiny shorts.
âI believe our therapist has no business with you.â You sighed and tried to excuse both you and Noel but you knew it was no use. âSheâs a grown woman, she can make her own decisions Noa.â
You gave Lavinho one final smile and grabbed Noelâs hand, âthank you for everything Lavinho but we really have to get back to work, I hope you have a good rest of your day!â You stated and practically dragged Noel away from the area.
The two of you reached the end of the empty hallway. Most staff and players had left the arena by now so you werenât exactly afraid of anyone listening into your conversation.
âNoel, what was that?â You asked tapping your foot expectingly. Noel didnât mutter a word, not very surprising coming from him. âNoel, I donât know what it is that we have with each other but you havenât formally asked me out yet so I donât think itâs right for you to intervene in my conversation with Lavinho.â
Noel clicked his mouth in annoyance.
âIt doesnât matter what I have or havenât said. Iâve made it very clear that youâre the only woman Iâd ever take the time to be around. You are smart enough to pick up on that. Lavinho being that close to you was unwarranted.â
âNoel, maybe this stoic persona works you have works on everyone but itâs not going to work on me. We are grown adults. We can say whatever we have to say like grown adults.â
Noel didnât bother to respond as he pushed you up against the wall and smashed his lips against yours. His hands found your thighs and gripped them with a roughness that took you by surprise.
You felt yourself moaning against his lips and tried to suppress it but everytime you did, Noel deepened the kiss even more.
âYou are mine whether Iâve said it or not. I donât let people get close to me especially not like this but you understand the life we have. Soccer will always be my top priority but you know that youâre a very close second. Lavinho is just a joke and you know that more than anyone else,â Noel said sternly. You knew that whenever Noel got angry or agitated with something his French accent would come out thicker than usual and hearing him practially speaking French at this point meant that he was being serious about this.
âNoel, itâd be great to hear you ask me to be your girlfriend. I understand that you have a life with soccer but Iâm not going to be walking around here acting like Iâm your girlfriend when youâve never asked me to be. You donât have to ask me but you canât be surprised when others take an interest in me.â
Noel growled and gripped your thighs even harder now. You instantly laughed at his reaction because you knew that you were frustrating him on purpose.
âYouâre mine, you got it? Mine. Not Lavinhoâs, not Egoâs, mine.â
âIâm the perfect mix of Saturday night and the rest of your life.â
Character: Don Lorenzo
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors Note: i wrote this half asleep honestly, your author is exhausted beyond belief these days and Iâm so sorry, Zoloft has been kicking my ass tbh i was previously on lexapro and it didnât kick my ass half as hard as Zoloft has recently
You clutched your bag to your side as you admired the Ubers stadium. It was large, currently sitting empty after a morning game, and the few stray employees doing some clean up around the seats after the game had finished.
It wasnât unusual for you to be sitting by yourself. You had grown tired of fighting press, film crews, and reporters in order to make your way to the back so you told Lorenzo itâd be best for you to wait until the crowd cleared out in order to find him.
Lorenzo had made it a point to you that he could make it a lot easier for you to find him but you didnât like the idea of burdening him with such trivial problems when you could realistically hang out in your seat until he was done with work.
âAre you ready?â You heard a voice from behind say.
You turned around and saw Lorenzo giving you that very lazy smirk he typically had on his face. You threw him a scrap piece of popcorn you found on the floor and made your way over to him.
âA hat trick? Seriously?â Lorenzo immediately laughed at your comment, âSnuffy needed to be kept on his toes!â You shook your head and gave him the keys to his VERY expensive car.
Lorenzo had offered for you to drive it more times than you could count but you werenât exactly keen on driving a car that costed more than anything youâve ever owned. It was a Ferrari gifted to him by some of the owners of Ferrari and you knew a car that prestigious was not meant to be driven by just anyone.
âHey, I think Iâm going to run to the bathroom, do you mind?â
Lorenzo dismissed you, mentioning that heâd wait for you at the entrance. Even if he was one of the best players for Italy, fans didnât surround him like they did other New Gen Eleven players. You didnât know how Michael Kaiserâs girlfriend dealt with the amount of crazed fans that surrounded him constantly and you had to give her props for even dealing with that.
After you threw the paper towel in the trash and fixed the few stray hairs that seemed to be uncooperative, you walked out of the bathroom to notice Lorenzo standing at the entrance with a girl.
You let the scene play out, not wanting to interrupt the conversation they were having with each other. You knew that Lorenzo was a pretty charismatic man. Yeah, he had a very strange and interesting personality but once people got to really know him, they immediately befriended him.
âLorenzo, you are the sweetest man on the planet, donât hesitate to reach out once again. I can do better next time.â
You were immediately taken back.
Do what better next time?
And why was he being the sweetest man on the planet to her?
All of these questions swirled in your mind.
âIâll make sure to let you know, I canât ruin this yet.â
The woman nodded and finally walked in the opposite direction. You tried to calm your breathing but it was hard when your stomach had practically fell into your ass and you felt your heart racing a mile a minute.
âHey, you ready?â Lorenzo asked happily. You nodded, looking down at the zipper of your Ubers sweater, âyeah, you can drop me off at my apartment, I want to lay down.â
Lorenzo blinked in confusion a few times. The two of you had plans for a late lunch at one of his favorite restaurants and you werenât typically one to deny or reject any plans so your sudden change in mood made him question everything.
âAmore, everything okay?â
You nodded again but refused to look at him. You knew the mature and adult thing to do was to ask him about the interaction without any accusations but the voices in the back of your head made you forget that.
Lorenzo huffed in slight annoyance but didnât bother to question you anymore. He couldnât help but wonder if he had done something wrong but the two of you had hardly spoken all morning. He had left for the stadium before you even woke up. He gave you a good morning kiss and made sure to see you before he played. All of that was normal for the both of you.
âAre you sure everything is okay?â âEverything is fine Lorenzo, I just want to go home.â
You knew you came off harshly but you werenât exactly to speak to someone who was going behind your back and hiding things from you.
The rest of the car ride remained silent. You were tapping the handle of the door with urgency until you finally arrived home. You gave him a look, muttering a quick goodbye and slammed his door shut.
âAll of this relationship stuff is so confusing.â
He watched as you walked into your apartment and slammed the door shut. You instantly went to your couch and turned the TV on. You knew you werenât going to watch anything as your mind was too preoccupied with the earlier events to even bother to concentrate on anything else.
After a few hours of silence, Lorenzo knew something was officially wrong. You hadnât called, texted, or even sent him any posts over social media which was insanely unusual for you. You were chronically online, always scrolling through TikTok or Twitter and sending whatever post you saw to Lorenzo but now you hadnât done any of that.
The recently active sign wasnât even on which made everything even weirder for him.
Lorenzo wasnât an idiot. He grew up on the street and learned to read people rather quickly. He figured thatâs why he fell in and out of love so quickly but you were different. You had been dating him for over a year and he still felt the same way he did when he first met you.
âDah! Sitting here isnât helping my problems, I need to see her!â He exclaimed. Lorenzo quickly grabbed the keys to his now more modern and less expensive car and sped his way over to your apartment.
Once you got comfortable sleeping over at his condo, you hardly made your way over to your own place anymore. Lorenzo had given you a key to his place, access to everything in his house, and specifically purchased all of your favorite food and snacks so you could eat when you were there. He even went out of his way to move some of your clothes into his closet so you werenât constantly bringing a bag with you.
The sudden knock on your door made you jump out of your sleep. You had fallen asleep and didnt even realized it. Your phone was still on Do Not Disturb, your tv was still playing reruns of your favorite shitty reality show, and the snack you had brought to the couch was sitting on the floor untouched.
You rubbed your eyes to remove any crust that had built up and looked to the time.
10:30 pm, definitely not the kind of hour where someone should be frantically knocking on your door. You looked through the peephole and saw Lorenzo standing at your door with a sense of urgency.
âDo you realize the time?â You asked, âI do but youâre not okay, something is wrong and you arenât telling me what it is and I got worried.â You scoffed in response and rolled your eyes, âyou were very happy talking to that woman earlier so I figured youâd be busy with that instead Lorenzo.â
He stared at you in confusion, âwoman? Which woman?â He asked genuinely. You rolled your eyes once again, âdonât be stupid Lorenzo, the woman you were speaking to while I went to use the restroom. I overheard the conversation you both were having. Something about you being the sweetest man on the planet and you canât ruin it just yet. Better yet, she also said something about her doing it better next time. Does that not sound familiar to you?â
You eyes were now stinging. You really didnât want to accuse him of cheating and he never gave you a reason to ever suggest that he would do such a thing but hearing the words again made you get that sinking feeling again.
Lorenzo sighed in realization. He knew exactly what you were talking about and he could see why you were being distant now. Overhearing something like that didnât exactly sound right.
