Girl on Fire

Santana Lopez, stuck in a hell-hole called Second Hope. It's a Rehab center, and before you ask there's nothing fucking wrong with me. [RP account for entertainment only]

[sanisgarbage]

New faces, new places

[artie-roxz]

Right, of course. Your secrets safe with me.

[sanisgarbage]

So what’s been happening in the land of the crazy whilst I’ve been chilling in the med wing?

[sanisgarbage]

New faces, new places

New people to scare. Hola bitches, did ya miss me?

[artie-roxz]

New people to scare? Aw, you’re a big softy, don’t pretend.

[sanisgarbage]

Not so. I gots a reputation to keep up.

[sanisgarbage]

New faces, new places

New people to scare. Hola bitches, did ya miss me?

[sanisgarbage]

Moodboard - Santana Lopez

[sanisgarbage]

Again? Well sorry to hear that and stuff. I’d offer to help but I’m not a nice person so ask someone else. Totally. Yeah of course, especially recently since so much shit has been going on in my life.

[shatteredquinn-blog]

Yep, just my luck. I don’t really want help.. I just want to rewind six months. Fair enough. What’s going on?

[sanisgarbage]

Sorry and stuff. Totally feel you on that, life leaves me wishing I could rewind sometimes. It's a long story, an accumulation of several things.

[sanisgarbage]

Oh, something wrong? Ha that sounds like me when I had my appendix out. It freaking sucked. Well I have anger issues and schizophrenia, I know a great combination, so if I’m not punching up shut the devil is getting me to do his dirty work. He’s an ass.

[shatteredquinn-blog]

My back got messed up again and I had surgery to fix it.. kinda can’t do much moving at all right now which is driving me insane. It’s the worst. Now that sounds like the most fun ever. Have you ever paid a visit to the anger room? I hear it’s amazing.

[sanisgarbage]

Again? Well sorry to hear that and stuff. I'd offer to help but I'm not a nice person so ask someone else. Totally. Yeah of course, especially recently since so much shit has been going on in my life.

[sanisgarbage]

Exactly. Did you lose some privileges? Sure sounds like it. Don’t think I even had any to began with, they don’t trust me

[shatteredquinn-blog]

Sort of.. I’m kind of stuck in the hospital in bed for a little while. I’m about ready to throw something at the next person who tells me that sleeping and resting is the best thing for me and counting the dots on the roof for entertainment.  Why don’t they trust you?

[sanisgarbage]

Oh, something wrong? Ha that sounds like me when I had my appendix out. It freaking sucked. Well I have anger issues and schizophrenia, I know a great combination, so if I'm not punching up shut the devil is getting me to do his dirty work. He's an ass.

[sanisgarbage]

Oh it’s a real good time. I love being locked up in a room with itchy ass clothing. Not that I’m even doing much now that I’m out but still, I like to keep what little freedom I have in here

[shatteredquinn-blog]

It totally is and who doesn’t love feeling like their skin is crawling? Yeah, I get that. I’ll happily take a little bit of freedom over absolutely nothing.

[sanisgarbage]

Exactly. Did you lose some privileges? Sure sounds like it. Don't think I even had any to began with, they don't trust me

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sanisgarbage:

So I disappeared for a bit. My bad, I had…things to do. Okay I was in isolation, long story, but I’m back now

That sucks, but at least you’re out now, that calls for a celebration.

[sanisgarbage]

Well, I've been in and out of iso many times in the past few years

[sanisgarbage]

So I disappeared for a bit. My bad, I had…things to do. Okay I was in isolation, long story, but I’m back now

[shatteredquinn-blog]

Gotta love isolation.

[sanisgarbage]

Oh it's a real good time. I love being locked up in a room with itchy ass clothing. Not that I'm even doing much now that I'm out but still, I like to keep what little freedom I have in here

[sanisgarbage]

So I disappeared for a bit. My bad, I had...things to do. Okay I was in isolation, long story, but I'm back now

[artie-roxz]

Happy National Chocolate Cake Day and Punch the Clock Day

[sanisgarbage]

Ooh punching, this sounds like something I could do

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PM: Thanks for defending Britt from that anon, it really riles me up when they call her dumb. Still, I think maybe we should talk

PM: I don’t like it when people say nasty things to my friends, especially when those things aren’t true. Yeah…I was afraid you’d say say that. You need to know that it wasn’t supposed to happen. I’m not entirely sure how it did in the first place but it really wasn’t supposed to. I would never want to get in the way of anybody’s relationship and I’m really sorry about all of this. 

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Yeah, well uh thanks. You did kiss my girlfriend after all, though I was slightly more upset even that she showed you our secret hideout. I don’t even know you and that place is my safe spot, no offense but I don’t know if I can trust you particularly after this. Just...give me time, yeah? We’ll figure it all out. I love Britt, I’m just so used to people leaving me after a while so the thought that she might...

[multiculturallit]

PM: Baby, I still want to be your girlfriend you just gotta see how much this whole thing hurts me. I'm so used to being just discarded and abandoned by anyone I've ever loved. it's scary to think you could do that with me, that you might go off with Alex..

PM: I know how much it hurts you… I’m really sorry Santana, I’m an idiot. You deserve better.

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PM: You’re not an idiot Britt, please you know how much I hate it when anyone calls you that. No I don’t, if anything you do....I love you, I just need a little time to figure all this out in my head but then it’s okay. Fuck it I just need your hugs

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PM: Santana.... I really screwed up and I'm sorry. I did something bad. We need to talk and like... Soon. I'm sorry.

PM: Hey, it’s okay. Whatever happened, we can talk about it yeah?

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Oh…….oh. b..but why?

[multiculturallit]

PM: Me and her went to the hiding place and we were talking… She’s really pretty. Just like you. She looks so much like you Santana. And when we were talking it just made me think about how I missed talking with you like that and then I thought she was you for a sec and just kissed her. I’m so sorry Santana… I really am. 

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Wait, you took her to our hiding place? Britt...that’s my safe space. I trusted you with it. I get it, I’ve gone awol lately but no need to try and find another bitch to take my place. I need a minute...and my punch bag

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Santana.... I really screwed up and I'm sorry. I did something bad. We need to talk and like... Soon. I'm sorry.

PM: Hey, it’s okay. Whatever happened, we can talk about it yeah?

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Baby…just tell me. I can’t see that happening Britt

[multiculturallit]

PM: I can see it happening because I know what I did. But uhm.. I’ll just tell you. I kissed Alex…

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Oh.......oh. b..but why?

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Santana.... I really screwed up and I'm sorry. I did something bad. We need to talk and like... Soon. I'm sorry.

PM: Hey, it’s okay. Whatever happened, we can talk about it yeah?

[multiculturallit]

PM: Yeah… We have to talk about it because I really screwed up Santana… You’re going to hate me forever. 

[sanisgarbage]

PM: Baby...just tell me. I can’t see that happening Britt