Dying from lack of attention but in a hot way

I'm not a person I'm just PTV lyrics glued together.

[rotten-zombieeee]

Hiii making a pinned post.

My side blogs:

My Fallout side blog: https://www.tumblr.com/radiation-poisoning-sucks?source=share

My webcore themed blog: https://aslowwebsite.tumblr.com/?source=share

My Carrd:

Zombieeee's Carrd

meow

[papayajuan2019]

what are three thousand things you associate with me

[takofukkatsumi]

Reblog this and tell me what was your biggest crying over a piece of fiction. You can be vague if you don't want to spoil.

[gayvampyr]

it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kids’ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like “enjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best it’s gonna get”. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worst thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? i’m tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 she’ll be so depressed she’s just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids don’t need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, it’s a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future that’s worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and i’m about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. i’m sorry you hate your life but you don’t get to dump your issues on these kids. don’t piss me off and leave these babies alone!

[jakegyllenhaalsteeth]

hi mutual who’s cooler than me hi hi please don’t shoot me with a gun

[igayorhm]

It's so weird to me that blocking has turned into such a serious thing only reserved for if someone did something wrong. I witnessed some discourse a few months ago around some content creator blocking someone and it blew up. They were harassed for "blocking someone for no reason". And I was like ??? cause there was a reason. They simply didn't want to see the blocked person's posts.

Blocking does not have to be some big gesture. I block people for being assholes but I'm also willing to block someone for giving a dumb take about my fav character. I've blocked people because I was tired of seeing their posts in a tag I'm browsing. I've blocked people who had opinions I agreed with but they were an ass about it. I've blocked people simply because I didn't like their personality or the vibe they gave off.

It's not that deep. You don't have to save blocking for "bad" people. If it brings you peace then do it. I promise you that you'll enjoy your internet experience much more if you block instead of engaging with the thing that's upsetting you.

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

i could be your deadbeat tumblr mutual

[koiagain]

"Employment" big scam. Big scam to distract You from what matters,posting on Ur tumblr blog at 3am

[rad-roche]

something i've noticed anecdotally is sometimes people will make a significant investment/upgrade in a hobby (higher quality paints, a better microphone, better software, ect), and then often take an extended break from, or drop, the hobby entirely almost immediately after. i wonder what it is about the better materials that does this. increased pressure to do it 'right' after a significant investment, or access to better materials not providing an immediate and tangible skill up which can be disheartening? this isn't a judgement or anything i just find it interesting. it's hard out there

[koiagain]

museum date but i spend the whole time crying over the concept of history and time

[chellustrates]

i went ham... i missed my kids..

[not-seppukku-deactivated2023120]

don't want to sound like a perv, but i'd like to know how you are and how was your day

[jewag-only]

//suicide

wonder if rose made empty suicide threats to her friends like she does to mom. i wish her self destructive tendencies were brought up more by the fandom. lowkey a vent so i dont care if this is ooc if im gonna be honest. i just wanted smt to work on for awhile

EDIT: i was really suicidal when i made this so if you could refrain from criticizing it in the comments that would much be appreciated. you can do that with my other works but not with this one. i genuinely just dont care if it is good or not and enough people have told me i didnt meet the bar and i dont careeeee!!! please stop

EDIT AGAIN!!!: you do not have to worry about me! i am on antidepressants now and this was made i want to say a month ago...? my queue on here is suuuuper behind. im doing fine!!!! i got help ♡ if you are feeling this way also i STRONGLY suggest you seek council too because someone loves you i am positive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[jewag-only]

ppl saying they never saw rose as suicidal almost annoys me because i feel like you have to actively dislike her to not realize it. roses friends get concerned when she stops responding for like an hour or two. why else would they do that if she wasn't mentally ill

i know aradia wasn't talking about roses suicidal thoughts obviously just destructive impulses and self harm go hand in hand i think. wait the character who didnt care if she lived or died was..........suicidal .....? wh-what..... i need to sit down for a second.

ok i am being obnoxious i just love rose lalonde and barely anyone else does

[willgrahamscock]

how it feels to be surrounded by perverted mutants

[troywagner]

How did you find out you were bi

They sent me a notice in the mail

[imjunebitch]

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

[herssian]

online numbers can really fuck you up when it comes to your creative work because you're sharing something you worked on with all your heart but it's very important to remember there's actual people behind those numbers. even if it's 1. that's one whole actual person. that's a human being who said "haha nice". that's a connection with a REAL person with a REAL life and REAL thoughts and feelings and experiences. like. damn. that should mean something