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a message to all the maladaptive dreamers out there who say the law “doesn’t work” because they’ve “felt it real” for years but never saw results:
you weren’t living in the end, you were fantasizing about the end. there’s a difference. daydreaming, dissociating, and creating elaborate mental movies won’t change your reality unless you identify as the version of you who already has it. the law isn’t activated by desperation or escapism. it’s activated by conviction, embodiment, and self-concept.
you can spend hours feeling it in a dream, but if you wake up and still believe you’re not that person, you’re reaffirming lack. fantasizing is not assuming. pretending is not becoming.
and that’s the real core of it, it will always come back to identity. if you keep calling yourself a “maladaptive dreamer,” someone who escapes into fantasy to cope with a reality you don’t like, you’re reaffirming the exact version of you that doesn’t have what you want. it’s not just a habit, it’s a self-concept. and as long as you stay attached to that identity, you’re choosing to live in a faraway lalaland where the desire always feels close… but never quite yours.
you didn’t “do it wrong,” you just weren’t doing the law. the law of assumption is not maladaptive dreaming. maladaptive dreaming is a legitimate condition, a compulsive, often isolating cycle that has deeply affected so many people’s lives. and i say this with so much love, because i’ve been there too. i know what it’s like to get lost in your mind for hours, to feel safer in a fantasy than in your own body, to cling to imagined realities because the present felt unbearable. but you have to stop. no one is going to save you. you are the only one who can decide to come home to yourself.
the law asks you to assume the identity of the version of you who has it. maladaptive dreaming keeps you stuck in the identity of someone who’s always trying to get there. it’s not about cutting off your imagination, it’s about using it consciously, with discipline, with intention, with love. not to escape your life, but to create it.
stop calling yourself a maladaptive dreamer. stop diagnosing yourself with an identity that keeps your desires far away. before you ask “how do i do that?” remember what the law of assumption is about: identity creates. if you keep identifying as a maladaptive dreamer, someone who escapes or dissociates, that’s exactly what reality will reflect back.
but you have to break that loop. you can’t sit and stare at your wounds forever. i’ve shifted both physical and mental conditions just by changing my self-concept and choosing new assumptions. it’s possible. the only thing standing in your way is the story you keep telling yourself.
𓏲 ʚ +18 pick a pile: your s/o's late night fantasies about you ɞ
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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile one ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙
you have your s/o utterly obsessed. not just attracted — enchanted. to them, you're a walking fantasy. the hottest, most magnetic being to ever walk this earth. they dream about you every night, and when their thoughts turn spicy? oh, it gets dark.
they imagine themselves loving you like no one else ever could. not just good sex — they want to fuck you so hard, so right, so completely, that you never forget their name. they want to leave fingerprints on your skin, bruises on your thighs, scratches on their back. they want to make you cry from pleasure. they picture you breathless, fucked out — and all because of them.
in their fantasies, they’re the one in charge. dominant, in control. they want to hear you beg — not because you have to, but because you need them. you’re on your knees, moaning their name like it’s a prayer, and every movement they make turns you into a mess. they adore that power — how easily they can ruin you with just a whisper, a glance, a single touch.
a lot of them fantasize about being called “mommy” or “daddy,” not just for the kink, but because it makes them feel needed. craved. worshipped. and in return, they worship you. they want to kiss every inch of your skin, praise your moans, look into your eyes while you cum and tell you how good you are for them. how perfect, how you make them lose their mind.
but they’re not just about roughness — no. they also imagine taking their time, savoring you, fucking you slowly and deeply until your legs shake. they want to know every part of you. where you’re most sensitive. what makes you gasp. what makes you scream. they want to learn your body like it’s holy scripture and memorize every detail.
some of them dream about tying you up — silk ropes, handcuffs, blindfolds. others imagine roleplay: being your doctor, your teacher, your vampire lover who’s waited centuries just to taste you. their creativity in bed? limitless. they fantasize about fucking you against a wall, on the kitchen table, in the shower, in a car — anywhere, as long as it’s you.
and the oral? god. they imagine licking you until you lose your voice. until you're trembling and gasping and clawing at the sheets. they want to hear you sing with pleasure. and if you haven’t had sex yet or have fears about intimacy? they honor that. they want to protect you, guide you, prove that with them, you are safe. and wanted. and free to be everything you are — soft, wild, vulnerable, dirty.
they don’t just want your body, they want your soul too. they want to see the face you make when you fall apart. they want to hold you afterwards, kiss your sweaty skin, brush your hair back and whisper, "you’re mine." they fantasize about worshipping your insecurities, touching the parts you hide, making you love yourself through their eyes.
they want to fuck you senseless and then feed you strawberries. run you a bath, hold you. because to them, you’re not just someone they want to ruin — you’re someone they want to keep forever.
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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile two ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙
the s/os from this pile? oh, they’re nasty. their late night thoughts are red hot, filthy, and dangerously obsessive. in their eyes, you’re not just sexy. your body, your energy, the way you move, the way you sound — everything about you drives them wild, and when they fantasize, it always starts the same: with you beneath them, moaning, begging, breaking.
they fantasize about hurting you — not to harm, but to worship you in the filthiest ways. spanking your ass until it stings, pulling your hair to hear you gasp, using a whip just enough to make you tremble. they want to turn pain into pleasure so deeply that you crave it. they want to take you right to the edge, over and over, until you’re shaking and dripping and unable to think straight. and they’ll be the one in control the entire time.
just like pile one, domination is at the core of their fantasies — but there’s a twist. they don’t just want you to obey… they want to train you. make you hold back your orgasm until you're sobbing, tease you until you're begging, edge you with just their words. “can you handle what I’m about to do to you?” — they love saying shit like that, watching you squirm under their gaze while they smirk, untouched and in control.
but don’t be fooled — even the filthiest doms here have a secret: they fantasize about you taking control too. not just a little. they want you to flip the script and ruin them. ride them, use them, make them whimper and beg. make them your toy. and that’s the thing — they wouldn’t do this for just anyone. it’s only you. you’re the exception. you’re the one that gets to see them on their knees, desperate, aching for your touch.
they’re obsessed with your body. that ass? perfect. they want to spank it, fuck it, watch it bounce. your chest — whether it’s breasts or pecs — makes their mouth water. and the idea of you riding them? oh god, they’ve thought about it way too many times. even if you haven’t touched each other yet, they’ve imagined what it would feel like. and it’s always you in control, taking what you want, making them lose their mind.
they want to please you. they want to devour you. breakfast, lunch, dinner — you are the meal lol. one of their favorite fantasies is you sitting on their face, moaning above them, while they lose themselves in your taste. they want you to cum in their mouth and praise them for it. and if you’re the shy type? oh, they live for that. they want to bring out your inner beast.
some of them even fantasize about licking cream off your body — because your skin, your taste, your scent… it’s all addicting. they want to ruin you and be ruined by you. they want to be the best you’ve ever had. better than anyone before, better than anyone after. they want their touch to haunt your body, their moans to echo in your memory, their name to be the one you whisper when you’re alone.
they want to fuck you until your body gives out — until you’re shaking, sweating, unable to move. they want you breathless in their arms. and then, they want to pull you close and kiss you like you’re the only thing in the universe – because you are.
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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile three ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙
at night, when everything is quiet and the world slows down, your s/o’s mind? it’s loud. loud with desire. loud with the need to have you. loud with the image of your body trembling beneath theirs. in their fantasies, you're not just a lover — you're their addiction, their muse, their sweetest sin.
they can’t stop thinking about the way you move. the way your body bends, the way you look when you stretch, how your lips part when you're focused — it drives them insane. they imagine you walking across the room and suddenly needing to be inside you. right there. no patience. no mercy. they imagine ripping your clothes off just to taste every inch of you, to see you blush and beg and fall apart.
they think about your mouth a lot. what it would feel like to have you go down on them, slowly, like you’re savoring it. they think your mouth was made to ruin them. and if they have a dick? they’re absolutely obsessed with the idea of you choking on it, your eyes watery and shining, hands gripping their thighs, and they’d moan your name like a prayer.
they imagine fucking you in positions that let them see everything — especially 69, where they can watch you fall apart while they devour you. if your dr involves being apart, they’ve thought about video calls where you both get off together, or even making a sex tape just for your eyes only. they want to be remembered. they want your body to crave them even when they’re not there.
if you wear heels in your dr — especially red ones — they’re done for. they want to fuck you while you still have them on. they fantasize about grabbing your waist, pulling you back onto them, heels scraping the floor as you moan like you're losing your mind. they want to mark you. claim you. make you theirs.