âMi amore, please, listen to me.â
You motioned for him to continue.
âI got you a ring, an engagement ring,â your eyes widened in realization and instantly let out a nervous sigh, âthe woman you saw works for Ubers and gave me a connection to a jeweler she knew. She helped me with the engagement ring but when she saw what it looked like, she offered to find another jeweler for your marriage ring. She wasnât a fan of the jeweler and his work.â
You instantly slid against your door and let out another sigh but this time in anger.
âUgh, Iâm terrible, Iâm so sorry Lorenzo, I blew everything out of proportion and just ruined the surprise,â you said through watery eyes. He shook his head and dismissed your comment, âyou didnât ruin anything, amore, you just changed my plans a little. Iâm not proposing to you here, you still have to wait a little while longer!â
You couldnât help but laugh at his response.
âLorenzo, you have every right to be upset at me. I ruined this for you because I couldnât communicate properly,â he dismissed you once again and grabbed you bridal style, âyou did not ruin a thing! Who cares that you know about the engagement, you wonât know when Iâll do it or where so the surprise is still there!â
You didnât say anything as he brought you in for a light kiss and left you wanting more.
âNow how about you come back to your real home and forget about this ridiculous day,â you nodded and gave him a kiss on his neck in response, âyou little devil,â he whispered into your ear as the two of you went to your apartment to collect your things.
âMy hearts a stereo, itâs beats for you so listen close.â
Character: Alexis Ness
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors Note: im obsessed with slightly insane ness, like yâall get me right? Lmfao. Anyway, I hope this is good if not Iâm sorry (but also not sorry bc i started on Zoloft recently and i have not been giving a fuck about ANYTHING recently lol.)
You ran down the field, sliding down on your knees as made the goal in the final minute of the game.
Playing for the womenâs Bastard Munchen team was something that you found incredibly easy. You were the teams lead scorer, the captain for Bastard Munchen, and the face of the team overall. If they were advertising the womenâs team, your face was the one on the poster.
âGreat job as usual! Incredible work by ( your name ) in the final minute of the game. Not unexpected but always a sight to see!â
You gave the crowd a wave in support before heading to bench to finally take a minute of rest.
While it wasnât unusual for you to play the entire ninety minutes, you typically got subbed out halfway through the second half in order to give someone else on the team the chance to play but considering the team was tied, you had called to play ninety minutes so you wouldnât have to go into additional time.
âYouâre wanted for interviews after the game,â your coach muttered in your ear as the final whistle blew. You groaned in childish protest and slid down in your seat, âwhy! I did them last week! Give it someone else, please?â You begged.
He shook his head before handing you a towel in order for you to cool down. You knew that the menâs team was already in the arena as they were due to play in a few hours but whenever they scheduled a game back to back, it was almost mandatory for the team to stay back to watch them play.
âWhoâs the one that wants an interview? If itâs the Berlin press, Iâm not doing it, you know they always twist my words!â You exclaimed. He moved you in the direction of the press pool and practically shoved you towards the billion microphones on the table, âhey guys!â You said with fake enthusiasm written in your voice.
The usual round of questions started until the final one came in that caught you off guard, âso, there have whispers around the city that youâre secretly dating Oliver Aiku from the menâs Japanese team. Is there any truth to that?â The man asked curiously.
Your eyes widened, âwait, can you repeat that again? I donât think I heard that correctly.â The man huffed in slight annoyance, âthere have been rumors that youâve been dating Oliver Aiku, the captain of the menâs Japanese team, can you confirm if those rumors are true?â He asked once again.
âLast time I checked, this was meant to be a press conference about the game, not my personal life,â you spat into the microphone. The reporters went silent as you continued, âmy personal life is private for a reason but if I need to shut down some useless rumors that all of you guys have made up in your head, I will. Iâm not dating anyone from the menâs Japanese team. Theyâre great players and some of the nicest people Iâve met but theyâre not a priority to me. We can end the conference now.â
You gave the reporter one final look before kicking the chair from under you and walking towards the locker rooms to shower off. You knew that you were being a bit irrational with the reporters but you knew that they would never ask your male counterparts the same questions.
âOh, so here comes Mrs.Aiku!â You team joked once you entered the locker room. You threw your teammate a wet towel in retaliation, âridiculous, isnât it? You know that theyâd never ask Michael Kaiser or even Isagi Yoichi a question like that!â You exclaimed through the shower.
They all hummed in agreement, âbut you have to admit, a Oliver Aiku dating allegation is kind of exciting, right? Heâs like the biggest bachelor in the soccer world so to have dating allegations with him is kind of fun!â Your teammate responded.
You stepped out of the shower and went to your locker where your phone was now lighting up like crazy. While it wasnât unusual especially after a game, you knew that the spam messages you were getting were from Alexis.
Your relationship with the midfielder wasnât exactly fresh however the two of you agreed to keep it a secret from the public. You werenât exactly rushing to expose our relationship with the captain of the menâs team and Alexis respected that for the most part.
âYour phone has been buzzing since the game finished, Iâd make sure that everything is okay,â your teammate Trinity said. You gave her a silent thank you and quickly got dressed. You knew that Alexis had a tendency to spiral if you didnât assure him right away and now that Bastard Munchen had benched him under the concussion protocol, he was more antsy than usual, âIâm sure everything is okay but thanks for looking out!â You responded before shouting that youâd see them in a few days.
Once you left the arena, quickly dodging the front office about staying for the game, you made a stop at the store before heading home for the night. You knew that Alexis would make his way over to your place now that the interview had made headlines online.
âAlexis? You here?â You asked as you entered your apartment. You saw his shoes at the front of the door and his car was parked outside which meant that he had beaten you home, âja!â He screamed from your bedroom.
You put the bags on top of the table and made the way to your room.
Alexis was sitting at the edge of your bed, his phone in his hand and your press conference playing on the tv. You sat down next to him, placing your hand on his thigh slowly, âLexi, you know that whatever that reporter was saying is just a lie right? Itâs just some stupid rumor that some idiot made up,â you whispered as you put your head on his shoulder.
You noticed the grip he had on his phone and the anger written in his eyes.
âBut does Oliver know that? Oliver Aiku? Heâs the man every girl wants,â he said with such intensity, âI wouldnât blame you if you did leave me for him. Everyone wants him and Iâm sure heâd want you too,â he continued.
You gave him a look and grabbed his cheek softly, âAlexis, I donât want him. Have you heard the rumors surrounding him? Heâs chronically single for a reason,â you replied, âif I wanted someone like Oliver, I wouldnât be here. Youâre my boyfriend and I donât want anyone else, okay?â
Alexis signed in response and opened his phone up, âdo you think we can finally announce it?â He asked. Your eyes widened at the suggestion as he had pulled up the Instagram post he had sitting in his drafts, âyou want to hard launch? Now?â You asked.
He nodded and grabbed your phone, âtogether?â He asked again.
You thought about it for a moment before agreeing. You knew the internet would blow up the minute youâd both post it but a part of you was excited to finally announce it.
The two of you had picked out a photo for this moment together a few months back. It was a simple picture really. The two of you were on the field in full Bastard Munchen uniform, Alexis kissing your cheek and holding you tightly as you had your arms around his neck.
Alexis handed you his phone after he finished posting the picture. The caption making everything clear for everyone involved.
âYou look like an angel, walk like an angel, talk like an angel but i got wise, youâre the devil in disguise.â
Character: ego jinpachi
Fandom: blue lock
Authors note: hereâs something for all my ego simps, i swear i feel like thereâs only like five of us that like him and Iâm at the forefront lol anyway i meant to update so much more last week but i got so sick over the weekend i felt like i was on my deathbed Iâm not even joking, i looked like a sickly Victorian child, i lost 7 pounds alone from being THAT sick. Anyways, hereâs a small blurb (and i mean small lol) to try to shake off this writers block Iâve been having so sorry if this just FUCKING sucks looool, SLIGHT NOEL NOA IN THIS.
âEgo, we need to start checking cameras before we head to the next board meeting.â
He gave you one look, seeing the face of unamusement written all over your face and did as you said.
âYou mean my board meeting, youâre meeting with all five master before the NEL kicks off.â
You groaned, slamming your face slightly on the table making Anri laugh in response. You gave her a pleading look, one basically begging her to take your place but you knew that she had to check in with the boys which left you no room but to have to meet with them.
It wasnât that you had a problem with the men Ego brought it, they all were very respectable players with years worth of experience, however; you werenât exactly happy to see one of them enter your facility.
Noel Noa.
You had a small history with the white haired man and that was putting it lightly.
You had met Noel while you worked with PXG and he was training with the French National Team. Since you worked in the offices inside of the arena, it was nearly a daily occurrence when you saw him entering the building.
