has anybody seen my will to live?

vent blog, untagged ✘ Adult ✘ He / They ✘

[ruination-rumination]

Hey, this is where I talk about heavy mental stuff I’d rather keep off my main.

If this blog's content disturbs you, block me, and do not interact. Do not report me. Having an archive of my thoughts is immensely important to me and my mental health.

Lately my mental health has been very poor, so please keep that in mind. (I am working on improving it).

Despite what I might post and reblog, I am not a danger to myself, I have support systems to keep me safe when I feel unstable, and most importantly I DO NOT promote these behaviours and mindsets.

Stay off this blog unless you're certain its content will not harm you. Your mental health is important.

Specific TWs under the cut:

- suicide / suicidal thoughts

- self harm (mentions of cutting)

- csa (specifically nccsa and cocsa)

- disordered eating (uncommon)

- trauma

- self hatred

- gender dysphoria

[bunnighost]

[cupcakevomit]

♥︎♡︎♥︎♡︎ codependency ♥︎♡︎♥︎♡︎

[cupcakevomit]

I’m just a ghost you walk right through

[eli--o064]

but what about me?

what about the guilt that burns and I can't totally remember?

did I do something?

am I a monster for not knowing?

am I a monster for being a dumb child?

[b4st4rd-420]

[wormbus-art]

I'm not easy to love!!

[lild3m0nsworld]

[facepixels-deactivated20251231]

[tombfriend-moved]

personal responsibility

[chlorofeel-deactivated20240728]

[funnybleedingboy]

[yamvents]

Why would you do that? I was so so small and I’ve yet to forget what you did. Maybe I really did deserve it in the end.

[almostlawliet]

[sunnirainbow]

failure

[abuzd]

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