but don’t get it twisted — some of these s/os secretly want to be owned by you too. they want to be on their knees, obeying your every word, moaning as you degrade them. they imagine you in leather, stepping on their pride, reminding them who they belong to. they won’t say it out loud, not at first. but they want it. badly.
some of them want to watch you. touch yourself. beg. others want to see you get fucked by someone else — just once — to see how good you look when you’re lost in pleasure, so they can take you right after and remind you that no one else compares.
if you're still a virgin in your dr, they want to be your first. slowly. lovingly. but also thoroughly. they want to teach you, guide you, show you how good it can be. and if you’ve done it before? they still want to be the best. they want to make you ride them, over and over, until you can’t take it anymore. they love the way you move, and when you ride them? they're speechless, moaning.
they're impatient, yes — but they also love the tease. they want to undress you slowly, drag it out, make you wait. they want the tension. the build-up. the look in your eyes when you realize what's about to happen. and then they want to ruin you.
just like pile two, they also dream of being dominated. of giving up control, of being used. they want you to whisper filthy things in their ear while they beg for more. they want to be humiliated. praised. broken. and only you get to do that to them.
and finally, they want to make love to you. the soft, slow kind. the kind that makes you cry. the kind that feels like a promise. they want to kiss you in the shower, on the balcony, in the kitchen, in the car — wherever. they want your moans echoing off the walls. they want to be your fantasy too. because every night, when they close their eyes, you are theirs.
"In the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day. Fuckin' and fightin' on It's our paradise and it's our war zone It's our paradise and it's our war zone". could be in a relationship already, or they desire to court you, take you on a date, outside walking, living together, cutesy romantic things. someone could have hurt someone, now they want to fight you back sexually. or just hurt you in the bedroom, mentally and physically. they could desire you to be this siren coquette person, where your mysterious and don't show to much affection or care for them. play mind games on them. which may be your reaction to getting hurt, or what's hurting them. but at the end of the day they want to feel tied to you, committed to you and your where home is. a lot of people have that taste in relationships, where they don't want all of them unconsciously, but they want them to be theirs. but this fight in the bedroom, is going to be chaotic, and may want to use handcuffs, ropes, etc. even risky sex where it's so much fire passion you have a baby, now you are trapped. they could want to keep this relationship professional, or surface level in a sense, take it as it resonates. they want to fuck and argue like married couples though, but them being the one you come to too fuck on a bad day and you come to them about all your problems. any type of psychological problems you have, they want to fuck it out of you, they want to see it come out while your fucking, they want to fuck you in the state of being so hurt and broken you don't even want to fuck. but whats coming through strongly is the surface level, mysteriousness, detachment, & professionalism of the connection, the conflict and heartbreak of it, and realizations that is prominent in their sexual desires.
two
they could be dreaming about you, delusional, fantasizing. trying to control and tame themself because you are so fucking sexy. they could be thinking about undressing you and exploring your body. they could desire foreplay, going out to eat, or making food for you. kissing, making out, hugging, on top, bodies together then he gets to slowly undress you. you could be kind of perfect to them, or like they met their match. because they have a lot of ideas, and imaginary energy when it comes to you. in an animalistic, passionate way. they desire to uncover your mystery, see your wild side. exchange kinks. see how you would look with their dick in you mouth. see what it would be like if y'all started a competitive, bratty game and fucked till both of you guys was timed out, but the sex be so playful, expressing, fun, and bright. they want to balance their emotional side with their sexual side. after care, dates, making food for you, helping you with your clothes. even making family stuff, mom/dad/kid involved. them being the daddy. my advice, that outside of the question, make them wait lol. be more teasing till the finish line.
three
im getting a vibe of we about to get some shit straight type of sex. you don't know what i'm going to do to you when i see you. maybe for some they are proving their loyalty and how much they are standing on business for you. when you get inside the bed they are going to be persistent, long lasting, stamina. very excited to see you, celebratory sex. the adrenaline of like sneaky link type of sex "this shit feel like teenage fever". "who came to make sweet love..not me. when we... fuck". they say but they desire to transform something with this sex, maybe they desire to come back into contact with you and kind of hesitant, but they desire you. for most of you they kind of want to be in and out of your life, coming and going when they please and you still being (one) of their girls. but they want both parties to be chill on their own in their own life. but for some it is an energy of being no contact, or at a distance. maybe needing some type of travel, or time and building to get to a certain place. and they kind of desire the ability to be at peace with you. they could desire helping you in a certain way, financially, sexually, or just with love when your feeling a lack of it and be each other peace of mind/sex. bring peace and material abundance so you can be good on your own feeling satisfied.
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Pile 1- Nine of Cups, Knight of Swords, Nine of Coins, Seven of Coins, The Emperor, Knight of Wands, and Queen of Wands.
Hi my pile 1 pookies ><
So this person hesitated a lot and although I usually do my readings starting off with pile 1 they made me skip them and work on pile 2's and 3's first instead? I think this person is really nervous about something. Kind of in a cute anxious way like 😅 but I had to listen because no cards would come out no matter how hard or long I shuffled. What's with this person? 🥴😭
Alright so this person feels very watery and emotional about you, I think their very thing about sex with you is definitely when you're on top, taking control. I think they really like the intimacy of the positions like cow girl or reverse cowgirl, they really like when you straddle their lap in general even when you two aren't having sex and just chilling on the couch. They really like watching your face as you ride them, they like watching your body move against them, they have the perfect view of you they said lol how cute eek ><
So if you don't want kids, that's okay, it's just in this person's fantasies they want to fuck you til the point the two of you actually want to take the condom off or maybe you both forget you have to pull out because you're both so emersed in pleasure and fucking each other? They want to get you pregnant but in such a wild way, they might not actually be ready for a kid yet, but the idea of it excites them so much they're hoping that you feel the same way and also want to have their babies.
This won't resonate with everyone but I'm picking up on a situation where you guys could already be married or just have children together already, this person could really like making babies with you, the sex that leads up to all, all the love that went into it!!
I think this person really enjoys angry sex, when you're mad at them and they get off their high horse and apologize first and they love to make up with sex afterwards, this person kinda just caves cause they love you and don't really want you to stay mad at them.
This person also likes it when you surprise them with sex, they love foreplay, they really like it when you two draw out sex and don't give it to each other right away, lots of teasing and just being playful until maybe you or them starts begging the other to do something more. I think this is partially because they really like spending time with you, this is only one of their favorite ways to spend quality time with you.
So this person could be a coworker or you might meet through work, something about business here. This person right now is at the top of their career, likes to present themselves as an Emperor. This person could really want to move forward in the connection with you if you know of them already, they're brainstorming lol. They really like you, they see you as a queen in their eyes, you could present yourself very carefully, like you have this clean look about you and you're pretty I heard! You take good care of yourself and your person really loves that about you! They're bananas for you? They said some cute cheesey pick up line or maybe a punch line that I'm unfamiliar with? ><
♡ Messages from them: "The way I have treated you was wrong."
"You are so different from everyone around me."
"You've triggered me."
"I can't handle your love."
I hope you enjoyed this reading!!
Pile 2- Seven of Cups, Three of Cups, Knight of Swords, Two of Pentacles, Seven of Coins, The Empress, and Ace of Chalices.
Hi my pile 2's!
So right away I feel like there's a message here for someone that you might know of this person already, that won't be for everyone so if it doesn't fit let it fly 🪽
So your future spouse might like how different you are in the bedroom than you are irl. Like you could come off as very shy or just someone that's not very kinky and your future spouse might've perceived you as inexperienced but your person loves it when you surprise them, take the lead and I'm hearing ride them lol. They like it when you're more dominant in bed, you don't have to be the dom every time but your person loves it when you are, they'll love for you to ride them until your thighs give out lol.
This person loves close sex, sex that's very emotional and clingy to one another. I think this person will have an emotional attachment to you, like even if you don't get married in 20 years this person will love you literally the same, even if you decide to take a break, this person will still carry so much love and respect for you! They love showing you how much they care for you during sex, they'll hold you a lot, and take the lead in bed most of the time to show you, they're very emotional when it comes to you. You guys might like to have sex in bed a lot, during the day, first waking up, because your person loves being close to you. I feel like they might like it when you lay there a lot while they give you oral, they love it when you're a pillow princess and they can bring you so much pleasure.