At first, you tried to steer clear of his path. A man of his size and his demeanor typically came off as intimidating but the more you continued to run into him made all of that intimidation eventually shake off him.
What started as small coffee dates inside of the arena eventually turned into the two of you going to small events together. Any parties the national team would holt, he firmly ask if you could accompany him. If he was due for any red carpet events, heâd ask if you could be his plus one so he wouldnât have to deal with all of the interviews and reporting.
You had thought, at the very least genuinely assumed, that the two of you were seriously dating each other. Given how many events he asked you to and how many times heâd ask to take you out to a restaurant or cafe, you genuinely thought he saw you as a girlfriend but all of that came to a head when you asked to finally put a label on the relationship.
It had seemed like you had smacked him across the face with the reaction he had given you.
âWe arenât dating, weâre just friends, thatâs it.â
Your eyes widened at his words. Friends? What friend asks another friend to be his date to a plethora of red carpet events?
âOh, I thought this was more than that but I apologize for assuming wrong.â
That was all you could manage to stutter out. Noel brushed off your comment, not really knowing how to respond to it and moved ahead with the conversation. You had felt like someone had punched you in the gut and left you to suffer alone.
Every time he tried approaching you, you made sure to keep it as professional as possible.
You could tell that Noel was keeping his distance as well. He wasnât inviting you to as many events, the phone calls heâd give you after a match practically became non-existent, anytime someone invited you to a red carpet event, youâd walk the carpet alone and made sure to steer away from Noel so others wouldnât get the wrong idea.
That just happened to be the year that Ego Jinpachi had transferred from Dortmund to PXG on a trade. You had been tasked to show him around the building, making sure to let him know where everything was and how to adjust to life in Paris.
The stand off-ish personality he had made the interactions very awkward. You knew that Ego wasnât a man of many words nevertheless a man of many actions but just like Noel, you eventually found yourself sitting with Ego at your desk until the early hours of the morning.
At first you felt like it was just going over any footage from the previous game and analyzing it all but soon it turned into the two of you just talking until you felt yourselves falling asleep at your desk.
Noel could sense that you had grown closer to Ego. You were spending much more time with him. If he wasnât at your desk going over footage, the two of you were at cafe inside of the arena having lunch.
He knew it wasnât his place to say much considering he made it a point to state that the two of you werenât a couple but it stung to see you so close with him. Everything that you had done with Noel had turned into you doing it with Ego and he could tell that you were cracking the dense and off-putting personality Ego had.
You walked up the stairs of the Blue Lock facility and noticed the men already sitting at the table waiting for you.
âGood morning gentlemen, I hope youâre just as excited as I am to get this meeting started!â
All of them chuckled at your enthusiasm as you passed out folders and files of information, âall of this should answer any kind of questions you may have going forward about the NEL,â you stated.
âYou got married? Donât tell me it was to him.â
Chris pointed to the ring on your finger in shock, âoh shush, youâre the one who denied the invitation!â You replied back, âyouâre the one married to a robot, amor!â Lavinho continued.
You shook your head in disbelief, âitâs not my fault that the only one who showed up to the wedding was Snuffy! Anyway, lets focus back on this!â You begged. Chris chuckled, dismissing your plea and circling back to his original comment, âwhatâs it like to be married to Ego? That man cannot be marriage material. Heâs like a soccer robot, love! You couldâve had Leonardo Luna if you wanted too and you chose HIM?â
Before you could speak up, Ego walked into the room and sat next to you. His legs instantly crossed and slurping down on a bowl of instant ramen.
âI beat Leonardo Luna many times during my career. Why would my diamond chose a rock instead of a something more worthy?â Lavinho, Chris, and Marc laughed at his response as Loki excused himself from the table, ânow if youâre all done berating my wife, we have to go back to the office to continue analyzing your boys,â he added on.
The four of them nodded in agreement and picked up their files.
âJust like old times, isnât it?â Noel said under his breath. You looked up from your tablet and gave him a look of disbelief, âno, not really,â you murmured back.
Noel could see that you werenât exactly in the mood to deal with him, âsorry dictator, Iâll be out of the way,â Noel mocked. You could see that while Noelâs comment didnât bother Ego on a physical level, you could sense that it irked him mentally.
âShut the hell up and leave us alone.â
You couldnât help but laugh at his response. You knew that Ego and Noel didnât leave off on good terms when the two departed PXG and that their feud had more to do with them on the field than it did with you but you being sprinkled on top of their feud made you laugh.
âLetâs find Anri so we can finish up for the day. Iâm sure sheâs ready to pull her hair out considering sheâs been with Reo and Nagi all day.â
The two of you moved past Noel and opened the door, âhave a good rest of your day Noa,â you said with a very condescending tone of voice, âIâll see you tomorrow morning for introduction!â
âItâs you and me, we were always meant to be.â
Character: Julian Loki
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: part three of three! A bit shorter than the rest but I hope you guys like it! I really had fun writing this! I donât write more than two parts on a fic so i really do appreciate the love that this got! I do have one like this going for ego as well! Iâve been thinking of rewriting it tbh but anyway, if any of you guys are interested in another character getting a similar story like this, let me know! :)
The French national team took the field with their pregame warm ups as you stood inside of the suite that Julian had provided for you and Layla to watch the game in.
You werenât exactly thrilled to be back at the PXG arena but Julian had mentioned to Layla that he had a big game coming up in Paris and he wanted to her to be there to watch him. Layla immediately agreed to attend the game which left you no choice but to be there with her.
The two of you managed to bypass the crowd and make it to the suite before the stadium got filled with fans and let Layla walk through the building to scope out where her dad worked. Given that you knew the stadium like the back of your hand, you showed her the workout room, the cafe where you had one too many dates with Julian, and the locker room where they all got prepared to play.
âMommy, do you think daddy will see us?â You gave her a small nod and let her go back to munching on the snacks that she had in front of her. You knew that Julian had promised heâd come up to see Layla before the game began but a part of you hoped that he wouldnât.
It had been years since you watched Julian play and although you were hoping that he didnât remember his pregame ritual, you knew that someone like Julian wouldnât forget it.
He had always came up for a kiss and a small pep talk before any big game he played.
âDaddy! Youâre here!â Layla exclaimed. Julian scooped her up and twirled her around as he complimented the jersey she had on. He had left her his jersey to wear and it was the only thing Layla wanted to wear in the last couple of days, âMommy has the matching one!â
You whipped your head around and immediately waved your hands around to try to explain yourself, âIt was the only jersey I had and in my defense, itâs actually Charlesâ jersey from the night we all went out after you guys won against Korea!â Julian let out a laugh in response, âoh, iâm hurt! You didnât keep one of the thousands of jerseys you stole from me?â
âDo you mind if I speak to your mama for a second? Itâll only be a second, i promise!â
Layla nodded and went back to her chair as Julian pulled you over to the secluded corner. You wondered what he couldâve possibly wanted but you truly never knew with Julian.
âDonât you think you should be heading down soon? The game is set to start in five minutes,â you murmured under your breath. Julian sighed nervously, âI know you donât owe it to me but Iâd really like it if you came down to the pitch if we won tonight. Everyoneâs family and friends would be down there and Iâd love if you brought Layla down.â
You bit your lip in nervousness, âfor Laylaâs sake, I can bring her down,â you knew Julian wanted more than that as your answer but didnât press it any further as he was now being called down, âwin this for Layla,â you gave Julian one last look before walking back to Layla.
While everything between Layla and Julian had been going great, your own relationship with Julian was still rocky.
You knew that while Julian still had a lot of work to do to gain your own trust back, one night a few days ago had made the relationship move a step ahead.
-
Julian walked Layla to her bedroom, the two of them talking about the day they had with each other.
âWill you be here when I wake up?â Layla asked innocently enough. Julian sighed in disappointment, âI donât think so sweetheart. I have to be back at the stadium early in the morning but mama promised sheâd let you FaceTime me as soon as you wake up.â
Layla let out a tired yawn and cuddled up to her dad as she finally let sleep overtake her. Julian slowly laid her body down on her bed and left a smal kiss on her forehead before walking out.
âDid she go down easy?â You asked. Julian nodded and stood at the doorframe of your living rooom, âI brought a bottle of wine for us to share. I figured with me being gone for the next two weeks, we could talk about scheduling FaceTimes so she can talk to me,â you nodded and took out your own calendar.
The two of easily coordinated through the next few weeks and practically emptied the bottle of wine while doing so. By the time you finished, you were sitting a lot closer to Julian. He had placed his arm around your waist while your head found a spot on his shoulder.
