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Matt moved for quite some time. Taking the long way around meant they had time and though he knew people would miss him in that game, he doubted anybody thought twice about Sandra. âDonât blame yourself, either. They shouldnât have put you out there.â Not that he thought it was her cabin counselors fault, he was sure with the strategy they were using that Sandra was in the safest place she could have been. More so, she should have been allowed to sit this one out.
He was careful not to go too fast because while he knew that walking this terrain felt natural for him, Sandra still was adjusting to the life at camp. When they got close to the edge, enough that he could see the faint glow of the sun and the injured campers working their way out of the woods, he stopped. They were close enough the edge they wouldnât be bothered by monsters, but far enough away nobody would be able to peer in and see them. âHey,â he said softly, finally putting away his dagger.
His hands reached out like he wanted to comfort her, but once again he saw the blood on his hands. He also saw where the blood had smeared onto her, just from their short time interacting. It was this part of himself that he hated, and he hated that she had to see it so often. âTake a minute. We have time.â His hand dropped to his side and he wondered if this was a good time to quick clean his weapons. He hated letting the blood settle, worried that the tint would stain the celestial bronze.
Take a minute. We have time. Sandra nodded, glancing around at their surroundings. They were alone, but close enough to the edge of the woods she could see campers making their way back out of the woods- laughing, clapping one another on the back, cleaning weapons slick with blood, or helping their injured friends toward the infirmary. Team lines blurred- friends turned enemies returned to friends- and it made Sandraâs mind spin.Â
âI donât get it.â She said, shaking her head. How could these kids fight one another as they had only moment before only to turn around and laugh it off? The hot tears stung at the back of her eyes and with a shuddering breath Sandra let them fall- unable to fight them any longer. Her hands lifted to her face for a moment, the blood on her hands streaking her face before she remembered and pulled them away- nearly retching at the sight, the smell.Â
âMy hands-â she cried holding out her shaking hands in front of her and staring at the blood on them. âI need to wash my hands.â An irrational thought- perhaps- but shock was slowly becoming a familiar state and the thought was so much easier to focus on than the wave of emotions crashing down around her.Â