This person loves rough sex with you, the kinda sex the two of you can't keep your hands off each other and just can't get enough. They'll still be mindful and gentle with you, they love it when you communicate your needs and let them know what you want, they'll want to indulge in your kinks and make your fantasies happen, this person is safe to explore with. I think they might like to spank you if you're open to the idea! They're not super into bdsm but they're not vanilla either, I feel like this person actually wants to see how freaky you can get and they'd just match your freak so the sex will be better and better, it's never the same really, this person can be soft one night and super rough and wild another.
This person could love missionary a lot, bringing you to an orgasm in missionary so they can see your face, they could just love seeing you orgasm in general, in pure bliss beneath them, it's like it turns them on knowing they're the ones making you feel good. This person also likes that you're an Empress, you can stand your own ground with or without a significant other, they could love to watch you masturbate. I think this person loves chasing after you, it could turn them on lol! They love the idea of pleasing you, impressing you. They really want you lol how cute.
♡ Messages from them: "I know that we have a soul connection."
"I fantasize about you."
"They will never compare to you."
"You deserve better than them."
I hope you enjoyed this reading!!
Pile 3- Four of Pentacles, King of Pentacles, Queen of Pentacles, The Lovers, Three of swords, Page of Coins, and Three of Cups.
Hi pile 3!
So right away I heard a funny little message that this person actually likes it when you yell at them, they said it in a hushed way so I feel like this person doesn't want you to actually know that 😭 lol, this person will do all kinds of things just to see you a bit angry and frustrated with them just because they find it hot? Kinda sadistic if you ask me 🥴
Your future spouse is kind of a wild card, but you might be too. I think you wouldn't imagine in a million years to settle down with this person because they always feel like they're on the move and really hard to stay in one place because they're constantly thinking of other things to do, they're very work oriented or something but I feel like at first they might not pay much attention to the relationship, they might even go as far as seeing other people but this is only in the beginning of the relationship obviously, this person will feel very drawn to you and will feel like you're they're missing puzzle piece, suddenly they don't have to be on the move anymore because no one is as interesting as you to them, you'll fill their senses I'm hearing! They'll just suddenly be so enamored with you.
I think when the two of you are intimate this person will become selfish, they'll only want you to come to them for everything, they'll really want to be your knight in shining armor, even during sex, this person will be all touchy and very sensual, they like having passionate sex with you, even if they are usually rougher you've made this person want to be all soft with you, maybe not during the whole time, but this person will definitely slow down suddenly and start giving you slower and deeper strokes, they love intimacy with you and just want to savor the moment and make sure the both of you will remember it, they want you coming back to them for more and only them. Even if this connection starts as friends with benefits this person would slowly come to hate the title, and realize they're scared of you choosing someone else over them because the title isn't permanent enough.
This person could really want to rip the clothes off you, they could rip your underwear right off you and it might surprise you. This person really loves your breasts, regardless of size they really like to suck on your nipples.
This person likes when you let down your guards for them, it could be a flex for them that they actually get to touch you in a way that this person admires you a lot and in their head they're yelling at themselves like "omg I can't believe I get to sleep with THEM, THEY'RE ACTUALLY ALLOWING ME TO???848&(_(_(&!'(&(!_(" This person thinks you're adorable, they just adore you! You could catch them staring at you a lot, like a puppy with big ol puppy dog eyes, it's the sweetest thing ever.
Even if you don't like this person the first time around or something happens that you two decide to break it off, this person would try really hard to come back around, I heard they love you even after you break their heart.
With the Page of Coins I feel like this person is actively working on the things in their life right now, all the things they want to get done they're getting done, they might be a student and they could be focused on studying a lot right now as well, but I feel like this person can't wait for the day this all pays off and they can finally reconnect with not only themselves but with friends as well, they could be in a moment of isolation right now because they're so busy studying or working.
They feel sad and lonely and their favorite thing about sex with you is being with you, they want emotional and healing sex with you, just to be close and feel the warmth of you, something about not feeling as lonely anymore with the comfort of you. :(
how to choose a pile . . . choose whichever you feel drawn to or ask your guides to guide your eyes to the one that is meant for you! ᡣ𐭩
— ⭑.ᐟ this is for diversity reasons, if you don’t want to, don’t read it, if you want to, go for it. this will be covering what they like about your body and what they fantasise of it. ‘they’ meaning your special person. not proof read.
𝝑𝝔 If you are under 18 years old don’t read this. This is made for consenting adults. If you think you are grown enough, no you are not.
pile one : - high heels !
𐙚 : five of cups, page of pentacles, five of swords, three of swords, two of cups reversed
bottom of the deck: six of swords
♡ ⢷what will they like about your body
Every single little thing, there is nothing that they don’t like about you. Which can, yes, be annoying to hear, because this isn’t what you were curious of, but these feelings are sincere. They come from the bottom of the heart.
Your special person looks at you as the star, as this very perfect person, the most beautiful of all. They find your looks dreamy and even the tiniest of folds and details are beautiful about them. The beauty of ancient statues, if you struggle understanding the concept of it.
It’s the feeling of “this is actually a real body with a lot of things to tell, not just one that was worked for years to hide things about it.”
Some of you might take an offence to that, thinking “but that means my body is just ugly!”.. I am here to say that’s not true, you are just delusional. Real bodies don’t look like the ones on the internet that are photoshopped to the max - yes, even in videos -, they just look real. With spots, blemishes, veins, details, stretch marks, beauty spots and a thousand other things. Your body is very much real, which makes you soooo sexy in your person’s eyes. All the little things about it.
Matter of fact, your special person LOOOOVES your stomach so much, like omg. They might like to hold it, or just rest their body on it while cuddling you or literally sleeping with you while spooning. You might think to yourself, ‘oh, but my stomach isn’t flat’, duh, that’s the sexy bit about it. - Even if your stomach is flat that is okay bby, that bit was meant for somebody else. -
Think about it, no statue of Aphrodite has a flat stomach.
Aside from that, your chest is so loved. Idgaf if you are a woman, man, flat chested or not this mf - whoever they might be - wants to suck on it, and if they are given the chance they will show that too! 🫵🏻 Seriously, if you are asking about a guy, - or a masculine girl -, they wanna just put their face right to your chest and get to work. If you have a bigger chest, just rub their face their, and if it’s flat then tease you so you make noises for them. - Whines, to be specific. - If you have birth mark or any sort of mark on your chest, they also want to kiss it there, they love it.
It’s not that their energy is objectifying, they are just crazy about you. Like your body gets them all to be like those old cartoons where the guy gets heart eyes and they almost fall out as they stare at the pretty lady that just walked by.. tongue out and all. - Think of Bugs Bunny from Looney Tunes or Tom from Tom & Jerry when they meet a pretty girl and you might understand better like that. -
Now, speaking about tongues. They think that your private part has such a pretty shade to it. - Or like.. would, if they saw it. - This obviously varies person to person but the main things that are coming through are pinkish & light brown? Like it’s just a nice shade of brown. - yes, even if you are a person of colour.. this will be unique to everybody, but the point is the same. - Also the texture if your skin could also be something they like? Because that’s unique from person to person as well! So they will definitely love what they will be able to feel, you know. Tongues come here because as soon as they saw you wet/hard combined with those factors they just wanna give you head. Like they are needy for you!
They also, really, really like your ass a lot. Slapping it, grabbing it during the act itself.. whatever you let them do, they will do it. You might as well catch them staring from time to time too. - This is regardless of gender, if you are a guy asking about a girl this still applies… or a girl asking about a girl.. whatever you are into guys. Your ass is just a 10/10 for them. -
♡ ⢷their fantasies about your body
You might have had some experiences in the past that made you very insecure. In your body, and how people perceive you. I will not be going too much into it because the severity of this depends from reader to reader. It rages from comments - irl & online -, to bullying, all the way down to abuse. That is your business and I am not going to dive into it.
However, their fantasies revolve around helping you escape feeling stuck from these feelings and emotions that are awakened in you when it comes to sexuality. They understand that it’s from things that you have went through in life but they still wish to help you overcome these negative emotions by loving you right, treating you right and giving you the whole world, their all.
Even then, you might be the sort of person who wants to do it with the lights off or distracted your partner before things get too far because you are genuinely scared of intimacy and the level of tension such a deep bond comes with. In your head it could be nothing but all sort of negative things, barely anything good coming out of it. At times, you might even feel ashamed. It doesn’t have to be this way. This is what they want to show you by treating you correctly.
You escaping this turmoil of ‘it’s wrong, but I want to like it’s and the pain that comes along with it is what their biggest fantasy is. They hate to see you suffer through things even if you hate that they care at times. Nothing in this world will make them stop caring about you, at all, even if you believe otherwise. Their love isn’t fragile, rather opposite, it’s quite strong.