âYou know what Layla said today? That she wanted to you in a white dress with pretty flowers around you,â you rolled your eyes jokingly, âsheâs had this idea in her head for the last couple of weeks that I need to get married so I can live happily ever after. I think itâs because she watched Cinderella the other week with her Aunt Laura.â
Julian let out a laugh, âwell she isnât wrong, we all deserve our happily ever after,â you fought the urge to look Julian in the eyes but it was hard considering he pulled you up by the chin to face him, âJulian, you know that this is a lot harder than your average fairytale.â
âIt doesnât have to be. I think Hugo would be proud when i say that we should just accept our fate.â
âYou need to tell Vivian to stop feeding his delusions onto you,â you muttered back as you took another sip of your wine, âwell you should come down to the stadium and tell him that yourself.â
Julian placed your glass of wine on the table placed his forehead against yours, âor maybe we can listen to him for once and agree that fate should just do the talking instead of trying to rewrite it ourselves,â Loki whispered against your lips.
âIâm scared Julian. You canât even imagine the damage you did to me when you decided to leave me. You promised me that weâd get married and grow a family together and you threw that all away so you could focus on your career and left me to play single mother for four years,â Julian grabbed your hand slowly and pressed it against his chest, âI know darling. I regretted my decision the second I made it. You deserved more than I gave you and I hated that I didnât give you everything I promised.â
Julian placed you on your back and hovered over you, foreheads still against each others.
âAnd whatâs to say that you wonât do it again? Julian, I know you want us back together because Layla is in the picture now but we can make this work without being together. No one is forcing you to be with me just because we have a daughter together,â Julian brushed your comment aside and pulled you against him for a kiss, âIâve wanted you back since the day I lost you. Layla aside, I know youâve only ever been the one for me. Thereâs a reason why I never formally moved on from you and I think you can say the same.â
You didnât respond with anything else but a kiss. He instantly reciprocated it and before you knew it, you were laying against his bare chest, trying to catch your breath while Julian took another drink from his own wine.
You had no idea what this meant for the relationship going forward with Julian but a part of you missed being that close with him. You missed the way his arms surrounded you. The way he kissed your head every so often while asking if you were okay. You missed almost all of it entirely and maybe that was why you were so open to letting him have you this way again.
-
You stared down at the pitch in nervousness. Your nails were bitten down to the bone, your lips were chapped from all the biting you were doing, and you daughter had passed out from exhaustion an hour ago.
The game had entered penalty kicks and it was all up to Julian and Charles to score in order for France advance to the next stage of playoffs.
You held your daughter tightly against you and watched as Charles approached the ball. You closed your eyes in nervousness but the sound of the crowd erupting into cheers made you sigh in relief.
âCome on Julian, do this for Layla. Do it for France. Do it for all the fans watching you.â
Julian approached the ball and dribbled it for a few seconds before faking a right corner kick and shooting it left.
The goalie dived to stop the ball but at the rate that Julian kicked it, it was damn near impossible to do so. You screamed in happiness as the crowd once again erupted into cheers and screams.
You quickly grabbed your things and hauled Layla into the hallway before running down the stairs and making your way to the field. Throughout all the chaos, Layla had remained asleep.
âJulian! You did it!â You screamed from the sidelines. He whipped his head around and saw you standing there with a sleeping Layla in your arms, âthe savior of France!â You said sarcastically.
Julian walked away from the interview and engulfed the two of you into a hug. You wanted to push him away and say that he should go back but you knew with the cameras watching and the way Julian gripped you, it would be nearly impossible to do so.
âLayla fell asleep before she could watch you score but she was so excited to watch you play tonight,â you muttered against his shoulder. He wiped away a few tears before pulling back and placing a long awaited kiss on your lips, âyou have no idea how much I wanted for this to happen and now youâre down here celebrating with me.â
You returned the kiss as Julian took Layla into his arms.
âCome on, thereâs a photographer waiting to get our picture taken.â
You knew that by morning the photo of all three of you would blow up all over social media and by French tabloids but at least for tonight, you were content with just having Julian and Layla by your side.
Julian knew that he would still have to work hard to get you to trust him again but if tonight meant anything he knew that he was gaining your trust slowly and surely and that was all he couldâve ever asked for.
âItâs you and me, we were always meant to be.â
Character: Julian Loki
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: i truly have no idea how many parts this fic will have, i can guess maybe three if Iâm guessing it but honestly Iâm not a very big fan of writing a series, my adhd wonât allow me to remember small details of fics Iâve written lol that being said, Iâm happy a lot of you enjoyed the first part! I really appreciate it and i hope you enjoy this part as well :)
While you were at home trying to process the entire situation with Julian, halfway across Paris was Julian who was knees deep into a crying session with Charles on one side and Hugo on the other.
What was meant to be a simple run to a restaurant before practice turned into his entire flipping upside down.
Charles, now older and the slightest bit wiser, was trying to be there for his best friend but he didnât know how to comfort someone who just found out he was a father. Yeah he had grown older but the childish personality never left him.
As for Hugo, he tried to give him some comfort but it came out more robotic and analytical than he anticipated it would be.
âDo you think sheâs tried to contact you in the last four years?â Hugo asked not knowing what to say anymore. Julian shrugged and tried to retrieve any messages that mightâve gone into his trash or spam folder but true to your words, you hadnât contacted him in over four years. âAnd how has she managed to keep that a secret for so long? Paris is big but when youâre the child of the biggest French soccer player, you canât exactly hide that.â
Julian didnât know what to say or do.
You had very valid points. He was never home. Ever since the trio had been called up to play for the main national team, they were busier than ever. While Hugo was playing for Arsenal, both Julian and Charles were still trying to build PXG to the best team it could be. Julian could understand why you felt hesitant to contact him because his home remained alone for six months out of the year and even more on a World Cup or Concacaf year.
âHave you spoken to coach? Iâm sure heâd give you the time off to deal with this. You havenât exactly taken a break since weâve been called up.â
Julian wanted to deny, he wanted to say he could only put his focus on soccer at the moment but he knew that heâd be falling right into the point you made back at the restaurant. He would be prioritizing his career over his daughter and he knew that he didnât want to go that route. He didnât want to disappoint you or his daughter anymore.
âIâll take over as captain until youâre ready, youâre leaving the team in good hands. Charles would be right next to me to lead the team until youâre ready to return.â
All things considered, he knew Hugo was right. The national team had already secured a spot for the World Cup so now they were waiting for other lower ranked teams to finish fighting for a spot before the tournament began.
Once the two of them left the locker room he did the one thing he had been dreading to do since this entire situation began and it was to unblock you from everything.
Julian knew it was petty to have blocked you when the two of you broke up but given that it was over four years ago, he had completely forgottten to do unblock you from everything once both of you had time to heal.
The other thing bothering Julian was the fact that he was scared to find out if you had moved on from him. He had no idea if you had moved on and found another boyfriend within the four year time span but on his end, his career didnât allow him to seek out another relationship. Yeah he had small flings here and there but they werenât anything serious and he had hoped you had done the same thing.
He knew it was selfish to say such a thing but he couldnât fathom the idea of you having someone else in your life more so in Laylaâs life.
Releasing a breath he had no idea he was holding, he clicked on your profile on Instagram.
There werenât many pictures you had uploaded, most of them being just random selfies you had taken with friends or family. None of the pictures had shown that you were a mother or even a wife/girlfriend.
Julian felt a smile start playing on his face but it soon came to a halt when he saw a tagged picture.
You were in the middle of a group photo and in that very photo was you getting a kiss on the top of your head from a certain player as you were hugging the arm of one of his biggest rivals. Someone apart of the New Generation Eleven.
Don Lorenzo.
While he wasnât Julianâs biggest rival, he saw Lorenzo as one of the best in league and the idea of you even being that close made his skin crawl. You had zero connection to Italian as far as Julian knew but you seemed rather close to him in that picture.
Sure it was nearly a year ago when you were tagged in that picture but his chest had started to rise out of anger and he did not like the idea or the fact that you were so close to him. In fact, he hated it the second he saw it. He just couldnât help but wonder how the hell the two of you had even met.
-
It had been a rare night where your friend had offered to watch Layla. She could see that you were silently drowning in a world that was being a single mother to a fresh four year old.
You had mentioned off handedly that you had heard about a club opening up a few blocks down from your place and it had been attracting a lot of people. You were interested in seeking out the crowd but you had no one to watch Layla.
She had quickly offered to watch her so you could spend the night letting loose. Layla had a night routine that she followed without a fight. She was the most perfect four year old on the planet and so when Aunt Laura asked Layla to hang out at her house for the night, Layla was more than happy to accept the offer.
You had your restraints with the idea of leaving Layla for the night.
It would be the first night youâd ever leave her with anyone else and that idea frightened the hell out of you. She was always by your side and you were always by hers. Wherever you went, she would follow and vice versa but Laura wasnât hearing any of it. She had essentially kicked you out of her house until tomorrow afternoon.
