You can't take it with you

23 If you want me look me up I don't exist in usual places

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

I’m a cartoonist and artist from California

the environment is the #1 most important thing in the world to me

I just post stream-of-consciousness weird shit all the time I’m sorry

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[junglejim4322]

Some of the edgiest queers in the world who constantly talk about romanticizing cannibalism and gore is punk or whatever will turn into the literal pope when confronted with anything realistic having to do with sex like im sorry but people fuck in the park at night sometimes always have and always will and you’re going to have to go about your life without advocating for them to be skinned alive in Alcatraz

[hyumjim]

And— dare I point out the obvious— the policing of these public areas historically was and still is a huge element of police brutality and discrimination against gay people. Undercover cops frequently patrol areas that are known cruising spots and initiate with men so they can make an arrest when the guy reciprocates. They will also arrest men who are seen looking at each other over the urinals in these spots. Or for peeing while wearing a rainbow wristband.

Amtrak Police Arrests Surge at Penn Bathroom Cruising Spot

Federal law enforcement turned a person they arrested in the transit hub directly over to ICE.

If you are going to be squeamish about these facts of public life then you should really be aware of how at odds that is with your “punk” “be gay do crime” aesthetics and how your fears are directly implicated in fascist policing of our bodies

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

This was what I sent the most recent thing I applied for

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Maybe this kind of stuff and my writing style just comes across as foreign/“neurodivergent”/insular

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I also have been told by PCP to lower my dosage for lamotrigine so I’m going in later this month but my mental health is so garbage rn that idk what they’re going to do. Change it to something else? I’m starting to get even more upset by the idea of any kind of cognitive issues coming from medication and I know lamotrigine can fuck you up a little bit and idk if they would put me on an SSRI again because of bipolar symptoms but also I’m subclinical or barely register in that regard so maybe they would and it would be fine? Anxiety and OCD are probably my worst issues. I just don’t want to do this shit anymore ugggh

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

My bipolar cluster b grandma managed to run her own alternative school (granted it didn’t last and she could barely hold down a traditional job and lived mostly in deep poverty) and I have the same weird narcissism/gumption so I can probably make my business happen but I’m so upset by aging and the passage of time and existence again

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

I also have been told by PCP to lower my dosage for lamotrigine so I’m going in later this month but my mental health is so garbage rn that idk what they’re going to do. Change it to something else? I’m starting to get even more upset by the idea of any kind of cognitive issues coming from medication and I know lamotrigine can fuck you up a little bit and idk if they would put me on an SSRI again because of bipolar symptoms but also I’m subclinical or barely register in that regard so maybe they would and it would be fine? Anxiety and OCD are probably my worst issues. I just don’t want to do this shit anymore ugggh

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

I don’t think even the experimental learning internship wanted me it’s making me feel horrible I really barely want to do anything

I’m confused because the teacher said “this is the future of science illustration” about my gopher and I know I’m really good at drawing but I guess I just don’t fit in anywhere. And I feel ancient

[shilohsylvanian]

Another 35th anniversary update! Re-releases of the Waters Beaver family and the original Canal Boat in Japan on June 12th! They will also be released in UK/US but no date on that yet (as usual).

[shilohsylvanian]

from 2021. I dont think I ever saw the beavers for sale lmao the 35th anniversary stuff literally barely existed and it's so rude.

[robotsfrombeyondthestars]

Thinking

[parkayquarts]

in a few months ariana grande is gonna be debuting her new look as the evil shadow skull

[pmamtraveller]

Textile art featuring a school of koi fish, by artist Lin Xia.

[wizardarchetypes]

i was supposed to be a benthic macroinvertabrate.

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[archipithecus]

softshell and hardshell books

paperback and hardcover turtles

[unteriors]

Renova Street, Bramwell, West Virginia.

[leavesofgas]

[dogpuppy]