its just insane to me that you can watch the entirety of twin peaks and come to the conclusion that audrey and dale should've been together. this show is about how dangerous it is for men to think that they are entitled to women and will place romantic/sexual relationships above all else. leland kills laura because he thinks he has ownership over her as both a father and lover. leo controls shelly because he sees no value in her beyond being a servant to him. audrey's own father does not pay a shred of attention towards her because he cannot love her like he loved laura. dale is the only man who has ever treated audrey with respect and he knows it. audrey conflates his care with romantic affection, and whilst she is genuinely in love with him, it's misguided because she has never had anyone, especially a man, be so considerate towards her. dale is the figure all these women so desperately needed in their lives, a man who cared for, understood, and respected them. he never put his personal wants above what audrey truly needed: a friend and guardian.
BILLY HARGROVE SUCKS!!!!!!! HES RACIST! HES ABUSIVE! HE ASSAULTED LUCAS AT 13! HIS SACRIFICE DIDNT REDEEM HIM AT ALL ACUTALLY AND HE WOULDVE DIED ANYWAY!!! HE MADE MY ANGEL SUFFER!! IDC IF HES HOT
phew i feel better! where’s the billy hate club at 😅
I honestly believe that stack is the type of nigga to get out of jail and not even see his family first or kids he gotta go to his favorite girl and gets some pussy then be a family man
Smoke will definitely wait until his kids are asleep to start being a horny frog and i fully believe he's grunter and he doesn't like dirty talk and Annie's more so talking filthy
stack talks nasty + he loves women with "hoe" jobs if that makes sense like he likes only fans girls and strippers he likes women that know what they're doing but with him starting acting like it's their first time again
stack has a conquering kink he likes women that know what they're doing to start going dumb over him during sex like squirming crying the whole 9
he also has women with master's degrees crying over his felon ass
elias "stack" Moore x Virgin! black! reader? Pleasee pookieeeeeeeeeeeeee?
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honeysuckle ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ elias “stack” moore
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warnings
implied sexual content, but no explicit smut, still mature. childhood lovers, mentions of virginity; being a virgin. moments of longing + pining, soft obsession, possessive tenderness, romance, african american reader; black representation— reader is actually kind of sweet with a little bit of bite. takes place in the 1930s, language heavy; cursing. written in a southern tone.
authors’ note
wasn’t sure if this was to be a smut or not, almost made it into one. it took everything in me to stop writing just in case this was supposed to be a more pg-13 request. but let me know if you’d like a part-two continuation, smut or regular. this was actually a very cute idea. otherwise here you are. and hope you like — starliis 🐣.
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Silk draped across skin like a secret, catchin’ the honeyed light of dusk—as if it, too, was in love with the way it moved. There was music playin’, smooth like buttermilk biscuits but still so delicate, a sound so tender that it made the soul sway without askin’, like it’d been waitin’ a lifetime for that one tune. This feeling was something only the blues could give, as it gathered folks to the old saw mill soon as the sun kissed the lake— rakin’ the sky in colors not quite of this world.
It was an end to over a thousand beginnin’s.
One of which started tonight.
From the very moment you stepped into openings of that juke joint, oozin’ confidence, glowin’ with an innocence that reminded folks of honeysuckle berries—pretty as a picture, sweet to the scent, but not meant for just any mouth to taste. People whispered, wonderin’ how someone like you was still walkin’ this world unclaimed— unmarried, yet untouchable in a way that didn’t ask for walls, just carried its own hush of reverence. It wasn’t ‘cause you wanted to be alone, but ‘cause your heart hadn’t found the right hands to open for. It’d take a certain kind of man— the kind who could hold fire without flinchin’, who’d see the softness in your strength and know not to take it for granted.
And that man lingered just past the doorway, deep in the hum of the ‘mill, waitin’, watchin’— without even knowin’ what for.
Adjustin’ the shawl sittin’ just right ‘cross the slope of your shoulders, you stepped through the threshold with blessings straight from Cornbread himself. That man—Lord, he was a trip. Let out a holler of a laugh, deep and rich from his belly, soon as he laid eyes on you. Tipped his hat gentle-like, as if his sweet wife ain’t just hosted you for supper the night before. Still, he stepped aside all proud and beamin’, holdin’ that door open wide like he ain’t seen you step out in years.
The lights was low, castin’ a soft, golden hush ‘cross the room like honey poured slow. Folks was gathered tight—dancin’, playin’ cards, laughin’ loud, flirtin’ louder. The air smelt of battered fish and temptation, fried crisp in old grease and sweet talk. It was a sight, no doubt. A joint made just for y’all—your kinfolk, your people; brothers, sisters, cousins by blood or by bond.
Since this mornin’, there had been rumors running ‘round town— just some hush talk ‘bout how the Smokestack Twins rolled back into Southern Mississippi, pockets heavy, strings pulled tight like fiddle wire. They’d been spewing something ‘bout bringing a place like this to life. Them boys brought it to life, alright. Though, it hurt havin’ to find out from a friend instead of them, themselves. But that’s just the lay of the land, ain’t it? Smoke probably ran off to scoop up Annie first chance he got, and Stack—well, who even knew where that man drifted off to.
But it was never Smoke you itched to see.
It was always Elias Moore—though the whole neighborhood knew him in the streets as Stack—that your heart leaned toward.
That man was born for trouble, carved from it, even. And you’d known him near half your life. Him and his twin, both wild as a brushfire with a bottle of moonshine. And you? You were the still water they never could settle on. Didn’t make sense to folks, but y’all fit like dusk slippin’ over a quiet lake. Still, truth be told—your feelin’s for the feistier twin ran deeper than any friendship had a right to. He was all fire and fury, that one. All restless hands and reckless love. And Lord help you, you loved every damn flicker of it. The way he burned for life, for loyalty, for his people—it pulled at somethin’ deep in you. Made your chest ache in a way that felt more like a hymn than hurt. But he was untouchable. And if we bein’ honest? So were you.
Two souls built up like fortresses, darlin’. And nobody ever figured how to climb ‘em. Not that it mattered, in the end. On a summer so hot the air felt like molasses, they up and vanished. Gone. Just like that. It’s been six, maybe seven years now. Not a letter. Not a whisper. Just silence and longing because of course you missed him. But you understood. And now—he’s back.
Glancing ‘round the room slow, you take it all in, then make your way to the bar. A smile pulls at your lips soon as you see Annie behind it, servin’ up drinks with that sweet-as-peach-pie grin.
“Care to tell me why your fine ass is slavin’ behind that counter ‘stead of two-steppin’ with me out on the floor?” Your voice cut through the music, teasing warm and easy, as you leaned your elbow on the bar.
The lights caught the gloss of Annie’s smile before she let out a laugh—rich, familiar, and just what your heart needed. She wiped her hands on a towel, tossin’ it to the side before steppin’ ‘round the counter and pullin’ you into a long, bone-deep hug. Now this woman right here—was the perfect picture of beauty, grace, sugar and strength wrapped up in soft curves and a quiet fire. Y’all had history, marked by years of walks that lasted through different points in life. She was family, at this point, in every way that mattered.
She sighed against your shoulder, voice tinged with affection and just a lil’ irritation.
“Mm. You know how Smoke is—,” she drawled, rollin’ her eyes as she stepped back. “That man could talk me into doin’ just ‘bout anything.”
“Well, he’d better find someone to cover your shift in the next hour or so. I need my dance partner—,” you give her a subtle wink, that was playful and bright.
She gave you a look then—one of those deep, sister-to-sister kind of looks that went right past the surface.
“Now you know damn well you ain’t here for me.”
Lifting a brow, your lips part into a real lazy grin. It was a habit you’d had since forever—an innocent lil’ signal, sugar-slick and practiced, that let her know you were ‘bout to steer the ship elsewhere. You’d lean in just so, flash that warm smile, and ask somethin’ simple with just enough charm to muddy the waters.
It was your tell.
Annie knew it well.
And bless it, you’d perfected it over the years—not with malice, no—but in that sweet, syrupy way of yours. A master manipulator dressed in Sunday best, all honeyed tone and doe eyes. You never lied, not outright; just tucked the truth beneath pretty words and well-timed distractions.
“And who am I here for, then?”
That’s when she gave you the look. The kind that went diggin’ deep, tryin’ to pull the truth right up outta your chest ‘fore you even had the chance to swallow it back down. A look that didn’t ask—it told. Told you to quit runnin’, quit pretendin’, quit actin’ like your heart wasn’t sittin’ up in flames every time his name floated through the air. She knew your tricks ‘cause she had a few of her own. Annie wasn’t the type to stir a pot unless it needed stirrin’, but when she did, it was hot.
“Elijah’s crazy-ass brother—,” she said, voice soft but firm, steady like gospel. “You can’t run from him in his own damn joint. So you must be plannin’ to see ‘em.”
Turnin’ your gaze away, your jaw tightenin’ just a little like it always did when the truth tried to edge past your teeth. “I’m not actively checkin’ for him, if that’s what you’re sayin’.”
“[Name]—,” her voice dipped low, heavy with the weight of things that never quite made it out loud.
She knew.
Knew how your heart beat different for Elias “Stack” Moore. Knew how you’d kept yourself still while he moved like a storm—takin’ what he needed from the world and from women who weren’t you. She saw how you carried that ache quiet-like, like it was holy. Savin’ yourself for a man who ain’t never been good at sittin’ still long enough to love right. Maskin’ the whole damn thing behind a false comfort of companionship—safe, easy, pretendin’. And she hated it. Hated seein’ the tension live in your bones.
But maybe—just maybe—you weren’t ready yet.
So you cleared your throat, choked back the ache that clawed at your chest, and threw on that sweet-as-sugar smile like armor.
“Now—,” you said, leanin’ in with that familiar sparkle, the one that always meant a subject was slippin’ away, “Which one of these beers you recommend for a girl like me? Somethin’ cold, somethin’ sweet. Maybe even a little somethin’ bold.”
Before Annie could answer, a voice smooth as bourbon and twice as dangerous curled into your ear from just behind.
“Ain’t a beer in this world bold ‘nough for you, baby,” came that deep, smirkin’ drawl, warm with amusement. It was a voice you’d know from anywhere. “But an Irish whiskey—” he added, with a chuckle so hot it near scorched skin. “Oughta do.”
Emergin’ from behind the counter was a dangerously charmin’ man, drippin’ with the kind of presence that could melt the buttons off a blouse. He walked like he owned every inch of the path beneath him—bold, unbothered, and burnin’ with that slow, magnetic energy women whispered about behind hand fans.
His skin, rich as dark honey, caught the light just right—chocolate brown with a warm glow that made his sharp eyes look even sweeter. Those eyes, same shade, cut clean through the hush of the room. His lips were soft lookin’, full and kissable, sittin’ beneath a foxy grin that flashed gold with every sly smile. Dressed in a fitted black and maroon suit that barely held back the muscle stretchin’ underneath, he looked like he belonged in this juke joint or in someone’s wicked dreams. With a smooth flick of his wrist, he tugged his fedora off and dipped his head toward you in quiet respect, though the look on his face was somethin’ you couldn’t quite place—teasin’, maybe. Or yearnin’. And Lord, was he achin’ to be closer.
Quickly, you looked toward Annie, eyes wide and beggin’—screamin’ help me, please without sayin’ a word. But that woman? She just smiled, real slow and real pretty, like she’d been waitin’ on this moment all night. She didn’t say nothin’. Just slid that open Irish Whiskey across the counter with a grace that almost felt cruel, the glass catchin’ the light like it knew somethin’ you didn’t. Then she turned, hips swayin’, and went on to tend to the next group with that same sweet charm—leavin’ you sittin’ there, breath caught somewhere between your ribs and that fire-burnin’ voice still lingerin’ behind you.
“Stack.”
The name fell from your lips like a stone in still water—sharp, sudden, and heavy with meaning. It rolled up from the back of your throat, hangin’ somewhere between heartache, heat, and pure anger. Just layin’ eyes on the curve of his mouth made the air shift—like time hadn’t moved at all since he left. Like he hadn’t just set fire to your peace by walkin’ in and breathin’ easy. This man definitely holds weight with women.
“Darlin’,” he drawled low, eyes trailin’ the curve of your body, takin’ in how the silk of your dress clung to the swell of your hips, your breast. He looked at you like he was entitled to every inch—and maybe he was.
“Thought ya’ll be gone for good.”
Stack let out a low chuckle, one of them deep rumbles that started somewhere in his chest and rolled up like thunder on a warm night. The toothpick in his mouth tilted with the movement, slow ‘nd steady, like he had all the time in the damn world.
“Yeah. Well—,” he let his eyes narrow. “We back now.”
“Was you ever plannin’ on tellin’ me ’bout all this?”
“Didn’t figure you’d care t’know,” he drawled, eyes half-lidded, voice slick as river mud. Ain’t a man alive could talk slicker than him. That mouth of his? Sharp as a whip—smart-assed and silver-tongued, made damn near perfect for dealin’ with women who had fire in their chest and bite in their words.
With a scoff, you looked away, jaw twitchin’ hard enough to crack.
“Why is you playin’ with me right now, Stack? Actin’ like you ain’t just leave me hangin’, missin’ you like a damn fool.”
He stepped in closer—slow, sure, like a man who ain’t never needed permission. Close enough for his scent to catch you off guard—cedarwood, salt, and straight-up sin. That same smell used to haunt your sheets, when he spent the night, long after he was gone. Those days were different—felt slower, softer somehow. Y’all spent so much time together, just time. Nothin’ more than that. No sex, no touchin’ in ways that meant somethin’. Just a couple kisses here and there, and one damn near breath-stealin’ make-out that almost had him takin’ your virginity… ‘til he pulled back, jaw tight like it hurt him to stop.
