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Rosaline Jung; 23. Wanderlust. Film Director and Screenwriter. ○ ○ ○ ○ ○

[jonginflicted]

[lyricsinwonderland]

They say the truth ain’t pretty, But coming from that pretty mouth The truth is fitting.

“Stay Ready (What a Life)” - Jhené AIko ft. Kendrick Lamar

[virus-anomaly]

Send me “✒︎” for a random, dumb, pointless fact about my muse.

[ambrosialdecay]

Eternal sunshine // Jhene Aiko

[pxolaris-deactivated20160721]

Misery.      (Kani; Rosa

+   " Another line for all those times I should have tried.“

There’s nothing but a dainty sigh parting his lips, the dulled glimmer of a soon-to-blunt razor as it slices into another untouched patch of flesh; without even as much as a wince, his gaze, midway between disconnection from the moment and desperately trying to keep its aversion, Kani’s forearm then drops to rest against the hem of his jeans, a steady oozing of blood seaping into the fabric of his (no longer) white t-shirt.

”… are you satisfied. Wall?“ Lids fluttering shut, unable to even think about glancing over at the delinquent itself, Kani’s eyes well up within milliseconds of slowly opening again.

("Awh, you know I’m only happy if you are. I did however, tell you it’d feel so much better if you just… gave in. Now come on. Repeat after me, do it properly this time, another line–”)

“–for all those times I should have tried to commit suicide.” Sobs fall as easy and as swift as his tears do, the hand not clutching the blades tightens around his blond locks; tugging, there isn’t enough force to pull any of his hair out, but it’s still enough to feel pain. It’d been barely two weeks since his release from the institution again, they told him–no, they convinced him that he’d made progress and that the medication change had began to give him signs of improvement; an increase in appetite, social functional skills which made Kani actually want to interact with others… however as the good Lady of Fate would have it, nothing good could last forever.

This is relapse.

(“This is the third time”)

[rosaiko]

          People dealt with things differently. 

          People hid their anguish in various ways, they coped with in the worst kinds of ways. Rosaline felt she hid it by running, by traveling, by disappearing and reappearing. Her memories of her childhood were nothing but a trigger for the growing abilities that ignited only to leave a destructive path that she distracted herself with for the sake of her sister. Rosaline refused, she absolutely refused to submit to the demons that she ignored and ran away from. She couldn’t afford to be caught, she couldn’t afford to be brought down, so she ignored and ran.  That’s how she dealt with it all.

          But her friends were all different. And one friend in particular was Kani, one of her best friends. He relapsed more than Jules, he harmed himself more than Jules ever did and every time he didn’t answer a call or a text, Rosa was left with a feeling in her stomach that the previous time she had spoken to him would be the last time. Panic slowly formed as she made her way down the street towards the complex that she remembered him staying in. How was she could to do this? How was she going to find him? Would he even be at his apartment?

          Shit.

          There was something that was telling her that she needed to know what was going on right then. She didn’t know why but she always got the feeling when it came to Jules, that she needed to leave where she was and what she was doing for her sister. People said it was because of her enlightenment, because of her so called blessing. Rosa didn’t care she rarely ever took what she could do in account to her feelings or what she could possibly do.

          Looking up at the complex, she waited until someone walked out, freezing time so that she could slip through the door unnoticed and without trouble. She jogged up the stairs, not bothering to wait for the rusty elevator, she approached his apartment door within moments, not exactly out of breath but with a slightly heaving chest. Closing her eyes, collecting herself while trying her best not to act like she was crazy; she resumed time, her hand lifting to the door to knock on it gently at first. The thought crossed her mind to bang on it with all her might but she didn’t, she didn’t at all because she didn’t want to seem as if she were over reacting. 

          “Kani! It’s me Rosa! Open up!” She attempted to hide her desperation as she called to him. “You’re avoiding my calls again and you know I hate that shit!” 

[rosaiko]

Me, your favourite big but little brother... ('wrinkles his nose, a soft chuckle parting his up-curved lips; saying Lady Garden kinda insinuates that I'm talking about your vagina so...

                  Mmmm, cousin? That works better. You wouldn’t have waited to be our brother with what we had to deal with. (` gives him a generous smile.) Lady Ga-- ( ` her eyes close, then she pinches the bridge of her nose before looking off. ) Garden would also insinuate that it’s a bush down there as well. 

