Bipolar Bear

Idk this is just me reblogging stuff I relate to and occasionally venting. Also cw for like… most things that usually trigger ppl (trauma, abuse of all kinds, dissociation, eating disorders, etc.) Probably maladaptive daydreaming rn

[firerubyjam]

I'm not a whole person, and I don't think I ever will be.

Parts of me died in the house I grew up in, and I visit them in my dream.

[anxietyproblem]

[schrodingerssideblog]

I’m tired of having dreams where i have to kill everybody in them

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This keeps happening. At one point i had to shoot all these people and stab them in the head. In another dream i had to cut people in half with an ax and burn them with my powers. It sucks

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Lmfaoooo my pathetic ass ex got a DUI last year. Looked fat as hell in his mugshot. Still paying that shit off. Loser ass bitch. And now I got a boyfriend who treats me well. I’m doing so much better than him and I hope he’s suffering. I hope he still gets drunk and feels sad and mad and hits himself in the head. I hope he’s addicted to the benzos he loved so much and suffers when he can’t have them. I hope he’s even fatter than when he took that mugshot because i know he’s always been afraid of that. I just feel so good knowing this stuff has happened to him. He took my brain and put it in a blender and hit purée for 5 and a half years. Busted ass little fuck

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I swear to fuck if I’m pregnant I’m gonna lose my mind. Abortion is illegal in my state

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Good g-d i wanna scream. I’ve gotten so fucking fat. But i also don’t want to only eat 1000 calories a day and fucking die. Fuck

[schrodingerssideblog]

Ugghhhhhhh

Wisdom tooth extraction is total ass. I’m so glad to finally have it done but omfg I can barely even swallow anything without pain 😔

[schrodingerssideblog]

I want boneless chicken wings. I want pizza. I want French fries. I want gummy bears. I want a cheeseburger. I want my vape. I want soda, and i wanna drink it through a STRAW! I want literally anything besides mashed potatoes, ice cream, and fucking YOGURT!

[schrodingerssideblog]

Ugghhhhhhh

Wisdom tooth extraction is total ass. I’m so glad to finally have it done but omfg I can barely even swallow anything without pain 😔

[safeblueroom]

Sibling rivalry except I was never against you. You punched me into the dirt for no reason. I didn’t want to play your games. It was only ever funny to you. You knew that and you didn’t even care.

[cowboysecunit]

hot take here I'm sure, but a lot of older siblings weren't "parentified", they just threw tantrums aimed at their younger siblings who couldn't defend themselves against them, safe in the knowledge their parents would be permissive toward that tantrum thrown by the older sibling, and made it into a martyr complex

[schrodingerssideblog]

Sometimes I wish I had superpowers that allowed me to make people’s heads explode just to use them to murder antisemites without anybody knowing it was me

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My client got poached at the club. Angry thoughts imminent

Walked away for two fucking minutes. Fucking bitch. Wish i could cut her fucking heart out and eat it

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Won’t say much about this freeze coming up. But i hope my ex loses power 🥰

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I’m tired of having dreams where i have to kill everybody in them

[demongvtz]

Reminder to drink water and take ur meds

[jadedgirlxo]

♰

[schrodingerssideblog]

Oh goodness, am I at the point wherein i start to think “gee, i haven’t had a manic episode in almost a year. That means i can’t really be bipolar!”?

Gotta remind myself why i started taking these meds in the first place