The both of you knew what it was—what it coulda’ been. But y’all were too damn stubborn to call it by its name.
“Lower your fuckin’ voice,” he said, slow and flat, like it was a warning dressed in velvet.
“M’not lowerin’ shit,” you snapped, breath catchin’, your voice tremblin’ beneath all that salt you been carryin’. “I waited. I cried. You ain’t write. Ain’t call. One day you here, the next you gone. And now you show up like nothin’ happened.“
Stack tilted his head just a hair, eyes dark and unreadable.
“You done?” he asked, voice slick as oil and warm as hellfire.
The audacity of this nigga.
“Fuck you—,” your hand flew for the bottle sittin’ right on the edge of the counter, glass catchin’ that soft kitchen light. Then you turned, ready to walk.
But Stack wasn’t lettin’ you.
He pulled you back with one hand—quick but careful, like he’d done it before in a dream he hadn’t told nobody about. His gaze dropped to your lips, slow, draggin’ down the shape of them like he was memorizing every word you’d ever dared throw at him. Then his hand moved—fingers curlin’ ’round your neck, not harsh, but firm enough to shut the whole damn world up. His other hand slid down your back, palm pressin’ to your spine, bringin’ you up against him ’til nothin’ stood between you but heat, history, and a tension that could knock the wind outta’ the devil himself.
“You gon’ watch how the fuck you talk to me, sweetheart,” he said low, breath fannin’ your cheek. “I ain’t one of these soft-ass niggas lettin’ you bark and bite just ‘cause you miss me.”
“You talkin’,” you swallowed hard, chest tight, tears burnin’ the back of your throat. “But at least them soft-ass niggas give me what I want.”
His jaw locked.
“The fuck is you—,” he paused, grip tightenin’ just enough to make your breath catch again, not from pain but from pressure—power. And then it hit him. His whole body stilled. “You gave this pussy to another nigga?”
“What would it matter to you?”
“I leave—,” he growled, voice rough as gravel, “and you let another man take your virginity—in the bed I built for you?”
Your thighs pressed together without meanin’ to.
He saw. Of course he fuckin’ saw.
“You know I didn’t,” you whispered, finally. “But I’m tired, Elias. I’m tired of actin’ like I’m cool with you layin’ with whoever, while I’m sittin’ here waitin’. I ain’t touched nobody—not one man. But I feel it. This… want in me. And I don’t know what to do with it. I just wanna know what it feels like to be held. Touched. Loved like I mean somethin’.”
Stack just stared at you, jaw tight, breath shallow.
“M’tryin’ to be patient,” he finally said, voice low, edged in steel. “But don’t play yourself, baby. You mine. Always been. I just ain’t touched you yet.”
“I don’t want you to be patient,” you said, voice quiverin’. “I want you to stop runnin’ and be with me.”
His eyes flared. The air went still. It’s been seven years. Seven long, quiet years. And still, your heart’s been reachin’ for him—soft and stubborn, like it never learned how to let go. You done loved that man from a distance, like he was somethin’ sacred you couldn’t touch no more… only feel when the nights got too still and your chest got too full.
“You don’t know what you askin’ for,” he rasped, jaw clenched like it was the only thing keepin’ him from doin’ somethin’ reckless.
“I do know,” you shot back, eyes gleamin’ wit’ fire; attitude coming back. “I wouldn’t’ve said it if I ain’t know.”
His fingers twitched. His thumb brushed under your jaw, tender, but heavy with the weight of every look he’d ever thrown your way. His other hand didn’t leave your back—it pressed in harder, pullin’ you tighter, like he could make you part of him if he just held you close enough.
“That mouth gon’ get you in trouble,” he whispered, voice honeyed with heat. “’Cause I swear to God, I’ll fuck the attitude straight outta you.”
“Take too long and M’gone find someone else.”
His eyes darkened, nostrils flarin’.
“Don’t get a nigga killed bein’ petty—,” then he leaned in—slow, unrelentin’. His lips ghosted over yours, not kissin’, just there—a promise and a threat all in one breath. “but that day’s comin’. And when it does?” His hand dropped to your waist, hot and certain. “You gon’ take every inch.”
Could you give us a short fluffy and emotional Annie and Smoke moment within the ancestral plane? Like maybe they’ve been there a little while and Smoke is holding their baby girl and he’s crying.
The light was soft like river milk, poured slow across the water. It shimmered between the cypress knees and moss-veiled branches, casting everything in gold-white hush. The Delta didn’t roar here. She whispered. This place wasn’t made of time or sorrow or sin. It was made of memory—woven into spirit, stitched into hushgrass and honeysuckle air. The kind of place a soul could rest. The kind of place a soul could come home.
Annie sat beneath a willow that leaned just right, its branches cascading like a waterfall of silk.
She wore white.
The kind of white that gleamed, not like thread or cotton, but like moonlight caught in lace. Her skin glowed a rich, soft bronze in the hush of it all. A crown of white gallardia and baby’s breath bloomed in her hair, tangled in thick coils that fell past her shoulders. She looked like the woman she used to be—and more. Whole. Unburdened. Loved.
And she waited.
The breeze stirred first, rustling through the cotton fields that shimmered beyond the trees. Then came the sound of heavy boots on loam. Slow. Familiar. Careful, like he couldn’t believe it.
Smoke.
He stepped from the trees like a man waking from a lifetime of ache. Still tall. Still broad through the chest. Still carrying the weight of every war, every killing, every night he’d sat alone with guilt coiled in his hands like rope.
But something was different now.
He wasn’t alone.
In his arms, bundled in soft linen and wrapped tight like swaddled moonbeam, was a baby girl.
Their baby.
His eyes were wet. His mouth trembling. But he smiled.
And Annie stood.
They met beneath that willow tree, where the roots twisted like old promises. Annie reached for his face, her fingers warm and trembling as they touched the curve of his jaw. His beard was softer now, no longer tangled in rage.
She whispered, voice low and even:
“You can let it go now, baby. You ain’t gotta carry it anymore.”
Smoke bowed his head. He wept like a man who’d never been allowed to cry, the kind of crying that cracked him open from the inside out. His tears spilled onto their child’s tiny blanket, and still she slept—peaceful, whole, untouched by pain.
“I ain’t ever think I’d hold her again,” Smoke said, “Ain’t think I’d hold you again.”
Annie smiled through her own tears, “We here now. All of us. Together.”
He looked around at the light-drenched trees, the water in the distance glimmering like glass polished by God, “This the other side, then?”
“This the place the pain don’t follow.”
He nodded slowly, still holding their daughter close, “I reckon I’ll miss my brother. Miss Stack. That boy was part of my breath. He gonna raise hell without me.”
Annie chuckled, her laugh like wind through windchimes, “He’ll join us when it’s time. You know he too stubborn to come early.”
“I hope so.”
Smoke kissed the crown of their daughter’s head. Then he looked at Annie again—like he was seeing her for the first time all over, “You still the prettiest thing I ever laid eyes on,” he spoke with a smile.
Annie reached for his hand, fingers threading through his calloused ones, “And you still mine. Always.”
They sat together under that willow tree, the weight of every war and sin and scream falling from their shoulders like the last leaves of a hard season. Smoke pulled Annie close, arm around her shoulders, daughter nestled between them. The child stirred, and for the first time, opened her eyes—eyes that looked like both of them. Soft and bright.
Annie kissed Smoke, slow and sure. A kiss that didn’t taste like goodbye.
A kiss that tasted like home.
And far off in the glade, where the veil was thinnest, the ancestors watched—smiling.
She was so small.
Even now, with time unhooked from the bones of the living world, she felt impossibly light in his arms—like something barely tethered to gravity, as if one wrong breath might turn her to mist and carry her away again.
Smoke held her like a man desperate not to let go. One large hand cradled the back of her tiny head, the other curled under her bottom, keeping her close to his chest where his heart thudded with something that wasn’t pain for once. Just wonder. Pure, marrow-deep wonder.
She babbled.
A soft, curious coo. Then another. Round little mouth stretching in a gurgling sound like sunlight caught in a bubble. Smoke froze. Tears clung to his lashes.
He hadn’t known he could still cry like this.
His whole body shook with it.
He looked down at her—dark curls like Annie’s, skin a rich velvet brown, glowing with warmth even the grave hadn’t taken. And Lord, her eyes. He swore the heavens had dipped a brush in the moon just to paint her irises.
Then, her tiny hand reached up. Grasped his finger.
Held on.
Smoke let out a low, broken sound from deep in his throat.
Her fingers didn’t even wrap all the way around his. But she held. Squeezed like she knew who he was. Like she remembered him.
“I didn’t think…” he whispered, “I didn’t think I’d ever hear you. Not once. Not like that.”
She giggled.
A soft hiccup of joy, like the wind had tickled her spirit.
And her scent—God help him—she smelled like Annie.
Like something herbal and sacred. Maybe she’d been rubbed down in some balm, something Annie brewed from rosemary, baby’s breath, and sweet violet leaves. Something that sank into her soft skin like prayer. He buried his nose against the crown of her head and inhaled, slow and deep, and for the first time in his entire life, he felt safe.
She was soft.
Soft in a way the world had never been to him.
Soft in a way that undid years of rage he hadn’t even known he still carried. Her cheek brushed his collarbone, her little body curled against his, and everything inside him cracked open like wet clay in the sun.
He closed his eyes, voice low.
“I would’ve taught you how to walk,” he whispered, “Held your hands steady ‘til your little legs figured it out. Woulda made a fool of myself singin’ songs just to make you laugh. I would’ve danced you ‘round the yard on your birthday, made sure you knew every star in the sky.”
His chest trembled.
“I would’ve given you the world, baby girl. The whole damn world.”
Annie sat beside him, quiet and warm. Her hand touched his thigh. Her presence grounded him. But he couldn’t stop the ache that bloomed inside his ribs—slow and bittersweet.
“I didn’t even get to name her,” he said, voice catching, “Didn’t get to give her nothin’.”
Annie leaned against him, “You still can.”
Smoke looked down at the tiny face pressed to his chest. Her eyes were half-lidded now, sleep pulling her back into soft breath and warmth. He brushed a curl from her forehead with reverence.
He whispered a name.
One that had lived in his chest for years without breath.
And just like that, she smiled in her sleep.
Smoke pressed a kiss to her head, then turned toward Annie. His mouth trembled. But when he looked at her—really looked at her, glowing in white with her flowers and her love—he knew peace had a name too.
It was this.
Her.
Their daughter.
This moment.
This hush between sorrow and forever.
“Eulalie…Eulalie. That’s your name, baby girl. My sweet lil’ Lalie…”
Stack and crybaby reader who just wants to be coddled by her man and left alone
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Pairing-Elias*Stack*Moore x BlackReader
A/N- Idk which version you wanted so I did both modern and when sinners take place but it doesn’t follow the storyline hope you like it
You were soft. That was the first thing folks noticed about you. Soft voice, soft hands, soft little heart that bruised easy.
And Stack Moore? He wasn’t soft. Not by a long shot.
Six-foot-something and mean-looking even when he smiled, all gold teeth and sharp eyes. Folks whispered about him in juke joints and on porches, called him and his brother trouble dressed in good shoes and tailored vests. A bootlegger, a gambler, a killer, depending on who you asked.
But none of that mattered when it was just you and him.
Not when you were curled up on his bed, in one of his shirts with the sleeves rolled three times past your wrists, tear tracks fresh on your cheeks. The night was hot, even with the windows cracked. The fan clinked every now and then, useless and slow. Outside, somewhere down the road, a blues record spilled out from someone’s front porch, crackling like fire.
And you? You just wanted to be left alone—except not really. You wanted Stack.
He’d walked in not even ten minutes ago, smellin’ like smoke and gin. He had a cigarette behind his ear and a slick little grin that vanished the moment he saw your face.
“Aww, baby… What’s all this now?”
You sniffed, lip trembling. “Nothin’.”
“That don’t look like nothin’. You cryin’ again?”
“I said I’m fine, Stack.”
“Mmhmm. You fine, but you in my bed lookin’ like the world ended.”
He pulled his suspenders off his shoulders and sat beside you on the edge of the bed. His fingers found your ankle, rubbed slow over the bone.
“I ain’t mean to get on you earlier,” he said, voice low and rough. “I know I said I’d be back before supper.”
“It ain’t that,” you mumbled, staring at your hands. “You just… you always go and don’t tell me nothin’. And then I sit here waitin’ all night, wonderin’ if somethin’ happened. Wonderin’ if I’m gon’ get that knock on the door sayin’ you ain’t comin’ back.”
Your voice cracked, and Stack’s jaw tensed.
You hated that you cried so easy. Like a faucet that didn’t know how to shut off. But you were raised gentle. Raised to worry, raised to love hard.
And Stack, well… Stack wasn’t raised much at all.
He sighed, leaned down and kissed your bare knee. “You know I ain’t got no plans on leavin’ you like that.”
“You can’t promise that.”
“I can promise I’ll try.” He tugged you closer by your legs, gentle but firm. “C’mere. Let me hold you.”
“I don’t wanna talk right now.”
“Didn’t say nothin’ about talkin’. I said hold you.”
So you let him pull you into his lap, arms wrapped tight around your waist like you were somethin’ precious. Like you were breakable, and he was finally learnin’ how to handle you right.
He pressed a kiss to your temple, his lips warm and sure. “You always do this,” he said, voice half amused, half fond. “Start cryin’ and then tell me to go away like you don’t want me here.”
“I don’t,” you mumbled into his shirt.
Stack laughed, deep and sweet. “Lyin’-ass girl. You want me here so bad you damn near cried me home.”
You smacked his chest with your palm—soft, not real—but he caught your wrist and kissed your fingers.