You agreed with the notion that sheâd text you every two hours on how Layla was doing until she fell asleep for the night.
The club itself felt more hype than anything else. Yeah there were crowds and you were having fun with the friends you invited out but it didnât seem as fun as you had originally thought.
You were on the dance floor swaying to the music and sipping on your drink when you noticed a very familiar face not too far away from you.
âLorenzo?â You asked. He turned around once he heard his name and instantly smiled at you when he realized who it was, âdah! ( your name )! I havenât seen you in years!â He exclaimed.
You gave him a brief hug as he went to give you a kiss on the cheek, âyou need to come around more often! Who cares if youâve broken up with that Frenchman, you know they say Italians are better!â He added on.
You let out a laugh and pushed the comment aside.
âOh stop it, you know you arenât the kind of man to be tied down.â
Lorenzo knew you were right. He wasnât going to tie himself down just yet. He was at the top of Italian soccer. He was captain for Ubers now that Snuffy had retired and the captain for the Italian national team. There was no way he would halt all that for a relationship but he knew how to spot a cute girl with a beautiful smile a mile away and he always thought you were far too pretty for Julian.
âWell, Iâm getting a photo to memorialize the night. Get over here gorgeous.â
You called for your friends to join the picture as he did with his own teammates. They had been fresh off of a win against Arsenal and they were out celebrating for the night.
You stood next to the Italian and wrapped yourself around his arm. He placed a kiss on the top of your head and the photo was taken. You didnât think much about it but for the rest of the night, you were with Lorenzo. You didnât take him home and he didnât offer to take you to his place. The both of you were hanging out as friends even if the picture said otherwise.
-
You stared at the text Julian had sent you a few days ago.
âMeet me at the PXG arena, we have a lot of things to speak about.â
You had agreed under the notion that you were only there to speak about Layla. She would be at school for the day and you would be able to have a cordial conversation with him without any interruption.
Today was unfortunately that day and Julian had let you know that your PXG pass was now active once again. You had gotten an ID for the Parc de Princes stadium when you were Loki and although you werenât together with him anymore, you had kept the ID for memory.
You approached the stadium with caution. You were biting your lip in nervousness and your nails were now completely chewed off. While you werenât nervous for the conversation at hand, you were nervous about the idea of having to face Julian after so many years.
You scanned your ID and it immediately let you in.
Julian told you to meet him in one of the conference rooms on the top floor of the stadium. It was early enough in the morning where most staff and players werenât at the stadium yet.
As you rode the elevator, you gripped the small charm that Layla had made for you the night before. You hadnât told her what you were doing but as a gift from her Aunt Laura for Christmas, she had gotten obsessed with making charm bracelets and she made one for you the night before as you were making dinner.
The elevator dinged and you were met with the silence of the hallway.
Finally you approached the conference room and saw Loki sitting with his back towards the door. He was writing something down on his tablet and you couldnât help but laugh. It all felt like DĂŠjĂ vu. You couldnât count how many times you would walk in after work and see him on the couch scrolling aimlessly through different videos of previous games.
Julian stood up and opened the door for you. It didnât take no more than two seconds before you had tears pooling your eyes.
âI canât do this, maybe I shouldnât have came.â You were mid sentence when a small hiccup came out of your mouth. Julian had no idea where to begin to comfort you but he couldnât stand to see you this way. âMaybe we shouldâve called our lawyers or something. I think thatâs the best route to go.â
Julian did the one thing he could think of to shut you up and that was to kiss you.
You were taken by complete shock. You hadnât expected this in the slightest but through your own fight in your head, you couldnât deny yourself. You had missed Julian. His kisses, the way his arms wrapped around you. Everything.
âJulian, stop, this isnât going to fix anything.â
You finally pushed away and stared at him. His own eyes were covered in tears and that was when you realized that he also had no idea what he was doing. For a man so composed all the time and forced to be the adult in so many situations, this time he had no idea what he was doing.
âI think we should speak about Layla, she has no idea who you are but she faintly remembers you. I think she drew you in one of her painting the other night.
You dug into your purse and took out the photo Layla had drawn the other day. She was just a picture of a man eerily similar to Julian with a house next to him and what looked like a park on the opposite side. For a four year old, she really did have a big imagination.
âDoes she have any idea of me being her father?â Julian asked. You shook your head no firmly. âI told her from a young age that her father was not in the picture. She never questioned it considering I have been all she has ever needed. In a very ironic way, she is very mature for her age. It kind of reminds me of someone I know.â
Julian bit his tongue. He hated how you simply stated to Layla that he wasnât in the picture. He knew you had your reasons but it stung. Julian didnât want to make the situation worse but it was nagging at him.
âWould you have ever told me about her? Because it seems like you had no intentions to do that.â You let out a laugh and rolled your eyes, âyouâre the one who had me blocked on every social media platform on the planet and my cell phone blocked as well. How did you ever expect me to do that when you made it impossible for me to ever contact you.â
Julian groaned, âa lawyer would have done the job,â you let out a laugh once again in response, âand do you not remember what I told you that morning at the restaurant? Layla deserves more than someone who sees her six out of the twelve months. She deserves a father who can tuck her into bed and drop her off at school in the morning. Iâm not saying that you couldnât do that but do you see yourself? Weâre having this meeting at your job! You canât just casually drop by her school to pick her up without having fans approaching you. Are you starting to get the idea here?â
âHad I known of Layla, her school would have not been one where she would be made a spectacle.â âJulian, this is not about her school! This is about you being there for her! Youâre married to your job, you have been since you were seventeen. I donât expect that to change overnight especially now considering this is a World Cup year. I canât even imagine the stress youâre under and what your schedule is like.â
You took a sip of your tea as Julian pulled out a few sheets of paper.
âThis is my schedule moving forward. Once the World Cup is over, Iâll be free until the regular season starts up again. We both live in Paris, itâs not very hard to make a schedule to work out the days for her.â
âShe has never been away from me before, she wouldnât know what to do with someone she just met regardless if youâre her father or not. The only time sheâs ever been away from me was a year ago when I took the night out with some friends.â
Julian knew exactly the day you were speaking about.
âyou mean the night you were with Lorenzo?â You were immediately taken back, how did he know about that? Yeah the soccer world was small and the two were rivals but you had no idea Julian knew of that night, âare you accusing me of something but I get the feeling that you are,â you replied back just as quick.
âWe arenât together but I do know of that picture between you and Lorenzo. You seemed really comfortable with your arms around him.â âWhy are we arguing about this like weâre together? You made it very clear that night that you didnât have the time for me. How do you expect me to believe that youâll be there for Lyla when you couldnât even be there for me? As for that night with Lorenzo, not that i owe you an explanation for it but it was just that night. Nothing happened besides us dancing together with our friends and that photo.â
Julian scoffed but didnât say much after.
âAnd if we had something with each other, it wouldnât matter because we are no longer together. I can date whoever the hell I want. It doesnât matter if itâs you, Lorenzo, Michael or even Vivian. Iâm free to do whatever the hell I want because I am a single woman with my own fucking life.â
Julianâs eye twitched in anger. He knew you were right but the idea of you dating Lorenzo, Vivian, or Michael made him far more upset than he realized.
He bent over the table and grabbed you by the collar of your sweater and smashed your lips against his. This time was far more surprising than earlier. You could sense the anger in the kiss and you figured it mustâve been what you had just said about Lorenzo, Michael, and Vivian that made him that angry.
âDo you really think that Iâd ever let any of those morons play step father for my daughter? Layla is my daughter and my daughter alone. No man is going to sit there and take my place. I donât care if I have to take a year off or seven, Iâm going to be there for her. She is my daughter and she deserves to be next to me. Next to you. Next to us. Together.â
âSo prove it Julian!â You screamed, âprove that you can be the father she deserves. Donât feel obligated to date me just because Iâm her mother. Youâre free to date whoever the hell you want. You just need to be there for Layla.â
Julian leaned in and put his forehead against yours.
âIâll prove it to the both of you. I donât care how long it takes. Layla will have her family back together if thatâs the last thing I do.â
You raised your eyebrow in amusement.
âYouâre going to have a lot of work to do. Your main priority should be Layla, not me. Not our broken relationship or what we once had. Layla is the end goal here.â
With that, you stood up from the chair and walk away from the table. You knew that if Julian was really serious about it, he would make it work for Layla. You could tell that he really did want to be there for her but in the back of your mind, you couldnât help but wonder what his plans were for you. He made it clear that he wanted a family for Layla and he would move earth in order to do that with you.
Julian watched as you walked away into the hallway but sitting on your chair was a small booklet.
He opened it and realized that you had left it there purposely.
It was a photo album with pictures of Layla.