[rosaiko]

I'm here to bother you for a while before I feel bad about doing so, then scarpering off to my cave, okay?

            You’re never bothering me. I actually like it when people visit me and especially people like you. Thank you for leaving your cave of wonders and coming to visit me in my garden of ... I don’t know let’s just go with garden for now.

[rosaiko]

('sprawls out here;

( ` watches gently. )

[mittelmeeer]

Better act like you know.. +

[soltens]

[rosaiko]

Star Wars Took Over The World

Since May 1977, Star Wars has changed the world of science fiction forever. It was a concept that rocked the world more than Star Trek ever hoped to do so ( so offense to you Trekkie, love ya). It became an international phenomenon while being directed and written by a filmmaker from California, USA.

I traveled from LA to London to Japan to Australia and then finally came back to South Korea. Do you know what I found? I found out that the WORLD loves Star Wars. I walked into every single theater and it was absolutely packed full of fans of different backgrounds, religious beliefs and sex. Everyone was there for the Star Wars film of their generation, Star Wars: The Force Awakens.

It didn’t matter what language it was in or what kind of people were around; the excitement and the atmosphere was forever exciting.

People cosplayed, they brought their children. They spoke of everything they loved and that was Star Wars. 

I must say that this movie has honestly broken boundaries all over the world. Not just with such an amazing international cast and amazing diversity when it comes to roles within the movie but with the fact that it has brought together all kinds of people.

And you might be saying right now-- is it really that good?

How about you go see the movie? You need the experience! Believe me, it’s worth it.

Rosaline Jung for BuzzFeed Jade

[rosaiko]

stay ready ∞ r & j.

[jvliettez-blog]

“I’m fine, Rosa.” she stated through her tears, as her eyes fell to the frozen waiter who stared back. Maybe it was a sign, but she couldn’t take it. It was strange, why her ? Why now ? She was this was destroying her sister, and it was painful to them both. Shaking her head, “I can’t do this anymore.” she stated quietly as she let her hair fall around her face, bringing her arms up to hug her sister to her body wanting the warmth.

[rosaiko]

                             It had taken her years to adjust to the path she had painted for them. She had been blessed with were particular abilities that anyone would have called a miracle from God. Rosaline didn’t know what to call them. She called them convenient, she called them a necessity to her existence and as she listened to her sisters, she was reminded why she had been given the gifts she had.  Rosaline dealt with her anger, her utter bitterness towards the cruelty she had faced as a child, with distracting herself with how beautiful she found the world to actually be. Her past was her past but she knew for Jules... her mind was a disaster and even with what Rosaline had been given to help, she could not read her sister’s mind. And god, she hated not being able to do so. 

                            It was absolute torture to watch her sister go through such misery and pain. Her arms wrapped around her sister tightly. Her eyes closing tightly while she wished that she could believe in god again for a moment, just to give her sister some clarity. She loved her sister enough to pretend to believe in something that was used as an excuse to harm them. She loved her sister enough to do anything just for her to be okay again.  “I’m here Jules, I’m here. I promise...” Pulling back after she spoke, the younger girl reached to gently caress her sister’s face, hoping that the other would look into her eyes so that she could see she was fine but also to assure her that she was there for her.  “What do you need? I’ll do anything. Don’t give up... Please don’t... ”

[rosaiko]

Of course I do... you taught me the photogenic way. But for real though, let me just crash on your sofa for a night and we can stay up watching movies!

                        At least you tend to remember what I say-- or rather my teachings and whatnot. That’s a good thing. You can crash there but if Jules kicks you out, I’m sorry. I can’t argue with her. I don’t have the heart to. She puts up with my vaping so I can’t say much on that, sir.

[lotad]

[defjamblr]

Jhené Aiko - “Spotless Mind”

[rosaiko]

I actually said that to a guy one time, he was mortified and actually believed me.

Things I’ve Actually Said on Skype

          ❝ But... given... you know, what you like isn’t that a good thing? Like, he won’t hit on you anymore or maybe he will, if he’s into that kind of thing-- wait are people into that? I know I’ve done some stuff but honestly-- are they? Like... why would you want that up your... that’s just... no...Ew. GROSS. YUCK. NO. ❞

[rosaiko]

⇢         ...And then Rosaline was never heard from again as she did nothing but catch Pokemans on her dash. This is seriously becoming a problem...