Bare Your Soul

[blowingcloudsnorthtx]

[daisydflowershasapenislol]

Gd right im from texas, the birth state of legends.

[tomm420]

Hell yeah I am from Texas ....

[poppiessunflowers]

A poem of my Death, the first time.

Buried in a K-hole by the dark tree, in the woods, past the lake

Buried in a K-hole, high as the stars, breathing hard, wide awake

Eleven years old, soaked with tears among more, sobbing as she shakes

Eleven years old, needles took her mind. He takes, he takes, he takes

Profane magic rite or just sinful control,

Do you want to be God? Or just own my soul?

Do you want to make me your personal toy?

Do you want my body, my mind to destroy?

Eleven years old, a private whore, simple, stupid, brainwashed doll

Eleven years old, I know the rules, he says give, I give it all

Buried in a K-hole, spinning gray walls, bloody thighs, sobbing cries

Buried in a K-hole, I've lost my mind, my soul cracks as it dies.

[aretherestarsinhell]

“how are you?” you ask.

how do i tell you that my heart aches every time i think of you?

how do i tell you that i cry myself to sleep every night, remembering you, knowing you’re not mine anymore?

how do i tell you that i’ve torn myself apart every day, trying to figure out what went wrong? trying to figure out what i did?

how do i tell you that i would walk blindly through hell and back to be by your side?

how do i tell you that even though you shattered my heart into a million and two pieces, i can’t stop loving you with every single broken one of them?

how do i tell you that you are the only person i’ve ever loved, and maybe the only person i will ever love?

i can’t- that’s the truth. i can’t tell you any of that.

so how am i?

“i’m fine,” i smile tightly. you don’t ask me to elaborate.

-i can’t tell you the truth. i never could. c.r.

[writingsaboutaheartworm]

In the end, I didn’t just lose you.

I lost myself too.

[therapeuticss]

“She wasn't looking for a fairy tale, just to feel a little less lonely.”

[aretherestarsinhell]

what does it mean, that i still miss you?

what does it mean, that i still want to be yours?

what does it mean, that yours are the only eyes i dream of?

what does it mean, that i would do anything to go back and time and fix what we lost?

what does it mean, that i cannot fathom anything more painful than never again being yours?

what does it mean?

-what did any of it mean, really? c.r.

[aretherestarsinhell]

“i can’t keep pretending forever. so.. this is goodbye. goodbye, my love, my heart, my baby. goodbye. please know that i meant everything i said. i love you. i never stopped. you were my soulmate, once upon a time, before i lost you. before we lost each other. i’ll always be grateful for what you taught me. i know what love is, now, thanks to you - and i know what heartbreak is, too.

take care of yourself, please.”

-sincerely, the girl who you said meant everything to you, once. c.r.

[writingsaboutaheartworm]

And it is really sad to think,

how you became my safe place,

while I was just a convenience for you until I no longer was.

[graveyardofmyheart]

and once in a lifetime, you will fall for someone who will snitch your heart away from you and you will just stare at them. who will make you feel miserable but special. who will turn you into a beautiful beast. who will make you forget all the sorrows of your life and so yourself. who will make you someone totally unknown from what you were. who will give you the most beautiful heart ache ever, a heart ache that you will crave for. once in a lifetime, you will fall for someone who will be so dear to you. someone , who can never be yours. someone whom you can never take your heart back from.  

[cymophobia]

It is exhausting to spend so much time thinking of someone who never thinks of you.

[wolkenleere]

"Our 'almost' will always haunt me."

- six word story

[valkosdesidoll]

I would burn the world for you, but you’d push me into the flames and laugh.

[iwillitakyou]

Please just tell me

there’s a chance. Even if it’s one in a million. Even if it’s years from now. Just tell me there’s something. I’m not alright… 

[lastxmemories]

2 months 8 days.

You should be here in my arms right now. I should be kissing you good morning and hugging you tightly. I realized yesterday I can’t remember what you smell like anymore. That hurt more than I expected. I’m falling apart and desperately holding onto the pieces but I don’t think I can. I’m losing it more and more each day. I don’t understand why this is happening. Why you have to do this. Why if you’re going to be happy with yourself it has to be without me. Why the only way for you to be okay right now I can’t be a part of your life. I don’t understand why you can’t even tell me why. I’m scared"I need time and space" mean’s you need enough time to forget about me and us and everything. Until I’m just a memory. I can’t even understand how you can. How you could. How did we end up like this? We were so perfect for each other and we were going to have so many things together..Then you go to California and suddenly there is where you need to be..How can you walk away so easily when I can barely breathe sometimes without you. This feels so wrong in every way. Since I met you all ive felt is like this is exactly where I should be. Where I should of been all my life. I would do anything for you. I love you to the ends of the earth. I would die for you. Even then I would love you still. I just can’t go on like this. Living this hollow existence and trying to pretend anything will ever be okay again. Because it won’t. A world without your smile or your face. Your voice or your touch. Isn’t a world worth living in.

[lastxmemories]

Why is this happening?

How did we go from being this perfect thing? This amazing couple people openly admitted to being envious of? We knew each other so well..complimented each other in every way. I would never dare call something perfect but you were. We were. I thought I had found something worth holding onto for once. Found a person I could trust with anything and would never leave like everyone else. When the world was against me you were there. I love you so much..I miss you in every way. I fell in love with everything about you down to the smallest things. I miss you so much and it’s killing me..It just hurts so fucking much..I feel so dead inside and I can;t make this pain stop..I’ve tried everything. I can’t stop hurting..I can’t stop crying..I can’t stop anything..I can’t sleep..I can hardly eat..I can’t stop thinking about you every second of every day..Don’t you see? You were the one..you were my everything..My heart my soul..You made me feel like something that mattered..Like the world couldn’t be all that bad.. Everything reminds me just how much I wish I was with you. Nothing compares to your love and your smile and everything. How did this happen..why are you gone. Why don’t you care about us anymore? Why don’t you care about me.. How did you just walk away so easily..How could you do it..why did you do it..You used to look at me like I was the only person in the world to you. You used to tell me how much you felt lucky to have me. I always told you it was me who got lucky. I just can’t do this anymore. I can’t live without you. I can’t it just isn’t possible..I keep trying to move forward and I keep trying to be okay but I just can’t. There’s nothing inside me anymore but this pain and I just want it to stop. I want you back. I need you. I need you in my life. Please come back. Hannah please let me make you happy again. Please. I don’t want anyone else for the rest of my life..I just want you. I just want to make you happy..I want to spend every day trying to repay you for how much you’ve done for me and just how happy you made me..I just you. I want us..I want to wake up to you for the rest of my life. You’re the only person I ever want ever again. I want to do everything with you. I want to call you my wife. I want to have kid’s with you. I want to raise them with you. I want a baby girl who looks just like you. Perfection. I can’t just let that be gone..It can’t be gone. You can’t just dissapear..please don’t do this. 

[2ehehany1]

“I don’t miss you that much… I miss you only when I’m breathing”

— by me

[sparklev0id]

please dont go ive known you too long and ive loved you too much for you to just leave. too many songs remind me of you too many animals too many words, colours, websites, phrases. too many small things that would otherwise just be a part of everyday life and not ever given a second glance.

they make me remember so many things you said to me. they remind me of your stories, your jokes, your feelings, your lovely smile whenever i got the chance to see it.

but if you go, all of those memories will be ruined; become ghosts in my mind and lumps in my throat that never go away until i choke to death on them.

please, please, dont go.