summary: based on conan gray's song, you meet your ex-boyfriend luke at a house party.
This party's shit, wish we could dip
Walking into the huge halls of Connor’s house, you felt out of place. Like you were stepping somewhere you weren’t welcome. “Come on! Loosen up a bit,” sighed Silena. “It’s the beginning of summer, and your annoying little brother isn’t here to moral police you — let’s have fun,” without even waiting for an answer, she took your hand and dragged you straight to the drinks table.
Go anywhere but here
“Jackson! Hey!”, a voice emerged from the troubling crowd around you, “How’ve you been? Haven’t seen you in a while now!”, it was Chris first, then his posse that began having a conversation around you. Small talk was never your thing; you could only make yourself a strong vodka cranberry and pretend to perform, pretend that you felt fine enough to leave your room, pretend that your throat didn’t burn from the harsh taste of alcohol, pretend that you didn’t dread something — rather, someone.
Any moment now, he’ll walk in with his beautifully tousled hair, his hazel brown eyes scanning the room to find you, and a smile against the already sweet expression of his. To reiterate, he was perfect, and he had been yours. But to tragically replace the present with the future, he wouldn’t search for you, not anymore. And you wouldn’t find a smile on his face, rather a blank expression, like you were a stranger.
So before that could happen, you decide to hide. Explore the walls, the flowers, the empty design behind every door, and match it with your heart. Walking around, you hear familiar voices, a wave there, and a simple ‘I’m good, how are you’ sufficed.
There was a moment you hoped to find him, to greet him accidentally, and for him to greet you back. You missed him; there was no escaping the fact. It terrified you. You couldn’t bear to see him again; you couldn’t take it. And there was some part of you that only came to the party for him, hoping for him to come through, to love you again — how stupid. Naive girl wishes on a broken star, an inkling of hope washed away by the rain, the same rain that made him kiss you once, now holds your heart and his ignorance.
Don't take a hit, don't kiss my lips
The stairs led you to the balcony, a solace provided the warmth of the night. Escaping the cold, hearing the ocean lap its course, you felt near home. From your pocket, you took out a pack of reds, held it in your mouth before fishing your other pocket for a lighter. Fuck.
“Forgot something?”, you were so entirely fucked. With the cigarette still in your mouth, you turned around, almost flinching at the sound of his voice.
“Luke,” you mumbled, shocked. “Here, let me.” he took out his lighter, the same one that you gifted him. If you’d turn it around, it’d have your initials together. It was silver, and you were pale.
With your eyes trained on his hand, he brought the lighter up to the cigarette, lighting it for you. Blinking, as if he’d disappear — you felt heat rush inside you, quickly, you held the cigarette out by your hand. Exhaling the distress and smoke, you turned back to the railing. You needed to ground yourself before you fell back into his arms.
“You look great,” he said with a tint to his speech; he’d been drinking. And to add to the fact, he carefully took your cigarette from your mouth and took a puff.
Yeah, he was far from sober. To be honest, you were beginning to be too.
And please don't drink more beer
Your voice trembled at this point, “Don’t, just,” you paused to turn your head back to him, to grasp the sight before your eyes. He was beautiful, but he wasn’t yours. Sweet Luke Castellan, under all the alcohol, you could still see him. “You can’t do this to me, Luke. You can’t say that.” You shook your head, gritting your teeth, taking the cigarette back for a puff. Zeus knew you needed it.
“Why?” He sounded a bit more together this time. “Can’t I compliment a friend now?” He chuckled darkly. Your heart sank. Is that what he wants? Is that what he’s been thinking about?
Scoffing, you find him close to you, leaning into your presence, trying to get you to look at him. “What do you want from me, Luke?” You ran a hand through your hair. He just kept staring.
I'ma crawl outta the window now
“I’m just going to leave now, thanks for the productive conversation,” you rolled your eyes. The silence was too deafening, and with the music blaring through the speakers, one was better than the other.
Moving beside him, you tried to leave, but it was his hand that strongly grasped yours and pulled you back. To the front of him, “Don’t leave, not again,” he admitted, a strange whisp of vulnerability to him. “Luke, leave it.” You were unsure of what to say, “Fuck, stop doing that.” he let go of you, taking a huge sip of his beer.
“Doing what?” You toyed with your arm, the same place he touched you. It felt like a burn, like you’d be reduced to ash any second now.
“Saying my name,” he looked up from the floor, “Well, what do I say then?” you questioned.
'Cause I don't like anyone around
“Anything, anything but my name.” he turned his head, “Why not, Luke?” You tested his patience, the buzz from the liquor treading your veins, giving you a sense of confidence.
“Gods, why can’t you ever listen to me?” he poked his cheek with his tongue, looking at you with something you knew all too well. Selfishly, you couldn’t help but return it.
“Why are you really here, with me?”, you drunkenly asked. There was something stuck in your voice, escaping, and he caught it. Sheepishly, he tucked his hands into both his pockets and shrugged, “Everyone else bored me.”
You laugh into the midnight air, “So what, you’re here to do what exactly?”, “Cause I think you can probably go back to Chris, or anyone for that matter — I’m not-”, before you could get your point across, he interrupted you.
“I want to be with you,”
Kinda hope you're followin' me out
Your breath hitched — what did he mean by that? “Lu-You- what?” you whispered, flinching at the mention of his name again. “I told you,” he stepped closer, engulfing your skin in his hands, “I want you,”
But this is definitely not my crowd
“What are you doing?” You wanted to get out of his grasp and his presence in general. You felt your whole body feign fire across, “You can’t say my name like that and expect me to act normal,” he leaned in just close enough so that our breaths turned into one, the smell of beer and tobacco drowned into the arousal forming — and so did we.
Nineteen, but you act twenty-five now
It was only a second after that he kissed you. It didn’t start warm, no. We knew time was running out, you knew he kissed you like that when he needed you, “Friends, yeah?”, you mumbled in between breaths,
“Fuck that.”
Knees weak, but you talk pretty fly, wow
Taking advantage, he took control of the kiss, hands splayed messily and lazily wherever he found me, trying to salvage the hunger from our time apart. You could only hold him delicately, like he was bound to break.
Moaning into the kiss, he groaned, “I missed you.” he trailed a rough path of kisses down your lips, from under your jaw, to your neck — leaving you to grab the railing behind you, a euphoric fervor rushing through your body. You felt him everywhere.
Ripped jeans and a cup that you just downed
Leaving a mark on your neck, he prided himself on making you his again, even if it was temporary, even if it was something he’d have to rush. He loved to return to you, the smell of your skin, the kiss of your soul — and to have that as something familiar, he felt like the luckiest guy on Olympus.Sure, the beer helped drown reality for a while, but this, whatever you were doing to him, felt real. If only it were more than the surface, but you both were waves crashing onto the shore, into each other, and he couldn’t wait to delve deeper. Completely and irrevocably breathe underwater. It remained blue without you, and he didn’t give up that easily.
Take me where the music ain't too loud
“Can we take this upstairs, or somewhere less...public?” you whispered, shying away from the open air around you. “Yeah- yeah, we can do that,” he nodded,
Trade drinks, but you don't even know her
“I have my car parked outside, we can go to my place – or yours?” he nervously uttered, “Whatever’s closer,” you looked at him, and the urge to kiss him and his annoyingly gorgeous features returned, “Just don’t make me wait,” he laughed, and you followed.
Save me 'til the party is over
Closing the door, he didn’t waste any time on getting you all over him again. “I’ve dreamed about this,” he admitted, while you spent your sweet time catching up with his neck, sighing in pleasure, “About you.”
You felt time stop. You paused, and he stiffened, “Gods, Luke.” You went red, and you couldn’t help but smile into a laugh, “Stop being a romantic, and kiss me.” You avoided the rush of butterflies in your stomach, “Don’t know about romantics, but kiss you — that I can do.”
You and he weren’t oceans apart after all.
Kiss me in the seat of your Rover
He kissed you calmly, gently, as if the clock chimed with his pace, putting on a show. You climbed onto his lap, comfort leaving the situation, almost feeling the touch of his heat against yours; it was nothing new, but it had been so long, you felt a charge of electricity shoot through you.
Real sweet, but I wish you were sober
It was ultimately up to the fractured meaning of intoxication that led you both to intimacy, finding a place to rest your hearts for a while, to find meaning, and to find each other. But when reality would seep in, he would ignore it — while you traced it in with his touch.
Trip down the road, walking you home
Somehow managing to drive and keep his hands to himself, while you teased him throughout, you made it to his house, his own apartment. A place that would recognize you immediately, the walls blue with your essence, the furniture you chose, the bed that hid your naked body, while he cherished it under the lights of the same place.
You kiss me at your door
It was only when you made it inside that he leapt over you. Hands through your hair, moving down towards your shirt, while you unbutton his, lips moving filthily across each other, tongues clashing in a war where none would choose to win.
Pullin' me close, beg me, "Stay over."
Taking off his shirt, you mapped his skin with your palms, feeling each and every new change of his with admiration. A scar from the battlefield, a regret, and a secret — you knew the reason for each one.
Moving through the house, he loitered the way with your clothes and you with his. By the time you reached the bedroom door, you were almost completely naked, and he was too. “I missed the way you touched me,” you admitted shyly, kissing him softly. “You’re the only one who knows how to,” he doubled the weight of the meaning.
With words colliding over and over, clothes weren’t a question anymore; it was only the two of you under the covers, and the desire and sanctity of each other's bodies welling together.
But I'm over this roller-coaster
Soon after, the pillow heard sweet nothings and whispers of the same two pair, and you felt high. Simply too merged to make out a simple reason for leaving, so you did what you truly wanted to.
You stayed.
I'ma crawl outta the window now
It was only when the sun’s rays pierced your eyes open that you realized the gravity of the situation. He had weighed you down with his show, something you couldn’t grasp the reality of, the deluded love of yesterday, was something of fiction today.
Getting good at saying, "Gotta bounce."
Silently getting up from your spot, his eyes remained shut, but you knew he knew. You were leaving, bolting the second you got your hands on your clothes.
Honestly, you always let me down
On the way outside, you glanced at yourself in the mirror. Hair a mess, body a mark of his, and clothes crumpled — the walk of shame welcomed you with open arms, the morning after always hurt with a deep swell, something you’d question for days to come now. What else would be the repercussion of such a sin?
You truly believed he’d wanted this, because you did. Wasn’t that ever going to be enough? It wasn’t the night, it was simply him who wanted you, finally — he said he missed you, and he showed you the world you once had together, that must’ve been real.
Real sweet, but I wish you were sober
But he was drunk. And the party was far from over.
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wrote this for @dotdoting and she lowk got me obsessed w luke too AHA i hope whoever's reading liked it 🫶
summary: after weeks of post-holiday pressure, a hogsmeade trip offers a rare moment of escape, until a rumor ignites chaos. cho’s bitterness spreads through the castle, and rita skeeter sinks her claws in at the worst possible moment. but what starts as disaster ends with an unforgettable breakthrough in the prefects’ bathroom, as you and cedric finally uncover the golden egg’s secret.
We'd been back at Hogwarts for two weeks now, and every trace of Christmas had been wiped clean. The garlands were gone. The twinkling lights had vanished. In their place was that strange grey weight January always seemed to bring, like the air itself had thickened, pressing into the stone walls and sinking into our bones.
The halls felt colder, darker. Quieter.
It settled over everything, an ache in the atmosphere, damp and dull and unmoved.
The dorms were the worst.
The windows leaked cold, the corners smelled like mildew, the kind that crept back this time of year no matter how many scouring charms someone used. The scent of damp parchment lingered in the air, tangled up with the musty staleness of old socks and wet wool. It clung to everything.
It was good to be back. Still, the mood had shifted.
The holidays were over.
No more sugared puddings. No more Weasley twins detonating enchanted crackers over breakfast. No more sneaking kisses with Cedric under the mistletoe. No more evenings curled up in front of the fire with Ginny and Hermione, tucked under shared blankets, gossiping like our lives depended on it.
It was all gone now, and in its place was coursework. And pressure. And that cold reality that came every January like clockwork.
Pages and pages of it.
Ancient Runes, a three-foot Transfiguration essay, and Snape's ridiculous demand for three more feet on bezoars. As if we didn't have anything better to do with our lives.
The only thing that stopped me from flinging my books off the Astronomy Tower was the promise of Hogsmeade weekend, the first one of the new year.
I'd bundled myself up in cozy winter clothes, wrapping that familiar black-and-yellow scarf tight around my neck. The same one Cedric had wrapped there after our first night together at the Burrow. It still smelled like him, cedarwood and amber and something warm and permanent, like home.
He'd insisted I keep it. Said it looked better on me anyway.
Most of Gryffindor was already scattered around the common room, slouched across couches, tangled in scarves and boots, waiting for the day to start properly. The fire crackled low in the hearth. The smell of smoke and damp wool drifted through the air. Everyone was bundled up and restless, like we were all waiting for something to snap us out of this midwinter trance.
I was curled up alone near the fire, legs tucked under me, Crookshanks making slow, deliberate biscuits into my thigh like I was the only thing worth kneading. The common room buzzed quietly in the background, but my head was somewhere else, drifting through the past two weeks, half-listening to the argument unfolding across from me.
Harry groaned from the couch, his body thrown dramatically over the cushions, looking like he'd lost a duel to gravity.
Hermione was mid-rant, of course.
"You've had weeks to figure it out," she said, tone clipped. "And now you're acting like the second task is years away. It's not."
"I've got until the twenty-fourth," Harry argued weakly, dragging a hand through his hair.
"That's in, like, five weeks," I muttered.
Hermione scowled. "Exactly. And the way you're going, you'll blink and it will be here, and you'll still be standing there with your mouth open and that egg screaming at you."
She had a point. February 24th had started feeling closer now that the holidays were behind us. Before, it lived in some foggy space after Christmas. Now it was looming. And Harry still hadn't figured out a thing about that bloody golden egg.
Back at the Burrow, I'd heard it enough times to haunt my dreams. Every night, Harry would drag it up to Ron's room, crack it open, and sit there listening. Waiting for it to sound different. It never did. Just the same shrill wailing, like thirty musical saws crying out at once. It scraped under your skin, got in your head.
I'd tried to place the sound. Tried to think of anything I'd heard like it before. But there was nothing. It didn't sound like anything.
I'd even walked in on Harry once, just sitting on the floor with the egg in his lap, yelling at it like it might shut up and give him a real answer.
It didn't.
"But it might take weeks to work it out!" Hermione snapped. "You're going to look like a complete idiot if everyone else knows the clue and you don't. Maybe you should stay behind today. Figure it out while you've got the Tower to yourself."
"Leave him alone, Hermione," Ron cut in. He wasn't even looking up, just picking at a loose thread on the couch cushion with determination.
Harry glanced over at me. "Has Cedric figured it out?"
I shook my head slowly. "He hasn't mentioned anything."
Which wasn't untrue.
His silence said enough. I'd seen the way his fingers kept drifting toward his tie lately, the nervous habit he always fell into when something was weighing on him. He hadn't said a word about the egg, but I'd caught him doing it more than once this week.
I started straightening it for him before he could, smoothing the silk down without being asked. He never said anything when I did, but he always relaxed after. His hands would fall away. His shoulders would let go of whatever they'd been holding.
So no, he hadn't said it was bothering him. But I knew it was.
You wouldn't guess by looking at him. On the outside, he was the picture of calm and collected. Polished. The elusive Triwizard Champion. But he didn't need to say anything out loud.
I could see it anyway.
Fred and George wandered past just as Harry opened his mouth again. Clearly eavesdropping, they veered over without hesitation, each one dropping onto either end of the settee I was lounging on.
Crookshanks gave a grumpy meow and launched off my lap, clearly aggrieved by the sudden intrusion.
Both twins were smirking down at me like they'd been waiting for an excuse.
"I bet you've been keeping him very distracted," Fred said, waggling his brows.
"You little minx," George added, nudging me.
I rolled my eyes, cheeks warming. "Shut up."
It wasn't even worth pretending. More than half the school already knew about me and Cedric, and I hadn't exactly been subtle the night of the Yule Ball. And for the ones who missed that, the quickie on the train had filled in the blanks.
Hermione, sitting across, shot both boys a sharp look. She muttered something about "crude commentary" under her breath and went right back to glowering at Harry.
We were just getting to our feet when a soft chime rang through the common room, the hour bell that signaled the start of our Hogsmeade visit.
Students whooped and clapped. The low buzz of conversation spiked instantly, turning animated and loud as everyone scrambled to gather their things. Scarves were adjusted, boots stamped, bags slung over shoulders.
We filed through the portrait hole in a jostling blur of excitement and chatter.
Waiting just on the other side, like he'd timed it perfectly, was Cedric.
He leaned against the stone archway, cheeks flushed pink from the cold, his cloak hanging open like the temperature didn't bother him at all. His eyes found mine immediately, and the smallest smile curved at the corners of his mouth.
"Top shagger," Fred whispered as they passed him, clapping him on the back.
Cedric didn't flinch. Just offered a polite nod, eyes flicking down to the scarf still wrapped around my neck. His scarf.
When our eyes met again, everything else dimmed.
"Thought we could walk down together," he said, voice quiet, like it was just for me.
Like this really was a date, not a freezing, school-sanctioned field trip layered in thermal socks and Hogwarts-issue gloves.
Still. I liked the way he said it. Soft. Intentional.
Hermione greeted him first, giving a polite nod andtucking her hands deeper into her sleeves. Harry managed something that resembled a smile. Ron didn't even blink in his direction. The performance was almost impressive at this point.
The snow hadn't let up much. It still covered the grounds in a thick layer, the kind that crunched and collapsed under your boots. The sky hung low and dull above us, stretched in grey like wet paper. Every window we passed was fogged over, condensation trailing in slow lines down the glass. The castle looked like it was holding its breath.
We passed the Durmstrang ship on our way to the gates, its hull slick and dark in the still lake water.
Then a flicker of movement caught my eye, up on the deck.
"What the hell," I muttered.
Viktor Krum had stepped out barefoot and shirtless, wearing only a pair of threadbare swimming trunks. His skin looked nearly translucent in the winter light, a pale blade against the slate-grey water. He barely hesitated. Just stretched his arms once and dove off the side of the ship— clean, sharp, and gone beneath the surface in an instant.
"He's mad," Harry breathed.
"It must be freezing," Ron said, staring.
"It's January!"
"It's colder where he's from," Hermione said, a little quieter. "He told me the Black Sea in winter makes this look mild."
I glanced at her, catching how she was defending him without even realizing it. Her voice had softened the way it did when something mattered, even if she wasn't ready to say why.
I smirked. "He told you that, did he?"
Hermione's eyes snapped to mine too fast. Her cheeks flushed pink.
Back at the Burrow over the holidays, late one night in Ginny's room, buried in blankets and half-tipsy from Firewhiskey, Hermione had told us everything.
They'd kissed.
At the top of the marble staircase, just after the Yule Ball. She'd whispered it into the dark like it was a secret too delicate to say out loud.
"He just leaned in," she'd said, her fingers tangled in the hem of her pajama top. "And it was... it was nice."
Ginny and I had squealed. Proper squealed. We buried our faces in pillows to muffle it, but it didn't help. Hermione had blushed all the way down to her collarbones. She told us they'd exchanged a few letters since. Nothing romantic, just sweet. Book titles. Little thoughts. Quidditch scores.
Both too awkward to say what they actually wanted.
It was almost tragic.
And it was absolutely our responsibility to push her toward him again.
Now, watching Viktor resurface in the middle of the lake like some kind of folk legend, I made a mental note: we weren't letting her talk herself out of this again. Not when she still blushed like that.
"He's really nice, you know," Hermione added after a pause. "He's not at all like you'd think, coming from Durmstrang. He said he likes it better here."