They dream of loving you tenderly, holding you, going slow and kissing your tears away as they hold your hand.
They dream of taking care of you, treating you with the utmost respect. Never ever would they do anything to purposefully scare you or make you uncomfortable.
♡ ⢷moodboard
— ✮⋆˙ ‘my type’ , billie eilish , ‘and i see her, at the back of my mind’ , pink & flowers ? , demisexual , waiting til marriage , not a huge fan of kinky stuff but rather just wanna make love , (door) bells , bookshop , sage green , piercings , something for beauty being done to the eyes - contacts, lashes, eyeshadow ect - , stiletto nails , shibuya
My pile one do not forget that you are beautiful and nothing in this world will change this fact! your person is so sweet, their energy is very gently even though you might not think so. they would neverrr do anything without your permission. thank you for reading.
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pile two : - font !
𐙚 : six of swords, queen of pentacles reversed, seven of pentacles reversed, nine of cups, wheel of fortune reversed, the devil reversed, the lovers reversed
bottom of the deck: the emperor
♡ ⢷what will they like about your body
I would like to start out with saying that this is a toxic pile, at the very least sexually mean. There is no feeling of being in love or having strong emotional connection/needs here, so even if you have a crush they might feel a sexual attraction towards you but not romantic one.. or they possibly view sexual attraction and romance as two different things and don’t think of the other while doing one of them. - meaning even if they have a crush, they won’t be romantic during sex. - I will still channel for this pile but this has been your warning and disclaimer. If you are not comfortable reading about something like that, do not. It’s alright to not read this.
Now, if you decided to continue reading I will need you to stay with me on this one, this person is a whole mess.
I also want to say that if you have a bdsm kink this person does too, and if you don’t they do not either but are simply sadistic/masochistic or just had heavy uncomfortable experiences in the past that altered their preferences, fantasies and such. Such a rare but specific distinction but everybody’s guides urged me to say this.
To actually get into it, they like your chest, the shape of your body and your private eras. The shape of it, the size of it and everything that is unique about it. Not even a little bit, but a lot. They want to tie you up, not necessarily do anything but stare at you while admiring you. They want to tie you up in such a specific way too, in a way your legs and arms are spread out so they can see everything.
This inactivity is on purpose, either to piss you off or make you scared. Your face is so hot to them. Like your expressions for sure get them hard/wet, but like.. your face in general, they love it.
I will list what they like about it as well. Let’s start with your eyes.. pretty eyelashes, colours, gaze and so on.. but that’s absolutely not what turns them on at all. It’s the fact that they are a little bit messed up. There is so many eye conditions in this world, but this is specific for those people who have a bit harder time seeing. If you squint your eyes while trying to read something? Sexy as fact. You walk into something by accident? Sexy as fuck. I am sure the Lord does, but I don’t understand why they feel this way. There is a reason, they are just not sharing it with me. Also, even if that’s not your eye condition.. don’t think you are an exception, that ‘it might not be for you’. It does, you are so cute it turns them on. Especially when you look up at them. They are horny for you. If you have eyebags that just adds to it even more. - I also don’t mean to be belittling, I, myself, wear glasses. Your person is just a little crazy, I am so sorry I don’t know how to say that in a more kind manner. -
Moving on, your nose. There is something unique about it. A beauty spot, a birth mark, the shape of it.. you know your face better than I do, whatever you know is unique is about it they love it. Even if you think they don’t. - that’s especially for the bigger nose ppl! don’t belittle your beauty. -
Your lip shape, they think it’s so kissable. I am so serious, they look at it as ‘so plump’ and they ‘want to devour it’. - don’t clock it, these aren’t my words. - Now, if you are a girl you decide if this means your face or other lips. 🩷 It’s both.
And we are not done yet, nu uh. 🙂↕️☝🏻 Your teeth, your beauty spots, your eye colour in the sun, your resting face, your expression when you are annoyed, your red eyes ‘n nose ‘n cheeks after you cried.. is there anything they don’t like about your face? No. If you let them they will cum on it too.
Your thighs are something they loveeeee too. I for real hope that you are into bites and hickeys because this person wants to leave their mark on you. Whether or not this is only for them to see or if it’s visible to anyone… they don’t gaf, they just want to know that their mark is there, on you. No one else’s, just theirs. Jealous, jealous person. Hella possessive too. ‘Only mine’ sort of thing.
They also like your stomach, especially if it’s more toned. Like don’t get them wrong, they don’t care if your stomach changes. Matter of fact they want to impregnate you. - Not that they are ready for a baby, they are just kinky as hell. -
♡ ⢷their fantasies about your body
This is another warning and disclaimer. If you find heavier, darker fantasies and topics uncomfortable don’t read this. This is especially true if you have had negative sexual experiences or if you have traumas that are easily triggered. I am not playing with you. You might hate this.
Menace to society. Like these are only fantasies, and they won’t really act out on each and every single one but when channeling the energy I got a bit perplexed.
First and foremost, they want you to submit to them, completely. No ifs, no buts, no nothing. Just submitting to them. Let’s go through their fantasies one by one..
I believe this is the most simple and common one. This isn’t necessarily something harmful but it does depend on your view of life and the value you put into such things. It’s completely ok to disagree with me on this one. - Notice how I am saying ‘least harmful’ and not ‘not harmful at all’. -
Their most harmless fantasy is you getting over someone, possibly out of a relationship, moving on and still sad with the what happened as you were mistreated. They want to ‘heal’ you with sexual connections. Now, what exactly this is varies person to person. For some of you this is making love, for others it’s having sex and for other people it’s straight up f#cking and messing around. - Crazy to write it out like that, but these are all different things. - They just wanna be ‘the one to heal you.’ Whatever that may mean to them.
For this next one, some of you reading this might like the idea of this fantasy because you won’t fully grasp the idea of it due to being inexperienced but that’s alright, I will do my best to explain to you.
This fantasy revolves around spoiling you, giving you everything you want and pampering you any chance he gets. With attention, words, gifts, necessities, physical touch and in sexual needs. Anything you can think of. The twist in this fantasy is you not being able to do any of this by yourself because no matter how hard you would try you would simply just fail. I am not saying that’s the truth, I am saying that’s their fantasy. Pampering you because you need to completely rely on them, having no other choice. Being obsessed even though you are in an unfortunate situation or might even desire freedom sometimes. It’s like this hopelessness that you have alone, almost as if you need them to be fulfilled in life. That no one else can give this to you, not even yourself.
I don’t think they have a slave kink, but it borders it. This is because they sometimes fantasies about you doing xyz in exchange for these things, like housework and so on.. but in a sinister way, not in a ‘my lovely stay at home wife/husband/partner’ kinda way. Not a ‘sugar daddy/mommy’ kind of way either. Imma be honest and just say I did not see enough things in my life to understand what exactly is going on, but I know for sure that they love power dynamics and want to be the one that’s on top. Figuratively and literally too.
For this one, if you ignored my first warning but you still read and happen to have trauma about physical abuse or domestic violence don’t read what I am about to channel next. Literally don’t. Ignorance is bliss.
We have entered level 10000000x of f*cked up. Their most messed up fantasy is them abusing you, to the point of you having bruises and feeling emotionally defeated. That’s not what turns them on. It’s the fantasy of regardless of this you keep on loving them. Going back for more and unable to leave them, and even letting them do whatever they want to your body. Though, in all these fantasies they do fantasies about having to chase you a little bit. So you not giving yourself easy and valuing yourself but still ending up under them is the main drive they have for this fantasy.
The craziest thing though, this mf seems pure, kind and very respectful. The perfect person to bring home. Well put together, clean, has a lot to offer and treats your family well. You would never think that these sort of things cross their mind. Yet they do.
I am willing to bet a whole tarot deck that many people reading this pile until here didn’t believe a single word of what I wrote down exactly because they appear so perfect and kind.
♡ ⢷ moodboard
— ✮⋆˙ wild thoughts - rihanna , red ropes & red string of fate (symbolism of differences) , virgo , someone is hungry rn , anger issues , ‘breaking dishes all night’ , tiktok edits , hallway crush , tiger/tigress , ‘Tom’ , tom foolery - lmao - , grey , silver jewellry , dreads , nonchalant but very kind , red fruits ? strawberries, watermelon, raspberries, passion fruit and aso on , cracking backs , spa asmr
Idk y’all this man/person is the devil. 😞 you are into what you are into, but do not stay near people who make you feel unsafe. thank you for reading
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pile three : - ballet shoes !