“Ain’t no shame in wantin’ to be loved on,” he murmured, rubbing circles on your back. “Not with me. You wanna cry, cry. You wanna be babied, I’ll baby you. I don’t care who sees. You mine.”
You sniffled again, trying to bury your face in his neck. “You ain’t mad I’m always like this?”
“Nah. I like my girl sweet. Soft. The world too hard for both of us to be like me.”
He kissed you again, slower this time. “But I swear to God, next time you get to cryin’, don’t sit up here by yourself. You call for me, you hear?”
You nodded. And this time when the tears came, they didn’t burn as much.
They fell easy.
And so did you—right into the arms of the only man who ever made you feel like bein’ soft wasn’t a weakness.
𝐌𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐧 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧
You weren’t even mad for real. Not mad-mad. Just in your little feelings.
It had started over something dumb—like it always did. You couldn’t even remember what you were pouting about now. All you knew was that Stack hadn’t kissed you goodbye before stepping out earlier, and now everything felt wrong.
So you curled up on the couch in one of his hoodies, the sleeves swallowing your hands, and your pout growing bigger by the minute. You scrolled aimlessly on your phone, sniffled once or twice just loud enough to make sure he’d hear it if he was near—and you left your do-not-disturb on anyway.
When the front door opened and Stack walked in, the scent of weed and that clean soap he liked hit the air. His keys dropped in the bowl, his slides shuffled across the floor, and then it got quiet. Too quiet.
“…You good?”
You didn’t answer. Just let out a long, very dramatic sigh as you turned your back to him and tucked yourself deeper under the blanket.
Stack exhaled through his nose. “Here we go,” he muttered, but there was no heat in it. Just the usual amused kind of tired that came out when you were being extra.
He came around to your side of the couch, leaned over, and tapped your thigh. “Why you actin’ like I don’t always come back home to you?”
You stayed silent.
He crouched down so you were eye level. “You mad at me?”
“…No.”
“You cryin’?”
“…No.”
Stack sucked his teeth and ran a hand down his face. “Girl. What happened now?”
You sniffed again and shrugged, voice all quiet and pitiful. “You ain’t kiss me goodbye.”
His lips parted like he was about to say something smart, but then he caught your face—your real face, not the bratty one you used when you wanted to argue. Your eyes were shiny and your nose a little pink. You looked fragile. Real soft. All he could do was shake his head.
“Come here, crybaby.”
“No.”
“I said come here.”
You let him pull the blanket down just enough for him to scoop you up like a little kid. He sat back on the couch with you in his lap, arms wrapping around your waist like muscle memory. His hands were warm, rings cold against your skin, and that was all it took to make the tears start for real—for no reason at all.
“I hate you,” you mumbled into his neck, sniffling again.
Stack chuckled, rubbing your back. “I know, baby. I hate me too.”
You hit his chest softly, all useless and pouty. He kissed your temple, then your cheek, then your jaw. “You want me to coddle you, huh?”
You nodded.
“You want me to baby you.”
Another nod.
“Even when you bein’ dramatic.”
You gave a teary little “mhm.”
“Alright then.” He pulled the blanket around both of you, tucked your head under his chin. “Go ‘head. Cry it out. I ain’t goin’ nowhere.”
You clung to him like a teddy bear, hiccuping once or twice as your mood started to melt just being close to him. He didn’t tell you to calm down, didn’t ask you to explain. Just let you sit there on his chest while he rubbed your back, soft and slow, like it was the easiest thing in the world.
“You done?” he asked after a while.
“No.”
“Aight,” he said, grinning to himself. “Take your time, princess.”
I think Sinners hits harder if you have lived in the Deep South, because there's this tangible connection to the scenes-you can feel the weather, the way the heat changes when Smoke walks under the trees at Annie's, the way it gets cooler but not cool and the humidity lingers even once the sun goes down, the sound of cicadas and crickets in the trees. The way everything is sticky, no matter what you do.
It's truly a love letter to the South in terms of scenery and cinematography.
This is a sub-story about Stack’s Brothel in Little Rock, Arkansas in 1929. It will be within the same alternate timeline I plan to write when I explore Stack as a pimp. Exploring Smoke in the midst of it all.
Summary: The Blackline is a sultry, tale set in 1929 in the hidden quarters of Little Rock’s Black district, where flappers, vice, and hoodoo tangle in velvet-lit shadows. Violet, a timid Gullah Geechee girl with nowhere else to turn, finds herself working in a brothel run by the enigmatic Stack Moore—a pimp with charm, secrets, and a past steeped in sin. But it’s Stack’s older twin, Smoke, who consumes Violet’s thoughts. A war-worn man of few words, Smoke commands the room with silence alone.
There was a hum on Ninth Street that didn’t exist anywhere else in Little Rock.
Not in the white part of town with its strict corners and clean churches. Not along the cotton fields where sharecroppers bent their backs and begged the sun for mercy. But right here, between Gaines and Broadway, down near the old train tracks and past the Dreamland Ballroom. Black life pulsed like a second heartbeat beneath the city.
In 1929, Ninth Street was everything.
It was jazz sliding off trumpet bells, bootleg whiskey sweet as sin behind the curtain, girls in sequin dresses with rouge on their knees, and young men in sharkskin suits gambling rent money on backroom dice. It was barbershops and beauty parlors, Sunday suits and Saturday lust. It was survival. Black, brilliant, and dangerous.
This street had raised its own people.
It gave birth to musicians, conjure women, gamblers, preachers, and madams. And when the city turned its back on them, they turned to each other and built banks, clubs, undertakers, and juke joints from sawdust and spite.
But where there is rhythm, there is shadow.
And in that shadow lived a man named Elias “Stack” Moore.
Down a narrow alley off 9th, just past an old tailor’s sign faded into the brick, was a heavy red door with no name.
Folks called it The Blackline.
Not just because of how close it sat to the edge of everything respectable, but because crossing that threshold meant you were stepping into the soft belly of Black pleasure and vice. Nothing past that door was legal. Everything inside it was intoxicating.
To get in, you had to know the knock:
Three slow. Two fast.
Or the password:
“I got the blues but I ain’t broke yet.”
The inside glowed with low amber lamps and the heat of too many bodies. The walls were velvet red. The air was thick with jasmine oil, cigar smoke, and sweat. A gramophone crackled from the corner, slow jazz bleeding through the room like maple over a hot skillet.
Curtains hung heavy around each alcove, some whispering, some moaning, always shifting like silk being pulled from the skin. The floor creaked under heels, under knees, under lives slipping quietly into pleasure and forgetting.
The women here weren’t just working. they were art personified.
Dark-skinned goddesses with gold hoops and garters. Plump cuties with high cheekbones and wide backsides. Light-eyed country girls with long legs and sad stories. New flappers with pressed curls and voices like gin. All of them owned by no one: except Stack.
Stack ran The Blackline like a man who knew the cost of control.
He wasn’t loud like most pimps. He didn’t need to be. He watched everything, leaning in the corner with a cigarette between his fingers, or a drink in his hand, velvet coat open, fedora low and dapper over his brow. His eyes were sharp, mouth always curved in that half-smirk that meant he either wanted to fuck you or gut you, and sometimes it was both.
His girls respected him. Feared him. Some loved him, though they wouldn’t say it out loud. He didn’t beat his women. But he didn’t let them leave easy either. He fed them, clothed them, protected them from the white cops and the worse men who came knocking. And in return, they gave him their best—on the floor, in the backrooms, on their knees.
Stack wasn’t just a pimp. He was a businessman. A gambler. A bootlegger.
And he wasn’t alone.
They were born in heat and hunger, two Mississippi boys who came out the womb fists clenched, mirror images with mirrored scars.
Elias was the mouth, the mind.
Elijah “Smoke” Moore was the fire.
Stack ran the brothel, the books, and the girls. Smoke handled the bootlegging, the deals, and the dirty work. He was the enforcer, the bullet in the chamber, the one you didn’t see coming until your knees gave out.
Together, they built an empire on sin and silence.
People knew the Moore twins didn’t play. You crossed them, you didn’t just get beat—you vanished.
And yet…
Smoke had a way with women. A slow kind of seduction. A man who touched soft but fucked hard. Girls wanted him even when they didn’t know why.
Stack didn’t mind.
As long as the business kept running, the girls kept earning, and the city kept looking the other way, The Blackline stayed lit, and the Moore brothers stayed untouchable.
She didn’t belong here.
Not yet.
Not with her thrift-store shoes worn at the heel, her patched satin dress clinging too loose to her hips, or the scent of salt marsh and memory still clinging to her skin. Not with her innocence intact and her voice too soft to ask for anything out loud.
But Violet was desperate. And desperation was the only currency that mattered on Ninth Street after midnight.
The alley was narrow and damp, lit only by a flickering gas lamp and the far-off glow of the Dreamland Ballroom. Jazz bled through the brick walls like vapor, and somewhere in the distance, a woman laughed too loud.
The red door loomed before her.
She’d been told what to say by the older girl who’d found her crying behind the beauty shop two days earlier, the one with the silver eye and a split lip she wore like jewelry.
Three slow. Two fast.
“I got the blues but I ain’t broke yet.”
The peephole opened.
Two shadowed eyes looked her over, lingered on the bare knees below her hemline.
“You don’t look like you know what you doing,” the voice said.
“I can learn,” she replied, trying to keep her chin lifted.
The door creaked open.
And Violet stepped inside.
Heat wrapped around her like breath. The air was thick with perfume, pipe smoke, and the smell of sex so fresh it clung to the walls. Light came from low amber lamps, each corner flickering like a secret. Everything was red—the carpet, the drapes, the wallpaper—blood velvet and mahogany shadows. She could hear moans behind curtains. Laughter behind beads. Cards flipping. Shoes tapping. Skin slapping.
A woman walked past in nothing but a beaded bra and stockings, hips moving like a song no man could resist. A man in suspenders had his hand buried beneath the hem of another girl’s skirt, and no one batted an eye. The air tasted like cinnamon and heat. She felt it instantly—between her thighs, in her belly, behind her ribs.
She didn’t belong here. Not yet.
But something inside her, something deeper than fear, wanted to.
He saw her from across the room.
Stack leaned in his usual spot—against the far wall, velvet coat draped open, dark liquor in his hand. The room swam in bodies and fog, but his eyes landed on her like they’d been waiting for her arrival.
Young. Thin. Pretty in a way that wasn’t polished but raw. Something untouched. Her eyes were wide, posture tight, hands gripping the strap of a borrowed purse like it held a weapon.
He knew the look.
Fresh meat.
He stepped forward, smooth and slow, like the room parted just to let him walk.
“You lost, baby girl?” he asked, voice deep, syrupy.
Violet turned toward him, startled by the height of him, the sharpness of his jaw, the way his mouth didn’t smile even when his tone pretended to.
“No sir,” she whispered, “I’m lookin’ for work.”
He let his eyes drag down her body, slow.
“You ain’t been touched, have you?”
Her breath caught.
“No,” she said softly, “But I’m willin’. I just need a place to stay.”
Stack stepped closer, leaned in near her ear.
“‘Round here, baby…we don’t take what ain’t offered. But if you wanna give it, there’s a place for you upstairs.”
She swallowed hard.
He smelled like rum, spice, and danger. She felt like a match held to oil.
He straightened up and looked her over one more time.
“Name’s Stack. You remember that.”
Then he turned, nodded to one of the girls near the bar.
“Get her cleaned up. She sleep in the green room tonight. I’ll decide what to do with her come mornin’.”
And just like that, Violet was pulled into the velvet bloodstream of The Blackline.
Not as a worker. Not yet.
But as a girl the house would keep its eyes on.
The green room was small, no bigger than a boxcar berth, with peeling wallpaper and a single oil lamp that painted the cracked mirror gold. Violet sat on the edge of the old porcelain tub, steam rising in curls around her face. The bathwater was warm, not hot, the kind that clung to your skin like a whisper. Rose petals floated on the surface—leftover from another girl’s soak, but she didn’t mind.
It had been a long time since she’d felt anything soft.
She undressed slow, like it meant something. Like the silk slip she unfastened wasn’t secondhand. Like the stockings she peeled from her legs weren’t fraying at the toes. She laid them gently on the wooden chair. Her body looked thin under the lamplight. Not fragile—coiled, like something waiting to bloom.
Violet stepped into the water.
It wrapped around her like hands from the other side.
She exhaled, lowered herself in, and let her head fall back against the porcelain. Her eyes fluttered shut.
She thought of her grandmother.
Old Miss Luella. Thick hands, voice like saltwater and thunder, skin dark and smooth like polished shell. The woman who raised her on boiled root tea, haint blue, and Gullah prayers whispered to the wind.
“Your body is a gate, child. Not a gift. Not for free. And not to be feared.”
The memory of her voice wrapped around Violet now like arms.
She’d come here because she had nowhere else to go. But something inside her knew this was more than survival.
This was crossing a threshold.
She reached into her bag and pulled out her most precious thing.
a piece of lavender ribbon, worn and soft.
Her mother used to tie it around her wrist when she was scared.
Her grandmother would wrap it around her ankle and say, “No man can touch what’s guarded by memory.”
Now, Violet tied it around her throat.
Not tight. Just snug enough to feel.
It wasn’t just protection anymore.
It was a signal.
That she was hers first.
And whoever touched her after this…would have to be worthy.
She dried slow, humming a tune only her family would recognize. Her curls damp, cheeks feeling like brown velvet gone warm, the warmth of her body from the bath and the shade of her skin like café au lait. She stood in the cracked mirror, naked but not ashamed. There was still fear. But there was something else now too.
A quiet hunger.
Not just to survive…
But to become.
The room was warm with lamplight and perfume.