Cedric and I exchanged a look.
"You should go say hi, invite him to the village?" Ced suggested, voice light but knowing.
Hermione shook her head instantly, pulling her scarf tighter.
We didn't press it.
Yet.
The path gave way to the slushy High Street, cobblestones half-lost under dirty snow and salt. The scent of baking drifted out from somewhere— warm sugar, cinnamon, vanilla.
And still, the stares started.
I felt them the way you feel wind shift. Heads turned. Eyes narrowed. Boys elbowed each other. Girls scowled. The kind of attention that always came too fast, too loud.
After being intimate with Cedric, I didn't think it could get worse. But it had. If I had to guess, it was because I felt different. More sensual. Confident. Something had changed in me, something others clearly picked up on. The boys had more trouble containing themselves. And the girls? They didn't bother hiding their bitterness.
It was worse this time.
A Ravenclaw boy actually winked. Another mouthed something I didn't want to hear. I tightened my hold on Cedric's hand.
He squeezed back without looking. Like it was automatic.
"You okay?" he asked, voice low.
"I'm so over being looked at like this", I muttered.
His gaze swept the street once, slow and deliberate. "Let them look. Anyone crosses a line, I'll sort it."
"They're not exactly being subtle."
"They're not exactly worth your time."
I knew he was right. But part of me wanted to turn around and head back to the castle. And I knew Cedric picked up on that, too. We looked at each other, no words, just the kind of quiet communication that had been happening more and more lately. I was still amazed by how easily he could read me.
He paused a beat. Then added, softer, "Let's stay a bit longer, yeah? I want to ask Harry a few things about his egg."
I nodded, grateful that they were going to have that conversation and deciding not to let anyone ruin my weekend.
Soon, Cedric and Harry were deep in as we made our way around the village— careful, quiet talk about the egg and the task ahead.
Hermione and I walked a little ahead, arms linked, our boots crunching through packed snow.
Ron trailed just behind, scowling down at his own feet. Clearly still peeved about Cedric's presence.
I didn't pay him any mind. I was used to it by now, his sulking, his silence. The way he turned passive-aggressive into an art form anytime Cedric was around.
I was just glad Cedric didn't either.
Harry was the first to speak up as the village buzzed around us.
"Wanna head to the Three Broomsticks?" he asked us. "I could use something warm."
Cedric agreed before I could say anything, and I nearly pouted. I'd been selfishly hoping for time alone with him, even just an hour. But I understood. They were trying, both of them. And with the second task closing in like a storm, sitting down somewhere was probably smarter than wandering the streets collecting stares.
The Three Broomsticks was packed, as usual. Warm and loud and crowded, thick with the smell of butterbeer and roasting meat. Scarves were draped over chairs. Steam rising from mugs. The windows were fogged, the floor slippery with melted snow.
We pushed through the crowd toward the bar and placed our orders with Madam Rosmerta, who barely glanced up, she was juggling at least five drinks at once, her wand flicking wildly between trays. We lingered off to the side, waiting, pressed in tight among clusters of other students doing the same.
Cedric stood just behind me, close enough that I could feel the light touch of his arm against mine, hear every word when he leaned in to make some quiet joke under his breath.
Hermione nudged me suddenly, tilting her head toward the mirror behind the bar.
"Doesn't he ever go into the office?" she whispered.
"Who?" I asked, following her gaze.
"Bagman."
I looked.
Ludo Bagman sat hunched in the far corner, talking to a group of goblins. He looked twitchy— nervous. His hands moved constantly in tight little gestures, like he was trying to talk them into something they weren't buying. The goblins sat stone-still, unimpressed.
"He looks rough," I said.
"Same as he did after the Dark Mark," Harry muttered.
Before we could say more, Bagman looked up. His eyes flicked toward the mirror, landed on Harry, and he froze.
"In a moment, in a moment!" he said to the goblins, already standing.
A second later, he was cutting across the pub, far too cheerful for someone who'd just been cornered by a goblin negotiation.
"Harry!" he said brightly. "Been hoping to run into you! Everything going all right?"
Harry blinked. "Fine, thanks."
Bagman's eyes scanned our group, lingering too long on Cedric, then me, then Hermione and Ron.
"Oh, hello, Cedric... Miss (Y/L/N)... Miss Granger, Weasley," he said, like he was trying to remember if we counted as important. "You don't mind giving us a moment, do you?"
Cedric, Ron and Hermione looked at me. I gave a little shrug.
Just then, our drinks slid across the bar. We grabbed our mugs and peeled off without a word, leaving Harry behind as we moved to a table near the frosted windows. The cold from the glass seeped through our coats. Cedric pulled out a chair for me like it was second nature. Before he sat, he leaned down and kissed the side of my head.
My chest ached a little at that.
We'd barely settled, hands still wrapped around warm mugs, when the front door swung open behind us with a gust of cold wind. Snowflakes blew in with it, scattering across the floor before melting instantly. A group of Hufflepuff boys spilled into the pub— laughing, loud, their hair dusted in snow and cheeks flushed from the cold. Their voices rose above the steady din, cheerful and carefree.
One of them spotted Cedric almost immediately and lifted a hand, waving him over.
Cedric's eyes flicked to me. "I'll be back soon, alright?" he said softly, his hand brushing my knee. "Promise."
I nodded. He kissed my cheek and headed over to them, slipping into their orbit with a kind of practiced ease.
I watched him go, trying not to sulk about it.
Tried not to feel like the whole table had dimmed without him there.
He gave them his full attention— nodding, laughing, listening, though I could tell he was still watching me out of the corner of his eye.
I turned away, sipping my butterbeer. The whispers were starting again.
Some weren't even whispering. They were just staring. Like I was something rare and strange and possibly cursed. Like I was going to explode.
I looked down into my drink.
"What's that about?" Hermione muttered, eyes tracking a cluster of Ravenclaws across the room.
"I don't know," I said.
But I did.
I felt it. Something was coming.
Fred and George chose that exact moment to swoop in, cutting clean through whatever Bagman had been saying to Harry. They cornered Bagman with matching grins and a very pointed reminder about the World Cup bet he still hadn't paid back. Before long, they had him squirming in his seat. He stammered a few half-hearted excuses, then bolted, muttering apologies as he hurried out the door. The goblins followed right behind, their expressions unreadable.
Harry returned to our table, looking vaguely annoyed. Cedric was still across the room.
Ron looked up. "What did he want?"
"He offered to help me with the golden egg," Harry said, already bracing for the reaction.
Hermione's head whipped around. "He what? He's a judge! That's completely out of line— Dumbledore would never approve. He's supposed to be impartial!"
"I hope he's offering Cedric the same help," I muttered.
"He's not," Harry said quietly. "I asked."
Ron scoffed. "Who cares if Diggory's getting help?"
I shot him a look, sharp and silent.
Hermione, ever the diplomat, tried to shift gears. "Those goblins didn't look too friendly. What were they even doing here?"
"Looking for Crouch," Harry said. "He's still sick. Hasn't been in."
"Maybe Percy's poisoning him," Ron said, smirking. "Figures he'd think that's the fast track to promotion."
Hermione gave him her best do-not-joke-about-death face.
"Funny, goblins going after Crouch," she said, stirring her drink. "They don't usually work with the Department of International Magical Cooperation."
"Thinking of starting a new cause, Hermione?" Ron teased. "S.P.U.G.? Society for the Protection of Ugly Goblins?"
I smiled into my cup.
"Ha, ha, ha," Hermione said flatly. "They don't need protection. Haven't you been listening to Binns about the goblin rebellions?"
"No," we all said at once.
Hermione huffed, but before she could launch into a history lecture, Cedric returned.
His expression was soft, but serious.
"(Y/N)," he said, "can I talk to you?"
I blinked. "Now?"
He nodded. "Just for a minute."
I stood, suddenly aware again of all the eyes in the room. This time they weren't just curious. They were cruel.
Someone near the bar snickered.
Outside the booth, Cedric reached for my hand. His fingers were gentle. Steady.
"Cho's saying things," he said quietly, scanning my face. "That you used Veela magic. That it's why I dumped her."
My stomach dropped.
"She practically enchanted him," someone said nearby, loud enough for us both to hear.
Cedric's jaw tensed. "I won't let them speak about you like that."
I swallowed hard, but before I could respond, the pub door opened.
And my stomach dropped again.
Rita Skeeter had just walked in.
She was impossible to miss.
Banana-yellow robes, heels clicking like warning bells, and nails painted an eye-watering shade of pink. Her eyes darted around the pub— quick, sharp, and twitching, landing on me almost immediately. Then flicking away. Then back again.
Her photographer trailed behind her like a trained parasite, camera already half-raised.
She wasn't even trying to be subtle.
She stopped by a Ravenclaw girl, touched her hair like she owned it, smiling, whispering something. But her eyes never left me.
That smile curled wider.
I felt the nausea rise in my throat.
"I need to find Cho," I muttered to Cedric, barely hearing myself over the blood pounding in my ears. "Before this gets worse."
Cedric's grip on my hand tightened. "Whatever you need," he said, soft and sure. "I'm with you."
We returned to the table. I downed the rest of my butterbeer in a single gulp. Cedric's hand pressed into the small of my back as I sat, his touch grounding.
Rita's Quick-Quotes Quill was already scribbling beside her like a smug little ghost.
"She's talking about me," I said quietly. "Cho started a rumor, I used Veela magic on Cedric. I guess it's spreading."
Hermione's mouth fell open. "You're joking."
"I wish I was."
Harry shifted beside me, already slumping. I could tell he'd clocked Rita the second she walked in. His whole posture changed, the kind of defeated slump you only see in someone who's been burned before.
The last time he'd mentioned Cho, he sounded hopeful. Said she'd been writing. She'd gone skiing with her family over break, nothing weird, nothing hostile. Just space.
But this didn't feel like space anymore.
This felt like sabotage.
The crowd shifted again.
Rita was gliding toward us.
Her photographer raised the camera like he'd been waiting for a red carpet cue.
Cedric slid closer to me. His arm draped protectively across my shoulders. I leaned into him without thinking.
Hermione went stiff beside me. Ron's jaw clenched.
"Trying to ruin someone else's life again?" Harry said suddenly, cutting the air like a blade.
Heads turned.
The room fell into that hush only a good confrontation could bring.
Rita's eyes lit up. "Harry!" she said, beaming. "How lovely! Why don't you come and confirm some comments made about your American friend," she added, her gaze flicking to me like I wasn't sitting right there. Like I was just another name to slot into an article.
I opened my mouth, rage rising like heat, but Harry beat me to it.
"I wouldn't come near you with a ten-foot broomstick," he said coldly.
A few people laughed. Rita's eyes blinked behind her jeweled glasses.
"Our readers have a right to the truth, Harry. I am merely doing my—"
"Is that what you're calling it now?" I cut in. My voice was syrupy sweet. Mocking. "Funny, I always thought you just printed whatever bullshit got you off."
The pub went still.
"Answer the witch," George called from the corner, grinning. "You don't want to see a Veela upset."
Even Madam Rosmerta froze mid-pour, amber mead spilling over the rim of a tankard and soaking her fingers.
Rita's smile faltered for half a second. Then she straightened it again, snapping her Quick-Quotes Quill to attention.
"How about an interview, then?" she said, eyes turning on Cedric now. "Handsome boy. Triwizard Champion. Tell me, what's it like being enchanted? Or better yet, what's it like dating someone with... unusual influence? Would you say it's been hard to think clearly lately?"
Hermione stood so fast her butterbeer nearly spilled.
"You horrible woman," she said, voice shaking. "You don't care, do you? You'll say anything, twist anything, just to get a story."
"Sit down, you silly little girl," Rita scoffed. "Don't talk about things you don't understand. I'm a professional, sweetheart. I've heard worse than this. I know things that would make your hair curl, not that it needs it."
I stood, fists clenched, ready to lunge.
But Cedric was already pulling me back.
"Let's go," Hermione said through gritted teeth, slinging her bag over her shoulder.
We left, together. All five of us. And every pair of eyes in the pub followed.
Harry glanced back as we reached the door. Rita's Quill was already scribbling at lightning speed.
"She'll be after you next," Ron muttered to Hermione as we stepped into the cold.
"Let her try," she hissed. "First Harry. Now (Y/N). She's not getting away with it."
I didn't say a word. I couldn’t if I wanted to.
My jaw was clenched so tight it hurt.
The wind stung my cheeks. But it wasn't the cold making me tremble. It was the shame, the heat of it. The rage. Knowing my name was already halfway to becoming some snide, pun-riddled headline.
I didn't want to cry in front of everyone. Not now. Not after all that.
"I'll meet you back at the castle," I muttered, stepping away from the group.
"Wait, are you okay?" Ron asked, surprisingly gentle. "You look—"
But I was already moving away from them.
Cedric followed.
He caught up without saying a word, crouching a little so we were eye to eye. He always did that, made himself smaller to meet me where I was.
I stared at the cobblestones between us.
"Where would she be?"
He didn't need to ask who I meant. His eyes scanned the square, sharp and quick.
"She likes Madam Puddifoot's," he said after a beat. "Used to drag me there."
I didn't respond. Just turned and started walking fast. Boots crunching through dirty snow, shoulders tight, heart hammering.
A group of boys leaned against a shop wall, laughing too loud. One of them saw me and called out, "You can enchant me anytime, (Y/N). I won't fight it!"
Cedric stopped in his tracks.
"Say that again and see what happens," he growled. Loud. Cold. Commanding.
The boy froze.
We kept walking.
I didn't speak. My jaw ached from how hard I was clenching it.
If I hadn't been so furious, I might've found it hot.
When we reached the tea shop, I spotted her immediately, Cho, sitting with a group of girls near the foggy window. Her posture was perfect. Her hair fell in neat, silky waves. Her scarf matched her lip gloss.
She was laughing.
Like nothing had happened.
Like she hadn't just kicked this whole mess into motion and wiped her hands clean.
I pushed the door open. The little brass bell above it jingled softly.
Cho looked up. Her expression shifted instantly, smile gone, brows lifted, eyes narrowing like she hadn't expected to see me again, much less like this.
"What do you want?" she asked, not even pretending to be polite.
"I need to talk to you," I said, steady. "Please."
She scoffed. "Why?"
"Because I'm asking."
She held my gaze for a second, then stood. One of her friends leaned in to whisper something, but Cho didn't respond. Her eyes flicked past me, to Cedric just behind, silent and watchful.
I turned to him. "Can you give us a minute?"
He hesitated, just a blink, but nodded and stepped aside to let us pass, his hands in his pockets.
I opened the door again, a small gust of cold air curling around us as we stepped outside.
Cedric just inside the shop. He didn't sit or move far, just stood near the window, where he could see everything. Quiet. Present. Watching.
Cho and I sat down on the little bench just outside, across from each other. The chill bit through my coat. Everything felt sharper out here, colder. More exposed.
Cho sat like she had a wand to her spine. I could see the tension in her jaw.
"What did I ever do to you?" I asked quietly.
She didn't answer.
"I thought you and Harry were getting on," I said, keeping my voice even. "Cedric and I were happy for you."
Her eyes dropped.
"If you're not over Cedric, fine. That's your business. You two can talk that out. But don't drag Harry into it. And don't drag me into it."
Her throat bobbed. "I'm sorry," she said, voice tight. "About Harry. I didn't mean for him to get pulled in. He didn't deserve that."
I waited.
"But I'm not lying," she whispered, staring at her hands. "That's how it felt. Cedric and I... we were getting close. He invited me to his house. I was going to meet his parents."
She sniffed. It was quick, angry. "Then he just... got distant. I didn't know what I did. I went out with Roger. I flirted with Harry. But it wasn't the same."
Her eyes filled. She blinked hard, fast, but it was no use.
Tears started falling, quiet ones. No dramatics. Just wet cheeks and a broken kind of silence.
And the ache in my chest bloomed.
Because if it had been me, if Cedric had just turned cold, pulled away, I'd be wrecked, too.
It would've ruined me.
Without thinking, I reached out and touched her shoulder.
"I'm sorry," I said. And I meant it. "But Cho... you can't say things like that. My life's already turned upside down lately. I'm only just figuring out what I am. Fleur's been helping me, but... do you think I like this attention?"
She looked at me, really looked.
"I get harassed," I continued. "Girls glare. Their boyfriends stare. I feel guilty for just existing sometimes. For being... visible."
I swallowed hard.
"Like I'm some kind of monster. Like just walking into a room means I'm trying to steal something. I get looked at like I'm calculating. Manipulative. And I'm not. I never wanted any of this."
My voice cracked slightly. "I can't change what I am, but people act like I chose it. Like I'm using it. Like I'm dangerous just for being looked at."
Cho nodded, slowly. Her eyes flicked to the scarf around my neck.
The bell over the door jingled again.
Cedric stepped inside, cautious. His eyes went to me first, then Cho.
"Hi, Cho," he said.
She quickly wiped her eyes, blinking hard. Her voice was barely there.
"Hi, Cedric."
He stepped closer, slow. Careful.
"I didn't leave you because of anything you did," he said softly. "And I wasn't enchanted. I wasn't tricked. I just... wasn't the same person anymore. Things shifted for me, and I didn't know how to say it without hurting you."
He hesitated, then added, "Maybe this is all my fault. I should've been honest sooner. I should've communicated better, instead of letting you guess. I'm sorry, Cho. You didn't deserve that. Any of it."
His voice stayed steady, but there was guilt in his eyes. "I never meant to leave you with doubts."
He glanced at me.
Something in his expression softened, like he was seeing me all over again, not just as the person Cho had been comparing herself to, but as the girl standing there, still holding her breath through the aftermath.
My heart skipped.
Cho's eyes followed his, and I saw it, how it landed. How it confirmed everything she'd been afraid of.
She sniffled again, then ducked her head, wiping under her eyes with the edge of her sleeve. Her voice was small, uneven.
"Sorry," she murmured, not quite meeting my gaze.
She stood and turned without waiting for a response, her shoulders tight as she walked back into the shop. Her friends looked up, watching her rejoin them like nothing had happened, like she hadn't just cracked open in front of us.
I stayed where I was, stunned by the weight of it all.
Then Cedric moved. Quiet, certain.
He reached out, took my hand in his, and held it like it meant something. Like he needed the contact too. His fingers laced through mine, warm and steady, and for a second, I just let myself breathe again.
"I'm proud of you," he said softly, barely above a whisper.
And I believed him.
I stayed there for a moment longer, hand still in his. The cold didn't feel quite as sharp with him standing close, steady as ever.
Then he gently tugged me forward.
"Come here," he said, pulling me into his arms.
I let myself fold into him, face pressed into the front of his coat. He held me like he meant it, one hand at the small of my back, the other smoothing up and down my spine in slow, even strokes.
"You okay?" he asked quietly.
I nodded against him, even if I wasn't sure. "Getting there."
We stood like that for a while, the tea shop's noise fading behind the glass, the cold wrapping around us but not sinking in.
Eventually, we started walking back toward the castle, boots crunching through the slush. Our hands found each other again without thinking.
I let out a breath and glanced up at him.
"Well," I said dryly. "That Hogsmeade trip was ruined."
He smirked, stopping mid-step, and reached into his coat pocket.
"Hold on," he said. "Got you something."
He pulled out a slightly crumpled paper bag and gave it a shake. "Fudge. From the tea room."
I blinked. "You bought me fudge in the middle of all that?"
"I had a feeling you'd need it," he said, grinning like he knew exactly what he was doing.
He reached in, pulled out a cube, and held it up between two fingers.
"Say ah."
I rolled my eyes, but leaned in.
He popped the piece into my mouth, eyes bright with that playful look he got when he was proud of himself for making me feel better.
I giggled, the fudge melting instantly on my tongue— warm, sweet, and stupidly perfect.
