♱⸝⸝ Rot ⸝⸝𓉸

18 ⌖ it/he 𐂯 Rage Blog 𐂯

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── ˖𐕣 Rot

⌖𓏻 18 ─ it/he ˖

⌖𓏻 BPD ─ DID ˖

content warning

𓉸 BYI ─

⌖𓏻 you don’t know me, if you think you do, or you think a situation is about you, no you don't and no it isn't.

⌖𓏻 I use this blog for screaming bitching and crying, and some of my posts might sound insane. 

⌖𓏻 my tags are insane, I just didn’t wanna put effort into giving them fancy names

𓉸 DNI ─

⌖𓏻 endogenetics & radqueers

⌖𓏻 just don’t be a creep 

𓉸 Content Warnings ─

⌖𓏻 descriptions / depictions of delusions, selfharm, violence

⌖𓏻 mentions of abuse & sa

⌖𓏻 mentions of drugs & medications

⌖𓏻 obsessive / general unhealthy behaviors

♯˖Intro ─   𓉸༝ rotting meat 𓏻⌖

♯˖Posts ─   𓉸༝ speaking 𓏻⌖

♯˖Rants^Vents ─   𓉸༝ bitching 𓏻⌖

♯˖Angry posting ─   𓉸༝ raging 𓏻⌖

♯˖Clinical posting ─   𓉸༝ going crazy 𓏻⌖

♯˖Obsessive posting ─   𓉸༝ ayanocore 𓏻⌖

♯˖Yearning posting ─   𓉸༝ pathetic behavior 𓏻⌖

♯˖System posting ─   𓉸༝ larp disorder 𓏻⌖

♯˖Alter posting ─   𓉸༝ assholes 𓏻⌖

♯˖Reblogs ─   𓉸༝ plagiarism 𓏻⌖

♯˖Asks ─   𓉸༝ interrogations 𓏻⌖

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streaming to my friend and I clicked on a dm

he saw me talking about him and my love for him

i think I have to kill myself

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new blog theme who cheered!!!

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rebranding ❤️

new profile and intro coming soon ❤️

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"your trauma is not my fault"

okay but it is your fault when you trigger it you fucking moron

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I might as well ruin everything for myself before I get excited that something might work out for once

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not fucking with the current theme anymore, it doesn't feel hateful and angry enough yk?

new profile... soon... most likely...

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19 notifications from the same blog

should I be scared and concerned?

e; nvm looked through their posts. that's just me but in another font. hi twin!!! hi!!! waves so big, waves, hi!!! heart emoji smiley face

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being so madly in love with someone that you can't have is excruciating

oh my fucking god words cannot express how much I love him, my feelings for him surpass anything I understand.

my chest hurts thinking about him it's not even funny, my head starts spinning and I get warm.

KILL ME NOW!!!

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tw

ts genuinely sending me into a mental breakdown

I keep remembering things I've trusted people with, things I am so ashamed about myself I want to kms over it. I got shamed in a server for these things, people I trusted with the most disgusting parts of myself told an entire server

it's not my fault I'm like this, it's not my fault I think those things, I don't want to, it's not like I asked for it

it's not my fault

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friendly fucking reminder people aren't required to tell you shit. you aren't entitled to information especially when people aren't ready to share it.

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tw

I'm genuinely just going to kill myself. I would have said why I was upset eventually but no I had to be fucking pressured into it.

you've seen people do that to me before, you've seen people use things I have trusted them with against me before. I don't understand why you would do that.

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can't even talk my shit because then it's "baiting" 🫩

yeah well here's your bait!! because I know damn well you'll send people after me!!! just like people have done to me before

I love when people prove me right!

"just communicate" yeah because that's worked so well for me, actually, for us, so well in the past!!! hasn't it!!!

couldn't just fucking say sorry, no you had to go and throw my mistakes in my face. you had to go dig through my posts and get mad at me, instead of just listening to what I have to say. you cared more about the fact that I said something about you on my blog, than what I was upset and hurt over.

"you're directing your posts at me!!" yeah ykw I am, I am now, here are multiple posts just for you!!! just about you!!! all yours!!! isn't that great aren't you so happy I'm giving you what you want? oh my god more things you can use against me!!! more things you can point out instead of listening to why I'm upset!!!!

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I don't even feel safe on my account anymore because I just know he's going to look for it, even though I blocked him 🫩

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suggestion, if someone tells you why they're upset with you, don't throw things they've done in their face.

"I'm upset about this"

"well idk why you wouldn't come to me you told me you don't like when people post about problems, and you've done this in a vent channel before. Hypocrite!!!"

fucking insane!!! you don't get to remind me about things I've done and have owned up to before, after I tell you what I'm upset about. ESPECIALLY since I worded I as nicely as a could, and we all know how bad I am at that!!!

tried my best and got my mistakes thrown in my face, Jesus fucking Christ.

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the amount of times I've trusted someone with sensitive information about myself, and then they use it against me, is fucking insane.

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made a safe place for myself and it's not even safe anymore.

doesn't matter who I block, I have a feeling they'll find me either way.