Keep you by yours truly.
I’m not gonna lie, I think you broke me a little.
It's not because I fell in love with you, or maybe just not yet.
But I did fall in love with the stranger that I met.
I loved how you made me feel.
You made me feel alive after so long.
But what I do love the most is the me that I was with you.
I loved getting to know the you that not a lot of people get to see.
I loved getting to know the demons in your head, looking through the darkness of your soul.
I loved floating in the deepness of your eyes and basking in the comfort of your lips.
And most of all, I loved being able to feel the gentle tenderness of your touch and genuine energy of your tainted heart.
The same way that I love how you've awaken something inside me, a side of me I didn't even know existed.
Uncertainty covers the decision now of whether it must die along with the us that could have been.
I think that's why it hurt a little.
Knowing that we owned each other, even when we didn't.
Knowing that we had each other even, thought we couldn't.
Knowing it was you and me even, though it wasn't.
For what it’s worth, I did love you.
I'm the type that feels too much, and yes, so soon.
Because that is what happens after you've found a friend.
You free your soul, even if it aims for the moon.
What I Ioved was the being that was you.
Because even if for one microsecond in time, we were exactly what each other needed.
That even for a quick cosmic milisecond in the galaxy, the universe aligned for us.
And even for one universal second of this uncertain existence, we found peace in each other in the chaos we created.
It isn't the romantic kind of love, or maybe just not yet.
But that's probably what cuts deep.
The unadulterated, uninhibited vulnerability.
And that's what I wanted to keep.
To others, this might sound so dark, but to me it was was so beautiful.
The connection was beautiful.
The unknown was beautiful.
Whatever it was was beautiful.
You're definitely one of the few chosen ones, my boo.
And that is why I'm willing to keep you.



















