I'm Working On Getting Better

I don't try to promote self-harm or any sensitive topics, but this is a personal blog and it's about how I've been feeling. I've been working on getting better, some may even call me recovered, but sometimes I still struggle and sometimes I think that struggle will never go away. That doesn't mean I accept that fact, and I still fight everyday. I happy with the direction of my life finally.

[3000s]

learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally

[3000s]

it feels fake but your friends miss you sometimes

[3000s]

the reason you've been hanging out with your closest friends fairly regularly for the past 12+ years is because you have fun together

[3000s]

people who don't like you that much will not stay in your life for over a decade asking to hang out and inviting you to things and texting you

[stay-yourself-0]

[senseitive]

Don’t disconnect with yourself in order to connect with someone

[criwes]

Floating (2016) by Gianni Passeretti

Quote by Unknown

[sadness-1-0-1]

An apology to yourself may be the hardest one or ones you will ever have to give, because you life with yourself and how can something not effect you deeply when you are reaching into the deepest parts of yourself to deliver those insults. When apologizing to others, both parties can leave that situation at the end of the day and deal with it either a later time or not at all, however when the conflict is within your own self, you are in constant communication and constantly in the presence of said conflict, which can be emotionally and physically draining more so than with a conflict with another person. At the end of the day, be kind to each other, but also yourself, don’t become your own worst enemy, your own abuser, forgive yourself and move on

[saintzacharie]

[sadness-1-0-1]

I know I haven't posted in awhile, but that's because I’m getting better and I felt it would better if I avoided this blog, and honestly all the tumblr for a very long time. I occasionally still come on to tumblr to browse through some of my favorite blogs’ feeds, but even that is rare. Now that I’m doing so much better I’ve thought about deleting this, or maybe just turning it into a help page. I wish you all the best through your journeys to peace and recovery.

[bulbabushka]

Pretend ur invasive self hating thoughts r being said to u by a 13 y/o boy on xbox live trying to get a rise out of you like “Your girlfriend dumped you because you’re ugly” that’s nice tim isn’t it past ur bedtime

[hellfucingshitfuck-deactivated2]

also, if you have intrusive violent thoughts, pretend they’re being said to u by an annoying backseat driver

“drive into that pole” thanks karen or i could not do that

[emmmpty]

Perfect

[the-neon-pineapple]

you can also pretend that the Super Paranoid thoughts are being said by that conspiracy theorist in your history class

“maybe they poisoned you” maybe you should fuck off, geoffrey-with-a-g

[venusian--eye-deactivated201606]

OHH MAN I DO THIS SHIT EVERY DAY

[dapperpea]

My favorite for intrusive anxious thoughts is to pretend Spock’s behind you with an answer.

“did I lock the door-”

captain you have locked the door every day for over ten years, and it is very hard for most people to break even subconscious habits, so you most definitely locked the door

[zetsubonna]

I told my new psychiatrist about how I learned this from y'all and his eyes lit up. He didn’t smile but he did nod a whole bunch of times, it was great.

[merelyimmortal]

I like to pretend that my intrusive thoughts are being said to me by a super uptight religious white lady

“god hates you because you don’t believe in him” “your failures are too great to be forgiven by anyone” “everything you do is wrong and you are going to burn in hell”

thanks for the input brenda but fuck right off

[thatoneqprblog-blog]

I would just like to say that I love you all for this idea.

[disabledfeministvoice]

Reblogging this for a friend.

[florallpeach]

paint chip series - positive thoughts

[luzifersliebling]

Depression is a war. You win or you die.

smokingheartj (via smokingheartj)

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[liftedandgiftedd]

i’m always that person that no one is ever dying to talk to. like I could probably go the entire day without receiving a single text or phone call from anyone trying to check up on me or anything

[deeplifequotes]

[avatarstateyipyip]

friends: what do you want to do? my brain: die me @ my brain: we can’t say that. these people don’t understand casual existential despair

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

[heavyydirtysouls-deactivated201]

this tweet is the most relatable thing I’ve ever read in my whole life

[girls-books-coffee]

[cwote]