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making my tea and my toast

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just remembered that the first line of the Pure Heroine album is “don’t you think that it’s boring how people talk” and the last line of the last song is “let them talk” so i’ll be spending 5-7 business days in recovery

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i just think it takes gritted teeth to know happiness can’t be always be two steps ahead or in a year or in the spring or when every terrible thing is over and that is has to grow back centimeter by centimeter and you don’t even see it until you’re alone in the kitchen or in the street and you find that you’re a little less afraid of this terrible thing for which you have no name.

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george “trousers are for wimps” karim

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*lucy and george in the kitchen, stressing over the burned down house, annabel ward, deprac, and going completely broke, lucy still in her hospital gown*

lockwood: …look at you two…getting along…like a like a HOUSE on FIRE

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fairfax: one condition- no flares. i don’t want any damage to the house.

lockwood: :)

fairfax: did you hear me??

lockwood: :))

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barnes: fire lucy and pay the bill or you’re DONE. you hear me? DONE.

lockwood: …

lockwood: [does a live tv interview in front of the house he just burned down, compliments lucy for 10 minutes straight, and puts 100% blame on deprac]

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sometimes i think about how phoebe says “open heart, open container” in scott street and it feels like finally being okay with feeling all of the things you told yourself you wouldn’t and missing people and missing the kid you used to be and letting yourself be so sad but having that realization that you’re here and you kept going, knowing that sometimes you have to walk away and have that ache in your chest, and it’s okay because that means you’ve loved so hard and deep that it doesn’t go away when you say goodbye.

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reminder that the star Regulus is not only one of the brightest in the whole sky, but also (due to its place in the Leo constellation), known as the Lion’s Heart.

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rip to lady macbeth you would have loved You Should See Me In a Crown

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thinking about how the replacements said “if being afraid is a crime we hang side by side” like wow i feel that in my heart a little bit

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consider this a cry for help

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lorde really said “all of our heroes fading, now I can’t stand to be alone, let’s go to perfect places” and in one line triggered all those feelings of growing up feeling like you’re missing something, that reckless nostalgia for places you’ve never been and the constant awareness as your youth ticks away and all you can do is watch, and you want to do something, say something, but you can’t, you just can’t.

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slowly losing sanity how y’all doin

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real ones know

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