🎐 theme is suguru geto from jjk and was made by @.perrasitic and @.musicmosaic
🎐 TW : this is a jirai blog and will contain triggering topics such as self-harm , disordered eating , suicidal/homicidal ideation , derealization/depersonalization , non-sexual sadomasochism , obsessive tendencies , hypersexual tendencies , talk of sa , talk of bpd psychosis , etc. block me if these make you uncomfortable, don't report.
🎐 BYI : I am the host of a jirai-heavy tramagenic system. my online activity fluctuates a lot, I could be online every day and then go quiet for a while, please be patient. I struggle with interacting, but I'm happy to make moots. I have dyslexia so sometimes I'll misread things, and most fonts tend to be hard for me to read. tone tags and plain text are greatly appreciated. please don't feed into my paranoia or joke about unreality. I do not intend to recover, but I am pro-recovery. always iwc.
🎐 DNI : mdni blogs , blank blogs , MAGA/trump supporters , radfems , people who joke about epstien and anything similar , gen ai supporters/users (not including people with ai chatbot addictions) , pro-ana , anti-recovery , radqueers/radnormals , harmful transids , fake claimers. please keep syscourse off this blog , do not ask for a headmate to front , do not try to reality check me. I block freely.
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🎐 taken by my darling boy @whitecotton22 ♡ 12/5/2025
˗ˏˋ 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 THEMED ASK GAME ˎˊ˗
kirari's 200 followers special woohoo !!
꒰ა QUESTIONS ! ໒꒱
PHOBIA - what's your biggest fear?
KIRARI - what's your "joy of life"/reason to go on?
SORU - who is someone/are some people you are grateful to have?
LUCIO - what's your ultimate goal in life if you have one?
MANTEN - do you worry about how you look/present yourself often?
AKANE - do you think you've found "your person" ( /r or /p )
MELAN - how easy is it for you to trust people?
TEAM DESPAIR - how easy is it for you to fall into despair?
LUNA - do you live in the past, present, or future?*
*as in: do you often find yourself lingering on past events, worrying about the future, or going with the flow?
꒰ა STATEMENTS ! ໒꒱
STAR - you brighten my days
BUTTERFLY - you're my idol
CROSS - i'd die with / for you (asker specifies)
BIRD - i'm gonna peck your eyes out (/pos or /neg)
FOREST - let's go somewhere far, far away together
TRAIN - you got this!
THORN - your death will be beautiful
DEMON - i love you (/r or /p)
ANGEL - i hate you
꒰ა PERSONAL QUESTIONS ! ໒꒱ TW !!! ( parantheses are optional add-ons )
ENYA - have you ever lost anyone? ( to suicide? )
MEGALOPHOBIA - have you ever attempted? ( how? )
PERISH - if you could erase one person from existence who would you? ( why? )
OBSESSION - what's the worst/weirdest thing you've done for love?
PANIC - have you had a panic attack before? ( how many? )
THE HEART - when do you think was your "rock bottom"?
SUICIDOGMA - what do you view suicide as? eg salvation, freedom, punishment, etc
SEASIDE CAFE - what would be your preferred way of dying?
MEMENTOMORI - how much of an active suicide risk are you out of 10?*
*10 = could do it now, 5 = passive risk, 0 = no risk, etc
thank you all so so much for 200 !! i hope the questions are fun to ask and answer (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) and surpriiiiise !!!!! i got new dividers hehe >_< old ones edited by yours truly !!!!
IT'S CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMPASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT EMPATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WORD YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IS COMPASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When you tell someone about being mistreated because of your disability, there is a common response that goes something along the lines of, "But did you explain to them properly why you can't do x thing?" "Did you make sure they understood why you need x accomodation?" "Maybe they just didn't understand?"
For example: "Did you properly explain that the reason you don't do hugs is because of your autism?" or "Maybe they don't really understand how bad fibro fatigue is and that's why they got upset at you for concelling plans."
I hate these kind of responses. They give me the same vibe as being asked, "Yeah, but what were you wearing when you got catcalled?" They put the responsability for the problem onto the person who was discriminated against, instead of the one doing the discriminating. Disabled people should not be expected to go through grueling explanations or justify their needs before those needs are respected.
Just saw the interview where Curry Barker explained that it's totally possible to get a normal wish from the One Wish Willow, and I love the way they did that so much. The reason Obsession happened isn't because it's trying to twist Bear's desires into something evil. It's not even because he phrased his want wrong. Obsession happened because Bear got his hands on a magic item that could do anything in existence, and chose to force someone to fall in love with him, which is an inherently evil thing to do.
but anyways I've gotten a lot more comfortable with sexual stuff again because I took a much needed break from things like that in general and now I'm debating making a nsfw sideblog because I do not want that on main </3
some people will never understand getting up multiple times a night to turn your lamp on and off because you’re suddenly paranoid out of nowhere that there’s someone standing in your room in the dark