Not strong, just faint hints of amber, pressed powder, and lilac, the kind that clung to bedsheets long after a girl had gone. The velvet chaise against the wall sagged with familiar use, and lying across it, a cigarette in one hand and one heel kicked off, was Cordelia.
Cordelia Toussaint.
The girls just called her Delie. The men called her whatever she whispered in their ear.
She was thirty miles of legs and don’t-give-a-damn, eyes lined in coal, lips always painted in something dark like plum or wine. Her robe was silk and nearly see-through, the color of crushed garnet. One thigh peeked from the slit, golden and gleaming.
She didn’t flinch when Violet walked in.
Just raised one arched brow and looked her over.
“Mmm,” Cordelia hummed, “Ain’t you a delicate little thing.”
Violet froze in the doorway, arms wrapped tight across her front, “Sorry—I didn’t know anyone was—”
“I ain’t just ‘anyone,’ sugar. I’m the Queen of this floor,” Cordelia smiled slow, cigarette curling smoke toward the ceiling, “And this here,” she gestured to the piles of lace, satin, and beaded silk draped over the bed, “is your coronation.”
Violet stepped farther in, bare feet soft on the worn rug. The heat of the oil lamps made her skin glow, still damp from her bath. Her curls had puffed around her face, and her ribbon—lavender—was still tied around her neck.
Stack had sent up a box of clothes earlier. Beautiful ones. Too beautiful. Like someone else’s dreams.
“Stack got taste,” Cordelia said, eyeing the garments, “Or maybe he just sees somethin’ in you he don’t wanna say out loud.”
Violet looked down, fingers trailing over a lavender chemise trimmed in black lace, “I’ve never worn anything like this.”
“Well, try it on then. Ain’t nobody gonna bite. ‘Cept maybe me,” She grinned around her cigarette.
Violet turned her back, cheeks burning.
She slipped out of her plain cotton shift and stepped into a deep emerald set. It was a camisole that hugged her waist and barely reached the curve of her hips, paired with tap shorts that rode high.
When she turned around, Cordelia sat up, real slow.
“Well, well, well…” she purred, “Ain’t you a quiet little storm.”
Violet shifted, unsure, “It fits weird. I’m too skinny for it.”
Cordelia scoffed, “Skinny? No, baby. You just got all your weight where it counts.”
Her eyes dragged down Violet’s frame, deliberate.
“Those hips could rock a man stupid. And that little ass? That’s trouble. Small up top, soft down low. You built like a promise.”
Violet’s arms crossed her chest, trying not to blush harder, “You’re just sayin’ that.”
“No, honey. I only say what’s true.”
Cordelia stood then, barefoot, and came close. Close enough that Violet could smell the jasmine and smoke on her skin. She ran one fingertip over the satin strap at Violet’s shoulder.
“You ever had a woman look at you like this before?”
Violet swallowed, “No.”
“Well, Miss Vi, you better get used to it,” Cordelia stepped back and smiled, “‘Cause by the time Stack puts you on the floor, they all gon’ be lookin’.”
Violet sat on the edge of the bed now, legs crossed at the ankles, fingers tracing the hem of the tap shorts.
Cordelia had returned to the chaise, reclined with one arm draped behind her head, her cigarette replaced with a glass of dark wine that shimmered like rubies in the lamplight.
For a while, neither of them spoke. The room was thick with perfume and tension—not heavy, just tender, like when rain wants to fall but isn’t ready yet.
Then, softly, Violet asked, “Does it hurt?”
Cordelia didn’t turn her head. Just sipped her wine and let the question settle.
“When it’s your first?” she said finally.
Violet nodded.
Cordelia breathed slow through her nose.
“Sometimes. Depends on the man. Depends on how much you want it…or how much you pretend you do.”
Violet looked down, “And what about after that?” she asked, “After the first time?”
Cordelia set the glass down on the floor and finally turned toward her, one knee drawn up beneath her robe.
“After that?” she said, “You learn your own rhythm. What you can take. What you like. Where to let them touch. Where to keep to yourself,” She studied Violet for a long moment. Then added, “It don’t always feel like much. But sometimes…”
She trailed off.
“…Sometimes?” Violet whispered.
Cordelia smiled slowly.
“Sometimes, with the right one…it feels like your soul’s gettin’ kissed from the inside out.”
Violet’s breath caught. Her thighs pressed together instinctively.
Cordelia’s smile deepened, “Mmhm. You felt that, didn’t you?”
“I don’t know,” Violet said, “I just—when I think about someone touchin’ me like that…I get warm. But I also feel scared. Like my body wants it, but the rest of me ain’t caught up yet.”
Cordelia nodded, “That’s natural. Your body been ready. It’s your heart that takes her time.”
She reached over and plucked a satin robe from the side of the bed. Rose-colored, soft, worn. She walked it over and draped it gently around Violet’s shoulders.
“You don’t gotta give nothin’ you ain’t ready to give,” she said softly, “Not to Stack. Not to Smoke. Not to nobody.”
Violet looked up at her, “Have you ever loved someone who paid you?”
Cordelia paused, just for a breath. Then said, “No. But I’ve loved how they made me feel. For a little while. That counts for somethin’, too.”
Violet pulled the robe tighter around her chest. “I don’t want to be just…a body.”
Cordelia tucked a curl behind her ear, “Then don’t be.”
She leaned in, kissed Violet’s cheek—soft, warm, and brief.
“Let ‘em touch your skin, sugar. But keep your name in your own mouth. Keep your soul in your back pocket.”
Violet had been at The Blackline for a week.
Long enough to learn which girls brought in the most coin. Long enough to know who Stack trusted with the money box. Long enough to stop flinching when the back curtain swayed with moans, and long enough to learn how to smile without meaning it.
She hadn’t let any man touch her yet.
But she knew how to lean soft against their side, how to let her fingers trail across a lap, how to pretend she’d whisper something filthy but only ask if they liked their drink cold.
Stack didn’t pressure her. Not yet.
“You sell the idea right now,” he’d said, voice low, one gold tooth catching the lamplight, “Let them chase what they can’t have. That body gon’ pay double when the time comes.”
So she played host.
She laughed when needed. Danced when asked. Gave lap dances in silk and lavender and let men groan beneath her without ever opening her legs. She was a ghost in perfume, a promise wrapped in ribbon.
And when her shift was done, she’d sit in the corner room behind a sheer drape, knees drawn to her chest, watching.
Watching the other girls work.
Watching bodies move like shadow puppets behind beaded curtains, the sound of wet mouths and thick groans muffled by the low hum of jazz.
Sometimes, she’d close her eyes and imagine someone touching her like that. Not the men who came in drunk and lonely.
Someone else.
Someone who hadn’t even looked her way yet.
He came and went through the hallway like a breeze before the storm.
He didn’t linger. Didn’t smile. Didn’t talk unless he had to. Just passed through with his coat open, sleeves rolled, his news cap pulled low over a face that made women stare without meaning to.
He hadn’t looked at her. Not once.
But Violet noticed everything about him.
The way he lit his cigarette with one hand. The way his loafers hit the floor slow but certain. The way his voice rumbled when he spoke to Stack—not raised, not rushed, but enough to make the other girls shut up just to listen.
He wasn’t dressed like Stack, who wore velvet and gold and lace cuffs when he felt like it.
Smoke was simpler. Cleaner. But not softer.
Dark shirts. Dark trousers. Black suspenders. He didn’t wear flash. He didn’t need to. He wore command.
And something about that…Something about how his silence filled a room more than any shout…
It did something to her.
It made her thighs press together beneath her dress.
It made her breath catch when he passed.
And it made her wonder, what would his hands feel like?
Not the hands of the laughing men who grabbed without asking.
But his?
Would they be rough? Careful? Would he say her name like it was a secret or a sentence?
Violet didn’t even know if he’d noticed her.
But her body already had.
On the third night she saw him, some drunk fool tried to grab at one of the newer girls—Peaches. The kind of man who forgot this place had rules. Smoke didn’t say a word.
He rose from his chair like a dark wind, flicked his cigarette to the floor, and grabbed the man by the collar. The struggle wasn’t loud. There were no threats, no curses. Just the wet sound of knuckles hitting bone, the quick thud of someone’s pride dropping to the floor. Then silence again, broken only by the ragged wheeze of the man as Smoke leaned in, murmuring something only he could hear.
He dusted his coat, lit another cigarette, and sat back down.
Violet hadn’t realized she’d stopped breathing until Cordelia touched her hand beneath the table and whispered, “That’s how Smoke handles disrespect. Quiet and clean.”
They all tried him. The girls.
Some sat on his lap, giggling and twirling curls like schoolgirls. Others pressed their breasts to his arm, offering their best pout. Cordelia once wrapped her legs around him just to tease, but even she couldn’t break through that armor. Smoke didn’t flinch, didn’t soften. He simply watched. Took long drags of his cigar and let the world orbit him.
The only time he smiled was when Stack made some offhand joke, or when the saxophone player hit a particularly sweet note. But never at the girls. Not the way they wanted.
Violet found herself waiting for him. Listening for the weight of his boots on the floorboards. She never approached. Just peeked around corners. Hid behind curtains. Her heart fluttered every time his gaze swept across the room.
Once—just once—his eyes landed on her. Those sharp, heavy-lidded eyes. He didn’t smile. Didn’t blink.
And Violet turned away so fast she nearly tripped over her own feet.
The night had finally slipped quiet, the gramophone long gone silent, the perfume of cigar smoke and gin clinging to the velvet drapes like ghosts.
Backstage, in the dressing parlor with cracked mirrors and soft lamplight, Cordelia peeled off her silk stockings slow, leg stretched out long, her golden skin catching the amber glow like honey poured over polished mahogany. She had high cheekbones dusted in old rouge, eyes lined sharp as razors, and a gold mole painted just above her full mouth. Her hair was set in glossy Marcel waves, pinned back with a diamond barrette she claimed once belonged to Josephine Baker herself.
She sat in front of the mirror like she was on stage again, one leg crossed over the other, smoking a thin clove cigarette in a long ivory holder.
Peaches was across from her, lounging in a pink floral robe that hugged her plush figure. She was soft in all the places men dreamed about—belly round, hips thick like southern bread dough, and breasts that spilled out no matter what she wore. Her sandy brown coils framed her moon-round face like a lioness, fake flowers tucked behind her ears—yellow hibiscus and a few wilted daisies from the night before. She smelled like coconut oil and rum, sweet and warm.
Violet sat quiet near the wall, still in her slip, legs curled beneath her. She wore a pale-blue robe Cordelia had passed down to her. It was satin and fraying at the sleeves, but still soft against her shy skin. She didn’t speak, not yet. Just listened.
Cordelia let out a long sigh and flicked ash into an old crystal ashtray.
“Mmm. That old man in Room 2 tried to suck on my toes again,” she muttered, “Swore up and down I was an angel sent to forgive him. I told him, baby, I ain’t the Virgin Mary, I’m just Cordelia with rent due.”
Peaches cackled, her laughter rich and sweet like a gospel solo.
“At least he’s clean. That man with the gold teeth wanted me to act like his damn mama,” Peaches said, fanning herself, “Callin’ me ‘mama’ while I was ridin’ him. I almost said ‘boy, go to bed’ just to mess with him.”
Cordelia leaned back, puffing on her cigarette, “These men want every kinda woman. Soft ones, mean ones, silent ones. But you know what they really care about?”
“Pussy hair,” Peaches said, deadpan, grinning.
Violet’s eyes widened slightly.
“Exactly,” Cordelia purred, “I swear, half these fellas more opinionated than a church mother. One want it waxed bald like a lil’ girl. Another want it wild like a thicket. One man asked me to braid it.”
Peaches hollered, “Stack like it full, but trimmed. Just enough for his nose to get lost but not choked.”
Cordelia raised her brows at Violet through the mirror, “You shy, baby, but you got somethin’ under there. What you got goin’ on? Don’t be modest. We all women here.”
Peaches wiggled her brows, “Show us, baby girl.”
Violet hesitated. Her cheeks burned, but something in the way they watched her wasn’t cruel, it was curious, sisterly. So slowly, carefully, she opened her robe just enough to reveal the soft down between her thighs. A natural, delicate triangle—neatly trimmed, but untouched by razor.
“Well damn,” Cordelia murmured with an approving nod. “That’s a pretty little thing.”
Peaches smiled warmly, “You keep it just like that, baby. Let the right man teach you how he likes it.”
Violet closed her robe again, heart thudding.
“I’m surprised Stack ain’t done your initiation,” Cordelia said next, shifting tones.
Violet blinked, “My what?”
Cordelia smirked, “The initiation, sugar. When Stack gets a taste. He don’t always fuck you, sometimes he just eats. But he gotta make sure you gonna sell. That your body gonna bring money in.”
Peaches nodded solemnly, “He say he can tell from just the first taste. If you gon’ be a money-maker or a waste of time.”
“All the girls been through it,” Cordelia added, “We love Stack, even when we hate him. He run things tight. If you need food, he got it. If a man put hands on you, he handle it. If you act up, he cut you off. But he protect his girls.”
A hush fell after that. Cordelia reached for her perfume, dabbing it behind her ears. Peaches picked petals out her hair.
Violet sat quiet again. Not with fear—just thought.
She wondered if Smoke had ever done an initiation.
But the idea seemed…strange. He didn’t look at them like Stack did. He didn’t play. Didn’t sample. He sat in the shadows like a king who’d already had every fruit in the orchard.
Still, she wondered.
if he did it…how would it feel?
Would he ask?
Would he taste slow?
Would he whisper her name?
The brothel was still humming low that night—music crawling through the floorboards like midnight pour, the scent of clove and spilled gin heavy in the air. Violet was in the hallway near the parlor, pretending to check a tear in her stocking. But really, she was watching.