𐙚 : the chariot reversed, queen of swords reversed, the star, eight of cups reversed, four of wands, page of swords
bottom of the deck: knight of swords
♡ ⢷what will they like about your body
Let’s start with saying that you might think this person is cold or not interested in you but it’s the total opposite.
They want you so bad, and they try to not show it because they are ashamed of how bad they want you. Not because there is anything wrong with you but because they are so good at self discipline, not being influenced by anything too easily and just being a honest and just person. Yet, when it comes to you they cannot help but have these animalistic tendencies, they want to go nuts and have such rough sexual relations with you all while treating you like their Queen/King, pampering you with love and affection.
They don’t want to only make love to you, they want to worship you with every single second that passes. You have a hold on them that no body else have had before and they try to not make themselves look crazy in your eyes but they just want to kiss every inch and corner of your body. Even the ground you walk on. You are so perfect to them and they feel like they need to hide so that you don’t push them away. So you won’t think of them as a creep.
They love you as a whole, if you were to ask them what they find unattractive about you they would not have an answer. There is not a single thing that they deem as a flaw about you at all. They would be offended if you even dared to think that there is. In a sincere way too.
Like you could even believe, even for a slight second that there is anything that they don’t like about you? They would never deem anything about your appearance as a flaw.
And that is true! But they still have subconscious favourites I picked up on lmao,, Which is completely normal!
It’s your feet, your tummy, your fingers - might wanna suck on it idkkkk -, your overall figure, your veins, your waist, the outline of your private parts through clothes, the way that you carry yourself and if you have blue eyes then that.
Though, their favourite thing is none of those. It’s the tension in your body when you are turned on and you think you can hide it well but it still shows through your actions. How you move your legs and the way you rub your legs together, the shy look on your eyes all while you are nervous about people being able to tell how needy you are. It turns them on so bad they could single handedly recreate the Niagara fallls all by themselves, if you get what I mean.
Perhaps they would also enjoy how your own cum looks on your thighs after sex, after coming so much and not being able to control yourself. - I am sorry for the lack of better words. -
♡ ⢷their fantasies about your body
Honestly, they just have a worshipping kink when it comes to you.
They want to suck on your body. Your toes, your private parts - on your clit if you are a woman -, your thighs, your stomach - they wanna leave hickeys -, your hips, your waist, your chest, your collarbones, your arms, your shoulders, your lips.. they want it all.
Even if they aren’t into it, they want to do it just to please you. It turns them on because it’s you. They find you crazy hot, like they would go to the ends of the world and back for you.
Not a sub for sure, they rather read like a soft dom that’s very passionate, obsessed and in love with you. They can be a sub for the night if you want them to be though. Put a leash on them and they will go on all fours for you.
And if you don’t like that, that’s cool. They can slap you, pull your hair and go hard if that’s what you need them to do.
If you like regular sex only, that’s chill with them too.
For you, they are both a prince charming and a freak, just depends on what you need of them. They want to cater to your needs all while dominating you. Adoring everything about you.
The only thing they ask for in exchange is for you to be loyal and committed to them, because they sure are to you. Not a single other person on their mind at all. Fuck threesomes and anything else that involves bringing someone else other than the two of you in the bedroom, they only want you.
They could go crazy if you give attention to any other person too. Jealous person, adores devotion above anything else for sure. They are not afraid to leave you if you play games with them. Doesn’t even have to be cheating, but teasing. They love you but they don’t like things like that. They are grown. - Not my words bby, their higher self’s. -
Regardless, they don’t fantasise about you leaving them but rather overthink and worry they you might do so if you find someone else that better fits you. Someone you look at as beautiful, good and all the more compatible with you. This is their worry. - Probably bc of their past but most of you it’s just because they love you so much you are their weakness. -
Their fantasies revolve around pleasing you. Giving you their all. Trying out thousands upon thousands of things with only one another, just the two of you.
♡ ⢷ moodboard
— ✮⋆˙ ‘just the two of us, we can make if if we try’ , ‘i am vanilla baby, I will choke you but I am no killer baby’ , whipped cream , someone here has a mommy kink , curved eyelashes , clown masks , cherry red lipstick , tooth gems , blue whips , shy virgin who didn’t resonate with the kinky bits 🫵🏻 , painted toes! , coffin nails , 18
believe that you deserve good things instead of trying to convince yourself that I am lying to you. that one is very specific for one person not everyone <3<3 mwah my beautiful pile 3 you are so loved by this person I wish nothing but happiness for y’all! thank you for reading
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Hello!! How are you?? I hope you're doing good and resting enough 😊I wanted to request a synastry ship with another Thai actor..his name is Gemini Norawit. You can get his birth date and everything on net. Please don't share my information 💜 Thank you very much! Take care☺️☺️
@roseymess Thanks for requesting!! Ohhh, which drama of his is your favorite?? I was watching My School President as it aired but got busy with other things so I'm only about halfway through
ASPECTS
Sun Trine Sun: You’re similar in personality and have similar perspectives. You feel understood, appreciated, recognized, and affirmed by one another. You compliment each other.
Sun Trine Mercury: You communicate well. You just “get” each other. This is a problem-solving aspect and will be very helpful whenever things get rough. When the two of you put your minds together, you come up with positive solutions to problems. You will find that you think well around him and are more articulate and assured of what you say.
Sun Trine Venus: You bring out each other’s sweet side. You feel comfortable with each other and you get along seamlessly. You love being together because you make each other feel good and are both physically attracted. Acceptance and tolerance characterize the partnership.
Sun Conjunction Neptune: You feel connected to each other from the beginning. You are likely to fall in love very quickly. Deep understanding and acceptance flow naturally between you. You’re both highly sensitive to each other’s needs, moods, and feelings. This is a relationship where you can finish each other’s sentences.
Sun Sextile Pluto: You will have a platform to explore your deepest desires, fears, motivations, and truths through your connection with Gemini and that will test you both. He provides you with a lot of support and encourages you to pursue your ambitions. He is able to unconsciously identify your needs and respond to them in a powerful, usually positive way. The communication between you should be good - both verbal and nonverbal. You’re able to talk things out effectively, but you don’t always need to verbalize your thoughts and feelings. Somehow, he’ll just know what you’re thinking and feeling.
Moon Conjunction Jupiter: You evoke joy, hope, goodwill, and a sense of adventure in each other. So much so that you could also be easily induced to overdo and overextend yourselves in various ways. You are likely to stimulate a wealth of feelings in each other and a generally open-minded attitude. You probably want the good life and all that it implies for you. As a team, you can be a beacon of encouragement, hope, and positive influence wherever you go. Your most important lesson is balance and wise choices that not only enhance joy but also maintain a level of stability. The natural positive energy between you can provide endless resources and options when times get tough.
Venus Trine Mars: Your romantic relationship feels natural, affectionate, and a source of satisfaction and fulfillment. You are sexually attracted, well-matched in creativity, passion, and find it easy to express yourself. You appreciate the way you feel around him. The two of you blend very well together. It is unlikely that the feeling of being in love will ever fade completely, and it is likely that you will both see each other as someone very special and dear to you throughout your lives. Your relationship is definitely warm and romantic and very fulfilling for both of you.
Mars Sextile Uranus: Very adventurous and active relationship. Life will never be boring when you are together. You are more willing to experiment and go along with new ideas. Lots of sexual creativity and sex will never become dull.
HOUSE OVERLAYS
His Sun in Your 8th House: Magnetic attraction and you are deeply fascinated by each other. A deep connection that can be disturbing and unsettling at times. You both find each other mysterious and dark, and your instincts telling you to run just make you more infatuated. You want to know all of the other’s deepest, darkest secrets. Lots of emotional dependencies and both of you may be scared at first by how much emotion the other person stirs in you. If the relationship ends, it will be hard to let the other go.
His Moon in Your 6th House: He wants to take care of you and shows love by taking care of practical tasks for you. However, you may become overly dependent on him because he likes organizing everything in your daily life himself. If you’re very independent, he could become a bit of an annoyance. He is likely to pamper you a lot. Make sure his efforts are reciprocated and show him care in return. If you don’t, he may start to think you take him for granted.
His Mercury in Your 8th House: Good intellectual connection. You think similarly and have a mutual interest in certain topics. It’s easy to talk about taboo subjects together, such as sex, conspiracies, secrets, etc. You have similar views about the world.
His Venus in Your 8th House: Intense sexual attraction and a very romantic relationship. You find each other mysterious and fascinating. You stir emotions in each other that you never knew you could feel so deeply. Your deepest secrets slip out without you realizing it. You bring out obsessive and possessive behaviors in each other. It’s easy to talk about sex, death, and taboo subjects with each other. This connection is not for the fainthearted.
