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Student • Mom • Baker • 420 • Gamer

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Today is August 8, 2020. I woke up around 4:30 am this morning and my body aches, fever, and shivering scared me. I don't normally feel that way. But I can keep anything in my stomach, I feel like I've been spinning around in circles, and the headache I have is horrific. I'm seeing my doctor tomorrow morning to see what's wrong. I seem to have the majority of the symptoms for the virus but I'm still hoping it's just stress and nothing to worry about. Wish me luck I don't have it.

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Wow! Almost the end of the year! Freaking crazy! It's been awhile since I've said anything but I'm writing out some things about what I've been up to, what I've accomplished, AND what I've failed at. Possibly a hint at someone special in my life!

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We all have that 1 drawer!! Lol #randomthoughts #goodmood #lol #thatonedrawerinthekitchen #potatomasher https://www.instagram.com/p/B0MHV_kH30Z/?igshid=btxf8ofu2hq3

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Passed my Health class! 🤗 I'll admit I didn't really study like I was supposed to and it went by so fast! #healthclass #summer #ipassed #didntstudy #lol #sohappy #funclass #nerdgirl #portervillecollege (at Porterville, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0K83whHrSu/?igshid=38affd237nh5

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What is this?

As you know, I've been talking to a very different, but very intriguing person lately. I just really like how he's so encouraging towards my schooling and constantly reminding me that I can do what I put my mind to.

We already had a really late-night convo and I lost track of time...that's how mesmerizing it was. It was nothing sexual but no one has worked my mind the way he did. What can I expect next? All I know is that I'm super excited to meet him! And I can't wait!!!!

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Hmmm....

I started talking to this really nice guy on SC. He sounds really sweet and respects my boundaries. He actually intrigues my mind. He wants to talk and we have some good competition going on with sports. I like how he talks to me and makes me feel wanted. I know I said I don’t need a man to complete me but I do like feeling wanted every now and then, especially when I haven’t felt great about myself in a long time. Anyway, he lives in the same town as me, is 34, and has a steady job. We got to talking so well the other night, we stayed up until about 4:30 in the morning. We were talking about everything, like what we’ve already gone through in our lives, how we think it’s changed us, he keeps encouraging me to stay positive when I told him that school was getting the best of me, and we even both understand that we both have kids and we’ll have to see how this comes to be before anything is ever said to them. I’m excited for this. I really am. 

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Crazy Week

This week has definitely been a crazy one. I saw someone I haven’t seen in about 7 years. It was fun to catch up and reminisce. The other thing that has finally come to be is finally finishing filling out my divorce papers. I’m going to file them on Monday. It has been almost 3 years in the making. I miss being happy and being myself. 

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Yesterday, I had to take my black cat, Buttons to the vet because he couldn’t urinate at all. Well, sadly, he had to be put down. He had developed cystitis and I guess it is very common in male cats. My family had him for two years. He had a difficult little life, as he was catnapped when he was about a year old and was gone for a week. I don’t know what happened to him in that time period, but when he managed to come back to us, we knew something had happened. Someone had hurt him. But with some extra love, he learned to trust his family. He was an amazing little cat. I love and miss him so much! My daughter beautifully made this video with pics of him, in his honor. I loved it and I thought I’d share it. 

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Productive Day

I had a very productive day today. I finally started (I’ve been putting it off for about 2 wks now) my presentation for health class on Kawasaki Disease. I got the majority done and now just need to add a few details and pictures. It’s not finished, but what do you think?

I also managed to get in some gaming on Paladins. I was really happy about that since the battle pass is ending in about 10 days. Almost have all the challenges done to get some new titles so I’m excited!

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Earthquakes All Over!

This has been a crazy 4th of July holiday! For the ones who don’t know me, earthquakes don’t really scare me. I know it’s a part of life in Cali. Well, to feel all these over the course of about 2 days is a little scary. Yesterday, when the big one hit Ridgecrest, I was baking for the holiday. Mind you, I didn’t feel it the way Ridgecrest did, but damn, that was a little intimidating. I’ve had to question whether to get out of my house or ride it out a few times. I’ve gone through many earthquakes in my life but none so many in a short time period. I hope everyone wishes Cali luck cuz I think she’s gonna need it!

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Ugh

I’ve been putting off studying since my summer class started. I’m not into learning about the class I’m taking because I’m not going into the health field. But it’s only for 2 more weeks, so fingers crossed I get my ass in gear and pass it. 

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Wow!!

Ok...so I was having some financial problems recently and was complaining I could not find a job. Well, fast forward to yesterday, I have a job, I can do it and work around my classes, and it’s on campus too! I am so happy that I can now breathe a little bit easier.

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She likes to smoke weed and mind her own business.