Cordelia walked by in her silk robe, hips swaying like she owned gravity itself. She passed Violet without a glance but tossed, “Don’t stare too long, baby. You’ll get ideas,” over her shoulder with a sly smirk.
Violet followed behind, quiet as always.
Stack was in the main parlor, sunk into his velvet armchair like a man born to it. His legs were spread, gold rings glittering on thick fingers. A black button-down hugged his chest, the top few undone just enough to show the glint of a gold chain and the curve of a rose tattoo blooming over his collarbone. A toothpick rolled lazy between his lips, and his fedora was tilted just enough to cast a shadow across his sharp eyes.
He was flanked by two women—Black beauties dressed in mink-trimmed lingerie. One with midnight skin and copper-gold eyes, the other with a cinnamon glow and long, oil-slick braids. Girls from back in New Orleans. The kind who moved too quietly, whose laughter echoed wrong if you listened too long. Their glamour was turned up high tonight—cheeks glowing, lips stained bloodred, eyes like honeyed storm clouds.
They leaned into Stack like cats in heat, one on each arm, hands tracing his chest while he accepted the girls’ cut of the night’s earnings—crisp bills folded neat in silk pouches. He didn’t look rushed. He didn’t ever look rushed.
Cordelia stepped forward, elegant as a sermon, and slid her own pouch into his open palm, “For you, baby,” she purred.
Stack gave her that grin, slow, wicked, full of teeth and secrets, “That’s my girl.”
Cordelia stayed close, ran her hand up his thigh, “I got a question though,” she said lightly, tone flirtatious but eyes sharp, “That lil’ new one…Violet. Why ain’t you done her initiation yet?”
The question landed like a dropped match.
The girls giggled, expectant.
Violet froze in the hallway, half in shadow.
Stack chuckled low, licked his lips slow. Then he leaned back and finally looked up—right toward Violet. Right through the wall, through the shadows, like he felt her watching.
“’Cause she ain’t ready,” he said. Voice calm. Final, “She still soft. Still dreamin’. I bite her now, she won’t come back from it.”
The room went still for a moment.
One of the girls murmured, “Ain’t never heard you hold back before.”
Stack smirks, “I don’t break toys I like.”
Cordelia tilted her head, “You like her?”
He didn’t answer that part. Just sat there, eyes still locked in Violet’s direction.
The one of the girls leaned down, whispering something in his ear. He grinned wider, eyes glinting gold.
Cordelia laughed, kissed him on the cheek, and walked off, hips rolling like waves.
Violet slipped back down the hall, heart pounding, not sure what she felt.
She wasn’t afraid.
But something in her ached.
She didn’t know whether it was longing for Stack…or disappointment that it wasn’t Smoke who’d said those words.
The days passed, and Violet became a ghost of temptation.
She hadn’t laid with a single man yet—not really. Not how they wanted. Not how Stack trained the girls to break a John in, slow and sweet. Violet would let them look, let them taste her perfume and the way she moved when she walked—but that was all.
She’d lean in close enough for breath to catch in their throat, then pull away with a soft apology and a smile that made them want to beg.
They were starving for her.
Some started offering more; double, triple. One even brought roses. Another sent sweets and a gold bracelet. Stack let it happen. Watched from the upstairs rail with his cigar in hand, head tilted just enough to track every whisper, every reach, every ache in the eyes of the men who wanted to ruin her.
Cordelia called it “the long game.”
“You reel ‘em in slow, baby,” she told Violet one afternoon in the vanity room, lips lined red, a lace shawl loose over her shoulders, “Make ’em chase what they already think they own.”
She leaned in, breath warm against Violet’s ear, “You let ‘em think you’re green. Shy. Then one night, you open that door just a little…and they lose they whole mind.”
Peaches nodded from across the room, filing her nails, “Ain’t nothin’ like the first time a quiet girl turns bold. That pussy hit different when it’s got mystery on it.”
Violet listened. Blushed. But she held her posture a little taller now. Her silence wasn’t fear, it was control. And she was learning.
Upstairs, Stack knew.
He saw it in the way she moved through the hallway now, hips learning how to sway without effort. He saw it when she made the mistake of biting her lip in front of a customer and didn’t notice the way his hand twitched. She was blooming. Not all at once. But the petals were opening. And Stack…was patient.
He didn’t rush the flowers he wanted to own.
That night, Smoke returned.
The front door swung open in the low light. He came in like he always did—silent. Slow. Solid. Black suspenders over a white shirt, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms and the cut of his veins. Cigarette already lit. No words. No greeting.
Just presence.
Violet was sitting behind a sheer gold drape near the hallway curtain, her usual hiding place. A secret pocket of velvet and hush where she could pretend to be invisible and watch the world breathe.
She held still, barely blinking, eyes tracing the shape of his jaw in the smoke.
And she wasn’t the only one watching.
Two of the girls were near the bar, sipping gin and whispering low.
“Mmm mmm mmm…that man walk in here like sin in a suit,” one said, fanning herself, “I’d let him ruin my whole damn life.”
“He don’t even talk much,” the other whispered back, “But I love me a grown, confident-ass man. One that don’t gotta raise his voice to make the whole room shift.”
“You see how he move?” the first continued, “Like he ain’t gotta explain nothin’. Just action. He said forget all that talk, I’m bout that action.”
They giggled, voices thick with desire and bravado, but there was hunger underneath it. Real hunger. The kind even the boldest girls didn’t say too loud.
Smoke didn’t even glance their way. He walked straight to the far wall, leaned back, lit a fresh cigarette, and scanned the room with eyes that held weight. You didn’t look into them—you fell into them.
And then…he paused.
His eyes drifted. Toward the sheer drape. Toward her.
Violet held her breath.
Did he see her?
She didn’t know. But she knew one thing…
The ache inside her, the low simmer that burned beneath her belly, had a name.
And it wasn’t Stack.
It was him.
Smoke.
The brothel quieted in the small hours, when most of the girls had either gone to bed or were curled in the laps of men too drunk to finish what they started.
Violet slipped away to the back bathroom, the one with the deep porcelain tub and the cracked pink tiles, where steam clung to the mirror like breath. She twisted the knobs, hot water rushing out, cloudy with the salts and lavender oil Cordelia always kept in a little jar by the sink.
She stripped slow.
Her pale blue slip slid down her curves, skin dewy in the dim yellow light. Her breasts rose and fell with soft, shallow breaths. Her thighs were warm with sweat from the long night. Her curls stuck to her neck. She eased herself into the bath, the heat licking at her skin, pulling a sigh from her lips.
She sank deep with her knees drawn up, arms resting along the edges, eyes drifting shut.
And then the ache started again.
Smoke.
Not Stack. Not one of the slick-mouthed Johns who tried to coax her open with sweet words and sugar lies. But him—silent, watchful, heavy with power and mystery. The way he filled a room without ever trying. The cut of his jaw, the roll of his sleeves. The way he looked like he’d never say your name out loud—but growl it into your skin.
Her hand drifted down.
Fingers slipping between her thighs, slow at first. She breathed his name so softly it never left her lips. Her toes curled. Her hips arched slightly. She imagined his hand instead of hers. His fingers. His breath hot against her ear, not asking permission, just knowing what she needed.
The water lapped softly. Her moans were barely whispers, but they filled the little room all the same.
She was just on the edge, lost in that imagined weight of Smoke pressing her down, when—
Knock-knock. Click.
The door creaked open.
“Mmm.” Cordelia’s voice floated in, amused, “Now what we got goin’ on in here, sugar?”
Violet jerked up, water sloshing over the edge. She scrambled to sink lower into the bath, cheeks blazing red.
“I—I thought I locked—”
Cordelia leaned against the doorframe, fully dressed in a black silk robe trimmed with marabou feathers, cigarette holder dangling from her painted fingers.
“You didn’t,” she purred, eyes twinkling, “And even if you had, I got keys to everything in this house. Don’t look so scared. I ain’t mad. Girl’s entitled to her lil’ bath time fantasy.”
Violet covered her chest with her arms, mortified. Cordelia stepped inside, clicking the door shut behind her. She didn’t come to shame. She came like a storm that knew the rain was needed.
“Let me guess…” Her eyes narrowed, voice playful, “You wasn’t thinkin’ ’bout Smoke, was you?”
Violet didn’t answer.
Cordelia smirked and slid down to sit on the edge of the tub, letting her hand stir the water lazily.
“No shame in it, baby. That man walk in like judgment day, and every girl in this house got a little tremble in her thighs when he lights a cigarette.”
Violet looked down, face flushed, lips still parted from what almost was.
“You ever wonder what he’d do if you let him have you?” Cordelia asked, voice dropping, “Not rough like these other fools. Nah. A man like Smoke…he take his time. He don’t fuck. He consumes.”
Violet whimpered under her breath, thighs pressing together beneath the water.
Cordelia chuckled softly, “See? I knew it. You hooked and he ain’t even touched you yet,” She stood, smoothing her robe, “Just don’t drown yourself in here, alright? Save a little of that sweetness for when the time come. And baby…”
She paused at the door.
“When a man like that finally notices you? There ain’t no goin’ back.”
Then she was gone, leaving the room scented with her perfume and laughter.
And Violet?
She leaned back in the tub again.
But her hand moved slower this time.
And in her mind, she heard Smoke whisper her name.
After her bath, the house had gone hush. Only the soft lilt of old jazz drifted up from below—scratchy and faraway, like a memory playing through a wall. Most of the girls had gone to their rooms or curled up with company. Violet had begged off early. Said she had a headache. Nobody questioned her.
She wasn’t sick.
She was starving—but not for food.
The dressing room was dim, lit only by a row of half-burned candles flickering in their dusty glass jars. Smoke from earlier perfumes still clung to the air—rose, patchouli, hair tonic, clove cigarettes. The mirrors were fogged from the night’s heat and steam, the room heavy with the perfume of want.
Violet stood barefoot on the cold tile floor, wrapped in a short silk robe. Her curls were damp, falling in soft tendrils around her face, and her cheeks still flushed from her bath. Her skin glowed in the candlelight—bronze, delicate, young.
She stepped closer to the mirror.
The fogged glass showed only a whisper of herself at first, like a spirit trying to take form.
She wiped it clean with her palm.
Then stood still.
She studied her reflection. The cut of her collarbone. The shape of her mouth. The softness of her eyes, the way her lips always seemed half-parted like a question left unanswered.
“He don’t want soft,” she whispered to herself, “He want…sultry…woman.”
So she tried.
She dropped one shoulder of the robe. Let it slide down slow.
She ran her fingers through her curls and pushed them back, exposing her neck. Then she tilted her chin up just a little, parted her lips.
“You like this, don’t you?” she murmured, voice breathy, “I bet you wonder what I taste like…”
She paused. Cringed.
It didn’t sound right.
It sounded like someone else. Cordelia maybe. Or one of the other girls who knew how to speak a man into madness. Not her. Not sweet little Violet from the coast with Gullah blood and old folk songs still hiding in her bones.
She tried again.
Swayed her hips slow. Dragged her finger down her chest. Let the robe part just a little between her thighs.
“You want me, don’t you?” she whispered.
The words stuck in her throat.
Her shoulders tensed. Her eyes dropped.
It felt fake.
Like she was wearing someone else’s skin, trying to fit into a mold that wasn’t made for her. Pretty? Sure. She’d been told that. Men looked. Girls cooed. But she didn’t have Cordelia’s poise, Peaches’ sass, or the polished glamour of the girls from Stack’s past. She didn’t know how to weaponize her beauty yet.
And Smoke?
Smoke would eat a woman alive if she stepped to him wrong.
Violet sank onto the vanity stool, staring at her bare thighs, her robe still half-open.
She whispered, “You don’t see me, do you…”
She wanted to cry. Not from sadness. From that terrible tightness in the chest when your want grows too loud, and your confidence grows too quiet.
She reached for a lipstick tube and twisted it open. It was a deep wine red, something Cordelia once left on the table.
She painted her lips slow.
Then leaned in and kissed the mirror.
A print bloomed on the glass.
“If I was bold…you’d touch me, wouldn’t you?” she whispered again, softer now, “You’d press me to the wall. You’d tell me I was yours without sayin’ a word…”
Silence answered her.
And still, she sat there, robe slipping from one shoulder, red lips parted, candlelight dancing across her skin.
Just a girl aching to be noticed.
She didn’t even remember falling asleep that night. One minute, she was staring at her own reflection, robe half open, mouth painted, thighs pressed together. The next, the mirror seemed to ripple, soften, breathe.
And suddenly, he was there.
Smoke.
Leaning in the doorway behind her, half in shadow, cigarette in hand.
But this wasn’t the real Smoke. This was dream-Smoky, smoky Smoke—heavier, slower, hungry.
He stepped into the room with that same impossible quiet, like the floor moved for him, not the other way around. The door didn’t creak. The candles didn’t flicker. He just was.
His eyes moved over her…over her parted robe, over her soft thighs, over the kiss mark on the mirror like it was a challenge.
Violet tried to cover herself, but in the dream, her arms wouldn’t move. She could only look back, breath catching, skin prickling with heat and shame.
“I was just—”
Smoke didn’t speak.
He crossed the room in three long strides and stopped behind her. She could see him in the mirror now. Towering. Watching. His gaze dragged down her body like a match tip over dry bark. And then, he bent low, his mouth grazing the shell of her ear.
“You think I don’t see you?” he murmured, voice like liquid dusk on hot skin.
His hands slid down her shoulders, calloused palms dragging over her arms, her waist. He didn’t grab. He claimed. His touch said…this has always been mine.
No one else’s
You hear me?
You’re mine, my pretty Violet…
She whimpered. Softly. Slightly strangled. Like an echo. Like she’d been longing for him to say those words and it’s only been such a short amount of time.