His Mars in Your 9th House: Strong desire to travel and learn new things together. He challenges your religious and philosophical beliefs. There may be a lot of arguments about these beliefs. Once he believes his thoughts about philosophy and worldviews are right and yours are wrong, it will be a struggle to get him to compromise.
His Jupiter in Your 11th House: Great for communication. You have a lot of things in common and quickly become friends. You are likely to meet through mutual friends or through mutual involvement in a group activity. He encourages you to step out of your comfort zone and expand your social circle with people you normally wouldn’t hang out with. He will introduce you to wealthy and influential people that can help your dreams and goals come true.
His Saturn in Your 9th House: If you don’t share the same views and values there may be a lot of tension between you two. You may feel restricted in this relationship and that he isn’t supportive. He wants to help you make solid plans for your future, but the way he goes about it can make you feel stifled. He acts as a teacher for you.
His Uranus in Your 5th House: Powerful romantic and physical attraction that comes on suddenly. He opens you to new ways of expressing love and creativity. You have a lot of fun together and give each other a lot of freedom. Unfortunately, these relationships can end up being short-term if there are not a lot of other stable aspects in the synastry chart.
His Neptune in Your 4th House: He can help you overcome any childhood traumas or past hurts. You give him comfort and security. You like reminiscing about the past together. You help each other heal.
His Pluto in Your 2nd House: He helps you increase your confidence and self-worth. He can also help you with your finances. He likes helping you manage your finances, but he may be a bit obsessive and judgmental over how you spend your money.
I hope you like it! Feel free to request again at any time~
hello there my lovely lovely requestee. so many apologies for just getting around to this, i hope you like it! it was really such a pleasure doing this for you. considering that this is such an old request i am happy to do another one for you when i open up my ships in the future.
but most of all i hope this ship gets to you at the perfect time xx
wren.
~idol~ kim seokjin (bts) 🌒
~aspects~
~pros~
sextile mercury ~ moon: Straight off the bat this is quite a beautiful aspect to possess. It indicates an easy-flowing sense of harmony, you both understand each other very well. It's also one where both of your energies bounce off of each other to create something greater. When other people find it hard to understand Jin you act as the interpreter, the person gifted with the ability to put his thoughts into words. As a result Jin feels that no one will ever have as big an understanding of his emotions as you do. Your mere presence helps Jin to become more vulnerable with himself. You have great communication as a couple, you have both created a safe space where you can both speak your mind.
In this case constructive criticism is actually appreciated, and while Jin really does appreciate it, since you have so much love and care for him you will feel like telling him what he wants to hear. Jin finds you so intellectual and that's part of the reason why he adores you so much, he sees a side of you that is funny, witty and unique. Overall, you really enjoy being in each others company. The connection between you is as real as it could ever be.
trine venus ~ mars: This partially relates to the first aspect mentioned above. Essentially any romantic feelings that are felt are strong and natural, you are also very sexually compatible. Despite this you still experience the textbook definition of falling and being in love. This aspect also indicates that the energy between the two of you is natural, if in the case your relationship doesn't work out you will still have a firm place in each others hearts. Overall, your relationship doesn't take that much work and you know how to please each other sexually. There's a lot to look forward to because the more physical aspects of your relationship are just as fulfilling as your romantic ones.
Jin is exceptionally good at initiating your more intimate moments, however, you both know how to please each other in bed.
trine pluto ~ chiron: A deep sense of healing and self-transformation will occur for the both of you once initiating your relationship. You happen to enter Jin's life at a moment where he really needed change or a way to overcome dark feelings of grief. You assist him in letting go and moving onto the right track in life.
sextile chiron ~ pluto: This just reiterates the points stated above.
sextile neptune ~ sun: You both complete each other, this statement has a lot of weight to it. You see, you definitely have a deep connection but you also really need each other in your lives. Upon meeting you both connect on an emotional level instantly, meaning your relationship has the potential to move very fast. You have this inner need to help Jin connect with is own emotions and open up to you on a more romantic level. Even if Jin is partially uncomfortable with the idea of this he still wants to remain as emotional support and a source of comfort so you feel comfortable enough to shine bright. Jin is very grandiose when it comes to showing his love for you and you definitely take to that immediately. You both just adore spending time with each other and sharing your dreams and life visions.
Another thing is that it won't take long for Jin to become utterly fascinated with the mysterious aura you give off. As a result of this Jin will find inspiration that he will then put into his creative works. You both share this unbelievably dreamy connection that results in a sex life that is as intense as your emotions. Jin would love to explore the physical aspects of your relationship while you just thrive on the deep feelings you feel for each other. This creates a certain type of magnetism that results in the two of you moving very quickly in your relationship.
trine neptune ~ jupiter: Be prepared for an eventful relationship! The two of you are quite positively addicted to each other, mostly because you have so many similarities when it comes to your spiritual beliefs, life philosophies and world views. This aspect also indicates an incredibly deep understanding of each other. Basically, when you combine your empathy and compassion with Jin's abundance of energy you get a relationship full of mutual understanding, support and forgiveness.
trine jupiter ~ uranus: Both you and Jin seem to be quite ambitious but one of the most uniting factors of your relationship is your creativity. Your relationship is a space where you both encourage each other to enhance your spiritual and philosophically. Though this aspect is quite diplomatic in nature it also signifies a relationship where you will experience so much laughter, joy and unexpected surprises. This aspect also indicates a potential challenge that the two of you will have to acknowledge. Since both of you are so open-minded and free-spirited there is a chance that the two of you experience a sense of restlessness or you may just become impatient. Additionally, you both enjoy travel and freedom to some extent so this creates a sense of instability in your relationship. In this case it is vital that you and Jin to find your own balance and stability. Though your relationship is the height of dreamy, you both need to remain grounded and approach life with realistic goals.
conjunct neptune ~saturn: Now, I have a tendency to mention the conjunct aspects under pros because while they do have some negative connotations you can still benefit from having conjunct aspects in your charts. There is a dynamic in this relationship, one where you are the emotionally driven one and Jin is the more rational one. This brings forward a noticeable risk where you are prone to manipulating him through your emotional reactions. Jin is aware of these emotional games that you sometimes play and he isn't a fan. However, this aspect means that even if it seems that you are both different in a lot of ways, you share an identical sense of love and emotional affection for each other.
Jin may seem more quiet in his emotions, but he still feels deeply. You may come across as the exact opposite where your emotions are highly dramatized. Regardless, you are still very attracted to each other. Your relationship will start as a result of your curious minds, you both wish to now more about the other person. This is a good aspect considering that if you put aside your differences and address your toxic traits you will experience a relationship where your deepest fantasies become a reality. This also creates a very deep and complex bond between the two of you.
conjunct pluto ~ north node: Wow, so if you thought your relationship was a powerhouse before wait until you hear about this aspect. In general, connections that include Pluto are some of the most powerful aspects out there. This also indicates a very strong attraction between the two of you. You have a very strong influence over Jin, mainly in areas relating to his career, life goals and potentially relating to his artist image, you will be his muse. This also backs up the idea that your relationship is one of transformation, one where you are both coming closer to being your true self. You happen to evoke strong emotions in each other, there is the potential for this to create conflict. You help Jin find his true purpose in life, you are a great sense of motivation to him. Despite your more emotionally driven ways you seem to be the one with the most power in the relationship. You are very attached to each other and your sexual attraction is very strong.
~cons~
opposition mercury ~ mars: This aspect supports what I've said throughout this ship, that there will be a dynamic where one is the more logical and the other takes the lead. If the two of you listen to each other and work together to problem-solve issues in your relationship things will work out smoothly. If you can't do this it will result in constant bickering, at the end of the day you really just need to start respecting each other and their differences. To some extent this is quite difficult for Jin to achieve since he is more focused on making progress in the relationship rather than discussing it.
You initiate most of the communication in this relationship and since Jin is so fixated with progress there will be moments where he actively ignores you. This creates more conflict since you will react by giving him the silent treatment, obviously this is a bad thing but it will truly hurt Jin because he will be without your perspective and insights that he deemed valuable.
square saturn ~ moon: This is another aspect that indicates that Jin will often feel limited by you, as a result Jin would have emotional outbursts which leads to him feeling like you are judging him for having such volatile reactions. You view Jin as being too sensitive and defensive at times, and since it seems like Jin is taking the centre stage with his emotions you feel like your emotions aren't heard or discussed. You basically feel like your relationship prioritises Jin's emotions and that it's all about him. You both just don't feel safe opening up. This aspect indicates the potential for a very extreme dynamic to take place. You may come across as being very cold and controlling at times or Jin can revel in his emotions and take notes from your book and resort to be extremely oversensitive and manipulative.