༻✦༺
The library was quieter after sundown. Most students were still in Hogsmeade or dragging their feet back from it, which left the corridors hushed and empty.
Cedric and I had claimed a table in the far back corner, half-hidden behind a crooked brass globe and a leaning stack of Divination books no one had touched in decades. We hadn't planned to stay long, but we'd sunk into the quiet. One small lamp glowed at our table, casting everything in soft gold. It lit the scattered pages between us, the curve of his knuckles, the lines of his face, warm and sharp all at once.
He was helping me study. Or trying to.
One of the perks of being a Triwizard champion was professors cutting you slack. The rest of us? No such luck.
Cedric sat across from me, scribbling something on my Arithmancy chart with neat, looping handwriting. He was left-handed. I hadn't realized that until tonight. He held his quill a little funny, crooked between his fingers like he was still figuring it out after all these years.
I was supposed to be reading.
I wasn't.
My textbook lay open in front of me, but the words had long since blurred into meaningless lines on the page. My eyes kept drifting, inevitably, shamelessly, to him.
Cedric sat across from me, bent slightly over my notes, brows drawn in concentration as he read. His quill moved steadily, the scratch of ink a soft, constant rhythm in the hush around us. He didn't seem to notice I'd stopped pretending.
I had my chin in my hand, elbow propped on the table, just watching him. The slope of his nose. The way his bottom lip curled slightly inward when he was thinking. How his hair kept slipping into his eyes, and how he never bothered to push it away, just leaned in closer to the parchment like the rest of the world didn't matter.
He looked calm here. Peaceful in a way that felt private, almost fragile. Like something only I got to see.
Not the boy on posters. Not the one whispered about in corridors or watched too closely in the Great Hall. Not Hogwarts' Golden Champion.
Just Cedric.
Mine.
He caught me staring and raised an eyebrow, a small curve of amusement tugging at the corner of his mouth.
"What?" he asked, voice low, teasing.
I blinked, tried to look innocent, but the grin was already tugging at my lips. "Nothing," I said, drawing it out. "You're just... really nice to look at."
He leaned back in his chair, slow and deliberate, arms crossing over his chest like he was preparing to interrogate me.
"I knew it," he said, mock-offended. "You're using me for my looks."
I snorted. "Please. I've been using you for your notes too."
He gasped like I'd wounded him, hand pressed to his chest. "Unbelievable. Objectified and exploited. Is nothing sacred?"
His smile finally broke through as I tried not to laugh, my cheeks already too warm to hide it. I reached across the table for the parchment he'd just written on.
He grinned and held it just out of reach, arm raised casually like he was playing keep-away with my sanity.
"Cedric—"
I swatted at him, but he only leaned further back, smug and entirely too pleased with himself.
Then, without warning, he stood. Walked around the table in that slow, easy way of his. And dropped the parchment right in front of me.
Before I could say anything, he leaned down and pressed a kiss just behind my ear, light, warm, and maddeningly precise.
My breath stuttered. The air between us shifted.
He didn't move away.
He leaned in again, closer this time, and his voice dropped just enough to make my stomach tighten.
"You know," he murmured, "you're not helping my concentration either, looking like that."
And then he kissed me.
Not on the cheek. Not a tease. A real kiss, slow and warm and entirely consuming, like he had nowhere else to be but here, with me.
His mouth moved to the corner of mine, then lower, brushing the curve of my jaw.
I tried to exhale like a normal person. "Not everyone gets exam extensions, Diggory."
"Mmm," he hummed against my skin, his lips trailing down my neck.
Still kissing. Still completely uninterested in studying.
"Ced."
"Hm?" He sounded occupied, intentionally so.
His fingers brushed my thigh under the table, feather-light, almost teasing. I turned toward him, trying to glare, but it didn't quite land.
"You're distracting," I muttered.
"You're beautiful when you're flustered," he said, like it was just a fact.
I narrowed my eyes. He looked entirely unbothered.
"We could take a break," he offered, nudging his nose along the line of my jaw.
"I haven't even made much progress."
He tilted his head, lips just shy of my skin. "We can finish it later."
And the way he said it— low, certain, lazy with intent, made it very clear that studying was no longer the priority.
"I've got an idea," he said, voice low now— careful, like he didn't want to startle the moment. "Only if you want to. But... there's a place we could go. Warm. Quiet. Somewhere we can stop thinking so hard for a little while."
He paused, then added with a small smile, "Worth hitting pause for. Promise."
I looked at him, skeptical. Not because I didn't trust him— I did, completely, but because I still had homework waiting in front of me. Things to finish. Things to worry about. The responsible choice was to stay and study.
But then again... I was dying to spend time with him.
Curiosity tugged at me, quiet but persistent. And underneath it was something else, something gentler. I wanted him to breathe. To forget about the tournament for a minute. I knew how much the second task was eating at him, even if he didn't say it out loud. It showed in the way his hands fidgeted, in the tightness of his shoulders he kept trying to hide.
He must've seen it in my face, because he didn't push. Didn't explain or try to sweeten the offer. He just waited.
Then, gently, he kissed the corner of my mouth. Not rushed. Not trying to change my mind. Just reminding me he was there. Steady.
"Could help us both relax," he murmured.
I hesitated another beat.
Then slowly, I started closing my books.
He reached out without a word and started helping, gathering my parchment into a careful stack, slipping quills and folded notes into my bag with that quiet focus he always had when he was trying to make things easier for me. His hand brushed mine once, and something in me stilled at the touch. Not because it startled me, but because it felt purposeful. Gentle. Reassuring in a way nothing else had been all day.
I stood before he could say another word.
"Lead the way."
We moved fast and quiet through the castle, keeping to the edges, through narrow stairwells and winding back halls, places only someone who knew the building like a second home would think to use. Cedric didn't hesitate once. I followed without needing to ask where we were going.
A few portraits muttered as we passed. One winked.
Fifth floor.
We stopped in front of a tall statue, Boris the Bewildered, still looking very much bewildered, his top hat on backward, arms frozen mid-gesture like he'd just forgotten what he was doing.
Fourth door to the left.
Cedric didn't explain.
He just stepped forward, leaned in close, and whispered something to the thick oak door.
"Pine fresh."
It creaked open.
And I stepped into heaven.
The Prefect's Bathroom was marble from floor to ceiling, sleek and shining, the white and gold catching the light from a floating chandelier that swayed ever so slightly overhead. The glow was soft and amber-toned, reflecting off the polished surfaces like candlelight. Everything gleamed like it had been scrubbed by hand just minutes before. No dust. No trace of anyone else.
The centerpiece was impossible to miss: a massive sunken bath, wide enough to swim laps in, rimmed with hundreds of ornate, jeweled taps. They glittered like gemstones in the low light, sapphire, emerald, amethyst, ruby, each one promising something strange and lovely if you dared to turn it.
Curtains hung from high, frosted windows, pulled just enough to let in the blue tint of moonlight. A soft mist drifted across the tiled floor, curling lazily in the warm air. The scent hit me next— vanilla, lavender, and something sweet I couldn't name. Like spun sugar or warm honey. Something meant to make you forget everything else.
Fluffy towels were stacked in neat piles, thick and inviting. Above them, a large stained window of a blonde mermaid snoozed in a shell-shaped chair. Her hair floated up and down as she snored, rising and falling like sea foam on a tide.
I took a few slow steps in, completely stunned.
"Merlin," I breathed.
Cedric grinned behind me. "Told you it was worth sneaking out for."
He set his bag down near the towels, and I caught a glint of gold inside, the egg. Its surface shimmered, catching the light in a quiet flash.
I knelt by the bath, curiosity pulling me in, and twisted a few taps at random. The pipes rumbled softly. Water poured in from three directions at once, one stream fizzed with pink and blue bubbles, another released violet steam that smelled like ripe plums, and a third spilled in thick golden foam, glittering and silky, like it had come straight from a dream.
I stared, then looked over my shoulder at him. "You're seriously allowed to use this?"
He shrugged, "Perks of the badge."
I shook my head and turned back to the bath, a smile already tugging at my lips. Everything felt lighter now. Warmer. Like the weight of the day had started slipping off the moment I stepped into this strange, hidden world.
Cedric handed me a towel, his fingers brushing mine. His eyes held mine for a beat longer than necessary— checking in, making sure I was still with him, still okay.
I was more than okay.
Then he started undressing.
Calm. Unrushed. Just a quiet rustle of fabric, the soft scrape of buckles and buttons undone with ease. His uniform fell away layer by layer.
Before I joined him, I dug through my bag and pulled out my Discman, tucked beneath books and parchment like a little secret. I flipped it open, slid in Cedric's CD, and hit play.
Music crackled through the tiny speakers. A sweeping overture, haunting and familiar. Opera House by Cigarettes After Sex. The intro bloomed through the steam, velvet-rich and echoing, as if the marble itself carried the sound.
Cedric glanced over, amused. "This one ours?"
His voice was soft, but his eyes were already hazy, already fixed on me, and said something else entirely.
I just smiled, slow and deliberate, feeling that flicker of power rise in my chest.
He turned back to the bath and adjusted the taps again, testing the water with a sweep of his hand, making sure it was perfect for me. Water rippled golden, bubbles heaped like clouds, and a steady rise of vanilla-sweet mist curled over the surface like breath. It was nearly overflowing now— lush, glimmering, decadent.
His eyes then tracked me like I was gravity itself as I started to undress peeling off my clothes slowly, feeling the room's warmth curl around my skin as I did. The air buzzed softly, thick with steam and candlelight and the faint, sugary scent clinging to the mist.
Seductive, in control, sure of the way his gaze followed every move I made,I stood at the edge of the bath, completely bare now, skin flushed from the warmth in the air.
One hand rested lightly on my hip, the other brushing back a damp strand of hair. I moved with intention, slow and fluid, stepping into the water like it was a stage and I knew exactly what I was doing to him.
The heat wrapped around my legs first, then higher, silken and golden. Bubbles lapped at my thighs. I sank deeper, every motion smooth, enticing, deliberate.
He didn't speak.
Didn't need to.
The look on his face, hungry, reverent, already wrecked, told me everything.
The heat sank into me instantly, wrapping around every inch of bare skin like silk. Like I was being held. I let out a soft sigh, eyes fluttering closed as the tension in my body eased.
Behind me, Cedric moved, slow and sure, crossing to me through the water and wrapping his arms easily around my waist, pulling me back into him.
I melted.
It was hard not to.
His chest was warm against my back, solid and steady, the heat of his skin seeping into mine. Water beaded along his collarbones, gliding down the lines of his body, catching the light as it traced muscle and bone. Every angle of him looked sculpted, deliberate, like the bath had been built to make him look this good. His arm tightened around my waist, drawing me closer, and the movement alone made my breath catch.
His hands found my hips, fingers moving in slow, grounding circles, warm and firm, his thumbs brushing the curve of my waist with just enough pressure to make my breath catch. Every pass of his touch sparked heat that unfurled low in my belly, steady and sure, like he was drawing me back into myself, coaxing tension out of my spine with nothing but quiet reverence.
It wasn't just grounding, it was claiming, soothing and sinful all at once.
No rush. Just touch.
My head tipped back against his shoulder, and his mouth found my neck, just a brush at first, light enough to make me shiver. Then firmer. Slower. He took his time.
"Better than studying?" he murmured, lips grazing my skin between words.
I hummed, smiling despite myself. "Slightly."
He laughed— a low, soft sound that rumbled through his chest and settled into mine like a second heartbeat.
Then he turned me in his arms.
The water shifted with us, sloshing gently, bubbles clinging to our skin like silk. My knees bumped his beneath the surface. I moved without thinking, straddling him, drawn in by gravity or something stronger.
His hands slid to my hips again, fingers curling tight, anchoring me as he pulled me fully against him.
The kiss started slow.
Intentional.
Like he was memorizing the moment.
But it deepened almost instantly— greedy, consuming, the kind of kiss that stripped away the rest of the world. His mouth moved over mine like he'd been starving for it, each kiss laced with the kind of urgency that came from nights spent dreaming and days spent holding back.
Yet beneath the hunger was a tenderness that made my chest ache, like he was trying to say everything he couldn't put into words, needing me to feel it in the way his lips moved against mine, deliberate and careful, aching with all the things he'd been holding back too long.
My fingers tangled in his damp hair, pulling him closer.
The heat between us coiled tighter with every pass of lips, every breath we shared. His hips rolled beneath me, slow, deliberate, maddening in the best way.
I gasped softly against his mouth.
And he kissed me deeper.
Like he was hungry for it.
Like this was the only thing tethering him to reality.
And I kissed him back with the same wild need— mouth hungry, fingers pulling at his locks, thighs squeezing tight around his waist when he ground up into me with a slow, sinuous roll of his hips.
He swallowed my moan, deep and breathless, then chased it with his tongue, brushing against mine with a slow stroke that sent sparks down my spine. I was dizzy with it already, drenched in heat, soaked in want.
Then lower, his lips dragged down my neck, tongue tasting salt and steam, teeth grazing the soft spot beneath my ear that made my whole body flinch.
"Fuck, you sound so good," he rasped, voice low and filthy against my collarbone as his mouth kept moving downward. He worshipped every inch of skin he passed, hot breath and open-mouthed kisses leaving wet trails that had me squirming under his touch.
He paused just enough to look at me, eyes dark with want, water dripping from his lashes. His hands slid to my thighs under the bubbles, thumbs drawing slow, teasing circles that made my pulse thunder.
"You okay?"
I nodded fast, breathless. "More than."
That smile, the one that always undid me, spread across his face. Sin incarnate.
He kissed down my chest next, reverent and greedy all at once, taking his time, dragging his tongue along my skin. My fingers tangled in his hair again, tugging just enough to make him groan low against my breast.
Then his hand slid between us— no hesitation, just firm, practiced fingers finding where I was already throbbing for him. He circled once, twice, then pressed, slow and rhythmic. I choked out a sound, clutching at his shoulders.
"You're always like this for me," he muttered, mouth brushing back up toward mine. "Dripping. Needy. Fucking perfect."
I whimpered, biting my lip hard, as he found the exact pressure that made my thighs tremble.
"Tell me baby," he moaned. "Tell me you're mine."
"I'm yours," I gasped. "Yours, Ced. Always."
He made a sound, half-groan, half-growl, and lifted me like I weighed nothing. My back met the cool marble of the bath wall, water sloshing around us. One hand guided himself to my entrance, the other cradled my spine like something precious.
And then—
He pushed into me.
Slow. Deep. Stretching me wide, filling every inch until my breath caught and my fingers dug into his arms. He stayed there for a moment, buried to the hilt, forehead resting against mine as we both fought to breathe.
"Fuck," he whispered. "You feel unreal. So tight around me. Like you were made for me."
I nodded, jaw slack, eyes fluttering. And then he started to move.
Measured at first. Smooth thrusts that rolled through me like slow waves— each one deeper, heavier, more deliberate than the last. His hips rocked against mine in a rhythm that made my eyes roll back. His mouth hovered near mine, catching every whimper, every curse I tried to swallow.
"That's it, baby," he murmured. "Take it. Just like that. Fuck, you're gripping me so good."
I arched into him, nails raking down his back. The water lapped against our skin, thick with the scent of sweat and steam and sex. Music still played faintly in the background, but all I could hear was the wet slap of his hips and the desperate sounds he dragged from me.
He angled his thrusts slightly, hitting that spot inside me that made me jerk and cry out.
"Right there?" he asked, breath hot against my lips. "You want more of that?"
"Yes! Yes, Cedric, please—"
He gave it to me.
Harder. Deeper. Each stroke driving me closer to that edge but never letting me tip. My thighs shook. My back scraped softly against the tile. His hand found my throat, just enough pressure to ground me, and he groaned at the way I clenched around him.
"You're so close, aren't you?" he murmured, voice low and full of awe. "I can feel it, how your body's trying so hard to hold on for me."
"I-I don't want to yet—"
"Then don't. Hold it for me. I've got you. I could stay buried in this perfect little pussy forever."
He slowed, just a fraction. Long, dragging thrusts that let me feel every inch of him. His hand slipped between us again, fingers finding that perfect rhythm, synced with every movement of his hips.
I was shaking, sobbing his name.
"You're doing so fucking good for me," he whispered, voice rough with need. "Taking me so deep. Look at you, baby. My good little girl. Fucking gorgeous. All mine."
The pressure built again— hotter, harder. I felt like I was unraveling, held together only by the way he moved, the filth he whispered, the way his mouth claimed mine between every breath.
"Fuck, you feel so good, so perfect around me," he groaned, thrusts deeper now, voice wrecked. "My perfect girl. Can't wait to feel you cum, to feel you milk every drop out of me. Gonna fill you up so good, make sure you know who you fucking belong to."
And I broke.
The orgasm tore through me like lightning, sharp and endless. My body convulsed around him, every muscle clenching as I screamed his name into the mist. Cedric held me through it, hips stuttering as he followed with a deep, strangled groan, spilling inside me with a full-body tremor.
We collapsed into each other, panting, water rocking around us in slow, lazy ripples. My legs were still wrapped around him. My fingers dug into his back like I hadn't realized I was holding on so tightly. Every nerve in my body felt rung out, trembling, soaked in heat and something heavier, something holy.
I couldn't move. Didn't want to.
He held me through it, arms banded around my waist, one hand splayed against the curve of my spine like he was anchoring me to this moment. To him. His chest rose and fell beneath mine in steady, shallow swells, the rhythm of his breath syncing with mine as the aftershocks ebbed away.
He pressed soft, open-mouthed kisses along my temple, down to the damp curve of my shoulder, then lower, his mouth brushing the hollow of my collarbone like he was still tasting me. Still claiming me.
"Holy fuck," he whispered, voice rough and reverent. "You're going to kill me."
I laughed, hoarse and breathless, the sound barely rising above the shifting water.
Then he kissed me again softly, lips brushing mine like a benediction.
The bubbles had started to fade, collapsing in clusters around us. Steam drifted above the surface like mist over a still lake, curling and catching in the dim candlelight. The chandelier above us swayed gently with the warmth, casting gold across his skin, turning the droplets on his chest into liquid fire.
I tucked my face into the curve of his neck, breathing him in, soap and sweat and something sweeter, something that felt like him alone.
His hand moved slowly on my back, drawing soothing circles, grounding me even now. His other arm wrapped fully around my waist, holding me there like I belonged, like I was home.
His cheek pressed to the top of my head. A hum rumbled low in his chest, soft and content.
"Definitely better than studying," he murmured.
I giggled, the sound slipping free before I could stop it, muffled by the curve of his neck. My whole body felt weightless and heavy all at once, boneless, satisfied, wrapped in warmth that went deeper than the bath. I could've stayed there forever, skin against skin, his breath soft against my temple, the water cradling us like a lullaby.
And so we did.
Tangled and trembling. Wrapped around each other while the world outside the tiles and steam and candlelight fell away.
Eventually, I stirred. Not because I wanted to, but because I remembered why we were here in the first place. We'd come to take Cedric's mind off the egg, to give him a break from the weight of it all, but watching him now, submerged and searching, I felt a sudden urge to help. Maybe if I looked closer, really studied it, I'd see something he missed. Something we both had.
"You brought your egg, right?"
He hummed against my shoulder. Nodded.
I shifted slightly, dragging my fingers lazily through the water. "Can I see it?" I asked, soft but curious.
Cedric groaned, playful, dramatic, not bearing to be away from me for a minute. But he was already leaning in to kiss my temple, warm and quick, like he couldn't help himself.
Then he waded away from me through the slowly cooling water, and I watched him go— watched his muscles shift under the candlelight, droplets tracing the clean lines of his back and shoulders.
When he reached the edge of the bath, he bent to his bag and retrieved the golden egg, cradling it carefully in both hands like something sacred.
