unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you

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@sad-onmain
unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you
āthatās ok i understand!!!!ā but it actually made me sick to my stomach
every queerplatonic female friendship dynamic: i literally see you as my soulmate while you date a guy you met two weeks ago
itās a wild ride having āplease donāt leave meā and āitās your loss if you doā daddy issues with āplease donāt yell at me ill cryā and āfuck around find outā mommy issues
My mind immediately after I say anything to anyone:
āThey donāt care. That was fucking stupid.ā
Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.
ādonāt let it bother uā baby iām gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years
I realized today that I have stopped living life. Iām literally just trying to get to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. Iām not living, Iām waiting. And the problem is, I donāt know what Iām exactly waiting for. Iām kind of scared for what it might be.
if ur not borderline i promise u that u donāt get it. ppl have tried to tell me that they understand how obsessive i am in relationships because they get mad when their bf is talking to other girls. no. u donāt get it. and u should be happy u donāt get it. itās not cute to have panic attacks in the middle of work because ur partner texted u in a ādifferent toneā. itās not fun having ur whole day ruined because u just remembered they have friend and ppl they care about outside of u. itās not normal to genuinely want to die because they didnāt compliment u with the same enthusiasm they usually do. itās scary and embarrassing and guilt inducing. u donāt get it and iām so glad u donāt but pls stop trying to relate to something that u physically canāt. it doesnāt make me feel better it makes me feel invalidated and embarrassed because u DONT know how deep it goes.
Ok so we all love a hyperfixation but does anyone else ever avoid certain things because you feel like you don't have the time to be fixated on that, or that you aren't in the right headspace for this to become your latest obsession