rune

fragile

[runescove]

જ⁀➴im your fallen angel.

⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ name // you can call me rune-- cove is also ok! ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ age // 18-22 ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ gender // tboy ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ pronouns // he.him ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ sexuality // attracted to men-- as well as nonbinary people with a preference for t4t ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ hobbies // baking, sketching, writing, and scrapbooking ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ relationship status // taken, do not pursue. ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ yan types // dependence,, worship,, manipulative,, protective,, self-harm,, stalker-- ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ likes // sanrio, snoopy, pinecones, soft things, birds, wings, nightmare before christmas, vampires, angels, cats, animation, warmth, poetry, dr. pepper, melanie martinez (i dont support her, only enjoy her music), precious pepala, lady gaga, jack stauber, hannah grae ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎ dislikes // yelling, ice, maga, tomatoes, lack of conversation, lack of understanding

welcomewelcome, lovely! this blog will be a place for me to express my deepest desires, yearning, and darker thoughts-- im open to asks/anons, i encourage them! pls talk to me.

i am an irl yan leaning towards the softer side-- i am seeking another yan, yan4yan. feel free to stay as long as you wish, ill always be here for you. i do have violent thoughts at times!--

pls feel free to learn more about me--

tags //

ᨳଓ 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝓈 𓏲𝄢 // yandere thoughts/yanblr ᨳଓ 𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𓏲𝄢 // vent/rant ᨳଓ 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝑜 𓏲𝄢 // random ᨳଓ 𝓉𝓌𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓇𝓃𝓈 𓏲𝄢 // anons and asks

જ⁀➴im always watching, my love.

[runescove]

Haie ! I love asking yan accs this but how do you cope with your significant other (if you are together yet) being out for long periods of time ? And do they know ur a yan , do they like it ? I adore ur account by the way , much love ☆_☆

hello!

thank you, im glad you find interest in my account. i havent been as active as id like to be.

id consider us together, but we havent formerly called each other a bf/partner. i am a bit embarrassed to bring it up with him, truthfully-- we are romantically interested. beyond that. i consider us dating, hes mine just as much as im his.

to be quite honest, i dont handle it the best. i get veryvery anxious whenever hes gone for super long! i make it very clear with him, i emphasize how much i worry and so-on. i am very dependent on him, to the point that my body rebels against me whenever hes gone for long. apologies from him follow after if it gets too intense. luckily, its usually not for too long anymore!

he does know, he does like it! he is quite similar to me, we both belong to each other. it was only just a few days ago that we started expressing these feelings more verbally. its been quite lovely.

forgive me if my words seem jumbled! i am a bit tired. thank you for the ask, its very appreciated! <3

[runescove]

what a twisted spell cast upon me.

eagerly, i await each reply. reading each one as if there were a hidden message. youre so dear to me, i cant help but overanalyze everything. i just want to crawl closer until theres no space to breathe.

silence is something im familiar with, something i prefer. but with you, i cant help but go on and on. each word is an attempt to get you to stay. i need you like i need air. perhaps im too much, would you even admit if i were?

i dont think id be able to contain myself, even if that were the case. ive never been able to handle restraints. the fear of boring you will always linger. i cant stop, i need to share everything about myself with you.

i need to drown in your existence.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

alarms are going off in my head with no way to silence them. im safe, thats what im trying to convince myself.

my body is telling me otherwise.

the way my stomach seems to lurch, the way my vision is fading-- and the sickening acknowledgement of the shadow that sits beside me.

no amount of soothing words i whisper to myself seem to calm the storm.

if only you were here with me, my dearest flower. your petals would be enough to stabilize me.

in the end, youre all that i need. and im sure, im all you need as well. no matter how you try to conceal your need for me.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

hes back.

nothing ever happened, im normal and happy. my everything.

with a few simple words, im whole once more.

[runescove]

sh warning

my blade just had to be dull. no matter how hard i press down, im met with just. slightly scratched skin.

ive been crying so fucking badly, i need to feel the stinging sensation sooo badly. today has been... a day.

im on the verge of throwing up, anxious as shit, arghhh. :(

i hate today i hate everything i feel so unlovable holy shit. what is my purpose??? i work myself to death, my "friends" in person arent truly my friends- more like people i know, i do not have family to turn to.

fuckkkk meeeeee.

[runescove]

death taunts me with temptation.

do you know the pain youre causing me?-- each second without you feels like a new tear upon my flesh.

tears sting my eyes tonight as i await your presence. did i do something wrong? is this my doing?

i should chip you. i cant live with this agony of knowing if youre okay or not. i need to know where you are, any form of sweet relief.

my stomach is churning with the need to empty itself. this anxiety is sickening-- the longer you ignore me, the more i crave eternal sleep.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

trapped in your embrace.

i am but a fly stuck in your sticky webs, watching as your slender legs inch closer. waiting patiently for you to make your move.

im right where i want to be. struggle doesnt come to mind, im content staying on display for you. i need you to consume me.

as long as im apart of you, im perfectly happy.

my darling arachnid.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

ruining myself like this gives me a rush like no other.

pushing myself to my limits-- until im lightheaded and unable to form any proper thoughts.

my face feels hot and the whole room is swirling, perhaps in desperate need of water, but all i can think about is you. you, you, you.

you consume my every thought-- no matter how crumpled i am.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

shrinking in on myself, i feel the stinging sensation of metal against skin.

my body feels like it could shatter at any second. jealousy flows through my veins, itll always be apart of me. it reminds me of its painful existence more often than id like.

slicing at my skin, hoping some of it would leave along with the blood flowing out. yet, it remains.