He dipped his head further, pressed his lips to her neck feather-like, breathing her in like she was a fragrance. The robe fell from her shoulders. Slowly. Her nipples hardened in the air.
“I see everything, Violet,” he said, “Every little ache. Every quiet moan you try to hide from the night…”
He turned her gently in the dream, and she rose without resistance. She was bare before him, trembling, but not afraid. Ready. Puddy beneath his calloused hands. Ready and willing to be told what to do.
“You ain’t gotta perform for me,” he whispered.
Then he sank to his knees. His eyes never leaving hers. Not once. His mouth was at her belly, then lower, his breath hot against the soft thatch between her thighs. He pressed a kiss there—slow, worshipful.”
“I want this,” he said.
And she believed him.
Violet gasped—and woke with a jolt.
The candles were low. The room was quiet. Her thighs were wet with sweat, her robe askew. No one was there. No door creaked. No match was struck.
But her heart was racing like he’d just left.
And for a long, long moment, Violet sat in the hush, fingertips brushing her lips.
A thought bloomed in her chest like a secret.
Despite what Violet thinks Smoke wants—sharp, sultry, polished women like Cordelia…
smut w/ no plot below. bear with me i haven’t written anything like this in so longggg, i hope u like it anon! (not proofread)
“stop that ‘fore i give you somethin’ to cry ‘bout.” Stack scolded you like you were a spoiled child when he heard your sniffling, pulling his mouth from your pussy, brown lips glistening with your wetness and his warm heavy breath hitting your heat in a way that made you shudder. your wiped your glossy eyes with the back of your hand, nodding slightly though you could hardly stop your whimpering and quivering of your bottom lip.
you weren’t even completely undressed, he made no effort to take off your panties before eating and you were still in your (his) shirt. he was so fed up with you that he didn’t care. it didn’t change a thing anyway, you had already came five times over, struggling to keep your legs spread now in your soaked panties.
“tried to tell you—” he said in between messy but gentle kisses with the sensitive flesh on your thigh, being just as attentive to it as he was with your clit a minute ago, kneading the skin on your tummy underneath the shirt with his free hand while the other ran up and down your thigh. “you don’t know every damn thing, baby.”
you tried to tell him you were sorry but you were helpless. it all only came out in incoherent strings of moans mixed in with pleas of his name which you just couldn’t seem to stop saying. “don’t know what’s good for ya’self sometimes.” he’d sink his teeth into the skin then kiss it better after, murmuring faux apologies to you.
“noo.” was the only thing you could cry other than his name that even made a lick of sense. it hardly resembled a real word as it fell from your open mouth though, it was only raw and soft noise. “noo?” he mocked, sitting up from his position. he still wasn’t done yet though, he still hadn’t coaxed the obedience out of you that he wanted for once.
“think i done heard enough of that from you lately.” he drawled. you knew he was right, you’d been pushing his buttons all week ( all month, really ), day in and day out. Stack let you get away with a lot of things, but he had begun to get tired of your constant need to oppose him and defy his choices no matter what. he had finally decided it was time to punish you, and you couldn’t say that you didn’t deserve it.
punishment with Stack wasn’t like the other times he fucked you. he fucked you rough and dumb on the regular, so none of that was of any use when trying to punish you. no, when you were in trouble, he was slow. painfully so. just as he was as he adjusted himself upright onto the headrest, watching you roll over on your stomach to face him. “c’mere.” he cooed, patting his lap.
he helped you to straddle his lap with your chest facing his while swatting away your hands whenever they reached down and mindlessly clawed and tugged at the buckle of his belt. his arms snaked around your waist, he wrapped you up in a tight embrace. naturally, your arms found their way to his neck, and you let them hang there loosely around his shoulders with your head falling into the crook of his neck.
he rocked you both back and forth as if lulling you to sleep. just as soon as you let your eyes flutter shut, his arm fell from around your body and his hands began to roam underneath your shirt. up and back down again he took them, leaving chill bumps in their wake. your breathing hitched at it, the touch was so gentle that his feeling of his fingers on a new area of your skin made you jump a bit every time.
he pulled your shirt up then, but not to take it off. Stack put his head underneath it then let the fabric fall back over him. a sweet moan came out of you when you felt him flattened his tongue and run it over your hardened nipple, pinching the other between his index finger and his thumb. “Stack..” you beg and he shushes you. “i know.” he hummed noncommittally, but when the incessant whining wouldn’t end, he gave in to you like he always did.
“go ahead.” he told you, lifting his head out of your shirt. you knew what it meant and immediately got to clumsily taking of off belt, lifting yourself up from him slightly whilst he pulled his pants and boxers down to his knees. you hovered there for a moment as he adjusted, pulling your panties to the side as he aligned himself with your soaking slit. you wanted to help, reaching back and wrapping your fingers around his dick, pumping it once before placing his fat tip between your swollen lips.
then, without warning, Stack thrusted up into you with a strained groan. you sat there for a moment and just felt how full of him you were, you were unsure you could even bring yourself to move. “‘s in my stomachhh.” you moaned in the highest, most pathetic pitch of your voice, starting to roll your hips as they stuttered with every inch he sunk deeper into you.
you set the pace but he controlled it. he stopped you from getting any faster than he wanted you to by keeping a firm grip on your hips. your chest rose and fell as your head rested on his shoulder. “good girl…” he’d croon into your ear sweetly at times, along with other sweet nothings. he freed a hand from your hip and rubbed soothing circles in the small of your back, listening to you mewl for him. “bein’ calm for once.”
he knew the calm wouldn’t last for long, but he was fine fucking you nice and slow whenever you needed to be set straight again.
Cw: rough sex, consensual choking, crying during sex, verbal conflict, and religious themes
The sky was still dark when Sammie eased outta bed, careful not to wake her.
She laid curled beneath the sheet, bare shoulder peeking out, lips parted just a little like she was still dreamin’. Her breath rose soft and slow, and he stood there a second longer than he should’ve, just watchin’.
Then he leaned down—pressed a kiss to her temple, warm and slow. Whispered against her skin, “Be back ‘fore long, baby.”
She didn’t stir. Just sighed a little, turned deeper into the pillow.
Sammie straightened up, ran a hand through his hair, and reached for his guitar case like it was armor. Stepped out the door into a world still quiet with sleep.
⸻
The Prayer House— 9:12 a.m.
The choir was already singin’ when Sammie walked in. “Power, Lord!” ringin’ from the rafters, the old church swayin’ like it remembered freedom in its bones.
He moved slow up the center aisle, Sunday suit hangin’ just right, guitar slung across his back. Folks turned to watch him pass, but he didn’t look at none of ‘em.
Only one man mattered in that room.
Reverend Moore locked eyes with him from the pulpit. That look he gave Sammie? Wasn’t fatherly. Wasn’t proud.
“You bring that devil’s music in here again, boy,” the reverend said low, but sharp, “you best be ready to answer for it.”
Sammie stopped at the altar, nodded once to the pianist, and took hold of the mic. The church quieted down, like breath caught in a throat.
“I ain’t bring no devil’s music,” Sammie said. “I brought what God put in me. That’s all I got.”
The first strum of his guitar rang out low and full. The kind of sound that came from a deep place—lonely, rooted, tired but still fightin’.
Then he sang.
Not from the hymnal. Not from no book. Just from his chest.
It was the kind of voice that made old women clutch their hearts and made young folks lean in like it held secrets. He sang of wanderin’. Of bein’ misunderstood. Of findin’ God in the cracks—between hard days and blue notes. His voice was velvet rough, full of tears unshed and prayers not quite prayed.
And his daddy?
Reverend Moore sat back tight-lipped, jaw workin’. He couldn’t deny the spirit movin’ in that room. Couldn’t argue with the way Sammie’s voice wrapped around them rafters like incense.
Sammie strummed one last slow, syrupy chord before stepping away from the mic. The congregation didn’t erupt—just sat in a hush, like they ain’t know if they should clap, pray, or cry.
When it was over, no one clapped. No one breathed. The silence itself was holy.
Sammie lowered his head.
“Amen.”
He nodded once. Packed up his guitar. On the way down the aisle, folks reached for him—shaky hands, whispered praise:
“Sammie, baby, the Spirit was in you today.”
“That voice—you touched somethin’ deep.”
“You sure you ain’t ready to come back home for good?”
He smiled polite, nodded soft, but didn’t linger. The sun was creepin’ in through the stained-glass, dust spinnin’ in the light. He was two steps from the door when—
“Samuel.”
His daddy’s voice. Still sharp enough to make the back of Sammie’s neck twitch.
“Sit.”
Sammie looked over and saw Reverend Moore sittin’ in the second pew from the front, one hand on his Bible, the other drumming slow against the wood.
Church had emptied, but the air was still thick. Heavy with spirit, sweat, and all the things unsaid.
Sammie sat down slow, a pew between them. Guitar leaned close by.
For a long moment, neither man spoke. Just the creak of the wood under their weight, and the faint hum of cicadas outside.
“You enjoy that?” Reverend Moore asked, not lookin’ at him.
“I ain’t come for enjoyment,” Sammie said. “Came to tell the truth.”
“That ain’t truth. That was pain. That was rebellion. You turned the Lord’s house into a roadhouse.”
“I turned it into a mirror,” Sammie shot back. “What you mad at? The words I sang? Or the fact that folks listened?”
Reverend Moore’s fingers stilled. “They don’t need more music, son. They need saving.”
“And who said they can’t find it in a chord?” Sammie leaned forward, voice lower now, almost a growl
“Jesus walked with whores and drunkards, but you won’t let me sing cause my gospel got a backbeat?”
“You sound just like him,” Reverend Moore said. “Soft on sin. Loud with pride.”
That name again. His uncle’s ghost stirrin’.
Sammie’s jaw flexed. “He was more God-fearing than you ever been.”
The reverend turned now. Looked straight at him. “You keep walkin’ this path, boy, ain’t gon’ be no comin’ back.”
Sammie held his gaze. Steady. Defiant. “Then don’t expect me to crawl.”
He stood. Reached for his guitar.
“Pride goeth before the fall,” his daddy muttered.
Sammie turned, just before steppin’ into the sunlit aisle. “And truth goeth whether you like it or not.”
Then he walked out—boots echoing against the wood, leavin’ behind the pew, the pulpit, and the man who never saw the light in his voice.
The door creaked open slow, like even the hinges knew he was carryin’ more than just his guitar.
Sammie stepped inside, head low, jaw locked tight. Suit clingin’ damp to his back, face dark with somethin’ he couldn’t shake. He didn’t say nothin’—just shut the door behind him and stood there, stewin’.
You felt it the second he crossed the threshold.
You moved quiet through the kitchen, filled a glass—two fingers of brown, splash of ginger, a little sugar just to take the edge off. You pressed it into his palm. He took it, didn’t look, didn’t thank you. Just threw it back hard enough to make your throat ache in sympathy.
No flinch. No sigh. Just the sound of glass tappin’ back against wood.
“You let him get to you again?”
Your voice barely broke the stillness, but it landed like a stone on water.
He didn’t answer right away. Just rubbed a hand over his face, eyes still stuck to the floor.
“I ain’t never wanted him to hate me,” he muttered. “Ain’t never asked to be no disappointment.”
“You ain’t no damn disappointment, Sammie.” You stepped in closer. “You hear me? That man just mad the church loves you the way he never let ‘em love him.”
“I ain’t ask for none of that,” he snapped. “I just sang.”
“And you sang the truth. That ain’t no sin.”
He shook his head, jaw twitchin’. “You don’t get it.”
“Try me.”
That got his eyes on you, finally. And they were blazin’.
“You don’t know what it’s like to carry his name,” he said, voice rising. “To be his son. Every note I sing, every chord I play, he see it as a stain on his damn legacy.”
You stepped up chest to chest now, voice firm. “So what? You gon’ let him shame you into bein’ quiet? Again?”
“You think this easy for me?!” Sammie barked. “You think I like feelin’ like I’m killin’ my daddy every time I open my mouth?”
“You doin’ what he never had the courage to do!” you shot back, voice rising to match his. “You tellin’ the truth! That ain’t weakness, that’s faith.”
Sammie’s hand slammed down on the kitchen counter, glass rattlin’ with the force. “You don’t get it! Every Sunday I show up, it’s like beggin’ for a father that don’t exist!
You flinched—but only for a second. Stepped right back in.
“And every Sunday I sit here watchin’ you come back torn to pieces, tryna patch you up just for you to shove me away like I ain’t tryin’! Like I ain’t the one stayin’ when he keeps rejectin’ you!”
His chest heaved. Yours too. Two fires facin’ each other, breathin’ the same smoke.
“I ain’t ask you to fix me,” he bit out.
“And I ain’t tryna fix you,” you snapped. “I’m tryna love you. But you so busy fightin’ ghosts, you can’t even see what’s right here.”
Silence dropped like a hammer. Heavy. Breathing ragged between you both.
Sammie looked at you like he wasn’t sure whether to run or fall to his knees.
But he did neither.
Just turned his back, fists clenched at his sides, and said low—
“Then maybe you should stop tryin’.”
That line dropped like a match in gasoline.
You didn’t even think. Just saw red.
“The hell you just say to me?!”
Your voice cut the air in half, and his shoulders tensed—but he didn’t turn.
“Oh, you bold now?” You were already on him. “You think you can talk to me like I’m some damn stranger?”
You shoved him—hard. His body jolted forward from the force, and when he turned, that heat in his eyes wasn’t pain.
It was fury.
“Don’t start with me,” he warned, low.
But you wanted to fight. You wanted to make him feel everything he kept tryna bury.
“I’ll start and I’ll finish, Sammie! Don’t you ever talk to me like I ain’t the one holdin’ you down when your whole damn world falls apart!”
