tamquam alter idem

27 | they/she | lesbian | musing about the loves I'll never get over (pynch, zelink, korrasami) | i live to create mid art, music, and stories | my ocd & adhd only exist to feed my fire

[sans-seraph]

i didn't realize i posted all my best thoughts to a side blog. here to reclaim my main blog after ten accidental years away

[sans-seraph]

feel like a lot of my mommy issues would be solved if she would just get on board with wild geese

[sans-seraph]

reading greywaren for the first time. have been worrying about declan lynch all day. somebody tell me this is a normal feeling pls

[homoquartz]

i’ve warmed up significantly towards the concept of small talk ever since i learned that its sole purpose is to make friendly noises.

as long as you smile and nod, people are satisfied. it’s just to show that you are nice and there with good intentions. we’re small in a big world and have to rely on other people to be decent to us. so we do our little human dance to each other to say, “i’m not here to hurt you. here’s something we have in common, like the weather or sports or itchy sweaters, so we both know we’re on the same team. we both agree on a basic fact, like that it is rainy or that being itchy is uncomfortable, and this proves we can get along. i’m being light-hearted and non-threatening right now.”

small talk isn’t to get to know a person. it’s just a greeting to affirm you’re buddies in the universe.

i am motivated by wanting the other person to know i am friendly, so i have gotten pretty decent at small talk when i used to hate it.

[piratedgender]

[themisally]

[bluebirdknight]

Raven Boys rereread sketches

Happy st mark's eve for all those who celebrate

[to00fu]

wah

[sans-seraph]

trc as mitski songs I'll go first

adam parrish: in a lake

[sans-seraph]

bringing this back to add:

trc as lucy dacus songs

ronan lynch: dream state....

[clown-guitar]

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[sans-seraph]

god i hope maggie stiefvater knows that the paragraph in mister impossible about Adam's work gloves does exactly, exactly what it needs to do

[koldefingre]

The women of 300 fox way

[sans-seraph]

one thing i won't do is start listening to sufjan stevens

[2starsoutof5]

girls will be having a normal tuesday and then suddenly remember every time noah said "don't throw it away" to the gangsey knowing he was going to sacrifice himself for them

[redandgraytogether]

Something about Kavinsky ruining cars and Adam fixing cars

[illumi-nati-png]

Does any part of you still look at the sky and hurt?

[courtneylovehateaccount]

“He wondered if Kavinsky was gay. He wondered if he should go to the Fourth of July party. He wondered where Adam had gone.”

you guys don’t understand how insane a line of thought this is

[sans-seraph]

ronan is such a lovely gay character because he is so like closeted me in high school in this way

is that person gay? haha. where's my best friend i need to hold her hand right now

[aquilacalvitium]

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

[neverwonderneverremember]

sleep is stolen time. don't let them take it from you anymore. tonight. we are staying up. til one billion o clock.