i'm just happy to be here

21 | farmerr | she/her

[hellerism]

early seasons angels UNDERSTOOD the assignment. the way they speak, the very way they move like they’ve never been in a human body before. it’s alien. it’s unsettling. they have so much presence and they convey power and danger simply with the way they carry themselves

[sadfarmerr]

can never enter another zales again

[hersheychocolateworld]

Hey, it’s Hershey. We already got our first exciting fan letter! Let’s see what it says

It’s from Forrest. Hi, Forrest! You suggested that we should delete our account on July 17th, 2021. 

Well Forrest, I have a suggestion for you. On July 17th, 2021, I suggest you start running. 

[hersheycountdown]

[autisticandroids]

hot take but i don't think cas was ever jealous of anna. i think the emotions he was experiencing when he watched her kiss dean were like. fascination and guilt and a sort of unspecified undifferentiated !!. i think watching anna kiss dean was almost like kissing dean himself. he empathized with her and it put the idea of kissing dean in his head. i think cas has a very poor concept of the boundaries between himself and others, especially other angels, especially anna who he's used to being directly commanded by. i think seeing anna kiss dean was like... in cas' head it was processed as "angel kissing dean" which was then processed as "?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?cas kissing dean?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?" like it put ideas in his head. he wasn't jealous he was fascinated and guilty and maybe a little turned on because he was seeing himself in her place.

[godsquad]

imo my favorite piece of spn meta ive come up with slash connected the red string lines about IS the thing with tfw and the horsemen rings

[godsquad]

its like. okay. so if death is killed, the next reaper to die becomes death. thats how it works in-universe. HOWEVER it ALSO works this way in a narrative sense for the other four rings. see below.

dean cuts off war’s finger and steals the ring -> dean becomes war -> the mark of cain enhances dean’s already-present anger and instinct for violence to dangerous levels, to the point of harming the people around him

sam kills famine and steals the ring -> sam becomes famine -> sam continues to struggle with his demon blood addiction (literally) and continues being starved for close connections outside of his immediate circle (metaphorically)

cas cuts off pestilence’s finger and steals the ring -> cas becomes pestilence -> cas intakes all the souls of purgatory as well as the leviathan, both of which cause disturbing, disease-like damage to his vessel, and releases the leviathans into a lake as if they were a water-borne pathogen

[redwing]

cas wanting dean to be grateful to him and thank him is something that can actually be so horny. cas saw dean on his knees asking him if he’s God ONCE and he’s been trying to chase that high ever since

[frasiest]

he knew what it meant. 

[livedinthecastle]

[twirling hair] haha wow eileen we have so much in common i’ve been tortured in hell too haha isn’t that crazy?

[autisticandroids]

anyway what if dean had been turned out to be just casually immune to bodily harm in meet the new boss

[theythemsam]

9x05 // 13x21

[theythemsam]

#being alive is evidence of violation! i’m DONE @without-quarter

[autisticbeecas-deactivated20220]

*dean teaching Cas how to lie*

this could never backfire on me

[rupertgayesarchive]

dean, sowing: oh fuck yea

dean, reaping: wait no -

[han-ban-bam]

stupid cute moments brought to you by the good supernatural that lives in my head✨

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Dark Side of the Moon and Bloody Valentine were the same season

[deanwasalwaysbi]

That thought just came up and smacked me in the face. The cupid calls their marriage perfect and Dean reacts. Dean has shown us that it clearly wasn't, it "only became perfect after she died." Their marriage was so bad that Dean was happiest when John walked out on them. It was so foundational that Dean had every detail despite being four at the time, being the comforter even at four. The thing is that John leaving was when MARY FELT SAFEST TOO. Mary recedes into the SAME MEMORY to feel safe in Who We Are. Dean has to pull her out like Cas pulled him out of the bar in nihilism, like he pulled himself out of the djinn dream. To find a happy memory where she felt safe, Mary relives the time John left her alone with two children.

[iwritesins15]

omg

spn 12x17 production draft script

[castiellesbian]

Still can’t believe that it’s only been 7 months since Supernatural ended and it already has a spin-off in the works. God works hard but Dean Winchester’s vessel works harder.

[rapidhighway]

[youchangedmedean]

Some rational thoughts about The Prequel after initial shock

CMP is a baby baby baby production company that currently has done nothing

There is no way Renee Reiff who is loudly promoting the need to LGBTQ+ writers in Holywood would sign on to this baby production company from DC without some guarantee of quality LGBTQ+ content with representation at all levels of production

I imagine there will be a lack of LGBTQ+ rep in this prequel as it is set in the 60s/70s so I can only guess there will be more coming down the pipeline

CMP getting the rights to produce a spn prequel is massive. This could be a test for getting Team Free Will in future if they have been granted spn rights for this.

Jensen said right there in the article “When Danneel and I formed Chaos Machine Productions, we knew the first story we wanted to tell was the story of John and Mary Winchester, or rather the Supernatural origin story.” FIRST people, this is a man with a plan. 

His is still so invested in Dean “I always felt like my character, Dean, would have wanted to know more about his parents’ relationship and how it came to be. So I love the thought of having him take us on this journey.” His motivation for this is literally that Dean would have wanted to know more about his parents. This is not a man who is done with Dean Winchester.

This is maybe tinhatting but after filming the ending we got, Jensen went and started his own production company and the first member of staff announced is Renee Reiff who has a history of doing lots of LGBTQ+ work. That doesn’t seem to be a coincidence. The man who held a silence for months, barely spoke about the finale but would wax lyrical about 15x18 at any opportunity. I can’t help but think Destiel and his hope for Destiel in some continuation helped power that decision.