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sharing my frustrations and happiness in life

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i'm back here pero hindi dahil malungkot ako hahaha i just want to explore ang tumblr kasi dati nung bata ako, di ako nagkaroon ng chance

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paano ba makahanap ng tumblr friends? Hahaha parang gusto ko lang makalayo ngayon sa hs and college friends ko

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one of those nights

i listened to Moira’s Paubaya today, which is more than a year since it was released. 

i still cried, i still thought of you, i still wanted to know why

but this time, i didn’t feel sad anymore because you’re no longer mine, i felt sad because i allowed you to end things without even explaining everything to me

i felt sad because i couldn’t even tell you that i forgive you for hurting and leaving me

i felt sad because i really wanted to hug you one last time in person but because i was too hurt, i couldn’t even look at you

i felt sad because after all these years, i still think about your happiness and i can’t think about mine

i felt sad because i still feel that i don’t deserve to be loved

i felt sad because i feel so lonely and i can’t even demand more from my friends or family

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tick tock and i look outside

hands of time moving with haste

as if my body could not follow anymore

because of those stupid on top

stomping on the vulnerable

when is this going to stop?

people, time to register!

register to vote

for it shall give us power, voice, and hope

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Honey chipotle boneless wings

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“My life, my situation, and the ups and downs I’ve been through. I’d like you to respect that.” - Dongbaek

When the Camellia Blooms

This Kdrama was praised by people. It even received the Baeksang Arts Award Grand Prize in TV which is why I thought to myself, “I must watch this to see what people are talking about.” Now, I’m at Episode 14 of 20! 

I must say, at first, it was all slow (and kind of boring). But, it has this effect on the viewer that makes him/her watch one episode after another.

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a heart-warming question for Lee Ji-An

Aaaaaa!! My Mister is a must-watch!! It’s sad, but it makes you look at life a bit differently. See the screenshot? That line must sound boring and unimportant, but it’s amazing how the production made this so moving. So you have to watch it ‘til the end! 

Btw, this is about how “pitiful” people found light in one another’s presence. It also highlighted how amazing and precious all relationships are. Because sometimes, people come into your life either to save you or to be saved by you.

Let us all find our peace and cheer up!

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are we too much of an idealist?

I had a conversation with my father during breakfast about a tiny part of sustainable living. But then, all his arguments sounded so selfish. And the most annoying part is that I can’t even defend what I stand for.

So, one part is that people should limit buying fast fashion and instead, should buy clothes of quality to lessen waste in the clothing industry. My mistake while saying this is that I forgot to indicate that this is applicable to those who are able. My father answered that in his opinion, you don’t need high-quality clothes to make it last, but rather just care for it, or maybe make use of it later on even if the color fades. But, that doesn’t apply to all people. I told him that not all people have that mindset, and his answer made me all frustrated.

“The world is going to end anyway. Don’t worry about people who don’t do the same actions you do for the world. Only one being can fix the world. Jesus.” 

Although I believe Jesus, I told him that we, as humans, could still better the world. We were placed here to care for it, to manage resources in a way that will not compromise the needs of the future generations. But he just brushed it off and told me that we are being too idealistic.

Ha! I’m still frustrated with how older people see the world, how they manage to stay apathetic, how they hate people of color and members of the LGBTQIA+, how they identify themselves as religious when all they do is hate on people who do not have the same beliefs as them. I am so fed up with this world, with the people, with the system. 

I love my father, yes, but I am so pissed at the system that made him think this way. 

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Ha! The government really has a knack for making people’s lives miserable, no?

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“US President Donald Trump? They can’t control fake news anymore.”

-Prime Minister Koo, The King: Eternal Monarch

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Black Lives Matter.

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Black Lives Matter.

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

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i’ll just put it here

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The memory of you comes in bits and pieces from time to time. Maybe that’s why they say, “You can never unlove a person, you just love them differently after the pain.”

Hatred eventually blossomed into a peaceful and calming feeling. 

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overwhelming scenes

I’ve been watching How to Get Away with Murder with my parents. And, what people are saying is true! Once you start, your mind gets all juggled up and you can’t seem to stop thinking about what will happen in the next scenes aaaaaaa

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Korean dramas keep me sane.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Everyone’s personality is a sum of defense mechanisms they have adopted to survive any situation.

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who doesn’t like sunsets?!