To fix this issue you must learn to understand and work with Jin's emotional temperament. Even if Jin forgets to think rationally he is completely valid for feeling such emotions. But you need to figure out how to understand Jin's motives and why he acts the way he does. This aspect signifies the need to seek a healthy medium where you truly understand each other since you both have such distinct ways of handling and processing emotions.
square saturn ~ jupiter: You need to pay particular to this aspect as it will do more harm than good to your relationship, despite this the conflict will be a result of a small matter. Yet again it seems that you both just have different perspectives regarding important issues in your shared life. Jin isn't that responsible, he approaches life in a super relaxed way. Even if this is the case Jin experiences mass amounts of luck and good fortune on an almost daily basis whereas you are hard working and don't seem to see as many results as him. This could create more instances of tension considering you both have such different ways of dealing with issues. You may come to be quite envious of Jin's luck and since you play it relatively safe in life Jin could perceive you as being too serious. On the whole you are both annoyed by each others traits but you both don't have the time of day to even try to tolerate these differences.
square jupiter ~ sun: This aspect is another one that indicates a difference in your philosophies and wider world views. You have moments where you see Jin as being incredibly self-centred or stuck in his ways. On the other hand Jin see's you as being incredibly unrealistic in your demands for him and life in general. You come across as lacking the ability to be realistic with your ideals. But as a duo you both act excessively, you may drink too much alcohol, overspend or spend too much time doing something that could have consequences if not handled properly. On the other hand, this could also mean that you spend far too much time together which results in emotional exhaustion. Between the two of you lies many a broken promise since you both expect too much.
square sun ~ mercury: Another aspect that indicates a conflict in opinions, but this also highlights the fact that you aren't the only one criticising your partner for being too sensitive and defensive. Jin sees you as being too much to handle emotionally, this also reiterates the fact that you think Jin thinks too much and hides what he truly feels, he often plans without actually following through with anything which really bothers you. But don't worry this aspect is easy to overcome if you are both willing to agree to tolerate each others habits and be more empathetic regarding how the other feels.
square venus ~ moon: Your attraction to each other is very strong but again you both express emotions in vastly different ways, there is also the potential for your love languages to be quite different. Another thing to note is that you don't take to each others love language which creates emotional issues in your relationship. It will come to a stage where the two of you still act like your relationship is successful even if you both know that it's coming to an end. You will start to argue more and more regarding very small and petty things instead of acknowledging the reason as to why you are so resentful of each other. In the earlier stages of your relationship you'll be so attracted to each other and will ignore any type of irritation you feel or bad aspect of your relationship. But strain will still appear out of seemingly nowhere since you don't express love in the same ways.
The attraction to each other will never die down, even if your arguments get worse and worse, but you still feel like something isn't right. Your relationship will start to feel so confusing because something so pleasant turned into a true love-hate relationship. Your moods sometimes don't match up and Jin may lash out emotionally while you are in a constant state of pulling away from him and seeking out people or things that are more pleasing to you.
square sun ~ saturn: Jin has the potential to be very judgemental and critical of you, obviously this creates huge conflict and you start to feel quite angry, hurt or will come across as seeming too sensitive. Jin can't understand why you would react in such a way and would accuse you of overreacting. If this continues you will start to notice that your confidence isn't as good as it used to be. The whole issue is a result of both of you reacting in an unconventional way, Jin is far too critical and you approach him by being way too emotional.
square chiron ~ venus: This aspect also indicates quite a drastic difference in personal views. This can come from many things but there is also a chance that the way Jin goes about love isn't what you need in life, you don't actually feel that warm or safe even if he shows some form of love and care towards you. This truly hurts you because Jin constantly hurts you by not loving you in an adequate way. There is also a chance that you will be extremely put off of Jin and the way he carelessly spends money. There is also something about his nature that makes you feel incredibly insecure and it is very difficult for you to calm down these feelings of inadequacy.
square chiron ~ neptune: Issues may arise while you are both seeking to heal and overcome triggers. Jin just doesn't have a firm grasp of his past wounds, so he will be more hurt and confused when you point out his negative traits that have stemmed from his bad past experiences, there is also a chance that you accidentally trigger him through your actions. He is very sensitive to his past hurts so you just have to act like someone who's broken his heart and it will really ruin him emotionally. He is very good at avoiding issues and will refuse to listen to the advice you give him about inner and emotional healing. Following this notion Jin will only ever point out your own insecurities and past wounds not address his. This leads to a relationship that has its fair share of co-dependency and blaming each other.
~house overlays~
his moon in your 5th house: This overlay creates a very stable foundation for your love to take flight. You arouse a strong sense of pleasure in Jin, in his eyes you are a magnificent piece of art, he feels that he is meant to be in love with you. He sees perfection in you even if you aren't perfect, his mind is foggy with the pleasure he feels when he is around you. Any walls that he puts up seem to fall away since he just wants to be enveloped in the emotions you make him feel. You are the definition of flattered by his affections, you display a huge sense of pride whenever you receive his compliments. Another thing is that both of you take pleasure in the emotional sides of your relationship. As mentioned previously you enjoy your time together and your dates are very fun.
your lilith in his 4th house: You assist Jin in moving past any negative attachments coming from his past these can be issues in a variety of areas such as any residual traumas, fears or co-dependent behaviour that he possesses. On the other hand he may see you as being quite unpredictable and intimidating, the result of this is a turbulent relationship. You both follow your instinct in your relationship, despite this seemingly irresponsible trait your relationship is exceptional when it comes to sexuality. Even if you don't mean it there is a potential that you might try to break or step over his boundaries or stir up drama in his home or family life.
your mercury in his 12th house: You have a kind of sixth sense when it comes to Jin, you just know what he is thinking most of the time. You may even understand his subconscious thoughts, things that he isn't fully aware of. Since you are able to sense so much this could lead to you becoming overwhelmed with everything. Depending on Jin's personal view he may welcome this or he may feel violated and like his thoughts never truly belong to him. This overlay has the potential to create slight paranoia if either one of you fear a deep and intimate connection.
his uranus in your 3rd house: Conversations with Jin are unlike any other, he introduces you to new perspectives and encourages you to be more adamant with self-expression. If you are open to this you will really benefit from this overlay, if not, you may feel like Jin's ideas are odd or unpredictable.
his jupiter in your 12th house: You possess a deep spiritual connection, this could be why you seem to have such an innate understanding of his deepest desires.
your saturn in his 5th house: Even though there is a chance for your relationship to be short-lived this overlay promotes the idea that your relationship is a long-term one. You see each other as the person that you will be with for the rest of your life, you are both very committed to making this relationship work out. You help Jin find his responsible side, he also becomes more dedicated to his passions in life. Addressing the negative side, this relationship has the tendency to seem cold and reserved. There isn't a guarantee that you will always be affectionate with each other or express that.
your jupiter in his 7th house: The overlay enhances any levels of attraction. Jin sees you as being charming, light-hearted and he generous, you admire his romantic appeal. He doesn't hide his compassionate and romantic nature, there is also a chance that you inspire Jin to show his caring side to the wider public. You help him to process his turbulent emotions, but he only has these moments because he is quite empathetic.
his mars in your 9th house: You are a danger to each others lives, you are a bad influence on each other and will casually lead each other along on dangerous life journeys. Regardless, you will both find this very attractive and its a source of creative inspiration for the two of you. On the negative side your relationship is prone to either of you feeling an inferiority complex.
your sun in his 12th house: Your relationship carries with it a sense of mystery. You see Jin as being fascinating and otherworldly, you have truly never met anyone like him. You have a strange fascination with Jin and you can't understand why you are so drawn to him. Your attraction to him is deep and goes against your better judgement. Jin is a man of mystery to you, you just can't read him and you find him to be quite unpredictable. You think that he doesn't understand you or approve of you. Your relationship is full of confusion, you just don't understand each other as well as you want to. You don't even know why you're still together.
your uranus in his 1st house: You bring a unique flavour to your relationship. With your influence Jin may feel compelled to change the way he dresses or alter his perception of self. You left quite the impression on Jin when you first met him, he thinks that there is something different about you, in other words he is charmed and finds you so attractive. Jin isn't a huge fan of your somewhat rebellious energy, he may see you as being unpredictable and a little strange. This can lead to a short relationship where both of you constantly feel anxious and uncomfortable around each other.