He clenched his jaw. Fists balled. Veins jumpin’. You saw it all.
And you poked it.
“What you gon’ do, huh? Raise that voice like your daddy do? Ball up them fists like you him now?”
You shoved him again, chest to chest. “Go ‘head! You wanna shut me up, right? Make me stop.”
That was it.
He moved.
Fast. Hard. Sure.
Snatched your wrists in his hands like he’d been waitin’ to, spun you and pressed you to the wall
“You bout’ done runnin’ that mouth ?”
His voice was a low growl, breath hittin’ your neck, hands pinning your arms beside your head.
Your breath caught.
But you weren’t scared.
Still tryin’ to push back. “Let go of me.”
“No.”
His grip tightened.
“You want me to make you stop? Here I am.”
You bucked against him and he pressed his hips flush to yours, holding you there, commanding your whole body without even breakin’ a sweat.
“Say another word,” he hissed in your ear.
“See what happens.”
You twisted in his hold, breath comin’ short now.
Not from fear.
From the way he was claimin’ you without askin’.
“You gon’ act right?”
You stayed quiet.
So he dropped his mouth to your neck—bit. Hard. Just enough to make you gasp.
“That’s what I thought.”
He pulled your arms down just enough to flip you around, back hittin’ the wall now, his chest pressin’ into yours. Eyes locked. Fire to fire.
And he kissed you.
Not soft. Not sweet.
It was a punishment. A reward. A command. Tongue deep, mouth hot, takin’ control of everything you had left.
“You done now?” he asked again, voice hoarse, lips hoverin’.
You still wouldn’t say it.
So he grabbed your thighs, lifted you clean off the ground, and pressed you tighter to the wall.
“I said—” his voice dropped dark— “You done now?”
He kissed you like it was the last word.
But you pulled back, chest heaving, eyes locked on his. And you smirked.
“That all you got, Preacher Boy?”
His jaw ticked.
Breath slowed, but his eyes? Blazin’.
“Still talkin’,” he muttered, grip shiftin’ on your thighs, diggin’ in harder like he was remindin’ you who had you pinned.
You leaned in, your voice slick and daring, heat dripping from every word.
“If you gon’ shut me up, Sammie, then do it. But don’t half-step.”
He stared at you for half a breath, jaw clenched, teeth grit like he was holdin’ back a flood.
Then he dropped his head, low and dark at your neck, teeth grazin’, breath scorchin’.
“You want me to take it there?”
Voice raw.
Mean.
Real.
“Take it,” you hissed, bitin’ your lip, back archin’ into him. “Handle me.”
That was all he needed.
His hand slid under your thigh and he lifted you higher, slammed your back harder into that wall—not enough to hurt, but just enough to make you feel him. All of him.
You gasped.
He didn’t slow.
His mouth crashed into yours again—teeth, tongue, spit, heat. Hands roamin’ like he was claimin’ territory, not beggin’ permission.
“Mouth still runnin’?” he growled, voice muffled against your lips.
You bit his bottom lip, pulled it between your teeth.
“Mmhm.”
Then smirked again.
“You gon’ fix that, or you just gon’ look pretty?”
He chuckled—dark and dangerous.
Then he turned, carried you off that wall with one arm under your ass, stridin’ toward the nearest room like you ain’t weigh nothin’.
“You talkin’ a lotta shit for somebody who’s bout to be beggin’.”
—————-
He kicked the bedroom door open with his boot, you still gripped tight in his arms.
Tossed you on the bed like you ain’t nothin’ but breath and bad decisions.
You bounced, laughing—tauntin’.
“That all you got, big man?”
He stood at the foot of the bed, dark eyes draggin’ down your body like he was about to destroy it just for breathin’ too loud.
“You got one more time to test me.”
His voice was low. Threat-level low.
You sat up on your elbows, licked your lips slow, still smirkin’.
“Or what? You finally gon’ stop talkin’ and start doin’?”
That was it.
He jerked his shirt over his head, muscles flexin’ tight with tension, skin gleamin’ with the heat he brought in from outside.
He was already on you—grabbin’ your ankle, yanking you down the mattress with one pull.
You squealed, tried to sit up—he shoved you flat.
“Uh-uh.”
He crawled over you, caging your body with his. “Keep that ass still.”
“Make me.”
He grabbed your jaw, tight. Not cruel. Claimin’.
“You don’t wanna play with me right now, girl.”
“You don’t scare me, Sammie.” You grinned through clenched teeth. “I like this.”
“You gon’ beg me to stop by the time I’m done.”
He pressed his forehead to yours.
“And I ain’t.”
His hand slid down your body, no finesse, all possession. Grippin’. Squeezin’. Daring you to keep that mouth open.
You did.
“Gon’ have to do better than that.”
So he did.
His hand shoved beneath your waistband, no warning, fingers draggin’ through you like he was searchin’ for somethin’ to ruin.
Your body jolted.
“Sammie—”
He laughed dark. “What happened to all that talk?”
You squirmed, grabbed at his arms.
“That all you—mm—”
Your breath hitched when he curled his fingers just right.
“Go on,” he said, teeth at your ear. “Tell me what I ain’t doin’. Run that mouth again.”
You gasped, eyes rollin’ back as he picked up pace, rough and unrelentin’, thumb circlin’ like he had a point to prove.
“Fuck—”
“There she go,” he murmured. “Knew I’d shut you up.”
He bit down on your shoulder.
“This what you wanted, huh?”
Your hips bucked into his palm.
“Say it.”
You turned your head, lips brushin’ his.
“I wanted it rough. Not lazy.”
That line hit him like a slap.
His face twisted—something dark, something hungry.
“Oh, aight.”
Then he slammed his fingers back inside you, deeper than before, faster, thumb rubbin’ circles that had your back archin’ off the bed.
“Say it again,” he growled.
“Say it with your fuckin’ chest.”
Your jaw dropped, breath caught.
“Fuck, Sammie—”
“Nah, don’t start cryin’ now.”
His hand moved like punishment—no rhythm, just need. Sloppy, wet, deliberate.
He leaned over you, watchin’ your face as he worked you.
“Said I was lazy, right? You want effort?”
He grunted.
“Take it then.”
Your legs shook, hips jerkin’, hands clutchin’ the sheets—tryin’ to brace for how good it hit.
“That’s right.”
His other hand grabbed your thigh, shoved it wider.
“You feelin’ that? Huh?”
You couldn’t speak—just noddin’, eyes wild.
He was locked in now—movin’ mean, wrist flexin’, knuckles hittin deep. His breath heavy as yours.
And then—
you snapped.
Back arched, mouth open, eyes shut—you finished hard, loud, legs tremblin’ around his wrist.
You barely came down before he yanked his hand out, wet and glistening, wiped it across his tongue like he was tastin’ victory.
Then—
he shoved you flat back on the bed, hands firm on your thighs, yanked your bottoms off with no patience.
You barely caught your breath before he was there—
face between your legs, mouth on you like revenge
“Thought I was gon’ stop?”
He growled it, breath hot, tongue mean.
He didn’t ease in. He devoured.
Fast. Messy. Relentless.
Suckin’ your clit, tongue flickin’ like it was tryin’ to break you open again.
“Don’t run,” he said, holdin’ your thighs down.
“You wanted this, remember?”
He shook his head into you, tongue draggin’ through slick, nose nudgin’ your most sensitive spot—no mercy.
He paused just long enough to spit on it—then went right back in, two fingers slidin’ back inside without missin’ a beat.
You choked on your breath, legs kickin’.
“Uh-uh,” he said, mouth full of you.
“You gon’ take all this shit.”
No warm-up. No sweet nothin’. Just two rough hands spreading you wide and that mouth diving in like he had somethin’ to prove.
His tongue landed fast and hard, flickin’ over your clit like it pissed him off, suckin’ it sharp, steady, mean. No rhythm to ease you in—just pressure, punishment, purpose.
His fingers followed, slick and quick, two slid in deep with no warning, curlin’ upward and pressin’ like he was tryin’ to wring you out from the inside.
You yelped, back archin’.
“F-fuck, Samm—” you stammered.
Pop. His hand slapped your thigh, fingers never slowin’ inside you.
“I said shut that pretty mouth.”
You gasped, hips twitchin’.
His mouth pulled off just long enough to speak, breath hot.
“Keep talkin’, I’ll stuff it full.”
Then he dove right back in.
His tongue lashed over your clit like it was beggin’ to be tamed. No teasing, just relentless heat, the wet sound of him suckin’ you down loud and obscene between your thighs.
Your hands scrabbled at the sheets, mouth falling open in another gasp.
“I—Sammie—baby, please, I can’t—”
Pop.
Another slap to your thigh, harder this time.
“Did I say you could speak?”
You whimpered
He leaned up just enough, lookin’ down at you with fire in his eyes, mouth and chin glistening.
“Nah. You gon’ take this. You run that mouth so much—now you gonna learn how to lose it.”
His fingers pumped faster, thumb draggin’ tight, rough circles over your clit like he was tryna send you to hell and heaven in the same stroke.
You couldn’t breathe, couldn’t move, body burnin’ up with every curl of his knuckles.
Your legs shook, a moan caught deep in your throat. “S-Sammie, I’m—fuck—I’m—”
He watched you, eyes locked, jaw clenched.
“Yeah? You gon’ cum? Go on then. Let it out. Squirt on my fuckin’ face—let me see you fall apart.”
You cried out as your whole body seized up, hips jerkin’, thighs closin’ tight around his face. But he grabbed your hips and held you down—made you take it.
And then—
You broke.
The pressure burst, a hot flood pouring outta you, wet and wild, coating his mouth, his chin, the damn sheets. You squirted hard, loud, and messy—guttural moan spillin’ from your lips as your body shook through the high.
But Sammie? He didn’t stop.
He growled into you, tongue flickin’ faster, suckin’ you through every tremble.
“That’s it,” he rasped, mouth still locked to you. “You’ll never forget who made you cum like that.”
Your voice broke into sobs of pleasure, words lost in the mess he made of you.
And still—he kept goin’.
You were tremblin’ now, damn near sobbin’ through clenched teeth, thighs sticky and twitchin’ with every flick of his tongue. He was still down there—mouth locked, fingers deep, thumb pressin’ circles over that same oversensitive spot like he wanted to make you scream till you had nothin’ left.
“P-please—” you gasped, body buckin’ under him
He growled against your skin, eyes dark, wrist flickin’ sharp inside you.
“That don’t sound like you beggin’. Come on, pretty girl—cry for me.”
You sniffled, chest stuttering with each breath.
“Cry right,” he whispered, mouth dragging up your thigh, “or I’ll take you there again.”
And just like that, you fell apart again—chest archin’ off the bed, a high-pitched sob spillin’ from your throat as another wave hit you. He held you through it, tongue slow now, just enough to keep the sparks dancing on your skin while your body tried and failed to settle.
Your thighs trembled. Your arms weak. Your eyes slick with tears as you stared up at the ceiling, wrecked.
And only then—only when he’d finished you good and raw—did Sammie rise.
He crawled up your body slow, deliberate, mouth still wet, chin glistening, breathing hard through his nose. Your legs were still twitchin’, body heavy, arms limp at your sides.
He reached down, pulled himself free, thick and heavy, already throbbin’ from everything he’d done to you.
Pressed the weight of him right against your mess.
Didn’t slide in just yet.
Just leaned over—forehead to yours, breath mingling—and spoke:
“I ain’t wanna be angry with you, baby.”
His voice was low, honest, but still edged in heat.
“It’s just that mouth”
You whimpered, lips parted, body still flutterin’.
“Don’t you worry. I’ma fix it.”
And then—he pushed in.
Slow. Deep. Thick enough to punch the air out your lungs.
Your mouth opened, but no sound came
He filled you inch by inch, stretchin’ you around him like he was tryna make space where there wasn’t none.
His forehead dropped to yours. His breath ghosted over your lips, hot and rough.
“Look at me.”
You blinked through tears, eyes heavy-lidded.
“Keep lookin’. You feel that?”
He rolled his hips, pulled out halfway, then slid back in with a grunt.
“That’s me. Deep. Right where I belong.”
You tried to speak—tried to say his name—but all that came out was a whimper, broken and raw.
Sammie leaned back, braced his hands on your thighs, and folded you up slow, pushin’ your legs toward your chest, thighs pressin’ down on your stomach.
Still inside. Still thick. Still ownin’ every inch of space in you.
He sat back on his heels, palms steady on your knees, lookin’ down at you like you were a song he’d written just for this.
“Now be good,” he said, hips startin’ to move, “And let me finish teachin’ you.”
Sammie stayed sittin’ back on his heels, deep inside you, thick and stretchin’ you wide as his palms held your legs up against your stomach. He stared down at you—face tight, breath comin’ hard.
And then he started movin’.
Long, slow strokes.
Grindin’ his hips forward ‘til you felt him press deep at the top of your walls, then pullin’ out slow, makin’ your body ache with the loss, only to slam it back in with a grunt.
Your mouth opened, but nothin’ came out yet. You was too stunned, too full.
His voice came like a sermon.
“You know where you fucked up?”
He slammed in deep.
“First—runnin’ that mouth like you ain’t know who you was talkin’ to.”
Stroke.
“Tryna tell me what I was and wasn’t doin’. Lazy? Me?”
Stroke. Harder.
Your back arched.
“Then pushin’ me—again. After I told you, stop.”
Stroke. Deep, punishing.
You whimpered, body squirming beneath him.
“Ain’t no safe word in attitude. You asked for this.”
Another thrust—hard enough to shake the bedframe.
Your voice cracked on a moan.
“Now look at you.”
His hands slid under your thighs, pushin’ ‘em higher. He leaned in, angle changin’—stroking deeper.