You had made it the night before after Layla had fallen asleep. It contained photos from her as an infant until very recently. It had different photos from different occasions. Her first birthday. The night of her first Christmas. The first day of school. Every single milestone was in that photo album and that alone was enough to give Julian the motivation to get both of you in his life.
He tucked the photo album into his sweater of his team kit and walked out of the conference room.
Julian knew exactly what he had to do and he would do everything in his power to make it happen. He just needed to find out the address to your home first and make sure that no stupid tabloid could get ahold of you or his daughter now that you were both back in his life.
âItâs you and me, we were always meant to be.â
Character: Julian Loki
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors Note: my dumbass Bluetooth keyboard has been acting so dumb as of recently so I apologize for the accidental misspelled words. I canât afford a new one right now but I swear as soon as Iâm able too, Iâll try to find a better one! That being said, this is definitely getting a part two!
âExcuse me, what?â You stated with disbelief written all of your face, âwait, you want to break up because you donât have time? What the hell does that even mean?â You exclaimed.
Julian signed really not understanding why you werenât getting what he was saying.
âI mean we donât see each other very often, Iâm always gone and youâre always here in Paris, donât you feel like youâre just wasting your time waiting around for me?â He asked. You blinked in disbelief once again, âno, i mean weâve been dating for years now, this isnât new for us! I mean, you can be honest with me, if youâre seeing someone thatâs fine but donât lie to me.â
Julian shook his head in disagreement. He wasnât seeing anyone but he couldnât lie to you anymore, it was useless to keep a relationship going when it was clearly falling apart.
âI donât get where this is coming from but I guess I shouldâve seen this coming, youâve been coming home late, youâve been dismissing any kind of dates Iâve tried to plan and thereâs a news story coming out every week that youâre seeing some new model so I guess where thereâs a flame thereâs a fire.â
âI am not cheating on you, you think Iâd stoop so low to ever do that to you?â He asked a bit louder now. You couldnât help but chuckle, âyouâre the one breaking up with me with some lame excuse that you donât have time anymore so itâs hard to believe anything youâre telling me right now.â
The two of you stood in silence not knowing what to say to each other. Loki didnât want to upset you anymore than he already has and you werenât in no mood to even deal with him anymore.
âI guess we can just end this here, youâre clearly not wanting to tell me the truth and I donât want to be played like a fiddle anymore so Iâll have someone pack up all my things when youâre gone.â
Julian grabbed your wrist wanting you keep you from walking away but you quickly snatched your hand arm back, âcherie, please,â you gave him one final look and walked to the door, âenjoy the rest of your life Loki.â
Loki. Not Julian or Jules but Loki. The name others used against him and now you were doing it as well.
-
You pushed your glasses up in nervousness.
It had been two months post breakup with Julian and at first you thought you were handling it well.
Of course you were upset and angry at him but towards the end of the second month was when you felt symptoms starting to crawl up. It started with nausea and soon it turned into throwing up into the toilet every morning and having an aversion to your favorite foods.
It all came to a head when you realized that you hadnât gotten your period in almost three months. Your cycle was never off nor did it ever move weeks so you knew that all of this meant one thing.
You ran to the nearest pharmacy and purchased as much pregnancy tests as you could.
During the drive to the pharmacy, you had called your sisters up in a panic to answer your FaceTime call when you arrived at your apartment. You knew you couldnât do this alone and even though they didnât live in the same country as you, you knew you couldnât do this alone.
âWait, you really think you are? I mean, maybe the stress of the breakup just made you skip it the last few months!â Your sister tried to rationalize. You gave her a look and turned over the tests, âI donât know what Iâll do if I am, all of you guys are back home and I canât just drop my job and move back plus I donât know if I should even Loki, heâs had my number blocked since we broke up.â
Your other sister sighed, âwell lets just start with the tests and we can go from there,â she stated.
You nodded and grabbed the five different tests you had taken. You had grabbed every brand of pregnancy test available and used every single one.
âHere goes nothing!â
You covered your eyes and flipped them all at once.
âOh my god.â
They all read positive. Not a maybe. Not a faint line. Positive.
You leaned against the sink and let out a sob. This was not what you had expected to happen. You were doing so well with healing yourself from Julian and now you were standing in the middle of your bathroom on a FaceTime call with sisters and pregnant with his child.
âListen, weâre all just one call away. What you need to do right now is focus on you and the baby. Figure out how far along you are and what youâre having and donât let Julian stop you from enjoying this. Youâre a mother and youâre going to be a great one.â
You nodded and wiped your eyes from the tears that you were filling them. You knew that you had to be the one to step up in this situation. Not only because you were the one carrying the baby but Julian was not willing to answer a phone call or text from you.
âItâs just the two of us darling, no one else but us.â
-
The birth of your now daughter was something you couldnât explain to anyone.
She had came into the world as quiet as possible. The cry was there but as soon as they placed her on your chest, she had quieted down and fell asleep instantly.
âDarling, you look exactly like him. The eyes tell it all.â
The nurse gave you a smile and bent down to pat your face dry, âa name for her?â You gave her a smile and brushed your thumb on your little girls face, âLayla, Layla Loki.â
They all smiled and handed you over a few papers to sign off on. You knew it was all official paperwork that had to get done and while you just wanted to spend time with her, you knew the quicker you finished the paperwork the more time youâd have with her.
âLittle Layla here is one of the quietest babies weâve ever met!â One of the nurses mentioned, âyeah, her father was exactly like that.â
You knew Lokiâs name wasnât very common but it didnât set off any alarms when they all heard the last name. You just hoped that maybe they werenât big fans of soccer and thought it was just another last name.
âWell, weâll give you some time alone with her,â another nurse said, âis there anyone youâd like to call or reach out too? We have a public phone we can access for you if you arenât wanting to contact them yourself.â
You shook your head no and let them walk out.
You knew youâd tell your family once you were comfortably at home but with everything going on around you, you couldnât help but wonder what Julianâs reaction wouldâve been.
Julian wasnât very expressive but you knew that if you had told him, he wouldâve been there every step of the way. He wouldâve hired the best doctors and nurses, would have put you on the best diet plan based around your pregnancy, helped you with anything that you needed but all of that was now ideas you made in your head.
âLayla, he wouldâve loved you so much.â
-
âLayla, lets fix your dress, you canât walk out of the house this way.â
Your daughter, now four years old, had grown an obsession with wearing dresses whenever the two of you left the house. It didnât matter if the two of you were just going to catch dinner or find a park to play at, she was going to wear a dress and her rain boots whenever the chance presented itself.
The restaurant the both of you had picked was one of your favorites. It was a small restaurant that you had found with Loki when you first started dating. It didnât catch much attention as it was hidden between two houses but the food was immaculate.
âAh, welcome back ( your name ), good morning Layla! How was the walk?â The hostess asked as she seated the both of you. Layla spoke up for the both of you and give the woman a smile, âgood! I saw two flowers on the way here and a butterfly!â
You couldnât help but laugh at her response, âweâll have two chocolate croissants, a cup of espresso for myself and a hot chocolate for her.â
She nodded and put the order in for the both of you. You noticed a few people surrounding the door and while it didnât catch your attention at first, you heard the whispers from the people sitting down around you.
âIs that really him? No way, why would he be here?â Some said. You finally looked up from your phone and tried to figure out who exactly had walked in, âyouâve got to be kidding me.â
Your heart had fell into your stomach and you hands started to get clammy.
Julian Loki.
You knew you couldnât exactly get up and leave the room considering you still hadnât gotten the order and to your unfortunate luck, they had seated the both of you in the front of the restaurant.
âLayla, lets quiet down, we donât want to disturb anyone here.â
She nodded in agreement and had quietly asked you if she could use the bathroom.
Once she went towards the bathroom, you looked towards her chair and hoped that she would take an extra few minutes to play with the water.
âHello,â you stared down at the table in agony. You knew that luck would not be on your side today and you recognized the voice anywhere, âIâm shocked you still come here given all of our first dates were here.â
You finally looked up and stared back at Julian, âjust because you left this place doesnât mean I did. Is there something you needed?â You asked as quickly as possible.
âNo but I knew I couldnât pass you up, you look just as gorgeous as you did four years ago.â
You nodded hoping that heâd finally leave you alone but as soon as he finished speaking, you daughter had came out of the bathroom and sat back down.
âMama, who is this?â
Julian whipped his head around and felt his own heart fall into his stomach.
Your daughter was staring at him with a small smile on her face. She had no idea that the man that was staring at her happened to be her very own father but Julian instantly knew. Those eyes didnât lie.
Golden eyes werenât very common unless you were apart of the Loki family and now those very same eyes were staring back at him.
