Giving in is not consenting…
I learnt this much too late.
Caveman, I just… I hate you so much!
You wasted, screwed up everything,
making me want to disappear with my shame…
At least you never hit me… of course! to do what?
Destroying a heart does not require the use of force.
“I’m not here, this isn’t happening
I’m not here, I’m not here. ”
Are you surprised? I know we told people it was coming, but not exactly when… All the same, I hope you’re able to spare us some well wishes!
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As for you, Reiji, the one I love.
We made it.
Can you believe it? If anyone had told me back in early 2018 that I’d fall in love, let alone find someone I wanted to marry, I would have laughed at them. I was a very different person back then… or, maybe in some ways and not in others, haha.
I think you saved my life.
Is that heavy to say when we’ve just signed ourselves over to each other for eternity~?
Love is funny. It felt like it was slow burn and first sight and everything in between all at once! You’re my best friend, my muse, my guardian. I wouldn’t trust myself with anyone else but you, not before and not ever. I don’t think I have the right words to tell you how thoroughly the threads of you have woven through the very fabric of my being… I didn’t believe in soulmates before I found you, and even now, I know it takes work… but one of the reasons I fell in love with you is that you make work feel like magic. You make it feel really worth everything I have to give.
Thank you. For this. For everything. For being you.
I know you’re not a perfect man, nor I a perfect human… but you are my perfect fit, the melody to my rhythm.
Dahlia, buttercup, marigold, zinnia (I think I know the answer lol)…
Bonus: peony.
😁 funny game!
Thanks for asking sweetie! 💕 *combusts because she loves him too much*
dahlia - what song and/or song lyric do you most associate with your f/o?
Uhhh I have a lot! I'll go with a popular one, for once to fight these obnoxious canon x canon shippers who use a sad song from the same artist for their ship
Before you met me / I was alright, but things were kinda heavy / You brought me to life, now every February / You'll be my Valentine, Valentine / You make me / Feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream / The way you turn me on, I can't sleep / Let's run away and don't ever look back, don't ever look back / My heart stops / When you look at me, just one touch / Now, baby, I believe this is real / So take a chance and don't ever look back, don't ever look back.
(Katy Perry, Teenage Dream)
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buttercup - give an incorrect quote of you and your f/o.
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marigold - what is your favorite picture, video, and/or moment of your f/o?
Every time I watch the first episodes of season 4 I'm like aaaaa let me kiss you, let me hug you, let me touch your hair-
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zinnia - how often do you think about your f/o? do they live in your head rent free or do you not think about them for months on end before suddenly hyperfixating on them nonstop for a week?
You DEFINITELY know the answer! With my previous f/os it was the latter, but he's been living in my head rent free for seven months now and instead of losing interest I fall in love more and more every day...send help!
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peony - how many images, gifs, and videos of your f/o do you have saved to your gallery?
Currently 133 (of course he has his own folder in my phone, haha) but my I suspect my pinterest board has way more.
This is a big loving shout out to all my he/him selfshippers out there. I don’t see you get a lot of attention and I want you to know you are valid, loved, and valuable members of this community! ❤️💕❤️💕❤️
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