Even now, it gleamed like treasure, round and ornate and pulsing faintly with magic, its seams glowing gold beneath the softened light.
He brought it back to the center of the bath.
Instead of opening it himself, Cedric handed me the egg.
Carefully.
Like it might bite.
I took it with both hands, surprised by its weight. It was smooth and cold against my palms, surprisingly dense for something so beautiful. I turned it slowly, inspecting every curve, every etched detail. Gold glinted under the candlelight. I squinted, trying to see if there was some kind of writing hidden along the seam, some tiny mark or rune that might explain what it held.
Cedric watched me from across the bath, arms resting on the edge, his gaze calm but attentive, curious, amused, a little wary.
Without thinking, my thumb brushed over the small, almost-invisible screw at the top.
And I turned it.
The egg cracked open with a click.
And instantly, it screamed.
The sound tore through the air like a curse— high and piercing and shrill, like a banshee let loose in a cathedral. I flinched violently, nearly dropping it right there. Cedric winced, jerking upright, hand half-lifting out of instinct.
Even the mermaid in the stained-glass window behind us clamped her hands over her ears, her face twisting in disgust.
Panicking, I let go.
The egg slipped from my fingers and vanished beneath the surface with a soft splash, sinking like a stone into the golden water. The moment it disappeared, the screeching stopped, cut off as if someone had slammed a door shut on the sound.
The silence that followed was deafening in its own way. We sat still, breath caught in our throats, both of us blinking, the echoes of the screech still ringing in our ears.
Then, faintly, from somewhere below, the water began to hum.
Not with the sharp, violent wail from before, but with something deeper. Lower. Sadder. A sound that shimmered beneath the surface like a secret waiting to be heard.
A melody.
It tugged at the edges of my awareness, strange and sweet and aching, as if the bath itself had shifted into a portal. I turned toward Cedric, wide-eyed. His gaze met mine at the same moment. We didn't speak, didn't have to. The realization passed between us in a heartbeat, silent and charged.
He inhaled, deep and calm, and then he slid beneath the water.
One fluid movement, shoulders rolling forward, arms slicing down. Focused.
I didn't think. I just followed.
The moment I dipped beneath the surface, the world changed.
Sound warped around me, soft and strange, muffled like a dream. Cedric's body moved ahead of me, shimmering in the golden light that filtered through the bubbles. He was already at the bottom, crouched over the glowing egg, hair floating like silk around his face, his fingers braced against the marble floor.
And then I heard it.
Truly heard it.
The melody was no longer just a hum, it had taken shape.
A song, woven from currents.
It filled the water like light, glowing with a magic that wrapped around my limbs and spine and heart, sinking deeper with every note.
"Come seek us where our voices sound,
We cannot sing above the ground,
And while you're searching, ponder this:
We've taken what you'll sorely miss.
An hour long you'll have to look,
And to recover what we took,
But past an hour, the prospect's black,
Too late, it's gone, it won't come back."
I stared, wide-eyed, the last notes still ringing in my bones. The water shimmered with the echo of the song, golden bubbles drifting upward like they too had heard something sacred.
Cedric burst through the surface with a gasp, water streaming down his face in rivulets, his chest rising and falling fast. His hair was slicked back, eyes bright with something wild, triumph and disbelief wrapped into one.
"Did you hear that?" he asked, panting, voice low and electric.
I nodded, stunned.
He blinked once, then his whole face lit up. It was like watching sunrise happen all at once. His smile spread quick and wide and completely unguarded.
Then he laughed.
Not a chuckle. Not a polite little puff of air.
A full, loud, triumphant laugh that echoed off the marble like celebration.
And before I could react, he lunged forward, wrapped both arms around my waist, and lifted me out of the water. I let out a yelp, half squeal, half laughter, as he spun us in the center of the bath, droplets flying everywhere, bubbles sloshing over the edge in glittering heaps.
"Cedric!" I shrieked, holding tight to his shoulders, laughing so hard my sides hurt.
He kissed me, fast and breathless and smiling against my lips. Then again, slower this time. A kiss that said thank you. That said we did it. That said I can't believe I get to share this with you.
"I could kiss you forever," he whispered, forehead pressed to mine.
My smile softened, heartbeat still wild. "You just might get to."
And there it was again, that grin that broke through clouds. He looked at me like I was the whole reason the bath still glowed. Like the clues, the pressure, the looming second task, none of it could touch this. Not tonight.
Because right now, it was just us.
Wrapped in candlelight and steam, glowing water lapping at our skin, the echoes of an ancient song fading gently into silence.
The mystery had begun to unravel.
But in this moment, we weren't thinking about what came next.
We were just standing in the middle of it, laughing, soaked, kissed breathless and weightless.
And I knew, without question, I'd remember this night for the rest of my life.
♱ 𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 ♱
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Summary: You were “like a little sister to him”—or so Fred said. Please. Anyone with half a brain could see there was something way more between you two.
A/N: For the sake of this fic just imagine that GoF and OotP are a giant mushed up piled okay?
Credits to @saradika-graphics for the divider
Fred Weasley was absolutely insistent that you and he were just friends.
Best friends, even.
“Like family.” He’d say with a laugh, ruffling your hair and tugging you into his side like you were an annoying little sister. Honestly, it made you roll your eyes so hard you were surprised you didn’t find a second brain back there.
Because everyone else knew Fred already had a younger sister—two years below you, in fact—but he never treated her the way he treated you.
In fact, he was practically blind to her antics. He waved off her detentions with a grin and said Hogwarts was meant for mischief.
And when she spent the better part of an hour snogging Dean Thomas in the corner of the Gryffindor common room? Not a word. Not a look. Just Fred, lounging like nothing was happening.
Even Ginny didn’t think a single year made such a difference—but Fred? Fred seemed to think it was a chasm. Enough of one to put you firmly in some sacred category: completely off-limits. Practically blood.
Your older brother? Please. He was clearly anything but.
You reached the base of the stairs and scanned the common room for your roommates, who were waiting to leave for the party in the Ravenclaw tower. You smoothed down your skirt and gave yourself one last look in the mirror.
You looked hot.
Not just hot—head-turning, legs-for-days, traffic-stopping hot.
Fred, who had been lazily chatting with your roommates (and turning down their offers to come along—claiming he was far too tired and absolutely couldn’t be hungover before tomorrow’s Quidditch practice unless he wanted to face Oliver Wood’s wrath), absolutely short-circuited.
He stared at you.
One second.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Then sputtered, “What in Merlin’s name are you wearing?!”
You turned in place, giving a little twirl, “Cute, right? What do we think?”
He narrowed his eyes, “I think you forgot the bottom half.”
Your friends broke into laughter. George just rolled his eyes, especially since Ron had walked out of the common room not fifteen minutes ago on his way to the same party—and Fred had told him that if he didn’t come back completely smashed, he was a pussy.
You crossed your arms, incredulous, “It’s a skirt, Fred.”
“It’s a postage stamp.”
“It’s called fashion.” You shot back.
“It’s called a crisis! You bend over and you're going to court!”
Your jaw dropped, “This is couture!”
Fred threw his hands up in exasperation, “Well, couture clearly means no pants in French!”
You rolled your eyes.
Fred stepped in front of you, arms crossed like he was about to fight someone, looking like he was about to have a stroke, "Go put on some pants, or you're not going."
You blinked at him, "Excuse me?"
"You heard me." He gestured vaguely at your legs like they offended him, "You can’t just go out dressed like that."
Your brows shot up, "Why do you even care so much?"
He didn’t hesitate, "Because you’re like a little sister to me!"
That earned a very loud groan from your friends. One of them actually facepalmed. George gave an exaggerated sigh and muttered under his breath, “Here we go again.”
"I'm not changing." You said, matching his energy with your arms crossed.
"Fine," Fred said, jaw tightening, "Then I’m coming with you."
You blinked again, "For what?"
He paused, "To supervise."
"Fred," George drawled from his seat, not even looking up, "You’re not a prefect. And this isn’t a Ministry investigation. It’s a party. You're being a real Percy."
Your friends exchanged looks and stifled more laughter. One of them leaned over and whispered, "If this is what having a brother’s like, I’m out."
"This is what it's like having a boyfriend but she gets none of the upsides." One whispered back.
Fred glared at them though they were hardly deterred, giggling louder now, “I’m being responsible.”
You just shook your head, turning toward the portrait hole, "Whatever. Keep up if you’re coming, mum."
Despite what Fred Weasley told everyone—including himself—you knew exactly how he felt about you.
He said it all the time, like repeating it would somehow make it true.
“You’re like a little sister to me.”
He’d ruffle your hair, wrap an arm around your shoulder, call you squirt. Like he wasn’t two seconds away from spontaneously combusting every time some poor boy looked in your direction for longer than a heartbeat.
And maybe he thought it was brotherly affection.
Maybe he genuinely believed that he was just being protective. Maybe he hadn’t noticed how his voice always changed around you—softer, warmer, less teasing. Maybe he didn’t realize that he never reacted this way when Ginny got into trouble, or when Hermione dragged Ron across a dueling mat.
But you noticed.
So did everyone else.
And every time Fred got all riled up on your behalf, trying to cover his nerves with shouting or sarcasm, it made you feel like the center of the universe. Like a sunflower turned toward its sun.
And because you were a menace—and because you were in love—you liked to test just how far you could push that brotherly façade.
Every Dumbledore’s Army meeting became your personal playground.
Every duel, a performance.
Every trip, stumble, or wince? Another chance to watch Fred's expression twist from calm to frantic in real time.
Today was no different.
You were paired with Zacharias Smith—a pompous, loud-mouthed git who was all talk and absolutely no skill. The second your names were called together, you spotted Fred across the room stiffen like he’d just been personally insulted.
But you simply smiled.
Smith was already getting cocky before the duel even started, twirling his wand with the confidence of someone who'd only heard about talent. Then he shouted an Expelliarmus—a bit too forcefully—and you seized your moment.
You gasped, staggered backward, and threw yourself to the floor with a dramatic thud, wand flying from your hand as you landed.
It wasn’t a bad fall. It barely even hurt. But that wasn’t the point.
Across the room, Fred froze mid-spell.
“Oi!” He shouted, already shoving past George and dodging Neville as he sprinted toward you.
His face was a picture of panic.
Your internal grin was feral.
He skidded to his knees beside you, eyes darting across your body like he expected to find a missing limb, “Are you alright?! What the bloody hell was that, Smith?!”
You bit the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing. He was always too easy. Like flicking a switch.
“I’m fine, Freddie.” You said, your voice soft and sweet, fluttering your lashes for good measure.
He didn’t even acknowledge it—too busy inspecting your arm, pulling up your sleeve to check for bruises like he was some kind of medic.
"That spell was way too aggressive," He growled, “He could’ve dislocated your shoulder, or—or cracked your wrist!”
You made a soft, wounded noise in your throat. (Maybe laid it on a bit thick, but who was judging? Certainly not Fred.)
“I’ll be okay,” You murmured, letting your bottom lip tremble just slightly, “My hero.”
Fred scowled. A full-on, brows-knitted, jaw-tightened scowl, “Don’t get soppy on me, squirt. You’re like a little sister. I gotta keep you safe.”
Little sister.
Right.
You tried not to roll your eyes.
Not like he said a word when Hermione accidentally launched Ron into a bookshelf twenty minutes ago and Fred had laughed so hard he almost cried. Not like he’d won a sickle betting against his own brother.
No, it was different when it was you.
When it was you, he sprinted. He shouted. He scowled like the world was ending.
You inhaled slowly and offered him your sweetest, most angelic smile, “Of course, Freddie.”
He didn’t look convinced. His eyes lingered a little too long on your face before he stood and offered you his hand.
You took it—warm, calloused, grounding—and let him pull you to your feet.
As he turned away to go yell at Smith again (Zacharias had wisely retreated to the far side of the room), you brushed off your robes and watched Fred’s retreating back with a sense of calm satisfaction.
You’d get him eventually.
You were patient.
And Fred Weasley had no idea what he was in for.
It was one of those rare warm afternoons in October—the kind that made you forget how quickly the season was changing. The sun hung low over the Black Lake, and a gentle breeze rolled off the water, ruffling your notes and carrying the faint scent of moss and sun-warmed grass.
You’d spread your books beneath a tree, determined to study for your upcoming exams. But, predictably, you’d spent more time watching the sky ripple across the lake than reading a single line. Still, it was peaceful. Quiet. A perfect moment.
Until it wasn’t.
A body dropped into the grass beside you with a dramatic sigh.
“Ugh,” Fred Weasley groaned, flopping onto his back like the world had wronged him, “I knew I’d find you out here being obnoxiously productive.”
You glanced over your shoulder, amused, “And here I thought I’d actually get some work done without distractions.”
“I know,” He said, shielding his eyes with one hand, “My devastating good looks are very distracting.”
You snorted, “Wow. Didn’t think anyone could love themselves more than Malfoy.”
Fred gasped, “That’s low. Even for you.”
You grinned, turning back to your parchment. For a while, the quiet settled between you again—comfortable and companionable. Sunlight filtered through the branches above, casting warm, dappled shadows over your notes. A few first-years skipped stones near the lake, their laughter drifting on the breeze. It felt like Hogwarts had slowed down—like the Tournament hadn’t upended everything, like you hadn’t spent the entire morning stressed about things you couldn’t control.
Fred sat up beside you, resting his arms on his knees. “Weird, innit?” He said, nodding toward the water, “No Quidditch this year.”
You nodded, “Yeah. I didn’t think I’d miss it, but… I kind of do.”
“No bludgers to the face every Saturday,” He sighed, “What a tragedy.”
You laughed, “You liked getting hit.”
“I like winning,” He corrected with a smirk, “There’s a difference.”
You exhaled a laugh, shaking your head.
Fred leaned back on his hands, stretching his legs out in front of him, “Well, who needs Quidditch when there’s the Triwizard Tournament, eh?”
You wrinkled your nose, “I still can’t believe they’re actually holding that thing again. A student died last time. I mean—who would be stupid enough to enter?”
Fred rolled onto his side, propping his head up with one hand and giving you a lazy, mischievous grin, “Funny you should ask. George and I are entering.”
You blinked, “You’re not serious.”
“Oh, I’m very serious.”
Your mouth fell open, “Fred, you’re not even of age.”
“Technicality,” He responded, waving a hand, “We’ve got plans.”
“You’re mad,” You said, gaping at him, “Do you even know what the tasks are?”
“’Course not,” He said brightly, “That’s the fun of it. Life’s full of surprises.”
You raised an eyebrow, “Life’s also full of death, Fred.”
He grinned, “I think that’s a fair trade for a thousand galleons.”
You stared, “You want to risk dying for money?”
He gave you a look, “I want to open a joke shop.”
That shut you up.
He didn’t say it like a joke. There was a rare steadiness to his voice, something quiet and real beneath the usual chaos. He plucked a blade of grass and twisted it between his fingers, not quite meeting your eyes.
“George and I—we’ve been working on stuff for ages. Skiving Snackboxes, Canary Creams, that cough syrup that changes your voice pitch—we’ve got an entire catalogue in our dorm. No more sneaking around under Umbridge’s nose. We want real walls. A shop. Our names on the window.”
He paused, then added, “We’ve been looking at places in Diagon Alley. But they’re way out of reach. Even if we worked our arses off for the next ten years, we’d never make enough. The Tournament’s our best shot.”
You blinked, “Oh Godric. You’re actually serious.”
He finally glanced over at you, “Deadly.”
Your heart did a weird little lurch. Not just because Fred Weasley could be serious—which was a revelation all on its own—but because now you could see it. The dream behind the jokes. How much it meant to him.
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” You asked quietly.
He shrugged, suddenly shy, “Dunno. Guess I didn’t want anyone laughing at it. It’s not exactly the career Mum had in mind.”
You nudged his shoulder gently, “Well, for the record? I think it’s brilliant.”
He looked at you then—really looked. The wind ruffled his hair, and the sharpness in his grin softened into something slower, more genuine.
“You do?”
You nodded, “Absolutely. I mean, if anyone can build an empire out of nosebleeds and puking pastilles, it’s you two.”
Fred beamed, and for a second, the world felt lighter.
“Thanks.” He said, quiet but full of meaning.
You smiled back and nudged his foot with yours, “You’ll still be an idiot, though.”
“Obviously,” He said, flopping onto his back with a groan—his head landing squarely in your lap, “Just a rich one.”
You looked down at him, sunlight catching in his eyelashes, his grin lopsided and smug. And you laughed—soft and full, like the sun had settled in your chest.
It was nothing and everything.
Just a moment. Just a feeling.
But it was these moments that truly made you believe.
You were never a just 'little sister' to Fred.
The Yule Ball was a glittering, dazzling spectacle—lights flickering off icicles, laughter rising above the string quartet, and students twirling like they belonged in fairytales. You, however, sat near the edge of the ballroom, nursing your second Butterbeer and watching the swirl of color and sound with a wistful smile.
You hadn’t come with a date. Not for lack of trying—well, trying in your own mischievous, joking way.
A few weeks ago, you’d cheekily asked Fred if he wanted to go with you. Just for laughs. You knew he was going with Angelina—everyone did—but you asked anyway, leaning across the common room table with a dramatic flutter of your lashes.
“Freddie, darling,” You’d purred in a mock-sultry voice, “would you do me the honor of escorting me to the Yule Ball?”
Fred had laughed so hard he nearly fell out of his chair, “Merlin, no. You’re like my little sister.” He said, ruffling your hair like it was the funniest thing in the world.
Ugh. Little sister. Would he ever give it a rest?
It still clanged around in your brain like a badly played triangle.
You’d rolled your eyes at the time and played it off with a sarcastic bow, “Guess I’ll be a single lady then.”
You could’ve gone with someone else—you’d been asked by a few boys from all three schools—but you couldn’t bring yourself to accept any of them. You’d considered it briefly, wondering if maybe it would make Fred jealous. Part of you hesitated because you didn’t want to give him another reason to believe you weren’t available—romantically or otherwise.
But, really… you didn’t want to go with anyone who wasn’t Fred.
So you came alone. In a dress you adored. Ready to have a good time with your friends instead of pretending to care about someone you’d barely remember in a year.
The small detail you’d failed to factor in?
Your friends hadn’t come alone.
So here you were—alone in a dress you actually loved, watching the dance floor glow with candlelight and spinning silhouettes.
You weren’t bitter. Not really.
…Okay. Maybe a little.
You were fine. You were great. You were single, glowing, unbothered—and just a little disappointed.
Fred had been dancing most of the evening with Angelina, stopping now and then to mess with George or shove cake in Lee’s face. But the moment he spotted you sitting alone, something shifted in him. His laughter faltered mid-sentence. The smile dimmed just slightly.
He watched you from the edge of the crowd. Your eyes followed the dancers, your foot tapping along with the beat. But you weren’t smiling like you usually did. You looked like you were waiting—for something. Or someone.
Fred excused himself from the group without a word and made his way toward you, face unreadable.
You looked up as he stopped in front of you.
“Fred?”
“You look like a lemon.”
You blinked. “Charming.”
He held out a hand, “Dance with me.”
You raised a brow, “And abandon my hard-earned reputation as the designated wallflower? You sure you want to ruin that for me?”
He smirked, but there was something softer beneath it, “Just so you’re not sitting here looking miserable. I mean, you looked like you wanted to dance. And you’re not a lemon. You’re… a pomegranate.”
You stared at him, “Wow. How could a girl possibly resist?”
You placed your hand in his, warmth zipping up your arm at the contact.
“Thanks, Fred. I didn’t want to sit here all night.”
“I’m rescuing you from a night of tragic wallflowering,” He said, placing one hand on your waist and taking the other in his, “A truly chivalrous act.”
“Right,” You said dryly, “Should I curtsy or just kiss your feet?”
