Sad, Gay Poems and Text Posts

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[anotherchariotpulledbycats]

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. The silence is deafening.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. Half of them require you to create an account on the company website. You leave a trail of ghost accounts that will be used once and never again. You never receive a response.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers an interview, but it's so rare for you to receive any response that you forget to check the website and you miss the time.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers an interview, but you don't know the magic words that signal to the esoteric mind of an interviewer that you're fit for the job.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer e-mails you saying that 'unfortunately, you do not have the qualifications we are looking for'. You check the job again and see you applied to be a menial labourer.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. Half of them require a car. No one stops to ask how you're supposed to afford one with no job.

You apply for 20 jobs on Indeed. One employer offers a job. The commute makes you want to die in your sleep.

You call the HR manager for the workplace in hopes of arranging an interview more directly. They don't even have an answering machine.

Employers complain that no one wants to work anymore.

[delgado-master]

By the way for most jobs requiring a car is discrimination.

[recoverymatters]

🌟 Creating your own Self-Care Box 🌟

Step 1: Get a box, any size is fine! 

Step 2: Decorate it! (I used wallpaper and paint) 

Step 3: Buy things to go inside your box - Remember this is your self-care box, so fill it with things that distract, comfort, relax and cheer you up in times of distress.

For example:

Sensory toys  🌟 

Puzzle books 🌟 

DVD’s 🌟 

Colouring books with pens or pencils 🌟 

Soft toys/teddies (These are great for comfort) 🌟 

Stickers 🌟 

Play-Doh! 🌟

Write a few letters to yourself for when you need them 🌟 

For example - Your favourite memories, reasons to stay alive, reasons not to self-harm, you can do this, motivational quotes, the things you love about yourself

Diary or Notepad 🌟

Step 4: Once you have all your items of choice put them all into your box! 🌟 

Step 5: Whenever you feel low, anxious, scared, alone, angry or distressed. Go to your box. It will always be there for you when you need it. 

If you make one, take a picture and show me! 

Stay strong my warriors  💖🌟 

[peixesoluvel]

The Locked Tomb Tarot

The World

-Dominicus System-

Upright: fulfillment, harmony, completion

Reversed: incompletion, no closure

[steveyockey]

[teenagegaypoetryandstuff-blog]

You

Don’t push me away,

I want to stay

With you.

You don’t know,

Of course,

But I have loved you since

I was too young to know what it was

But never been able to show it.

But honestly,

I smile every time

I’m thinking about

You.

[sadgaywriting]

Writing, writing, writing All day out and all day in I use it to solve problems It's my own sweet brand of gin Writing, writing, writing Thoughts that just keep crashing in The world continues turning It will never stop its spin Writing, writing, writing Motivation wearing thin These problems keep recurring It seems like they'll never end Writing, writing, writing Ugly words out on my skin The letters come out red And I don't even need a pen

[sadgaywriting]

Would you turn me into poetry? Would you write me pretty words? Would you tell me all the things that you could never say before? Would you turn it into music? Would you turn it into art? Would you pour out onto paper all the contents of your heart? Would I finally be pretty? Would I finally have a home? When I'm nothing but a ghost or an idea that you can own? And do you promise you would keep me? Would you hold my memory dear? Would you tell me that you love me when I'm far too gone to hear?

I shouldn't romanticize this

[sadgaywriting]

I will make this body into a home I will reclaim it the way that nature reclaims an abandoned house I will spill over the edges of myself and out into the world like vines climbing up a stone wall I will reclaim this body I will make it love me

[sadgaywriting]

She smells like the way the clouds look when the sky is just starting to turn pink, like rain on an autumn day when the trees are painted red and yellow, like sunlight through an open window, like cricket sounds at night, like home

[sadgaywriting]

My dreams are usually filled With death and pain and hardship But lately I've been dreaming of you

You make me dream better things / I kissed you last night and I wish it was real

[sadgaywriting]

We're like pieces from two different puzzles but we fit together perfectly

[sadgaywriting]

I turn off the lights so he can sleep And I don’t make a sound, and I don’t make a peep I wonder if he knows how much that I care I wonder if he’ll know even when I’m not there But we don’t talk, and we won’t start now So I turn off the lights and just hope he can tell I tell my mother that she has to care for him Because I know that soon I’ll no longer be there for him She says that she will, but take care of yourself I tell her that’s not important just care for him, care for him The next morning he’s asleep in his bed But all the lights are shining down on his head So I turn off the lights to let him sleep And I don’t make a sound, and I don’t make a peep I know that one day soon I’ll be gone And he’ll have to turn off the lights on his own But until that day comes I turn off the lights And hope he knows that I care even if I don’t say it

To the brother that I raised, I hope you’ll be fine on your own

[sadgaywriting]

You’re everything I wish for You’re all I want and more You’re a flame and I’m a candle You’re the sky and I’m the sea And I want to melt into you I promise I’ll love you I want you to be here with me

[sadgaywriting]

I want to be the main event But I’m just background noise in everybody’s lives

[sadgaywriting]

It's just a baby cut It's too small to even matter

At least that's what I keep telling myself

[sadgaywriting]

I’m handing buttons out like party gifts ‘cause they’re too sharp for me to handle And they’re so nice but they’re just painful Reminders of those two nights, maybe three I’m handing buttons out like party gifts But I have one left. And I might use it

[sadgaywriting]

I keep writing things that hurt too much to read when I’m done