â( your name ).â âJulian, not here, not now. Weâre in public and I canât have you turning this into some kind of scandal.â
Julian felt his eyes stinging with tears. The girl who was aimlessly coloring in her journal and humming to the song that was playing in the restaurant was making the both of you sob.
âSo when is the time to do that ( your name )? My daughter is sitting right in front of me!â
You tried to hide the tears that were falling down your face but as you tried to wipe them away, your daughter had bent over the table and wiped them away for you.
âSilly mommy! You forgot to take your allergy medication again!â
You couldnât help but laugh, âyouâre right Layla but how about we take our food to go? I think itâs going to start raining again and I donât want you getting wet again. We canât have you missing school,â Layla nodded and packed her journal into the little backpack she always carried around.
âLayla?â Julian whispered to you. You nodded and told your daughter to wait by the door of the restaurant, âyou have my number. you know it by heart but do not feel obligated to enter our life. You left mine like it was no problem and she doesnât need someone like that in hers.â
Julian grabbed your hand and held it, âdonât walk away, please.â You gave him one final look and sighed, âLayla deserves more than someone whoâs gone half the year. She deserves more than someone who told her mother that he didnât have the time anymore. She needs a present father who is willing to be there for her and if youâre not willing to give her that, please do us both a favor and walk away.â
Julian discreetly wiped away a tear that was coming down his face.
âThink about all of this before contacting me.â
With that, you grabbed the hand of little Layla and walked out of the restaurant.
Not only did your life get turned upside down four years ago when you found out you were pregnant with Layla but now Julian had to work through those same feelings you did.
âChances are you think Iâm in love with you.â
Character: Bunny Iglesias
Fandom: Blue Lock
Authors note: heyyyy! Idk i have no note this time except enjoy i guesss :) also that fuck ass âIn the Navyâ song that has been trending on TikTok lately has been in my head for two weeks, HELP LMFAOOO (propaganda wont work on me when Iâm the one with a bachelors in history)
âOh! Oh okay this is what weâre doing!â You said frantically, waving your hands in nervousness. You watched Bunny and Sae approach each other, Sae looking like he was ready to murder the Spaniard in the blink of an eye, âbunny no, you canât make him mad!â You continued.
He gave Sae a smile, one that you knew would make him rage even harder than he was already.
âAs both of your consultants, I really need you guys to knock this off,â you muttered into your hands. Bunny didnât falter but Sae let out a grunt before making his way out, âseriously? Why?â Bunny shrugged with that stupid nonchalance he always had and wrapped his arm around your shoulder, âitâs funny to watch him get so angry!â
You shook your head once again and looked down to your phone, âokay so youâre done making him that upset because now I have to go fix that,â you groaned before removing his arm from your shoulders, âbe nice Bunny!â
It was hard being the consultant for the two youngest players in Spainâs youth training league. You werenât a lot older than the two, only being a few months older than Bunny and Sae.
âSae, you need to come back to the field before coach drags you out here by the ear,â you screamed into the locker room. You didnât get a response but you knew that if he didnât come back out, your coach would have your ass, âSAE ITOSHI GET BACK OUT HERE NOW!â You screamed louder than you wanted.
It wasnât until you heard the slam of a locker when you realized that Sae finally listened to you but you didnât expect the reaction he had given you when he finally stepped out.
âHey, you need to take a breath, this entire situation regarding you and Bunny needs to stop.â Sae didnât give you another second as he stepped up to you, inches away from your face, âyou need to back off. You have no idea what youâre doing and youâre only being a pest by constantly screaming in my ear.â
âExcuse me?â You replied in confusion. You were completely taken back by his choice of words but one thing you learned at such a young age was to never take any disrespect form anyone. âI might not be your superior but you will not speak to me in that way. I am consultant and have helped you since youâve arrived to the league. You think itâs easy to have to deal with two immature boys who wonât listen to anything but their own ego? Itâs not but guess what? Bunny has made sure to never speak to me in that way and maybe itâs time you pick that up from him as well.â
Sae cracked his jaw in response, âyou think I care for what that moron does or doesnât do? Thereâs a reason why I was called up to Madrid and not him.â You rolled your eyes, not believing that you were fully arguing with one of Spainâs best prodigies, âyou know what, Iâm not dealing with this. Since youâve made it clear that youâre fully committed to Re-Al, I think itâs best you donât come back to practice. Your things will be handled internally and I will notify the coach and staff.â
âI did a lot for you Sae, more than one should have and I donât think itâs okay to treat someone that way especially since youâve already lost the relationship with your brother in the same way.â
-
âBunny, itâs time to wake up before weâre both late,â you muttered into your cold pillowsheet. He laid his arm around your stomach and pulled you in closer, âamor, por favor, un minuto mas,â he replied with no energy in his voice.
You moved his arm from your stomach and reached for the shirt that laid on the floor, âno, we canât, weâve been late everyday this week and I need to get to the Barcha facility before the match tonight,â Bunny groaned in response but lazily got up from bed.
The two of you went into the bathroom, both of your eyes crusted over in eye boogies and body covered in small bruises and love marks.
âYouâre so lucky that you wear the long sleeve jerseys or else youâd be in trouble,â Bunny gave you a bashful look and placed a small kiss on your head, âlets hope that we only run into Leonardo tonight and not Sae,â you muttered with the toothbrush still in your mouth.
You knew Bunny had been waiting for this rematch against Re-Al. The last two matches between them ended in a tie and Buny was sure that he was going to win tonight. The rivalry between the two didnât go unnoticed as social media was hyping up the match all week. Thankfully, Barcha had home advantage this time around.
After taking a quick shower and getting dressed for the day, the two of you made your way to the Barcha stadium. You were wearing the standard Barcha kit which consisted of the team sweater, pants, and running shoes. You opted for a tennis skirt instead of the horrible sweatpants they offered with it.
âJefa, thereâs someone in your office waiting for you,â Lavinho said off-handedly. You threw your bag on the floor and made your way towards your office. You knew with tonightâs game, there was going to be front office management at your door all day, âSae?â You asked.
He looked up from his phone and gave you a nod.
âIs there something you need or did you get lost?â You asked, âI wanted to stop by before I went to train with Re-Al for the rest of the morning,â.
You allowed him to sit in the chairs in front of your desk as you made your way to the opposite side of your desk, âI wanted to apologize. I know the week I left for Madrid we got into an argument and I know that my frustration caused me to lash out on you. You were nothing but the best while I was training in Barcelona,â your eyes widened in shock, not expecting what Sae was telling you at all.
âOh Sae, Iâve forgotten that interaction a long time ago,â you replied, âyouâve moved on and so have I. I think something that long ago should remain in the past and both of us should just let it go.â
Sae nodded in agreement, âdo you think I could treat you to dinner? At least as another way to apologize?â He asked.
You chuckled softly but shook your head, âlisten Sae, I really appreciate you reaching out to me but I donât think my husband would be okay with that especially right before the game,â Sae gave you a look of confusion until he realized what you were pointing at.
The nameplate that was sitting nicely on your desk.
(First initial) Iglesias.
âYou married Bunny?â He exclaimed. You nodded happily as you showed him the ring, âwe married last year and took the honeymoon right before the season started,â you explained, âwe dated a few months after you left for Madrid.â
Sae nodded and quietly congratulated you before leaving your office.
How dumb was he to miss that? Your married name was on the door and even on the wall next to it. Ultimately, it was his fault for not paying attention to it and still thinking he had a chance.
( your name ) Iglesias, manager.
It stung a lot harder when he saw you on the field carrying the large Barcha flag that came out with the team at every game with Bunnyâs name plastered on your back. He could see the pride you blazing in your eyes. Not only for Barcha but for your husband and maybe that was the biggest punishment of it all.
âWasted all my second chances, how far does forgiveness go?â
Character: Julian Loki
Fandom: blue lock
Authors note: small blurb :) if anyone is interested in me making this longer or even with different characters Iâd be willing too :) i guess my state saw my last authors note and yeet it into the next dimension bc weâre currently under a blizzard warning in THE MIDDLE OF MARCH
âHe doesnât deserve you, why do you keep going back to him?â Julian asked with a face full of concern. You stared at the Frenchman with sadness written all over your face, âMichael has put you through enough and you still canât explain to me why you think you deserve that kind of treatment.â
Newspapers, social media, gossip shows, every kind of media you could think of reported on Micahel Kaiserâs affair with you.
It was bad enough when you woke up to the thousands and thousands of tweets of Michael locking lips with some girl at some Bastard Munchen after party and it was even worse when you realized that you had been blocked by him.
You didnât know why he had done it. Michael was the one who made the mistake yet you were the one who was dealing with the fallout and criticisms.
The comments on social media were the worst ones in your opinion. The majority of people supported you but the few comments that blamed you felt like a punch to the gut.