He narrowed his eyes, “I could still leave you here, you know.”
“You won’t.” You said smugly.
You were on your third dance with Fred—completely unaware of time, music, or the fact that your feet were starting to ache—when someone tapped your shoulder.
You turned to see a Ravenclaw boy you vaguely recognized. “Hey—sorry to interrupt,” He said, smiling, “Would you like to dance the next one?”
You opened your mouth, startled, but Fred beat you to it.
“She’s booked for the night, mate." He said smoothly.
The boy blinked, “Oh. I just thought—”
Fred clapped a hand on his shoulder, laughing, “Appreciate you trying to put me out of my misery, really. But I couldn’t do that to you.”
The boy hesitated, then walked away.
You turned back to Fred, eyebrows raised, “Didn’t you just say you were dancing with me because I looked like a lonely?”
Fred shrugged, “I couldn’t, in good conscience, let him suffer through your dancing. Besides, you’d be bored with anyone else.”
You snorted, “I’m calling your bluff, Weasley. You just don’t want to admit you’re having fun.”
He gave you a wicked grin. “Maybe I am… but don’t let it go to your head.”
The night wore on, and you were breathless from laughter. Despite his usual disinterest in McGonagall’s dance lessons—apart from embarrassing his brother for dancing with her—Fred, to his credit, was a surprisingly good dancer. He had already spun you around twice, always managing to keep you steady even though, in these heels, it felt like one misstep away from disaster. But his latest antic nearly gave you a cardiac arrest.
“Ready?” He asked, eyes gleaming.
“Fred—what are you—?”
Then he dipped you.
Dramatically.
One strong arm behind your back, the other holding your hand as your head tilted back with a surprised squeak. You gripped his arms tightly, heart hammering.
“I could drop you,” He said casually, “Let everyone see you take a tumble in that pretty dress.”
“Fred Weasley, don’t you dare—”
He chuckled, voice low and steady, “I’d never let you go.”
Your breath caught.
He was close—too close. His voice was warm against your cheek, his grin lazy, his eyes crinkled at the corners. Like what he’d just said meant something.
You stared at him for a heartbeat too long.
Then, with a cheeky flourish, he pulled you upright again, smiling like it had all been a joke.
You didn’t say a word. Because if you did—if you pointed out how soft and sweet that had been—he’d ruin it. He’d backpedal. Say something like “Because you’re like my sister,” and you weren’t about to let that ruin the moment.
So you said nothing.
You let him hold you a little too close.
Let his fingers linger at your waist.
Let yourself feel the weight of it—of him.
And then, slowly, the teasing faded. The jokes quieted. You were just dancing. Holding each other. His hand warm against your back. His eyes drifted to your lips just once and you had to stop everything in you from leaning into him.
At some point, your fingers brushed his collar, adjusting it just to touch him.
The both of you just lost in your own world.
Until the crowd began to thin. Until the music slowed. Until reality crept back in.
Fred glanced toward the edge of the ballroom.
“Oh, Merlin,” He breathed, “Angelina.”
You blinked, “Oh my God. You had a date.”
He winced, “I didn’t mean to leave her—”
“You left her the whole night, Fred,” You worried, still slightly dazed that the guy you had been crushing on forgot his own date for your company, “For your pomegranate.”
He looked sheepish, running a hand nervously through his hair. “That makes it sound worse.” He muttered.
“It is worse.” You said quietly, the concern in your voice barely masked by the soft glow of the ballroom lights.
Fred swallowed hard. “I’ll go talk to her,” He said, rubbing the back of his neck, eyes flickering with a mix of guilt and dread, “She’s gonna kill me.”
He found Angelina standing near the exit, her arms crossed, the faintest crease between her brows. She didn’t look angry—not really. Just… tired. Like she’d been waiting too long to say what she needed to say, and it had worn her down.
“Took you long enough.” She said coolly, voice steady but carrying a weight beneath it.
“Angelina, I’m sorry—”
“Don’t be,” She interrupted, stepping closer, her gaze sharp and unyielding, “Just be honest with me.”
Fred blinked, confusion clouding his expression, “Honest?”
She nodded, her voice softer but no less firm, “The moment you saw her, you forgot I even existed.”
His cheeks flushed, a mix of embarrassment and something deeper, more complicated, “It’s not like that. She’s—”
“Don’t,” Angelina said sharply, cutting him off, “Don’t say ‘little sister.’ You’ve been using that excuse for ages. It’s not cute anymore. She’s not your sister. You didn’t spend the whole night laughing with her, dancing with her, looking at her like she hung the bloody moon because she was your sister.”
Fred opened his mouth, as if to protest, but no words came. The truth hung heavy in the air, unspoken but impossible to deny.
Angelina gave him a sad, almost wistful smile, “You know what? I hope she finally says something. Because you’re too stupid to realize you’re already halfway in love.”
With that, she turned on her heel and walked away, her silhouette swallowed by the crowd.
Fred stood frozen, watching the heavy doors swing shut behind her. The sounds of the ball—the music, the laughter—seemed distant, like they were happening to someone else.
Across the room, you were laughing with George, your eyes bright, your dress catching the light with every twirl. Your joy was undeniable, effortless.
Fred’s heart thundered painfully in his chest.
Oh.
Fred stumbled into the Gryffindor common room later that night, hair a complete mess, and his tie still hanging loosely from his collar like a badge of defeat. His usually cocky grin was nowhere to be found. He wasn’t going to sleep tonight. Not after Angelina. Not after you.
He hadn’t even managed to reach the part of his brain that could make sense of why the latter felt like it mattered more. The weight of it pressed on his chest in a way he wasn’t used to.
He made a beeline for the couch and flopped down face-first, letting out a long, weary sigh. Unfortunately, his relief was short-lived.
“Enchanté, loverboy.” Came a familiar voice.
Fred groaned without opening his eyes, “Go away, George.”
But George was already there, sprawled comfortably with a smug grin and a pillow in hand.
“Why should I?” George asked, grinning wide, “I’m genuinely enjoying your emotional meltdown. It’s been ages since I had this much blackmail material on you.”
Fred peeked one eye open, glaring, “You’re delusional.”
“Oh, am I?” George leaned in, his grin widening wickedly, “So, just to make sure I’ve got this right—you asked Angelina to the Yule Ball, spent exactly zero time with her, and then danced the entire night with someone you keep insisting is ‘just your little sister’?”
Fred scowled, sitting up slightly, “She didn’t have anyone to dance with—”
George gasped dramatically, clutching his chest, “Oh no! Poor darling (Y/N), tragically unwanted and left to fend off all those desperate wankers alone. Thank goodness you stepped up to do your familial duty and ward off all those other blokes with your death stare!”
“I didn’t—”
“And then there was the moment when you full-on blocked that Ravenclaw who asked her to dance—”
“He was creepy.” Fred interrupted, defensive.
“Was he?” George raised a skeptical brow, “Or did you just not like some other bloke getting close to what you think belongs to you?”
Fred sputtered, cheeks flushing, “She’s not mine!”
George leaned back, hands behind his head, looking like he’d just won the Quidditch Cup, “That’s not what your face said last night when she laughed at someone else’s joke.”
Fred blinked in surprise, “She did?”
George threw back his head and howled with laughter, “You absolute muppet. You’re in love with her.”
“No, I’m not.”
“You are in love with her.”
Fred narrowed his eyes, “She’s like a sister.”
George chuckled, eyes sparkling with disbelief, “Right. And I’m the Queen of England.”
The days after the Yule Ball stretched on with a strange sort of silence between you and Fred. It wasn’t the loud, obvious kind of silence that comes from a fight or an argument—it was quieter, more complicated. Like a door left slightly ajar, inviting but uncertain whether to open or close.
Fred wasn’t usually the type to get tongue-tied or awkward. He was a master of quick jokes, cheeky grins, and effortless charm. But in those weeks, whenever you were near, something tangled inside him—like a knot he didn’t quite know how to undo. His usual bravado wavered just enough that it made you catch him staring a little longer than usual or pause mid-joke, like he was rehearsing lines in his head that never quite made it out.
The common room felt different now when you sat near each other. The easy camaraderie you’d always shared was still there, but it was layered with something unspoken—something neither of you dared to say aloud. Conversations that used to flow effortlessly now stumbled into sudden silences.
He found himself watching you more, stealing glances when he thought you weren’t looking—the way your eyes lit up when you talked about something you loved, the subtle way you bit your lip when you were deep in thought, the way your laughter made the whole room feel warmer. Every little detail seemed to grow in significance, like clues to a puzzle he didn’t realize he was trying to solve.
He kept telling himself it was safer to keep things as they were. Safer to laugh it off, to shove feelings aside and pretend they weren’t there.
Still, the more he tried to ignore it, the harder it became. Every shared glance, every accidental touch, every laugh felt like a spark. And sparks—no matter how small—have a way of turning into flames.
So the days rolled on, filled with stolen moments and unspoken truths, until the night of the twins' birthday.
You’d gone all out.
Of course you had. They were your closest friends—your brothers in chaos, your constants—and no amount of recent awkwardness between you and Fred was going to change that. You weren’t about to let a few strange, tense weeks ruin what had always been effortless. You had promised yourself you'd make their birthday unforgettable.
So you did.
The common room was full of warmth and flickering firelight, the remnants of cake crumbs and torn wrapping paper scattered across the floor like confetti. Laughter echoed off the stone walls, and the twins were basking in the glow of attention and affection from everyone who adored them.
George let out a low whistle as he unwrapped your third gift—a meticulously crafted set of self-replenishing joke parchment. His eyes lit up like a kid in Honeydukes.
“Blimey, (Y/N),” He said, grinning, “Trying to buy our affection?”
You laughed, nudging his shoulder, “Obviously. Isn’t it working?”
They were thrilled—joking, laughing, trading banter with anyone who approached. It should’ve felt perfect.
And yet… that other gift still burned a hole in your pocket.
The real one.
Your eyes found Fred across the room—red hair tousled, cheeks pink from laughing too hard, head thrown back as Lee told some ridiculous story. He was glowing in the way only Fred could glow, like he was lit from the inside.
And still, you felt that tug in your chest. The ache of what hadn’t been said.
When the noise began to settle and the party mellowed into pockets of low chatter, you crossed the room and gently tugged at his sleeve.
“Fred,” You said, just loud enough for him to hear, “Come with me?”
He blinked down at you, caught off guard. “Yeah. Alright.”
You led him toward the farthest corner of the Gryffindor common room, past the roaring fire and beyond the clusters of chatting students, until you reached the quiet nook beneath the grand stained-glass windows. The flickering moonlight spilled in, mingling with the soft glow of a single enchanted lamp, casting gentle shadows that danced along the stone walls. Here, removed from the laughter and bustle, it felt like the rest of the world had paused just for the two of you.
Your hands trembled slightly as you reached into your pocket and pulled out a small, worn box. It wasn’t wrapped. It wasn’t fancy. It didn’t sparkle or shimmer. But your heart was in it—completely.
Fred frowned a little, brow furrowing, “You didn’t have to—”
“Shut up and open it, Weasley.” You interrupted, pushing it gently into his hands.
He raised an eyebrow at you, amused but curious. Slowly, he lifted the lid.
Inside was a snow globe. The little snowflakes drifted gently over a miniature brick-and-mortar storefront, with a bright red ‘W’ hanging proudly above the door. As Fred looked closer, a tiny charmed figurine—obviously meant to be him—stepped onto the shop’s doorstep. The figure carefully put on his hat, then lifted it to reveal a small rabbit sitting playfully on his head. When he placed the hat back down and lifted it again, the rabbit was gone.
His fingers hovered over it, stunned. Not because it was extravagant—it wasn’t—but because it was him. It was the dream. His dream. Captured and preserved with such quiet devotion, it took the air straight out of his lungs.
“I made it,” You said softly, barely above a whisper, “I wanted you to know that no matter what… I’ll always be on your side.”
Fred stared at it.
Then at you.
His expression shifted like a storm—surprise first, then something softer. Something heavier.
You hesitated, “I know things have been weird these past couple weeks, but I just—”
Before you could finish, he stepped forward and kissed you.
There was no warning.
No hesitation.
Just Fred—urgent and messy and real. It wasn’t graceful, wasn’t the kind of kiss you saw in fairytales. It was all clumsy affection and months of unsaid things. You made a startled sound, but your hands moved before you could think—one curling into the front of his shirt to keep him close, the other gripping the side of his face.
You kissed him back with everything you had.
When he finally pulled away, breathless, his face was burning. His hands lingered on your waist, his forehead resting lightly against yours.
“Don’t say a word,” He muttered hoarsely, eyes squeezed shut, “Not. A. Word.”
You opened your mouth.
He jabbed a finger at you without even looking, “I mean it.”
You closed it again, biting back a wicked little smirk.
Fred groaned under his breath, dragging both hands through his hair as he turned back toward the others like a man marching to his execution.
The moment he stepped back into view, the common room erupted.
A chorus of laughter, wolf whistles, and mock applause rang out like someone had set off fireworks.
“FREDDIE!” Lee shouted, pointing, “You’ve got lipstick all over your mouth!”
George nearly fell off the couch, howling, “Finally, you absolute muppet!”
Fred turned back to shoot you a look—something between a death glare and a desperate plea for mercy.
You just leaned against the wall, arms crossed and smile syrup-sweet. “You told me not to say anything.” You called innocently.
His jaw dropped. George clapped him hard on the back.
“You’re doomed, Freddie. Doomed!”
Fred groaned again, eyes still locked on you, like he couldn’t decide if he wanted to strangle you or kiss you all over again.
You just winked.
And Fred, cheeks flaming and heart pounding, couldn’t even pretend anymore.
He was absolutely, irrevocably, spectacularly in love with you.
And he always had been.
Fred didn’t talk to you for two whole days after the kiss.
Which was absolutely hilarious, considering he couldn’t stop staring at you.
Every time you caught his eye in the common room, he’d jerk his head away so fast you half expected him to get whiplash. His cheeks would flare bright red like he’d just walked through a blast-ended skrewt.
At breakfast, he knocked over his goblet of pumpkin juice—not once, but twice—sending sticky liquid splashing over the table. When he tripped on the stairwell on his way to Charms class, narrowly catching himself on the banister, you barely suppressed a laugh.
George caught on immediately, his grin spreading wider than the Great Hall on feast day.
“You’re a bloody mess,” George said gleefully, clapping Fred hard on the shoulder as if congratulating a champion, “And all because of one little kiss.”
Fred muttered furiously, burying his face in his hands, cheeks still flaming. “It wasn’t a kiss,” He insisted, voice muffled, “It was—it was—”
“What? CPR?” George teased with a wicked smirk, “Pretty sure you didn’t need to snog her to save her life, mate.”
Fred groaned loudly and pushed his hands away, blinking rapidly as if trying to erase the image from his brain.
This went on for days.
He’d catch your eye, panic, and look away like you’d cast a Confundus Charm on him. His ears would burn brighter than the Gryffindor common room fire, and he’d mutter under his breath whenever you passed by.
It was, frankly, kind of adorable.
George was having the time of his life.
On day one, he started pacing the common room, sighing dramatically like a Shakespearean actor. “Ah, young love,” he muttered, voice thick with mock sentimentality. “So fragile, so awkward, so completely bloody hilarious.”
Whenever Fred glanced your way—no matter how fleetingly—George would launch a strategic attack with Bertie Bott’s Every Flavour Beans, pelting him like a mischievous spellcaster.
Fred just huffed and tried to act nonchalant, but even someone as blind as him could see he was utterly, hopelessly smitten.
Meanwhile, you watched the whole spectacle with a quiet smile—knowing this was just Fred's pathetic way of trying to come to terms that you were actually the love of his life.
Fred wasn’t there for the DA meeting today. While he said he was just not feeling well, a part of you wondered whether he was trying to avoid you on purpose.
Without his ever-watchful, overprotective presence hovering nearby, you found yourself sharper—faster, smarter, more daring than you’d realized.
You sparred with Harry, and it quickly became clear: you were a natural. Your feet barely seemed to touch the ground as you ducked, weaved, and cast spells with precision and flair. Your counter-curses came swift and clever, each movement more confident than the last.
When you finally disarmed Harry with a clean, flawless flick, sending his wand soaring across the room, even Hermione couldn’t help but clap.
Harry grinned, breathless as he retrieved his wandm “Merlin, (Y/N), where have you been hiding that?”
Your heart raced, a triumphant spark lighting up inside you. You shrugged with a sly smile.
“Maybe I just don’t like showing off.” You said playfully.
Harry’s eyes narrowed playfully, suspicion flashing in them.
Then it hit him. Slowly, deliberately, he raised his wand and pointed it at you.
“Wait a minute,” He said, voice teasing, “You pretend to be useless around Fred, don’t you? So he’ll fuss over you?”
You batted your eyelashes and gave him your most innocent, wide-eyed look.
“Moi?”
Harry burst out laughing, shaking his head, “You are pure evil. Brilliantly evil.”
You just winked, utterly unapologetic.
You didn’t plan to storm into Fred’s dorm like a thundercloud, but after days of the cold shoulder, the sidelong glances, and the maddening silence, you’d finally reached your limit. Tonight, you were done waiting.
The door swung open before Fred could even answer, and he was caught somewhere between surprise and guilt. His usual easygoing grin was gone, replaced by a flush creeping up his neck and a nervous flicker in his eyes. The room around him was cluttered with scattered prototypes and half-finished joke shop inventions, mirroring the chaos you sensed in his mind.
He shuffled uncomfortably, running a hand through his untamed hair, his gaze flicking anywhere but at you. The words he tried to form tangled and tumbled inside his head, leaving him stumbling over silence. His posture was tense, shoulders hunched as if trying to make himself smaller, less exposed.
He was still rambling—stumbling over half-hearted excuses about how you were “like a sister,” how George was “just taking the mickey,” and how “it didn’t mean anything.”
That was when you snapped.
You grabbed him by the tie, yanked him forward, and kissed him like it was the only way to shut him up.
For a single, suspended, electrified second, Fred froze. Then he kissed you back, like he was catching up on something he hadn’t even let himself want until this very moment. His hands gripped your waist with a fierce uncertainty—unsure if he was pulling you closer or holding on for dear life.
He tasted like mint and adrenaline and something sweeter, something dangerous—because somewhere in that kiss, Fred realized he wanted to do it again.
Again and again and again.
But then you pulled away, chest heaving, lips swollen, and before he could stop himself, Fred chased after you, his mouth searching for yours on pure instinct.
You held him off with a hand pressed to his chest.
“This isn’t how you treat your little sister.” You whispered, voice soft but sharp—words that still landed like a hex.
Fred blinked at you, stunned, lips parted, like he’d just been hit by a bludger he never saw coming.
Had he really been calling you his little sister all this time?
Ew. What the hell was wrong with him?
“Yeah,” He finally said, “That’s… that’s not what this is.”
You tilted your head, that infuriating little smirk tugging at your lips—the one that always got him into trouble, even when he didn’t know why.
“Took you long enough to realize.” You murmured, voice all velvet and mischief.
Fred stared, mouth opening to argue—but he had nothing. Not a single retort. Because, bloody hell, you were right. He had taken too long. Too long pretending, too long denying, too long calling you his “little sister” when all he wanted was to kiss you again until he forgot every reason not to.
And now? Now he was properly wrecked.
Fred swallowed hard, eyes flicking back to your lips before settling on your smug little smile.
“Yeah?” He said, voice low, a little dazed, “What else am I late to, then? Might as well catch up properly.”
He stared at you, breath caught somewhere between a laugh and a groan. Then—just as he stepped forward again, a little more sure this time—
“Oi!”
The door slammed open.
George stood in the doorway, wide-eyed, munching on a half-eaten apple, “Didn’t realize we were hosting Snogwarts: The Reunion. Should I come back later, or are you two gonna keep traumatizing me?”
