hardcore loser

welcome to the dumpster fire of all my interests and obsessions

[energyprison]

Having a job is an awesome way to stay hydrated because you get so bored you start drinking water just for a little excitement

[richonnefan50]

[charl0ttan]

you could just hit other people as a kid

[aro-ace-culture-is]

aroace culture is having so much love for everyone, I could never dedicate it all to just one person!

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[gitalock]

doodles

[sylvanitchi]

looks at you like this

[2colde]

how having to do work at your job feels

[maxxie-or-smth]

my future is tomorrow i'm scared

[moldy-gutz]

Whitaker kills a rat with his bare hands and Langdon looks at him like that, alright homotron 3000 pack it up you’ve got a wife and kids at home

[merlepsblog]

Gerran saying that Whitaker lets people trauma-dump on him, to deflect from having to reveal his own feelings, but "doesn't commit to relationships" himself is so fascinating and opened a completely new door to his character that I hadn't really considered before. Because it's true that it's not as simple as Whitaker being a pushover and letting people take advantage of his kindness, no: Whitaker actively invites that by turning himself into a kind of chameleon, like a siren who appears to people in exactly the shape they need him to be.* For Robby, he is the perfect student, the one he feels safe to put his trust in, like a malleable male Galatea that Robby can mold into the ideal doctor who will carry on his legacy.

For Santos, he is the brother she needs, someone who allows her to express her affection through insults and teasing without threatening to leave her for who she is, because they are family.

For Javadi, he is the gossip girlie, a friend her own age that she desperately needs, someone to vent her frustrations to without the pressure to perform beyond her years.

For Ogilvie, he is the confident, mild-mannered teacher, someone with little ego but a lot of life experience he is willing to share. For Amy, he is a man, a protector, a strong shoulder, someone who takes care of her family and performs the physical labor her husband was supposed to do. And then, there's Langdon, who (without perhaps realizing) also has a role in mind he wants Whitaker to play ... and God, it's so bewildering and strange and also incredibly juicy to think that something about Langdon, of all people, wakes in Whitaker the urge to reject, for the first time, a label someone else is trying to put on him, someone that makes him want to be seen for who he is, not for what other people can project on him. And I really, really want to know why that is.

Inspired by this interview

*(Supernatural fans will know which episode I'm referring to)

[notholaenas]

"i'm sorry about him too"

[hiveswap]

Not now, kitten, m- da- m- your parental figure is in the middle of a gender crisis

[gayvampyr]

if you want to dress gay but aren’t sure how, you need to focus more on finding clothes you actually like and that make you feel good when you look in the mirror. develop your style independently of what you think looks gayest and trust the homosexuality will follow. it goes where confidence and self acceptance are

[pbeeanjay]

i need you

[fabuki]

couldn't get the idea of cas having angel wings around his head out of my head

[worldworldworldworld]

"Caramel listening to her ipawd", 2007

[pansyfemme]

tonight we smoke music