âWell she did gain some weight so how do you expect someone like Kaiser to stay with them?â
âSheâs been using him for money and fame, it was only a matter of time before he realized it and moved on.â
âShe was way out of his league, are you kidding me? He could have anyone he wants and he chose HER?â
Many people didnât know your friendship with Julian. You had met him while staying abroad in France. You had taken a year in Paris for University and managed to find a job that allowed you to stay in the country after you graduated.
The two of you met by complete accident and while some in the beginning speculated that the two of you would end up dating, Julian made it a point to both of your friends that neither one of you were interested in dating each other.
It was after a game between France and Germany when you met Michael. You ran into him after the game finished and hit it off completely.
That was three years ago and now you were dealing with what was the worst breakup of your entire life. You never expected to find out that your boyfriend of a couple years would be publically humiliating you.
âHe told me heâd change, he told me he wouldnât do this again!â You screamed into your PXG sweater as you managed to scare a few of the players that surrounded you. They all stared at you with sympathy written all over their eyes, âwhat do you mean again?â Charles asked with a bit of more seriousness than usual.
âThis isnât the first time heâs done it to me. Heâs cheated twice before this but this time it was caught on camera.â
His eyes widened in shocked as a scoff from Hugo came from the opposite end of the hallway. The three of them could tell you were on the verge of sobbing again.
âHe swore to me heâd stop and heâd be serious about our relationship but I guess what people say is right. Once a cheater, always a cheater right?â You whispered before another sob racked your body, âhow does someone like him get away with so much without any consequences, its not fair!â
Your voice filled with agony was heard throughout the hallway and even people who werenât eavesdropping on your conversation could hear what you were saying.
What felt like the 50th time of you wiping your eyes, you finally realized that you had the three most powerful French players staring down at you with concern, anger, and sympathy. It was rare when Hugo or Charles involved themselves in drama that wasnât on the field but it was hard to ignore it when you were quite literally sobbing into Julianâs arms.
âAnd you stayed with him? Why?â Hugo asked. You looked up to him with your eyes blurry once again, âlove makes you do crazy things especially when someone promises you the world each time they ask for forgiveness.â
He remained silent and stared at Julian to make him say something. Charles on the other hand was scrolling on his phone, a smirk playing on his face and his mind racing a mile a minute.
You had no idea what he was doing but you figured it was nothing good. Charles knew more than anyone that Julian had held feelings for you. Julian made Charles swear to never utter a word about it and he was shocked that he managed to keep it a secret for this long.
âJulian is right, you know he would never change and you still went back. You shouldâve calculated that after the first time he wouldâve done it again.â You stared at Hugo with anger in your eyes but you knew that the most tactical person on the team would never hold back his words, âitâs only fair that you get revenge before he makes you look like a clown. More than he already has that is.â
Hugo walked away from the conversation once he realized he was done with giving his advice.
âDonât worry ( your name ) I got it all covered!â
You turned to Charles in confusion when he turned his phone over to you and showed you the picture he posted from his burner fanboy account. It was just a simple photo but one you had no idea even existed.
It was of Michael screaming and throwing stuff in the locker room after a loss from PXG to Bastard Munchen. Michael crashouts werenât anything new but this was seemed more sour given the situation.
âCHARLES!â Julian screamed as he tried to grab the phone from him but he quickly threw it into his pants and ran away with it, âItâs fine, as long as it doesnât get traced back to Charles, itâs okay, right?â
âThat rat bastard is lucky heâs nowhere near me or else heâd be at the receiving end of a vandalized house.â
Julian laughed and pulled you in for a friendly hug before grabbing your phone and shoving it into his locker, âcome on, Iâll treat you to some food so you can start forgetting all of this,â you wiped your tears away once again and walked with Julian out of the building.
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âDonât be scared, Julian was built for this kind of environment. I blame all of the parkour he does.â
His mom gave you a confident look as she watched her son sitting in the seats a few rows in front of her. He was sitting next to his French teammates with a secure smile on his face.
Julian had been nominated for the Ballon dâOr and you had been invited as his other plus one for the event. He was in the running alongside Don Lorenzo, Isagi Yoichi, Michael Kaiser, and Leonardo Luna.
You hadnât been face to face with Michael since that fateful day but that was nearly four years ago and you could say that you were truly over the German especially now that you had been Julian for about two years.
âNow for the winner of this years Balllon dâOr. These five players were the best of the best this season but only one can take this trophy home and truly say that heâs the best player in the world.â
You stared at his mother in nervousness but as she held your hand, you noticed the envelope opening.
âThis years Ballon dâOr winner,â you held her hand tighter, âParis x Gen, not only did you take home the championship trophy this year but Julian Loki, you are this years Ballon dâOr winner!â
You stood up in excitement alongside his mother as Julian shook hands with Lorenzo, Isagi, and Leonardo. You noticed that he quickly snubbed Michaelâs hand and went to the stage to accept his award without a second thought.
Julian wasnât a man of many words as he quickly thanked the fans, the PXG club, and his family and friends for the support but his eyes never left yours and it didnât take an idiot to realize that.
Michael followed the trajectory of his eyes and was blown away when he realized that you were sitting down next to his mother. His mouth went dry, his hands got clammy, and that was when he realized why Julian had snubbed him for a handshake.
At first he thought it was just petty games that Julian was playing but when he saw that you were wearing an engagement ring on your left finger and a small bump was on display, he realized that this was more than just a petty game. You were engaged to Julian Loki and pregnant with his child and it seemed like no one knew about it.
Julian walked down the stairs and made his way to you and his mother. You let her have a moment with her son as she congratulated him and hugged him for what felt like the millionth time tonight but as soon as she pulled away, you stared at Julian like he had hung the moon and the stars.
âIâm so proud of you Jules, you deserved this more than anyone I know.â
He pulled you into a hug, making sure that everyone in the building saw it. Julian liked to keep his life private but it was hard when the love of his life was sitting there perfectly for him and giving him the praise he deserved.
âCome on mon amour, we have photos to take,â he said while grabbing your hand and leading you and his mother to the back for press photos and interviews, âare you sure? Your mom and I can head back to the hotel.â
Julian went to protest but his mom quickly beat him to it. She excused herself by saying that she was tired and not in the mood to be in such big crowds anymore which left you and Julian to yourselves.
âAh Julian, I had no idea you were expecting, congratulations!â Leonardo said in excitement, âhow far?â He asked. You gave him a smile and a small thank you, âweâre only five months along but we wanted to make sure everything was okay before we announced it officially.â
âAh! No way! You guys, i knew it!â Lorenzo screamed in excitement. You felt yourself bracing for Lorenzoâs hug but it never came as he went to hug Julian instead, âi knew she was pregnant when I saw you guys last week! You liars!â He continued.
You started laughing and leaned against Lorenzo who was now holding a bottle of water out for you, âif we had told you, the entire world would have known by now,â you said smacking him playfully. He nodded his head in agreement but as the two of you continued with the conversation, you failed to realize that Julian had away from the group.
He noticed Michaelâs menacing stare from down the hall and knew that he had to approach him before he caused a scene in front of the entire venue. While Michael was pretty levelheaded, he learned from you that Michael could lash out at the worst time possible.
âI guess a congratulations is in order?â Michael stated through bitter words, âah, donât worry about it, I really should be thanking you! If it wasnât for you screwing up almost three years ago, I wouldnât have had the chance to make her my wife and the mother of my children. Something that you couldnât do, right?â
Michaelâs eyes widened in shock, âdonât bring that up,â he muttered. Julian let out a laugh and pointed his finger over to you, âwho do you think was the one taking care of her when you broke her heart into small pieces? Who do you think wiped every single tear away and helped rebuild that very heart you broke?â He continued.
You were still standing with Leonardo and Lorenzo, your hand laying comfortably on your bump and a comfortable smile on your face.
âI really do have to thank you, every tear I wiped away made her realize that what she needed was right in front of her and now sheâs going to be my wife,â Michael continued to stare at Julian in anger, âI have the award youâve been chasing since you joined Bastard Munchen and a wife that deserves more than you ever gave her. Doesnât that hurt? Doesnât that sting?â
Julian let out a laugh and started walking away from Michael.
âEverything that is happening to you now is karma for everything you put her through in the past. Maybe youâll get lucky next year although I donât that will happen as Charles will be in the running for the Ballon dâOr,â he stated once more and fully walked away from the German with a smirk on his face.
Michael watched as Julian wrapped his arm around you and placed a kiss on your cheek before getting into conversation with Lorenzo and Leonardo.
He knew that his past was bound to catch up to him but he never expected it to come in this way.
The girl he genuinely fumbled was now happily sitting with one of his biggest rivals and there was nothing he could do about it besides watch. His girl on one hand and the trophy he lost in the other.