Fred groaned loudly, “Merlin’s bollocks, George, ever heard of knocking?”
George shrugged around a crunchy bite, “Ever heard of boundaries? That’s my bed you’ve shoved her onto!”
“Godric's bloody—George, do you mind?”
George took another loud bite, “Yes. But not enough to leave.”
You giggled, wrapping your arms around Fred’s shoulders, and he groaned again, forehead dropping to your shoulder like he was silently begging for mercy.
Later that night, Fred found you curled up in the common room, tucked beneath a soft blanket with a book resting in your hands. The fire flickered gently, casting dancing shadows across the walls. Without a word, he collapsed beside you with all the dramatic flair he was known for, letting out a long, theatrical sigh as if the weight of the entire Quidditch league was pressing down on his chest.
“I’m a disaster.” He declared, voice heavy with self-reproach.
You didn’t look up from your book, “Mhm.”
Fred ran a hand through his tousled hair, voice dropping to a low confession, “I panicked. That first time. The moment caught me off guard. I was trying to show you how grateful I was—and well, I thought kissing you was the best way to do that.”
You closed your book with a soft snap and finally met his eyes, a teasing smile tugging at your lips, “It was a good idea. Until you ran off with lipstick on your face and hid behind George for two days.”
He groaned, dragging his hands down his face in mock despair, “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”
“Immensely." You said, amusement sparkling in your gaze.
Fred muttered, “I probably deserved that.”
“You do.”
He exhaled, steadying himself, “Look… I’m sorry. You’re not my little sister. You never were. I’ve been stupid and blind and oblivious, and I’m lucky you didn’t move on from a fool like me. I like you—more than is remotely reasonable.”
You smiled, a victorious glint in your eyes, “Say it again.”
Fred rolled his eyes, but the sharpness was gone, replaced by something softer, more real, “I like you.”
You tilted your head, voice gentle but playful, “Properly.”
He shifted closer, his heart pounding in his throat, “I like you, alright? I’ve liked you for ages. I just didn’t know how to say it… or what to do with it.”
Your smile softened into something warm, inviting, “Then show me.”
He did.
This time, the kiss was slower, deliberate. No panic, no rushing away. Just the warmth of his hands finding your waist, your fingers threading through his hair, and the quiet, electric certainty that everything was finally falling into place.
Bonus:
It was a brand-new day. Literally. But somehow, it felt metaphorically new too—like the kind of fresh start you didn’t even know you needed until it happened.
Fred Weasley strode into the Great Hall that morning, and when his eyes landed on you already seated at the Gryffindor table, casually sipping pumpkin juice like you hadn’t just rewritten the entire script of his life the night before, he nearly tripped over his own feet. He blinked, stunned.
You caught his eye, flashed a mischievous smirk, and patted the seat beside you.
He sat down slowly, unsure if this was real or some elaborate prank hatched by the combined mischief of Peeves and George.
“Morning.” You said, effortlessly snagging a piece of toast from his plate the second it appeared.
“Morning.” He echoed, eyes fixed on you, clearly unsure what to do with his hands—or how to behave now that the world had shifted on its axis.
“You sleep alright?” He asked cautiously.
You gave him a teasing look, “Better than you, probably. You kept tossing and turning. Too busy lying awake, replaying every moment from yesterday.”
His jaw practically hit the floor, “How did you know?”
“I didn’t. But now I do.” You quipped.
Fred groaned, “You’re the worst.”
“You’re the one who took three years to kiss me. I’m allowed to enjoy this.”
Before he could reply, George plopped down across from you both, grinning like a Kneazle with a bowl of gold coins in hand.
“Well, well, well,” George announced, sliding a crumpled parchment onto the table with theatrical flair, “What do we have here? Oh yes—that’s right! Three galleons, eight sickles, and a bag of Fizzing Whizbees. Collected over three bloody years.”
Fred blinked, “What is that?”
George’s grin widened, “The betting pool. Started it when I first noticed our dear brother here looking at you like a lovesick Kneazle but being completely useless about it. Most gave up after sixth year, but not me. I believed.”
You stared at him, incredulous, “You bet on us?”
“Of course I did. I’m not an idiot. Also, Lee Jordan owes me five chocolate frogs and the next round at Hogsmeade.”
Fred groaned, burying his face in his hands, “This is a nightmare.”
You patted his shoulder, barely holding back laughter, “Don’t worry, love. At least you’re finally winning something.”
He peeked at you through his fingers, utterly defeated, “You’re never going to let me live this down, are you?”
You leaned in, planting a light kiss on his cheek, “Not a chance.”
Just like that, Fred Weasley—world-class prankster, confident flirt, and now completely and irrevocably yours—blushed bright red over eggs and toast. Meanwhile, George was already shouting across the table, “Oi, Angelina! Pay up! I told you it’d happen before graduation!”
“Well, well, Weasley,” Came Angelina Johnson’s voice from the far end of the table, her eyes sparkling with amusement as she set down her toast, “Not only did you break my heart, but now you’re making me lose a bloody bet?”
Fred groaned again, looking up just in time to see Angelina approaching with that infuriating grin firmly in place.
“I didn’t think it was possible to make this more awkward,” She said, sliding onto the bench beside George, “but you’ve really outdone yourself. I bet you thought you were clever, calling her your ‘little sister’ while sneaking off with her every chance you got.”
Fred’s cheeks flamed. “It wasn’t like that.” He muttered, unable to meet anyone’s eyes.
You nudged him playfully, “I know Fred’s an idiot, Angelina, but you should’ve had some faith in me. There was no way I was going to graduate without pointing out that he’s clearly in love with me. Honestly, he should’ve figured it out last Valentine’s Day when he nearly had a conniption because Roger Davies asked me to be his valentine.”
Fred groaned again, but this time the sound was lighter, less burdened. He was too wrapped up in the warmth of having you by his side, teasing him—this time as his girlfriend—to care about anything else.
Bonus Bonus Scene:
It started innocently enough.
(Okay, no. It really didn’t. Not even a little bit.)
You were at the Burrow for a family dinner—Molly, ever the doting mother hen, had insisted you come along.
“You’re practically one of us, dear!” she’d said, completely unaware that you and Fred were teetering on the edge of indecency every time you looked at each other.
Fred had spent the entire afternoon teasing you with little touches—brief brushes of his hand at the dinner table, secretive smirks, and whispered comments that made you choke on your pumpkin juice while Molly gave you an oblivious, comforting pat on the back.
By the time dessert was cleared, you were practically vibrating with pent-up energy and barely able to keep your hands to yourself.
Fred caught your eye across the kitchen, his gaze locked with yours—and that was all it took.
You hadn’t even made it two steps into the hallway when he caught your wrist, pulled you into a shadowy alcove, and kissed you like he’d been starving for it all night.
You giggled into his mouth, clutching the front of his shirt, “Fred—someone will see—”
“Don’t care,” he muttered, his lips already trailing down your neck.
You melted against the wall, laughing breathlessly, tugging him closer.
Fred kissed you like a man who’d been waiting forever, hands roaming, mouth hot and urgent.
You were completely lost in the moment, lost in him—so much so that neither of you noticed the heavy footsteps approaching.
Until—
“FREDERICK GIDEON WEASLEY!”
You both jumped, nearly a foot in the air.
Fred stumbled back, his ears flaming bright red, wiping his mouth. (He was quite traumatized from the incident after your first kiss you see)
Molly stood in the kitchen doorway, arms crossed, face the exact shade of a ripe tomato.
For a long, frozen three seconds, no one moved. No one breathed.
Your heart pounded so loudly it was all you could hear.
Fred looked like he was calculating a quick Apparition out of there.
Molly pointed a trembling finger at both of you, “WHAT—WHAT ON EARTH—YOU—AND—HE—YOU—KISSING!”
You opened your mouth. Closed it. Opened it again, but no words came.
Fred, somehow, found his voice first, “Uh... surprise?” he offered weakly.
“How long has this been going on?!”
Your cheeks burned as heat rushed up your neck, “Um... a while?”
Molly gasped as if you’d just confessed a crime, “A WHILE?!”
You winced. Fred winced.
Behind Molly, George peeked into the room, grinning so wide it looked painful.
Ron snorted from somewhere nearby.
Ginny was cackling so hard she had to lean against the wall.
Fred ran a hand through his hair, looking utterly defeated, as if willing the earth to swallow him whole.
“Mum,” He said, voice low but serious, “I’m in love with her.”
The room fell utterly silent.
Even George stopped laughing.
You blinked at Fred, stunned. He’d never said it like that before—not out loud, not so plainly.
Molly stared at him, then at you, then back at him again.
And then—much to everyone’s horror—she burst into tears.
“Oh, Fred!” She sobbed, “My little boy’s in love!”
You leaned in, grinning against the swell of your own heart, “Didn’t think you’d be the first one to say it,” You whispered, voice warm with mischief, “I was sure I’d have to drag it out of you in another three years.”
He chuckled, not pulling away, gazing at you in such a way that told you that had his mother not been in the room, you would've found yourself pressed against the wall once more, “Had to beat you at something, didn’t I?”
Bonus Bonus BONUS scene: (because I CAN)
The Three Broomsticks buzzed with weekend chatter—students crammed into booths, scarves trailing off shoulders, butterbeer steaming in their mugs. You were nestled between Hermione and Ginny, a little flushed from the warmth and the laughter, your empty glass pushed to the side.
“I still can’t believe he’s not here,” You murmured, stirring absentmindedly at a napkin, “Feels weird, doing all this without him.”
“Aw, you miss your boyfriend.” Ginny cooed dramatically, nudging you with her elbow.
You rolled your eyes, “Of course I do. But it’s more than that. He was everywhere last year. Loud, obnoxious, stealing sips from my drink, sticking notes to my back... It’s just quiet now.”
“He did write you, though,” Hermione offered, smiling, “Nearly every day, if I recall correctly. Your poor owl is exhausted sending your cute little love notes back and forth.”
You pressed your hand to your chest, mocking deep emotion, “Yes. A romantic sentence followed by ten paragraphs of commentary on the exact ratio of sugar to fizz in Fizzing Whizbees. I could swoon.”
“Well, it is Fred,” Ginny said, giggling.
“He said he might try to visit this weekend,” You admitted, eyes flicking toward the window as a group of third-years raced past outside, “But I haven’t heard anything.”
“Maybe he’s surprising you.” Hermione offered with a coy smile, lifting her mug.
“He’s not subtle enough for surprises,” You replied with a grin. “He’d probably drop from the ceiling shouting, ‘DID YOU MISS ME?’.”
At that exact moment, a familiar voice rang out from behind you.
“Well the ceiling was taken so I guess I'm doing this the old-fashioned way.”
You blinked, heart stuttering, and whipped around.
Standing just a few steps away, snow dusting his hair, cheeks pink from the cold, scarf looped loosely around his neck, and the most insufferable grin on his face.
You barely had time to register him before you were out of the booth and throwing your arms around his neck. He caught you easily, spinning you once before setting you down, laughing.
“You prat,” You breathed, hands on either side of his face, “You didn’t tell me—!”
“Would’ve ruined the surprise.” He said, eyes warm and crinkled at the corners.
Ginny raised her butterbeer like a toast. “You owe me five Sickles,” She told Hermione, “I said she’d cry.”
“I’m not crying!” You called back, affronted, though your eyes were definitely misty.
Fred beamed, “Give it ten minutes. I’m very moving.”
“Ugh, can't imagine why anyone would miss that.” Ginny muttered, grimacing into her drink.
And as Fred pressed a quick kiss to your lips and tucked you in closer beside him, it felt like everything had snapped back into place. The noise, the laughter, the warmth—Fred was back, and for a little while at least, the world was exactly as it should be.
you’re one of those girls that’s always batting your eyes at Harry. not cause he’s the chosen one, just cause he’s hot. he tells you Luna fixed his broken nose and you say somethin cute like “aww thank god, wouldn’t wanna mess up that face!!” and he gets all flustered and kinda stutters a little bit and then says “yeah.. uh yeah.. thanks? thanks.” you’re making his no-longer-broken nose a whole thing. you’re doting on him, dabbing blood off of his face with a cloth in the common room bathroom. you’re just really close to eachother’s faces on accident and the real mystery of the day is who kissed who first? doesn’t matter, y’all are kissing. his blood is on your face but it doesn’t slow either of you down. his hair is so soft when you tangle your fingers through it. whatever. you’re making out with Harry Potter while blood is dripping down his face and you’ve imagined kissing him sooo many times but it still manages to be better than you thought it would be, and he’s shocked it’s happening at all cause you’re so hot. when you guys pull away and he sees the little smear of blood across your lips and nose he’s profusely apologizing knowing damn well he’s just getting harder the longer he looks at you. he’d never tell you that, though
bonus, he’s lamenting to Ron later: “what the hell was i s’posed to say? aye, you look bloody hot with my blood all over your face? she’d think i was stark raving mad!” and Ron’s going “you never know what birds are into these days, mate” shaking his head and shrugging
Summary - What started as a silly pact in third year—that if neither of you had a date to the Yule Ball, you’d go together—suddenly isn’t so silly anymore. Cedric Diggory keeps his word, but the whispers, the dancing, and the way he looks at you make it clear this night is going to change everything.
Warning - This is a fluffy friends-to-lovers one-shot with mutual pining, soft Cedric Diggory energy, and a slow build to a sweet confession. Expect plenty of Hogwarts gossip, secondhand embarrassment, and a whole lot of golden retriever charm. No angst, just fluff and tension.
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The pact had been a joke at first. Third year, crammed in the library with Cedric across from you, parchment and ink smudges everywhere, when he leaned back in his chair and grinned that grin that always got him out of trouble with professors. “If neither of us has a date to the Yule Ball, we’ll go together,” he’d said, so casual, like he was suggesting a game of Exploding Snap. You had snorted, rolling your eyes, quill tapping against your parchment. “Deal. But don’t blame me if you regret it when every girl in Hogwarts is fighting to go with you.” Cedric had only shrugged, that maddeningly confident but kind smile tugging at his mouth. “I’d rather go with you anyway.” You’d laughed it off, certain it was nothing serious.
And yet here you were, two years later, slipping your hand into the crook of his arm as you descended the staircase into the Great Hall. The room shimmered with enchanted snowflakes and glittering icicles, chandeliers reflecting soft light across the polished floor. It should have been breathtaking, but all you could think about was the warmth of Cedric’s arm beneath your hand and how the whispers started the second the two of you walked in together.
People weren’t surprised to see Cedric Diggory looking like he had just walked off the cover of Witch Weekly, his dark robes perfectly cut, his hair neat in that boyish way that somehow made him even more unfairly handsome. No, the whispers were because of you—because of the way his eyes found yours, soft and lingering, like you were the only thing worth looking at in a hall full of magic.
You leaned closer, cheeks burning. “They’re staring.”
Cedric tilted his head, smirking slightly. “Good. Let them.” His voice was low enough that only you could hear.
You swallowed hard, trying to remind yourself this was Cedric—your friend, your study partner, the boy who once tried to sneak you extra Pumpkin Pasties after you’d had a rough day. He wasn’t supposed to make your stomach feel like it was full of fizzing whizbees.
He led you onto the dance floor, his hand slipping carefully to your waist, the other holding yours with a gentleness that didn’t match his confident stride. The music swelled, and you tried to breathe normally as he twirled you under the fairy lights. He caught you when you stumbled, laughing, and the sound of it—his warm, boyish laugh—made your chest ache in ways you hadn’t prepared for.
“You’re terrible at pretending this is just a pact,” he teased softly, his breath brushing your ear.
You blinked up at him, startled. “I—what?”
Cedric’s smile faltered for a fraction of a second, as if he’d said too much. “Nothing,” he said quickly, spinning you again, but the glimmer in his eyes lingered.
The rest of the night blurred into a haze of dancing, laughter, and the ever-present weight of eyes on the two of you. More than once you caught girls whispering behind their hands, boys looking surprised, teachers smiling knowingly. Every time, Cedric’s hand on your waist tightened protectively, as though he was daring anyone to question why he’d chosen you.
But by the time the clock chimed midnight, the crowded heat of the Great Hall had become overwhelming. You slipped outside into the cool night air, your breath fogging in the frosty stillness. The music and chatter still drifted faintly from inside, but out here it was quiet—except for the crunch of Cedric’s shoes on the snow-dusted path as he followed you.
“You okay?” he asked, shoving his hands into his pockets, his shoulders slightly hunched against the cold.
You nodded, though your heart was hammering. “Just needed some air.”
Cedric stepped closer, the pale moonlight silvering his features, making him look softer, less untouchable. His usual confidence seemed gone, replaced with something hesitant. “I need to say something,” he began, voice low.
You tried to laugh, though it came out shaky. “That sounds ominous.”
He smiled faintly, then exhaled. “About our pact.”
“I don’t want anyone to think…” He paused, searching for the right words. “…that I brought you here just because of a promise.”
You frowned, heat rushing to your cheeks. “Cedric, no one thinks that. They all—”
“I think it.” His voice was firmer now, though still threaded with nerves. He took another step closer, and you could see the way his hands curled in his pockets, like he was holding himself back. “Because it wasn’t just a pact for me anymore. Hasn’t been, for a long time.”
The world tilted slightly, your breath catching. “What are you saying?”
Cedric finally pulled his hands free, running one through his hair before letting it drop helplessly. “I like you. More than I should’ve let myself. More than just a friend. And tonight—seeing you like this, with everyone looking at us—it’s driving me mad keeping it in.”
For a moment, you just stared at him, the words sinking in, rearranging every memory you had with him: the late-night study sessions, the inside jokes, the way his smile always softened when he saw you across the hall. It had been there all along, hadn’t it?
“You’re an idiot,” you whispered finally, though your lips were trembling into a smile. “Because I’ve been waiting for you to say that.”
Cedric’s laugh broke out, startled and relieved, and before you could say anything else he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against him. He smelled faintly of soap and something woodsy, familiar and warm, and you melted into him, your heart thundering.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours, his breath clouding in the cold. His voice was low, playful again but tinged with wonder. “So… does this mean I can kiss you, or do we need to make another pact?”
You laughed, tugging him down by the collar of his robe. “Shut up, Diggory.”
And then his lips were on yours—gentle at first, careful, as though he couldn’t believe this was real. But when you leaned in, smiling against his mouth, his hands slid to your waist, holding you like he’d never let go.
Inside, the music played on, but out under the stars, with snow drifting softly around you, the pact you’d made years ago didn’t matter anymore. It had brought you here, yes, but what you had now—this—was something entirely your own.
summary: draco couldn’t hide his feelings for you anymore, not when you’re dancing with his worst enemy.
The silk of her garment knocked him out of his consciousness. Maybe it’s a silly phase he’s going through, but he can’t make any promises, though. For her presence ignited something far worse inside him, if you could believe it could get any worse, that is. He liked looking at her; it was that simple.
“Malfoy, you look like you’ve seen a ghost!” Parkinson exclaimed, tapping his shoulder, all he could manage was a grunt. “Don’t touch me.” He straightened his posture, finally looking at the black-haired girl beside him. Another eye roll, and he moved forward, leaving her standing.
The violet glowed beneath the brown of her skin, and the gold shone its way through everyone's vision. “Looking for something, rather, someone?” he quietly approached you.
“Malfoy! Finally, someone I know.” You held onto his arm, “Where are the others? I thought I saw Theo for a second!” You looked up at him, baby blues clashing with your curiosity.
“Late. As always. Theodore’s with Parkinson, who’s been hollering about you for the past thirty minutes, I’ve been stuck with her.” he rolled his eyes, with the antics Pansy had pulled with him in the past years at Hogwarts, he never ought to understand her aim.
