One last post.
Hi to everyone who has ever followed me on here and stayed to get a glimpse into my head at the darkest periods of my life.
I’ve recently stumbled across this Tumblr again and looking back to what I used to post and who I am today I wanted to write in to show people how I am after many years of not posting, more of a “check in” type thing as I saw many have messaged me over the years wondering if I’m okay.
Though I cannot say there is a “cure” for depression I would say my outlook on life has differed tremendously. Not to say I do not have glimpses of how I used to feel and I can’t say it doesn’t get to me. However, I’ve now grown up and embrace the hardships and happiness that comes with this life.
There are still times I feel inferior, insecure and wish I was someone else. But a wise person once told me “you need to find happiness within yourself”, it is definitely not an easy task but I wanted to let everyone know that though you feel like your in a dark hole and there is no foreseeable future you think would be happy take things one step at a time, every little milestone you pass, every little step you, take it as one step closer to success.
Another thank you is for everyone who messaged me when I was feeling down, though I never replied I was touched that people were reaching out to me.