“You loud now?” he taunted, smirking as your breath stuttered.
You tried to answer, but all that came out was a broken cry.
That made him grunt—approval, possession, pride. And then he picked up the pace.
Sharp, thick strokes. Slappin’ skin.
Every inch he gave, he took back harder.
You were moanin’ now, voice high, pitch hittin’ something desperate.
“Mmmhm. There she go.”
He leaned in.
“Loud again. Just how I like you.”
Your body jerked, legs tremblin’, hands graspin’ for anything to hold onto—but he was already leanin’ down, pressin’ his chest to yours.
Bear hug. Tight. Locked. Still fuckin’ you.
One arm curled under your shoulder, the other hand slid to the back of your neck, holdin’ you still. His lips came right to your ear.
And he whispered.
“Shhhh. It’s okay now, baby.”
Stroke.
“You done run your mouth.”
Stroke.
“Lemme take care of it now.”
Stroke.
“Don’t cry, baby. I got it.”
His voice was soft. Sweet. Condescending.
Like he was rockin’ a child.
Like this wasn’t him fuckin’ the lesson into your body—this was him takin’ over.
You sobbed out his name again, walls clenchin’, breath short and fast.
He smiled into your neck.
“That’s it. Let me fix you.”
Still inside you, chest to chest, Sammie breathed through his nose—slow, heavy, hot against your cheek. The bear hug stayed tight, one arm coiled around her back, holdin’ you like you was some fragile thing he was done bein’ gentle with.
But the other hand… it moved.
From the back of your neck—soft at first, thumb slidin’ along your jaw. Then firmer. Fingers curlin’ under your throat.
Chokin’ you. Not too tight. Just enough to hold your breath, make you focus. Make you feel the control—every inch of it.
You gasped, eyes flyin’ open as his palm flattened against your throat, fingers snug, thumb restin’ just under your chin.
“You feel that?” he whispered, voice calm like this was just conversation.
He rolled his hips slow, deep, grindin’ up into you like he was moldin’ you around him.
“You know what this is?”
He thrust again—sharp.
Your legs kicked a little.
“This right here’s a correction.”
Your hands clawed at his back, mind foggy, but body on fire.
“I said shut that mouth—now look at you,” he rasped, pressure on your throat increasing just enough to make your breath hiccup.
“Loud. Wet. Shakin’. And still not done.”
His hips picked up—deep grind, then a sharp thrust. Then again. And again.
You couldn’t even speak. Couldn’t beg. Your breath was stuck under his grip, the sound trapped and rising in your chest like a scream with no exit.
And he felt it. All of it.
Your walls flutterin’ around him, thighs tremblin’, tears spillin’ down your cheeks as that wave crept up again.
“Mmm, yeah,” he murmured against your mouth. “Go ahead. Give it up for me, baby. Let that pussy break for me one more time.”
You tried to nod. Tried to answer.
But that hand on your throat? It held everything.
And that’s when it snapped.
Your body arched, legs stretchin’, arms flailin’ as another orgasm ripped through you—harder, deeper, full-body violent. Your moan barely slipped past his grip, just a choked sob as you squirted again, coating both your skin and his, shakin’ like you was comin’ undone from the inside out.
He held you through it—didn’t let up. Didn’t stop strokin’.
Just watched your face twist with pleasure, pain, surrender.
“That’s it, baby,” he whispered, mouth on your cheek, hand still firm around your throat.
“Let me teach you what your mouth forgot.”
You ain’t even had a second to breathe ‘fore Sammie snatched you over, face-first to the mattress, legs spread, ass high. That sweet boy gone—all that was left was heat, muscle, and spite.
He grabbed your hips up and drove in deep, thick and full, makin’ the whole damn bed creak under you.
“Unnnhh—fuck, girl…” he groaned, voice dragged low and gritty, accent thick like swamp air.
“Told yo’ ass, keep talkin’… now look atcha.”
His palm flattened ‘gainst your back, pushin’ you down each time the bed bounced you forward. He held you like that, pinned, used, his hips smackin’ into you over and over, the slick slap of skin echoing off the walls.
“Ain’t goin’ nowhere now. Naw.”
You tried to speak—voice caught, cracked, a sob laced with a moan.
“Sam—Sammie please—too deep—”
Your hand reached back, tryin’ to catch breath, catch mercy.
Pop.
He slapped that hand away, grabbed both your wrists up, pulled ‘em back behind you with one big hand.
“Told ya I don’t give a fuck.”
His voice was strained now, words meltin’ at the edges.
“Said too deep, huh? Mm. Good. That’s where I live.”
He thrust. Hard. Deep.
“You gon’ feel me in that spine, sugar. Gonna limp for days.”
You cried out, sobbin’ straight into the mattress.
“You sound so goddamn sweet when you hurtin’.”
His mouth fell open, breath hot and wild as he ground into you. That drawl slurred more with each stroke.
“Mmmfuck—make all that mouth just to end up cryin’ on this dick.”
You was shakin’ now, belly clenchin’, whole body caught in that rhythm, that storm of him.
And he was gone. Eyes rollin’, muscles flexin’, hips drivin’ like he was tryna bury himself in you.
“Ain’t no runnin’.”
Thrust.
“Ain’t no stoppin’.”
Thrust.
“Your attitude. Your smart mouth. You all mine.”
Each one hit harder, deeper, uglier.
You wailed, and that pushed him over the edge. He leaned in, wrapped that thick arm around your waist, pullin’ you up, his chest on your back, body shakin’ behind you.
His other hand slid up—from stomach to chest, to your throat.
Wrapped tight. Claimin’.
“Shhh now,” he breathed, right by your ear, that Southern lilt drippin’ like wet heat.
“Hush now, baby. S’okay. S’okay… gon’ take it.”
You sobbed his name, and he held it right there, pulsin’ inside, rockin’ his hips in short, deep strokes.
“Tha’s it… go on ‘n finish again for me. One mo’ time, baby. Jus’ one mo’…”
Still inside—deep, thick, all him. Her ass high, her body tremblin’ against his, her face hot and flushed , cryin’ soft now.
He leaned over her, chest on her back, mouth open at her ear, breath hot and hitchin’.
“Still clenchin’ on me, girl…”
His voice was slow, lazy with heat, all Mississippi drip and thunder.
“Like yo’ body don’t know when to quit.”
And then his hand came down between her legs—slick, sure, mean.
Two fingers rubbin’ her clit, not soft.
Fast. Precise. Knowin’.
“C’mon, baby… you finishin’ again witcha man.”
His hips rolled into her slow.
“Ain’t goin’ nowhere till you do.”
She whimpered, tryin’ to shift, to breathe.
And then—
Her hand reached back.
Shaky fingers slid low, findin’ his sack, cuppin’ his balls soft, thumb draggin’ ‘cross the bottom like she was feelin’ how full he still was.
Sammie damn near folded.
“Mmmfuuuck—” he growled, voice breakin’ straight through his throat.
“Tha’s how you gon’ touch me? You nasty lil thing…”
She rubbed him gentle but firm, that grip sendin’ fire straight through his spine.
And he sped up—fingers draggin’ tighter over her clit, hips grindin’ harder, deeper, his balls hittin’ her hand with every thick stroke.
“Lemme—lemme feel you lose it, baby…”
He choked out the words, hips stutterin’.
“One mo’ time f’me, c’mon now—fuck—lemme fill you up while you cry.”
And she did. Her body broke again.
A sob, a moan, a shudder ran through her, her hand squeezin’ on him as she came, loud and wet and ragged.
Her thighs jerked, back archin’, palm still on his balls like she was tryna milk him down with her.
Sammie snapped.
“God—DAMN!” he shouted, slamming into her once, twice, then holdin’ deep, pulsin’, emptyin’ all that heat inside.
His chest collapsed to her back, that hand still trapped between her legs, twitchin’ from the aftershock.
Both of y’all a wreck.
Sticky. Loud. Torn down and rebuilt.
And his voice?
Low. Filthy. Tender.
“Mmm. You earned that, baby… earned every drop.”
The room was quiet now—heavy with sweat and breath and the ghosts of every cry you’d let loose against them sheets.
Sammie still lay pressed to your back, arms around your waist, breath slowin’ against your neck. But the tight hold he had on you loosened, just enough for him to pull out with a low, shaky groan.
You whimpered—sore, spent, legs weak.
He pressed a kiss to your shoulder, gentle this time, before shiftin’ off the bed, barefoot on the hardwood. No words yet—just movement. A hand draggin’ down his face, another reachin’ for a clean towel from the dresser.
He came back quiet, eyes a little glassy now. All that fire faded down to embers.
Kneelin’ beside you, he wiped you clean slow, careful over your thighs, the back of your knees, down where y’all were still stickied together.
“Didn’t mean to say all that,” he mumbled, voice thick, accent warm like Sunday syrup.
You blinked at him, rollin’ onto your side. “Me neither.”
He gave a small, tired smile. “You cut deep when you want to.”
You breathed a laugh, eyes glossed but soft. “So do you, Sammie.”
For a minute, just the hush of cotton on skin, his hand movin’ gentle as water. He tossed the towel toward the hamper, missed, didn’t care.
You reached up, dragged a lazy finger along the line of his jaw. “Your daddy ever hear you scream the Lord’s name like that again…”
“…he might actually combust.”
Sammie huffed—a real laugh this time, low and from his belly.
“Man, he’d start speakin’ in tongues… ‘cept not the holy kind.”
You both cracked up, exhausted and grinnin’, breathless in a whole new way.
He shook his head, leaned in, crawled back into bed, stretchin’ out over you like he was home.
“Mmm,” he hummed, mouth on your temple, “If I’m goin’ to hell, I’m takin’ you with me.”
You let him kiss you slow—real sweet this time, mouth warm, lips draggin’ over yours like he was sayin’ “I’m sorry” with every stroke.
No more fire. Just you, him, and the peace that only comes after losin’ yourselves in each other.
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I AINR PROOFREAD YALL HOPEFULLY ITS FINE mommy’s sleepy
warnings. teenagers drinking moonshine, religious themes (namely christianity), war, really fluffy, hardly proofread
creds to @haonian for the divider
there you both were, away from your homes and out of the beds you should’ve been sound asleep in, sitting in the dirt and leaning up against the back the church house with your shoes kicked off. you with your thighs slightly exposed because you had bunched up your white dress and let it lie between your legs, and sammie with the sleeves of the same button-up he wore to church that holy morning rolled far up to where you could see the way his arm flexed whenever he took a swig from the bottle of moonshine.
“i gotta stop drinkin’,” you croaked as the liquor hit the back of her throat in a sharp way that made your mouth burn and your body shudder. “‘s a nasty habit.”
you shook your head at yourself, eyebrows furrowed and glossy lips parted. you wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, passing off the bottle to sammie. “a criminal one too.” he added before drinking, looking over at you with a slick smile and low-lidded eyes. nothing was sanctified about the way the preacher’s son looked at you then.
so blissfully adolescent you both were then, staring at the stars and wondering if there really was a god.
“you pray?” sammie questioned aimlessly, extending the bottle to you again without stripping his gaze from the night sky. you grabbed the neck of it without looking over at him, “when i got sum’n to pray ‘bout.”
“ain’t we meant to pray about everything?”
you exhaled deeply at that, looking down at your lap. “i don’t know.” you didn’t know anything anymore.
“well do ya’ believe in who you prayin’ to?”
you turned to him, “not in the god that heard my momma pray for my daddy to come home when the world was at war and ain’t do a thing… no.”
you opened up your lips slightly like you were beginning to say something but had already realized the answer. “i know you believe. you got to, preacher boy.” you overemphasized teasingly, swishing the liquor around in the bottle instead of drinking it.
“not really,” he shook his head, running his tongue against his bottom lip, deep in thought. “i ain’t got to do nothin’. grown now. grown enough ta’ have myself a drink.”
you laughed at that straight away, rolling your eyes away from him again. he put his lips up to the bottle for another sip, smiling against the glass’ rim at the sound of your laughter. “you don’t even believe that, boy. we not even supposed to be havin’ it.” she reminded.
there was a comfortable silence surrounding you both for a moment there. your bodies were buzzing and the liquor had loosened up your lips just enough to say a fraction of the things you thought about one another.
“i think,” you started, putting the drink on the ground between the two when he handed to it you again. “that if god is real. if he’s true, that he in the dirty places and unholy things. like- i feel all… holy when you play that worldly music you like after church, when it’s jus’ you, me, ‘n prolly god in there, and your daddy ain’t around-“
you paused, probably to collect your words, but you couldn’t find them.
“that’s… when i feel like i believe.” you finished, but sammie could tell that there was more that you wanted to say. “tha’s a real poetic way to put it.” he nodded slowly.
you picked the bottle up, finishing off the rest of the moonshine. “help me up.” you mumbled, holding out your arms. he pulled himself up first, then stood in front of you to grab your outstretched hands and tugged you gently upwards. you stumbled towards him as you got up, giggling like you was still a schoolgirl.
his body caught you but you anchored yourself on (in) him even after your stance stabilized. your arms weaved around his torso loosely and he let you rest your drunken head on his chest for however long you needed to, unsure arms lingering just around your body, not near enough to really hold you. as if he didn’t know what to do with his hands anymore.
you let out a contented hum when his arms closed in around you finally. “i pray ‘bout you.” he said into your ear, voice all slow and sweet like molasses.
“i pray for you too. every night.”
that was hardly what he meant, but he let it slide just how he seemed to do with everything you did.
he ain’t just pray for you— but about you. prayed that there really was a heaven and that if there was, he’d be let in just so he could be with you again when you both passed on. prayed that you knew all his love songs were about you.
prayed that he and you weren’t just another part of growing up, that you wouldn’t fade along with the growing pains.