“Hush! She’s my friend, she’s only worried.” You let out a laugh, and his knees almost buckled. Clearing his throat, he let out a bit of truth.
“You look good, tonight.” he couldn’t meet your eyes, looking ahead in the crowd, masking his interest — but you knew him too well.
“Thank you, Draco.” With his name slipping out of your tongue, his knees could’ve given out, and he wouldn’t even notice. He was already too busy reminiscing about the sound of his name from your voice. Sweet, melodic, disguising the cruelty the name came with.
“You look nice as well, really nice.” The last part came out in a whisper, for only him to hear, for only his heart to feel. His head turned, gracing you with a small nod, accompanied by a smile. It didn’t last as long as you’d like, as he turned to the crowd again,
“If only Potter didn’t beat me to it,” he traced your palm with his fingers, “He better dance well, treat you the best.” he let out a self-effacing chuckle and let you go, “Draco, wait–”
“There you are! Up, come on!” McGonagall took you by your shoulders and faced you beside Harry.
“Hi. You look beautiful! Thanks for agreeing to come with me,” he sighed and grinned, looking at you, “Of course, Harry.” You smiled tightly, returning his gaze. But a certain blonde controlled it, and so you returned to the path of where he left, standing there alone — this didn’t feel right.
But the music played, and you waltzed. Waltzed to the sound of murmurs, Harry, with his two left feet, let out, and plagued an apologetic smile. At the end of the dance, you parted your ways — you knew Harry would come and find you later. You just needed air.
Carefully looking around yourself, you made sure to be invisible to the room before stepping out. If Snape saw you sneak out, he’d surely deduct points from his own house.
With the wind lapping around you, it felt bearable, the confusion. Tip-toeing around your own feelings, you’d never think of the night to go this way. After all, you’d been the most excited for the ball, only reading about it on your own — you thought it’d feel magical, and you’d feel loved with a dress of your own in the hands of the one.
“You’ll catch a cold,” his voice came out surprised, as if he’d never expect to see you out, especially now. “So could you, yet you’re out here as well.” You finally turn around to look at him, properly.
His blonde hair was a mess compared to the beginning of the night, as if he’d run his hands through it. He looked like an exquisite mess.
He had taken off his blazer, only in his waistcoat, a white shirt, and his carefully ironed pants. You could feel his eyes on you, taking in your presence like you were his. “You and Potter have fun?” he scoffed.
You rolled your eyes, “You know, I have no problem with him. Only you do.” This made him scowl. “A problem? He is a problem, a major one. You should know this.”,
“You’re just mad I said yes to being his date, you know, it was either him or one of those creeps — from our own house, might I add!” You were getting mad now. What choice did you have? Harry was one of your friends; it wasn’t anything romantic. He made that clear, and so did you.
“You did have another choice, Y/N.” Hearing Draco call you by your name, you felt time stop. “Yeah, who?” You pressed the issue.
He just looked at you. Shaking his head, he cleared his throat. “Go inside before you get cold, Pansy’s waiting for you”
“No! Stop steering away from the topic; you started this argument! Tell me who else I would have gone with? It’s not like-”, before you could finish your point, he interrupted you.
“Me!” he said loudly, frustrated. He laughed manically, “Has it ever occurred to you in the past five fucking days in the midst of these ‘creeps’ asking you out, I could be a choice?” you gasped.
“Draco, what are you saying?” you whispered. “I’m saying,” he crept closer, “you could’ve gone with me.”
“But that’s never been a choice for you, has it?” he snarled. “Don’t get wild on me. For Merlin’s sake! You could’ve asked, Draco. I would’ve said yes, you know, I wished on nothing else but for exactly that!”
“You never could pluck up the courage and just ask me, so before you get frustrated and mad that I didn’t choose you — I never knew I could!” you were almost screaming, he looked straight at you, a feeble expression visible.
“Wished?” he repeated, “You wished for me to ask you?” We were both breathing heavily, words exchanged — all we could do was remind ourselves about boundaries, while trepidatiously stepping around them.
“Is that all you could get from what I said? You really are daft as a balloon, I-” your words were muffled, and your frustration sank. With a quiet lean, he pressed himself against you and touched your lips with his own.
“Shut up,” he mumbled into the kiss, his hands moving up to grip your waist, while you stood surprised, unable to move.
“What are you doing?” You murmured feverishly as he gave space to the gap between both of you, again, already missing his lips on yours. You felt drunk, your eyes were heavy and his gaze toxic.
“What I’ve wanted to do for the past five years,” he breathed out, while you could only look at him and process this. My gaze shifted to his lips, “What do you want, love?” he whispered, “I’ll stop, I’ll do anything you want me to.”, It was your turn to say something.
“I don’t want to ruin this,” You said, finally taking my eyes off him and gazing into the distance behind him, “Ruin what?”, he asked, taking a step back.
“This- our friendship. I can’t lose you, Draco.” Your voice sounded apologetic, and you regretted those words as soon as they came out. Damn it, rationality was never your strong suit. Why now!
“Okay,” he nodded and turned his heel, “I’ll see you tomorrow morning, then.” You stayed quiet as he walked a few steps ahead, your back turned against him. It was only when he’d walked considerably far that you acted out.
You couldn’t let go of him, of what you and he had. You’d been wishing on every shooting star, on every fallen petal, on every fallen eyelash — for him. To run to him, back home. To scream at him, to heal him, to talk to him, to be whoever you wanted to be — with no one but him.
To love him. As you had done, since you met him, since you saw him being kind, a hidden part he refused to acknowledge. To carry the wicked of his name, and to love it. You were only fooling yourself when you spoke about friendship. You wanted nothing more than to kiss the stupid smirk off his face and fall asleep in his arms. You wanted Draco Malfoy wholly to yourself.
Your feet started moving before you could think, and suddenly, you were running. Your heels clacked against the stony pathways of this school, against the same corridor you walked with him, hand in hand. A simple intertwining of both your hands, the normality of it all.
You knew where to find him.
The turns and the stairs, your feet ached in desperation, and your heart cried out from the breath you refused to take. Not without him, not today, cupid.
You found yourself hurriedly climbing the spiral staircase of the all too familiar tower, where your constellations lay together, and you both could lie down and talk about your and his defeats. His quiet sighs, the smoke from his lungs, and the silent companionship.
Up and above, you found the room to be empty and stepped out onto the balcony. On a random day, he would’ve been with you. Sharing a cigarette, sharing a look, and sharing his secrets. “Draco,” you gasped. Merlin knew you had no air inside your lungs.
He turned around almost immediately, surprised at your voice, “Of course you knew where to find me,” he shook his head, and looked above in desist. “I’m sorry, love. I can’t hear more about our friendship,” he laughed, still not looking at you, “Or, as a matter of fact, I can’t even look at you right now.”
“Why?”, “Because when I look at you, I see something you don’t.” You wait for him to continue,
“I don’t want to be your friend, I can’t take a single minute of being your fucking friend and not being able to touch you, to kiss you, and to admire you. Pretence was never my strong suit, and never will be.”
“Frankly, I’m done pretending,” he finally said, looking at you, eyes dropping to your lips.
“We can’t be friends anymore,” he pursed his lips together, “I want you, and I can’t hide it. I don’t want to hide it.”
“Kiss me, again,” you spoke up, finally. “Kiss me until you’re tired of it,” “What?” he looked up again, bleary eyes full of hope.
“I don’t want to be your friend, Draco Malfoy. No, I was wrong.” “Are you playing a joke?” You laughed aloud and shook your head ‘no’.
You stepped closer towards him and ironed out his shirt with your hands, grabbing a hold of his collar with one, and his face with the other. “I want you, only you, Malfoy. I was so very wrong.”, with his signature smirk returning,
“I know,” he muttered and took you by your lips again.
Laughing into the kiss, it felt more intense than ever. It was pure need and devotion. His tongue battled yours until he controlled the movement, his hands wandering all over your body, as yours travelled towards his chest, trying to feel his heart.
Mumbling sweet nothings into the kiss, it felt true to be alive with him. It felt normal, natural, like it should’ve been so ages ago. Parting slowly, he took your hands in his, “You feel it?” “Your heart's hammering,” You giggled, feeling the not-so-steady beat of his heart. The cold and gleaming Draco Malfoy, and you could feel him in the palm of your hand.
“All because of you.”
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dracotok is back and so is my hyperfixation with hp:p whoever is reading, i hope u enjoyed it!!
what do u think of the whole argument abt how the master/padawan relationship is incestual or how anakin was so young? (personally i ship obikin so i’m not hating i just wonder what the general perspective or justification for that is) personally, for me, i do think it is somewhat creepy but it’s not outwardly disgusting or intolerable it just feels even more right because real relationships r messy and weird and that fits perfect with anakin and esp how obi dealt with his love for him
Hi! We know so very, very little that’s actually canon (Legends was not ever canon while George was there and is not canon now while Disney is here) about how much time they spent together or what that dynamic was like. We only have the briefest hints, like the O&A comic or things like Anakin saying, “You’re the closest thing I have to a father.”But when I look at the bigger picture of them, Obi-Wan doesn’t respond to that, he pretty clearly does not feel that way about their dynamic (he says they were brothers) and Anakin Skywalker is not a reliable narrator for pretty much anything, because he doesn’t really know himself or his relationships. His boundaries are absolute and utter shit, so he keeps trying to idealize his relationships–he does this with Padme as well and neither is out of malice, but that he just does not have any kind of reliable self-understanding or boundaries for himself, he relies on others to keep those for him. He also does the same thing with Palpatine, only there Palpatine deliberately encourages it and uses it to manipulate Anakin.Then there’s how they actually interact with each other. Anakin clearly does not feel like he can’t speak up or banter back with Obi-Wan. We see them in this relationship during TCW and ROTS, that Obi-Wan and Anakin act more like an old married couple than they do a father and son. While the ROTS novelization is no longer canon, George Lucas did line-edit the thing and was apparently perfectly fine with these exchanges:
“Anakin.” Obi-Wan’s voice had gone soft, and his hand was warm on Anakin’s arm. “There is no other Jedi I would rather have at my side right now. No other man.”
They are closer than friends. Closer than brothers. Though Obi-Wan is sixteen standard years Anakin’s elder, they have become men together. Neither can imagine life without the other. The war has forged their two lives into one.
Blade-to-blade, they were identical. After thousands of hours in lightsaber sparring, they knew each other better than brothers, more intimately than lovers; they were complementary halves of a single warrior.
FORGED THEIR TWO LIVES INTO ONE. NO OTHER MAN. MORE INTIMATELY THAN LOVERS. Look, I can make all the jokes about Anakin’s butt or MOUTH COMBAT that I want, but those are serious lines that were directly approved by George Lucas. That’s not anything like a father/son dynamic to me. That TWO LIVES FORGED INTO ONE legitimately would not be out of place as a wedding vow!Nobody has to ship Obikin! If someone does feel a father/son dynamic to them, then that’s how they feel about them, their interpretation is just as valid to them as mine is to me, as yours is to you. Setting aside that people can ship whatever they want, because fiction is a tool to help us navigate reality, not actual reality itself–setting that aside, I’m far more about how a dynamic feels to me than anything else.Is Obikin a perfectly healthy relationship? No, of course not. No relationship Anakin Skywalker is ever involved with could ever be perfectly emotionally healthy! Which can be like catnip to play with in a fictional setting! And nobody has to see it the way any Obikin shipper does, but neither is our interest in it baseless. There’s plenty to pique our interest in the Unresolved Sexual Tension between the characters, should we happen to see it that way! ♥IOW: If the Master/Padawan thing is what keeps Fan A from shipping it, I have no problem, I get where that person is coming from. But I don’t feel that from them at all and this is why!
Warnings: DUBCON ELEMENTS, SMUUUUUUT, religion kink, virgin kink, authority kink, degradation kink, praise kink, age gap, ohhhhh the list goes on y’all been here long enough
A/N: I have nothing to say for myself this time im sorry
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Obi-Wan feels like he’s going to be sick.
Dinner in the grand hall was difficult enough, forking down mouthfuls of expensive food he’s sure was absolutely marvelous, if he could’ve tasted it. The s’Ziscari clearly splurged on the celebrations—expensive food, expensive decor, expensive everything, down to the silk napkin he studied and fiddled with under the table as he awkwardly waited for you to finish your plate.
He felt uncomfortable, absolutely. He’s felt uncomfortable ever since he shuffled into this blasted, Maker forsaken robe not long after he left your quarters earlier.
Not black, no. Not like yours. Not like what appears to be an overwhelmingly vast majority of the people he’s encountered so far this dreadful evening.
Something like art from my fav fanfic on ao3 "The Entire History of Human Desire," because there was a very similar dialogue, but I don't quite remember what they were wearing (the most I remember is the Snowball timeline)
cause i loved you, i swear i loved you till my dying day!
summary: a guilt ridden steve harrington realises vecna has cursed you 18 months after the last; he has to find you, and he has to find you fast. while steve hurries to search for you, hopefully alive, nancy and jonathan discover that vecna doesn't want to take you to the other kids... he wants to kill you.
warnings: angst, vecna's curse, mentions of death, st level violence, this is lowk just plot i’m sorry, a lot of action and attempts of writing it, mentions of comas, lots of scene jumps, s5 spoilers, blends into 'the bridge' episode, more parts to come!
(the way i might extend this series and make it to the end of the show bc we deserve an epilogue on these two lowkey ALSOOO any objections to a lucas sinclair fic named 'so high school!')
word count: 5.5K
part one,, part three,, part four
steve harrington x fem!reader
(STRANGER THINGS S5 VOLUME 2 SPOILERS)
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐍𝐎 idea how long you had been walking for. You had grown accustomed to the sound of your own breathing, the soft puffs of air a pitiful attempt to ignore the throbbing pain behind your skull. Your tear stained cheeks worsened your headache and the sound of your own sniffling bothered you to no end; to say you were overstimulated was an understatement.
Your home had never called your name more. The thought of curling up on the couch with a blanket thrown over your figure, the television becoming a background sound as your eyelids grew heavy; you wished the Upside Down installed multiple exits.
But being a dystopian world where monsters hunt you down every other minute, it was expected that whatever force created it wasn’t kind enough to help someone out.
As much as you tried to ignore it, your mind replayed the conversation-- or argument with Steve.
You’ve fought interdimensional monsters, practically went hand-to-hand combat with them, gotten beaten up by Russian underneath Starcourt Mall, been cursed by a force that targeted you for no apparent reason and lost one of your closest friends. But somehow, Steve Harrington confirming your worst fears trumped all of the above.
The ringing in your head got louder with each passing second. The sound of your footsteps inside the lab became muffled as you groaned at the painful sensation burning between your temples.
With the pain becoming all-consuming, you almost missed the shout of your name and hurried footsteps rounding the corner.
You furrowed your brows and picked up the pace, quickly walking to the familiar voice as it reeked of concern and immense worry, the yells of your name getting louder the closer you got.
Just as you turned the corner, your body collided with someone’s chest, their hands shooting out to steady your frame.
You looked up at the person, “Steve?” Your voice shook slightly.
Steve looked back at you with an expression you couldn’t quite read, his eyes almost hollow. “I was looking for you.” He said simply, his grip on your sides tightening.
You didn’t know how to respond. Did you have to respond? Steve was acting as he had never said those words moments earlier, as if he hadn’t ripped your heart out and made you swallow all the guilt you kept at bay for 18 months. As if he didn’t break your heart in the process.
You mustered up your courage to hum in response, slowly shuffling your feet to indicate that you two should get a move on and find the others. Clearing your throat, you shook his hand off your side and started to walk away, expecting him to follow a respectable distance behind.
A strong hand grabbing your wrist made you stop in your tracks. You whipped your head around and watched as the hand you had traced in the past grip tight, your skin turning red under his finger tips.
“The fox got away.” Steve whispered to himself. You blinked, what was he talking about?
You opened your mouth to question Steve, but he yanked you back to stand in front of him. “You were right.” He mumbled.
“What?” You said, barely above a whisper.
Steve looked different. His hair wasn’t as voluminous as you knew it to be and his skin was sickly pale, dark circles forming underneath his eyes. You would’ve raised concern at his appearance any other day, but the pain growing on your wrist resisted the temptation.
“It should’ve been you.” Steve said, his eyes locking on your own.
Your breath hitched at his words, eyes widening and biting the inside of your cheeks to suppress the tears that were inevitable.
You tried to yank yourself out of his hold, “Steve, you’re hurting me.” You said under your breath, terrified of raising your voice as he stared daggers into your face.
“It should’ve been you.” Steve repeated, his voice slightly slurred this time, the fingers wrapped around your wrist shaking.
Your breath got caught in the back of your throat as you watched the familiar flesh like hand worm around your wrist, the red being travelling up his arm and removing any essence of Steve Harrington.
“No.” You whispered as your eyes travelled further up his figure, revealing the face that taunted you 18 months ago, the one who made your life living hell and forced you to conform to its consequences.
Tears blurred your vision as Steve’s face transformed into Vecna’s, his haunting face staring into your own. “It’s time.”
Your chest tightened and a sob escaped your mouth. As fear took over your body, you lifted your leg to kick into Vecna’s stomach, forcing him to loosen his grip on you enough you could stumble backwards.
Falling over your own feet, your back collided with the lab wall. The contact caused the wall to crumble under your spine, your figure falling into the hole it created. The world spun as you fell backwards, your hands reaching out to grab onto anything.
The wind was knocked out of you as you landed on your back, the back of your head slamming into the floor. You scrambled to sit on your knees as you peered around your surroundings, breathing heavily as you searched for Vecna, already planning to run in the opposite direction.
The palm of your hand carried your weight on the floor. Your fingers twitched and you heard the scrunch of grass, contradicting the lab flooring you previously walked miles on.
Swallowing hard, you looked down to see grass poking out between your fingers. You furrowed your brows and lifted your head and you felt your heart stop.
Gravestones suffocated your kneeling figure as they were scattered around the grass roots, the surroundings identical to the cemetery Max had been cursed at 18 months ago.
Your eyes scanned every name etched into the stone, looking for anything new and out of place, something that could guide you out of Vecna’s mind as the lab was out of reach, completely out of your vision.
One gravestone was smudged with dirt. You slowly crept towards it, feeling a gravitational pull towards the one that looked out of place.
You pulled the sleeve of your sweater over your hand and wiped the dirt off of the gravestone, the name carved into it punching you straight in the gut.
“What the fuck?” You whispered to yourself.
There in front of you laid your own gravestone.
Your name was marked permanently into the stone with dead flowers in front of you.
That wasn’t the part that concerned you though.
The date of your supposed death was marked underneath:
November 6th.
𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄. His chest felt too tight and his palms were clamming. Sweat stuck to his forehead, keeping loose strands of his hair uncomfortably attached to his skin. His heart beat out of his chest every time he hurriedly pushed open a door, his voice raw from shouting your name but he refused to let himself rest for even a second if he knew you were still in danger.
“Jesus, Steve!” Dustin panted as he retraced his friend’s footsteps, “Slow down!” He placed his palm against the wall, stopping to catch his breath as Steve sped up.
Steve shook his head and stayed looking ahead, “I’m not stopping until I find her!” He shouted from over his shoulder, pushing open any door he passed in hopes of finding you standing there, safe from any threat.
Steve's actions were fuelled by immense regret. He couldn’t believe it was his own words that drove you to where you were now; alone and with a monster lurking over your shoulder, waiting to strike.
He should’ve noticed you were off from the second you stepped into the lab. He knew you; coming from being friends for years and holding your hand as the pair of you sprinted away from interdimensional creates-- multiple times.
Dustin sighed and pushed himself upright, his feet guiding him towards Steve’s tense shoulders, placing a hand on them. Steve flinched at the contact and whipped his head around to face the shorter boy, “What?”