his venus in your 3rd house: Jin feels carefree and comfortable around you despite the pressure that your relationship has to be perfect. He feels like you don't ever judge him for being himself. On the other hand you love how uncensored Jin can be and the fact that he often seems warm and friendly. Both of you start off as really good friends, it's easy to talk to each other.
your north node in his 3rd house: Communication is important for the two of you, you encourage Jin to speak more freely and vice versa. The two of you often seek couple activities as a means of getting to know each other better, or you could just enjoy the times when you both speak about your destinies and the possible future.
his sun in your 2nd house: Jin truly cherishes you, he sees you as being so unbelievably valuable. In this case you are very perceptive and can feel that Jin wants something from you and you give in, even if what he wants from you isn't romantic. Depending on your personality you can come to love this or feel like you have to serve him most of the time.
your pluto in his 10th house: You take a strong interest in his idol career, you truly respect him and witness first-hand all his talents. Negatively you may try to control him and his career choices, since you can see ways that he can better his career. Another potential risk is that you may ruin his public image or ruin his reputation.
his pluto in your 1st house: This overlay also indicates a lot of passion and sexual attraction. Jin has the ability to help you transform many areas of your life, regardless, he comes across as being very pushy, bossy, dominating and controlling. Jin has a powerful presence and personality but if he uses his influence in the correct way he can help you find the confidence you've always wanted. Negatively this overlay indicates manipulation, obsession, a need for control and domination. Overall, you see Jin as being alluring, intense and drop dead sexy.
your mars in his 2nd house: Even if Jin is quite dynamic and exciting he appears to have a 'slow and steady' approach to life in comparison to you. You push Jin to be more energetic and take more action when it comes to his finances. This overlay indicates that one or both of greatly value the physical objects that you own, so obviously money is something that you both seek. Another thing isa that you may come across as being too touchy, like you have such a need for physical intimacy with Jin. But don't worry Jin craves your touch just as much.
your venus in his 1st house: You are so attracted to his physical appearance and you love being seen with him. However, you focus too much on how he looks and this makes could create a toxic dynamic where you like how he looks because it makes you look good. Jin is flattered by your admiration of him, you make him feel so graceful and beautiful, but overtime he could come to hate how shallow this whole thing is. Since he already has a high self esteem he would much rather be appreciated for more than his looks.
~final verdict~
Regardless of whether your relationship lasts or not it is evident that you both change each other for the better by inviting in many challenges that could make or break it. The most beautiful thing about this is that your love will never die for each other, so even if you have to be mature about it and part ways Jin will always have a place for you in his heart. There is a lot of potential for things to work out despite how volatile and chaotic your relationship is, but it is wise to approach this with a mature mindset so you don't lose sight of the love and care you do have for each other. You are so similar to each other, you're the perfect match but this doesn't guarantee a relationship free of stresses. Even if this relationship isn't meant to last as long as you wish it is still a valuable one and you will both continue to support each other for the rest of your lives. You will always be each others best friend at the end of the day.
In this tarot reading I will describe the beauty that you have and I will mixed it with some poems, things, feelings and situations that remind me of you.
Disclaimer: I do not consider beauty only as physical attributes.
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes...
PILE 1
Dear Pile 1,
Your beauty is sweeping and easily strikes the eyes of others at first glance. Your presence is strong as a furious river, people enjoy the scene and they are in awe at it. But the strength that the river has dissolves when they try to cage the water.
Your beauty is natural and pure as the liquid that gives us life; it cannot be replicated or forced at the will of others, it just comes from you, your presence and your soul. It's not the material but the energy that shapes it.
You are passionate, energetic and pure, what in the words of Sylvia Plath would be translated as “I am too pure for you or anyone", from the poem "Fever 103°.
In the same way as the damsel in distress when sad or overwhelmed, you hide yourself in the highest tower or in the lowest cave. Your beauty can just be encased by your own hand...and you do. Your fear that the show of your real self to the world will end in a lose of stability. You hide because you feel that showing your true nature and sweet but passionate soul will destroy your own world and the relationship that you have with others.
You hide under the presence of a basic person, fashion-like or behaviourally-like, but you beauty shines in the unconsciously curves of your cheeks and lips. There's something pleasuring and round about your lips that make your words sweeter and gentler than average. There's something about your back and position that could be beautiful too, stand straight and let other see you.
Your passionate and in that passion you are sweet and cute, just like the childish heroine of a story that never gives up.
Long legs, baby-like face, pouty lips, soft skin, limitless strength, adventures that you want to live and the passion when you speak half-baked of them. I'm not going to lie, for some, your beauty resides in your bad states, when they can take care of you as if you were something to fix or defend, but I do not think that's your beauty but what others find themselves attracted to.
Your beauty is not equalled to their attraction.
Stuff that reminds me of your beauty:
A Poem: My head a moon /Of Japanese paper, my gold beaten skin / Infinitely delicate and infinitely expensive. (Poem fever 103).
The flowing of a mighty river surrounded by grass.
The shaking pale hand of someone that has fought and won.
The elegant makeup of the Geishas.
The warm caresses of a loved one.
Knight of wands/5oW/The Chariot/10oC/5oP/4oS
PILE 2
Dear Pile 2,
You get things done. You are full and complete on your own, independent and capable. There's nothing that you can not resolve, you are efficient, strong and powerful. A scopio, pluto dominant or 8th house energy on your natal chart?
You are so beautiful on your own, so successful and victorious. Your willpower and your resistance towards adversity have created the most polished part of yourself, just like a diamond. If I have to be honest, it's not just your resistance but also your search of fights for truth and new adventures. The need to discover new things.
You are openminded and know that with a simple and small discovery, the perception of your reality can change in seconds, that's why, often, you feel that you do not belong to places or "homes" but that you are your own home. Your ideas and mental world is the only place you should be comfortable with.
There's also a characteristic of foreigner to your beauty, you could travel a lot or be "exotic" to others, in the sense of being different from them, physically and mentally. You are not a copy of the current societies but a mix of everything (past, present and future) and that's why others are intrigued by you, they want to learn about this composition. I would bet for a little bit of aquarius is in your natal chart, I guess.
You are clever and curios about everything what makes other being intrigued by you as they do not know what to expect. They can not tag you in one social group, you are way more than just that.
You do things with security, your hands do not shake in front of others and I would say that you are also quite social as you want to learn about everything, like a bee that goes from flower to flower, you go from person to person.
Piercing eyes, beautiful eyebrows, a nice chest, some of you could have a voluptuous body, an accent when speaking, and knowledge that extends for miles.
Stuff that reminds me of your beauty:
The sword of Arthur Pendragon, Excalibur.
The satisfaction after a job well-done.
The mist of the forest before the faes appear.
“For she had eyes and chose me.” (William Shakespeare, Othello)
"fuck it I love you" by Lana del Rey.
The World/ The Chariot/ The Fool/ Knight and king of Wands/ King of Swords
PILE 3
Dear Pile 3,
I fear that some of you are unable to see your own beauty. The cards that I got are unpeaceful and represent fights and loses.
Nevertheless, let's start with the reading. Your beauty is different from the rest, I like the way that you do not want to be exactly like the others. I applause you for not following the trends, the viral products and the fast-clothing industry. Your best quality is the uniqueness and respect for your natural state. Somehow, I believe that this is also one point of hurt for you, because you are not like the others, so you feel less...but, in my opinion, it lifts you higher than others.
To have an opinion of your own under a society that push us more often to have a single mindset is of respect and admiration.
Following the last idea, you are someone with spark, with cleverness, someone that has great ideas and potential that you can develop endlessly. You are a pool of ideas full of different points of views that need growing and development, a little bit of Gemini/ Sagittarius energy on your natal chart, no?
These ideas are not developed to the end, I think you jump around and start a lot of ideas that do not end up in a solid project, but that does not stop you from enjoying it nevertheless. I feel that there's two types of people: the ones that focus on just one thing and the ones that know a bit about everything. You are the second one, and in it resides your beauty.
Curious, fighter, powerful, with potential and creativity. Soft and uniform skin, probably short height but with a good posture, hands that are warm and search for the touch of others, lover of animals, young but wise. You may decorate your hair with caps, bows or similar. That's your beauty.
Stuff that remind me of your beauty:
Jeanne d'arc - Albert Lynch
The soft fur of animals like a horse or a deer.
The coldness of a knife close to the neck of the main character carried by their "enemy". (Enemy to lovers AU fr).
The endless routine of the sun (sunrise and sunset).
The smell of an old book.
5oS/2oW/The Tower/ 8oS/7oW/Page of Pentacles
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