Yes I'm Changing

Dini. 24. Maryland.

[sariesky]

Hi I suddenly thought about my Tumblr friends and logged on 🥹 A lot of them I lost contact with when I accidentally deactivated my original account oops 😭 but some of you are still here, so don't be surprised if you suddenly get a message from me hahah. Anyway follow me on IG I'm on there everyday, same username!

[notlikingbestgirl]

Seeing dogs looking at you from a car

[eggpuffs]

i love her

[fymonsta-x]

FRAME IN LOVE ϟ do not edit or crop logo.

[heartegg]

the girls are alright

[ginkohs]

honks

[kurozero]

“You asked me once what running is. You said you wanted to know what it is. The answer is you. It’s you.”

[sariesky]

What do I do when not even the thought of my pets, my favorite bands and everything else that’s kept me going even makes me want to live anymore? Everything seems so insignificant now. It doesn’t matter if I make 1000 plans to look forward to, nothing affects me anymore. That concert next week that you’ve been looking forward to suddenly doesn’t seem like a big deal anymore. You could be smiling. You could be surrounded by your pets that brings you an immeasurable amount of happiness each and every single day. You could be wearing your favorite clothes and feel good about your appearance. But none of these things matter anymore, because the looming thought at the back of your head is still there. It stays there, through every moment of happiness. It doesn’t matter how many “inspirational” literature you take in. It doesn’t matter how many talks you have with others. It’s still there, the thought that the only way out is death, that the answer to permanent happiness is death. You could plaster yourself in reminders of the things that makes you “happy,” but it doesn’t matter. That tattoo you have, that concert next week, that new episode of your favorite show, none of them matters. You don’t belong here. You weren’t created out of love anyway, so why even bother to exist. Sometimes nothing works.

[electricherrys]

JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure part 5 Vento Aureo preview

[porunareff]

we did it

[isventoaureoconfirmed]

Day 546

Vento Aureo is confirmed.

Thank you for joining me.

[neesawahh-deactivated20191001]

the queen of my heart

[jovaline]

I’ve been doing warm ups of my favorite figure skaters the past few days. Here are the first four!

[ask-fugio-blog]

Torture Trio (+torture dance)

[porunareff]

JUMP Festa: look at how pretty our JoJo stand is, with cute Iggys and some– Me: 👏WHY👏NO👏PART👏5👏NEWS👏?👏

[elidaddyy]

December Mood

[neighborhoodbanshee]

I love how universal this mall is. Like, it could genuinely be any mall.

[dreamlogic]

on occasion, i browse the clearance racks at overpriced hipster-y boutiques cause from time to time you can find amazing deals, but being in Rich People Places always makes me a little nervous– and today when i was picking up a layaway from one of these shops, my nerves resulted in a story the shopkeepers are probably gonna be telling for quite a while.

i’d just come from the feed store for lizard food (ie: bugs), and it was like 95F out so they were slowly being smothered to death in my backpack. so when the clerk, who i’d overheard was only on her second day working there, gave me my fancy sundress in a bag way too big for it, i pulled out two dozen crickets in a plastic bag and a tub full of mealworms from my pack and set them gently on the bag so they could breathe better till i got home.

this girl’s eyes go wide and she looks imploringly back at the equally startled-looking manager helping her through the transaction, and i realize that this might look a little weird to folks who aren’t reptile keepers. so, instead of doing the logical thing and explaining that i’m feeding leopard geckos, i sorta chuckled and shrugged apologetically, and just said “dinner, y’know?”

for the briefest of moments, there was an awkward silence so sweaty and suffocating you could drown in it, and then, in true daytime comedy fashion,

the fucking crickets started chirping.

so i guess i’m never going back there ever again.

[dragontribeadventures]

This is gold.