“What is going on with you, dude?” Dustin furrowed his brows and Steve scoffed, “What’s going on is our friend is missing and a Demo could be dragging her through a damn opening right now!”
Dustin widened his eyes at Steve’s harsh tone, “And it’s all my fault because I haven’t forgiven myself for what happened 18 months ago!”
“Forgiven yourself?” Dustin mumbled under his breath, brows knitted together as Steve’s chest rose and fell in anguish.
Before Dustin could press the matter more, a static sound from their walkie had Steve snatching the device out of the backpack, “Talk to me.”
“You guys need to find her right now.” Nancy’s voice crackled from the other side of the walkie. Steve and Dustin shared a concerned look and the younger boy plucked it out of Steve’s hands, “What happened?”
They heard Jonathan sigh through the walkie, “We were wrong.” Nancy said, concerned laced in her voice, “So unbelievably wrong.”
"𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐎 fucked.” You whispered to yourself as you stumbled away from the date that was glaring at you. Your own name was mocking you as it was engraved on the stone, as if it was a certainty you couldn’t control, something that had already been decided for you and you had to conform to it.
Death was relatively certain, and it was staring straight at you.
Your breath hitched as you looked past the stone, the fog in the distance interrupted by a figure that stood still. You knew it was him. He was probably holding in a laugh at the scene he whipped up for you, enjoying the terror that flooded your body.
Without thinking, you rose to your feet and turned the other way. Putting one foot in front of the other, you sprinted away from Vecna’s figure, one that was growing uncomfortably closer.
You refused to turn your head and look back, the sooner you could get out of your designed hellhole, the better off you would be.
Your back burned as you picked up the pace, pain shooting up and down your spine from landing in the graveyard. Your throat dried up as you heaved out tired breaths, your legs beginning to feel like jelly as you could only will yourself to keep going.
You had no idea where you were heading to. You could only hope your friends would find you soon enough and by chance had a walkman on them, there to place those familiar headphones over your ears and hum to the tunes of the artist you’d bore them all with.
Without an exit in sight, you kept running and prayed that luck would be on your side.
Apparently it wasn’t as the toe of your shoe got caught on a stray wire on the floor, causing your body to fly forwards and land heavily on your front.
You braced yourself with your hands, feeling the heels graze underneath new surroundings. You groaned as you hauled yourself back onto your feet, eyes casting downwards to the wire you had tripped on.
The floor was now white with a black wire along with others scattered on the floor. Your eyes travelled the length of the wire and gasped when you saw it was hooked up to a heart monitor.
No longer in the graveyard with grass underneath your feet, you found yourself in the hospital you knew too well.
You have visited this place so many times. You knew exactly what room this was and who was in it.
Your hands shook at your sides as you reluctantly looked at the person who was laid in the bed in the centre of the room, their red hair an instant give-away.
Max Mayfield was tucked underneath the thin hospital bed sheets, her soft hair plaited away from her face, making the pale skin and dark under eyes painfully obvious to the one who blamed herself for Max’s current state.
“The fox.” Vecna’s voice made you flinch away from Max, slotting yourself in the corner of the room as you watched his figure stand beside the bed.
He looked down at Max before glancing at you, “It should’ve been you.”
Your chest tightened at his words and felt bile rise in your throat, “All your friends know it.” He continued, “She knows it.”
You shook your head and suppressed a sob, “No they don’t.” Vecna slowly walked towards you, causing you to press your back further into the wall as if it could create some distance between you.
Vecna tilted his head, “Are you trying to convince them or yourself?”
All the words died on the tip of your tongue as your eyes flickered between the man standing in front of you and the teenager who laid in the hospital bed. She should’ve been in school, surrounded by her friends; but by some disgusting twist of fate, she was hooked up to a heart monitor and assumed to be in a coma.
“She will die today.” Your head snapped to look at Vecna, your eyes flooded with tears from fear and guilt, “What?”
“The Demodogs will kill her physical form.” Vecna explained, “And it’ll be your fault. Again.”
“No!” You sobbed, eyes squeezed shut to block out the vision. “All because you weren’t there.” He said.
“But that wouldn’t be the first time it’s happened. Would it?” Vecna said, his words piercing your straight in the heart.
You took deep breaths, your chest suddenly feeling impossibly tighter that it did earlier. Your shaking hands supported your body, reaching out to grasp at the tables either side of you.
Your hand connected with a sharp object which made you flinch away from it, a spot of blood drawn from the tip of your finger. A scalpel was delicately placed on the table, draped over a blue sheet.
Your brain slowly worked together, blocking out Vecna’s words as he continued berating you, attempting to make you weak which was exactly what he needed.
You looked back at him, eyes locked onto his own as your hands subtly felt around the table to grasp the handle of the scalpel. You slid it under the sleeve of your sweater so Vecna wouldn’t see your intentions.
Vecna slowly lifted a hand over your face, “It’s time.” Before he slowly closed his eyes.
You took this as your opportunity to jab the scalpel into the side of his neck, causing him to drop his hand and fly backwards, hunching over and clutching the wound.
Pushing his body out of the way in his vulnerable state, you headed straight for the door on the other side of the room. Pulling it open, you were met with a red abyss, a place familiar from 18 months ago.
You were close to getting out. You just hoped everyone else was close to finding you.
𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐘'𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 the walkie unbelievably tight, sweat beginning to form in the palm of her hand. After losing sight of her sister, Jonathan guided her back inside and caught sight of Steve and Dustin retreating, screaming over their shoulders that Vecna was going for you and that finding you was the top priority.
Jonathan squatted beside her as she sat defeated on the floor, “This doesn’t make sense.” He muttered.
Nancy looked up at him, “What doesn’t?” Jonathan ran his hand down his face, “Why would he go for her?” He said, gesturing to where Steve had fled to search for you.
“Because…” Nancy started but her reasoning trailed off. Jonathan was right; Why would Vecna target you? Again?
“She’s not a kid. Vecna goes for weak minds and she doesn’t have that.” Jonathan furrowed his brows, “Also, Holly’s gone again. He wouldn’t have a backup.”
Nancy blinked rapidly, her brain quickly piecing together the story, “Vecna sent the Demos after Holly. That’s how he took her.”
Nancy rose to her feet, “He doesn't want to take her like he did with the kids.” Her eyes widened, “He didn’t succeed when he cursed her 18 months ago.”
“He’s cleaning up any loose ends.” Jonathan said, his voice trembling. Nancy nodded, her face expressing pure fear, “And the Demos?”
Jonathan’s breath hitched, “He wants to kill her.”
“Shit! Shit! Shit!” Nancy cursed and pressed on the walkie, “You guys need to find her right now.” She shouted to Dustin and Steve on the other end.
She heard them question her sudden fear, “We were wrong. So unbelievably wrong.”
Steve’s face paled and he snatched the walkie out of Dustin’s hand, continuing his search for you, now breaking out into a sprint while screaming questions to Nancy and Jonathan.
“What are you talking about?” Steve said, turning the corner and going down another flight of stairs. “We don’t have time to explain. Just get her out of here!” Nancy’s voice crackled through the walkie.
Steve heard shuffling on the other side of the walkie, “The Demos,” Jonathan’s voice startled him, “They’re on their way to kill her.”
A chill ran down Steve’s spine and he tossed the walkie into Dustin’s arms, ignoring his protests as he sprinted down another empty corridor. His throat burned from how constant and how loud he was screaming for your whereabouts, fear controlling his rationality and the overwhelming concern for your safety was teetering on unexplainable.
He was living a real life fear that losing you could become a possibility, and one he’s lived through before.
He begged that when he turned that fortunate corner that your feet would still be on the floor, your eyes weren’t rolled into the back of your head and your bones were very much still intact. He longed for the ever present fear that struck him 18 months ago had gone, but as he had failed you and you still had a target on your back, no promises could be made.
Steve groaned as his shoulder collided with the wall, his pace causing his steps to become erratic and body to crash into his surroundings. As he winced and rubbed his shoulder with his hand, he looked up.
At the end of the hallway stood a figure, their arms hanging loosely at the side of their body with their fingers twitching, like they were willing their body to move but their mind wouldn’t cooperate. Their eyes were rolled into the back of their head and their face was void of any human emotion, just their uneven breathing giving away how they reeked of fear.
Steve felt like he could throw up as he took slow steps towards the figure, his eyes trained on how the person was fighting a war they knew they couldn’t win alone.
Except it wasn’t just a person, it was you. And Steve Harrington was face to face with his worst nightmare.
Your name rolled off the tip of his tongue as he placed his hands on your shoulders, shaking your body lightly, “No, no, no.” Steve panicked, his hands sliding up to cup your face, his fingers shaking as he rubbed his thumb up and down your cheekbone.
“Stay with me, come on.” He begged, placing his forehead against your own. He refused to let his hands leave you because he couldn’t risk you floating out of his grip.
Steve heard footsteps approaching the scene and knew who was behind him from the hitch of their breath, “Dustin, do you have her walkman?” He said, keeping his eyes trained on you.
Dustin ran to stand next to your frozen figure, his hand gripping your forearm, “Why the hell would I have her walkman, dude?”
“I don’t know! You carry a lot of shit!” Steve shouted back, his consuming fear for you causing him to lash out.
Dustin sighed and struggled to look at your pale face for any longer, “Why don’t you just sing or something?”
Steve snapped his head to face his friend, his eyes squinted and brows pinched together in an exasperated expression, “Are you fucking kidding me?”
Dustin opened his mouth to retort back a smart comment but Jonathan’s voice rang out in Steve’s mind, making him interrupt the younger boy, “We don’t have time for this.” He grunted and looked back at you.
Without hesitation, Steve scooped your body into his arms, resting your head against his chest as he carried you bridal style. He whispered reassurances to you as he lifted you, knowing that you couldn’t hear it but the idea comforted himself more than anything.
“We’ve gotta get her out of here.” Steve nodded at Dustin and handed him his flashlight, allowing himself to devote his entire attention to you.
Steve swallowed his nerves and looked down at your face, feeling his heart lurch in his chest as your eyes were void of familiarity, “You’re gonna be okay.” His voice shook as he readjusted you in his arms, “I’m not gonna let anything happen to you.”
Tightening his grip on you, his feet began moving in the direction he had just come from, retracing his steps to carry you out of the Upside Down.
Dustin jogged ahead of you, pushing the doors open for Steve to walk through with ease. A stretching sound made both of their bodies tense up and Steve to tug your figure closer against his chest.
They tilted their heads to look over their shoulder, their hearts pounding in their chest as they saw the familiar shadow of a Demogorgon growing closer, inches away from turning the corner and finding their helpless faces.
Steve took a deep breath and pressed his back against the wall beside the door, blocking you and him out of the vision of the monster lurking. Dustin leaned forwards and reached to slowly shut the door but Steve slapped his hand, “Don’t.”
“They can’t get us if it’s shut.” Dustin whispered back, gesturing to the thick door standing between you and the Demogorgon. Dustin was right. If he successfully shut the door without the Demo noticing, no matter how much body strength they had, nothing could break the opening down.
Steve shook his head rapidly, “You’ll get us caught.” Dustin offered him a sympathetic look, “It’ll work. Trust me.”
Steve looked down at your unconscious body, fingers reaching up to brush a stray hair out of your face, “I can’t lose her.” His voice broke, a thin layer of tears burning his eyes as he yearned to keep you as close and safe as possible.
Dustin sighed and felt his emotions brewing as he watched Steve’s hands gently caress your face. “It’ll work.” He repeated.
Steve swallowed his nerves, “I trust you.” He nodded at Dustin and cupped the back of your head, hiding your face in his chest.
Dustin wiped the sweat off his palms and slowly crawled forwards, blocking out the screeches of the Demogorgon as it knocked down objects in its way, frantically searching for you. He wrapped his fingers around the door handle and took a deep breath before pulling it an inch closer, underestimating how heavy it was as the metal glided against the ragged flooring, causing a loud sound to ring out the lab.
Steve and Dustin’s eyes widened as they watched the Demogorgon’s head whip around to face the three of you. It stood up on its back feet and lunged towards the open door.
“Shit!” Dustin yelled and stood up, grabbing the other handle of the door and using his entire body weight to yank it closed.
The doors groaned against the floor and the Demogorgon’s pounding steps grew closer, “Come on, man!” Steve shouted at his friend, “I’m trying!” He yelled back.
Dustin yelled as he threw his body backwards as he was still latched onto the door, the force enough to slam the doors closed. The Demogorgon’s body collided with the other side of the door, causing the hinges to rattle and drown out the sighs of relief from Steve and Dustin.
“Jesus Christ!” Dustin laughed, hunching over and placing his hands on his knees. Steve laughed in disbelief slightly before standing up on his feet, hoisting you further into his body and pressed a soft kiss on the crown of your head.
“Let's get you out of here.” He whispered into your hair and ignored the single tear slip out his eye, he couldn’t determine whether it was from the emotional stress of the situation or losing you.
After taking a quick detour out of the lab, Steve and Dustin joined the others outside, smiles gracing their faces as they made eye contact with Hopper and the crew. Mike pulled Dustin into a tight hug and looked over his friend's shoulder, seeing you looking lifeless in Steve’s arms.
“Steve--” “Where’s the gate?” Steve cut Mike’s questioning off, passing everyone with hurried footsteps as he charged forwards. The group all looked between each other and raised immediate concerns for you, “What the hell happened to her?”
“Where is the goddamn gate?” Steve shouted and turned around to face everyone. Their jaws unclenched as they saw Steve was distraught, clinging onto his lifeline in his arms as if he would sacrifice the world to bring her back.
Eleven stepped forwards, “This way.” Steve followed in her footsteps and Eleven looked over her shoulder occasionally, unable to ignore the way Steve mumbled endless apologies and promises to your pale face, her eyes softening at the moment.
Eleven gestured to the gate as it appeared in their sight, “Right there.” Before she could even finish her statement, Steve was running towards it.
He kicked the rubble out of the way and shoved his arm into the orange and red gate, clearing the path to hoist you through. A figure flinched on the other side of the gate before their head popped into vision, their face blurred from the division of worlds.
“Holy shit!” Lucas cursed as he watched Steve fumble with your unconscious figure, “Take her to the WSQK.” Steve demanded.
Lucas reached his hands through the gate and placed them under your armpits, pulling you back into the real world as Steve pushed you through with his hands tight around your waist.
As Lucas hauled you into the real world, the redhead perched in a wheel-chair gasped and clasped her hands over her mouth.
“Oh, my God!” Max’s voice was muffled by her hands. Her throat closed up as she watched your eyes roll into the back of your head and your arms limp beside you. She knew that feeling before, she had lived it multiple times.
But seeing the person who did everything in their power to protect you and watched them live their life in guilt, whimpering as she watched you cradle her hand in the hospital almost every night, went through the same thing she did. Max Mayfield was terrified and for once, it was out of her control.
Lucas dragged you away from the gate, his fingers reaching for your pulse and his breath quickened. Steve quickly followed after you, pushing himself through the gate and scooping you into his arms once again.
Ignoring the questions from Lucas, Steve took off towards the WSQK. Dustin stumbled out of the gate, “Steve, what are you doing?” He shouted after his friend.
“I’m finding her music!” Steve shouted back and kicked open the door to the radio station.
Max widened her eyes as Steve barged into the station, “No…” She whispered under her breath, “That’ll only waste time.” She shook her head and headed towards where Steve had carried you, ignoring the burning in her palms as she hurriedly wheeled herself to stop Steve.
As she entered the WSQK, Max’s breath hitched as she saw you delicately placed on the couch. Your face was twitching with fear and Max understood that you were fighting, and fighting hard. For him.
She heard records being tossed in another room and Steve’s curses, “It’s not here.” He groaned and Max raised her voice, “Steve, stop!”
“He’s got her! I just need to find this stupid song!” Steve shouted and barged through each room, shoving any objects that were in his way as he rushed to get back to you.
“It’s not the music!” Max tried to voice her statement over Steve’s ruckus. “It’s here somewhere. I swear to God--”
“It’s you, Steve!” Max shouted and threw her hands up in frustration.
Steve stopped abruptly, “What?” He squinted his eyes at the redhead. She sighed and gestured over at you, “She doesn’t need music.”
Steve looked over at you, “She needs something that connects her to the real world,” Max inhaled shakily, “To home.”
Tears prickled at Steve’s eyes as he dropped the multiple records, taking slow steps towards you and crouching down next to the couch. “Something powerful. Meaningful.” Max continued.
“That’s you, Steve. She needs you.” Max said to him, swallowing her emotions as she watched a tear cascade down his face. “Tell her everything. That’s how you can reach her.”
Steve’s bottom lip wobbled and he reached up to caress your face with the back of his hand. He couldn’t fathom how you could always look so beautiful as the darkness of his terrors consumed his every being, you were the light of everyone's life that had been snuffed out 18 months ago; and Steve Harrington had the matches to reignite you.
Max slowly backed out of the room to give you and Steve space. If he needed to pull you back in, his vulnerability had to guide him.
Steve sniffled and wiped his tears away, “Alright,” He took a deep breath, “I’m gonna do this.” He reassured himself before sliding his hand into your own.
“I didn’t mean it. Not one word.” He laced his fingers with your own, “I don’t even know why I said it. I was pissed off and I took it out on the wrong person, and I couldn’t be more sorry, you have to know that.”
Steve sighed and lifted your hand so he could press a feather light kiss on the back of it, “I pushed you away just as much as you did to me. 18 months ago, I was mortified. I was mortified that I couldn’t protect you and I had become just another person who had failed you. I couldn’t defend you and you were left alone, so alone.” Steve sobbed.
“And it turns out I’m doing a pretty shitty job this time around if you ended up alone once again.” Steve’s other hand raised to brush your hair line, “Then you told me that you blamed yourself and God, I resented you for that.”
“I couldn’t fathom that after everything you still found a way to take the fall. So, I did what I do best. I became someone that I wasn’t.” He licked his chapped lips and held his emotions together, resisting the extreme urge to break down completely as your eyes stayed in the back of your head.
“You know that I’d sacrifice the world for you, right?” Steve laughed weakly, “I went into every single crawl knowing that I would happily take the risk of losing myself if it meant that you got to walk away unscathed. That you got to live a life outside Hawkins and live out the dream you always used to tell me. The one where you become a teacher because you can’t help looking out for other people.”
Steve sniffled and smiled weakly, “Those kids made you soft over the years. God, I’m pretending as if they didn’t do the same to me.”
Wiping his tears on the back of his hand, Steve continued, “I don’t understand how someone who’s dealt with endless grief can remain so beautiful in the darkest times. I used to look for your face every-time we went into battle so I could be reminded of the beauty in this world.”
“But in true Harrington style, I self-sabotaged. If I knew I could make you hate me, or anything remotely similar, you wouldn’t have to deal with the grief that would come from me playing hero and protecting you. Because until this is all over, I will continue to do so. I refuse to live in a life where I don’t risk everything in this world to keep you safe.”
Silence suffocated the room, interrupted by Steve’s choked sobs, “So, I need you to come back to me. I still need to tell you about the dream I told you, with the Winnebago, seeing the country with my six little nuggets… You’re there. You’ve always been there.”
Steve closed his eyes and rested his forehead against your own, allowing his tears to slip off his face and etch onto your own. His fingers gripping your hand like a vice, as if he were to let go would mean the world would end. Steve could only hope that Max was right, but doubts lingered in his mind.
What if he said the wrong words? What if he didn’t say enough? Did he say too much? Was any of it relevant if you still remained elsewhere, your mind being tormented as Steve could do nothing but talk to a lifeless figure.
But sometimes, hopes are answered. And Steve Harrington’s was as your hand clenched around his own and your body lurched forwards with a gasp.
max after telling steve to reach the reader and his ass starts yapping about six little nuggets
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