youre the reason i feel this way. every word you speak, i cling on tighter. you seem so blissfully unaware. taunting me with each bat of your lashes.

my love, youre a menace.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

would you say you have any darlings at the moment? if so, what would you think is the oddest or most absurd thing you've done for their attention/love/etc? i do adore your writing by the way 🩷

haii thank you for the ask!

i do have someone im interested in yes!

im honestly a piece of shit, i overshare any negative moments i have just to get some extra attention and comfort. i experience some guilt when it comes to this, but im also an insane overthinker so any delay in responses makes me sick to my core-- i cant help but want to receive worry because it makes me believe that they care. i am a delusional fuck. i try not to do it constantly, but its also not my fault that my days are usually dogshit so! technically just saying the truth about my day. sry if that doesnt make any sense--

thank you, i havent been feeling as confident in it lately but that makes me quite happy!--

[creeping-u-out]

:( ´ཀ` )🥩⋆˚♡ CUTEGORE THEMED YANDERE ASK GAME

saccharine ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊ - gush about your darling !! what are your favourite things about them? what's a small detail about them you like?

love letters₊˚⊹ 💌 - what made you realise you were an irl yandere? was it something you always knew, or was it something you realised after you developed your obsession?

decay ˚⊹𐂯 - do you see a future with your darling? if so, how would you want your life to look like with them? would you travel with them, if so, where?

razorblades ´ཀ` - how much does having a darling impact your everyday life? and if it affects you a lot, how do you try to cope when your darling isn't around?

bloodstains 🩸⊹ ݁˖ - what's your favourite gift you've given / you'd give a darling, and if applicable what's your favourite thing they've given you?

bittersweet ᥫ᭡.ִֶָ𓂃 - what's your ideal date with your darling?

carnage𓄧꒷꒦ - are you controlling or more lenient? if your darling acted in a way you didn't like, would you let them because you just want them to be happy and/or view them as perfect, or would you attempt to control or change them to your liking?

chainsaw ˚.🦴 ᵎᵎ - what would be a dealbreaker that makes you lose an obsession with someone?

chokehold(っ҂ཀ•)っ - how do you ensure you keep your darling? do you use manipulation, threats, begging etc

blood (＾་།＾)- what's a fantasy you have about your darling that would be unethical or even impossible to actually execute?

guts ୧ ‧₊˚🥩 - how do you express your love? are you upfront, subtle, intense or secretive? do you hide/suppress your yandere traits around your darling to appear more normal, or are you more open about it?

angel cake ꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ - if you were to make a shrine for your darling, how would you do it? ie scrapbooking, wall shrines, digital shrine etc

scalpel₊˚⊹ᰔ - how do you mark your darling as yours?

switchblade٠🔪ིྀ⭑ -are you more of a dominant or a submissive yan? are you more sadistic or masochistic?

bruised⋆.𐙚 ̊ - how do you react when your darling has hurt you? emotionally and/or physically. do you like hurting them back?

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ᴀᴇʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄʏ ;; what’s kind of future do you desire with a darling? ᴀɴᴏᴍᴀʟʏ ;; what’s a behavior you show towards your darling that most other yans you see don’t talk about / exhibit?

ᴀᴘᴘᴀʀɪᴛɪᴏɴ ;; how do you usually make yourself appear in front of a darling? do you act the same or different?

ᴄʟᴀɪʀᴠᴏʏᴀɴᴄᴇ ;; how would you react if you ever discovered your darling was hiding something important from you?

ᴅɪꜱᴇᴍʙᴏᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ;; what are some of the darker thoughts you’ve had about a darling?

ꜰᴏʀʙɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ᴇɴᴛɪᴛʏ ;; what’s either the most intense, strange, or violent thing you’ve ever done for / to a darling?

ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ;; rant about your current darling ! who might be ‘ haunting ‘ your mind, and if you don’t have one, rant about anything you’re currently interested in

ʜᴇʟʟʜᴏᴜɴᴅ ;; what are the lengths you’d go to protect a darling?

ɴᴇᴄʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄʏ ;; how would you react to losing a darling? what would be your first reaction?

ᴘᴀʀᴀᴘꜱʏᴄʜᴏʟᴏɢʏ ;; what are things that usually draw you to a person? Are there specific things that may spark your interest or obsession?

ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ ;; how much control do you want to have over a darling?

ꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀʀ ;; do you usually memorize your darlings schedule? If you were able, do / would you follow them around, place to place?

ᴠᴏʀᴛᴇx ;; when you do have a darling, how is the rest of your life affected? do you tend to abandon other responsibilities for the sake of them?

[runescove]

[ mentions of s/h ]

fuck meee aaa.

cuts from last night reopened, right as i was about to shower too.

thats alright i guess, itll have to do !

[runescove]

this is an unwelcome feeling.

the nauseating sensation of overthinking. stressing over the smallest change of tone.

im sick to my stomach, vomit tickling my throat and threatening to spill over. i cant help but overanalyze each message you send.

what did i do wrong? pls tell me, for i cant take this unease any longer. each change in tone is enough to make me spiral, my love.

are you doing this to torture me?

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

im tearing my flesh to paper thin shreds, just hoping youd notice the new marks that spread across my thighs.

im aware of how pathetic it is, how destructive... yet i cant help but continue on.

its a desperate attempt to grab your attention. will you finally notice me once red stains my palms? or is this all for nothing?

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

[runescove]

id break every bone in my body if it meant youd look at me. if it meant youd tend to my wounds.

for, your gaze and presence is the only source of comfort i need. youre my everything, nothing and nobody else could ever possibly make me feel as safe as you do.

youre my haven, the only thing id ever need.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