@romanticwound - Tumblr Blog

My world is small and I don’t want to live here anymore

I have few people that I actively beef with, actually. I hope most of you end up okay and do better but I can’t stick around to figure you out. I’ll see you when I see you, and if I don’t then good luck

#you may have hurt my feelings but I have trouble actually wishing people ill #you will find yourself in similar situations because you are the way that you are and that makes me more sad than anything

Forgot that people still use tumblr regularly and then logged back on to see just how miserable I was 5-10 years ago and how marginally things have materially changed for me

#I’m medicated now #I’m adored and beloved #i still have the same problems feeling really distant from people and unable to connect like everyone else does #I’m no longer in abusive relationships #i struggle to understand myself and others #I advocate for myself more

I’m hoping next year is kinder to me

I am too old for weed now. Wild

#end of an era forever

letsbelonelytogetherr

— Howl, Song by Florence & The Machine

hell4444

Margaret Atwood, in Circe/Mud Poems

russianimperialist

but i am an american so i must kill. im order to survive. if i don't kill them i will die. i don't think surviving is wrong. do you think im wrong for surviving? they deserved to die too. so i could live. did you know how difficult it was to kill? if anything i am the victim. the person i killed is gone but i have to carry these scars for my whole life. my life is a blessing on the earth don't you know why aren't you celebrating it? you must be a terrible person. i just thought about killing you.

i’ve had this account for so long that i can still see dms from long deactivated users that unsuccessfully tried to groom me as a teenager. isn’t the internet a beautiful place

#txt