[scotlandfences]

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☆彡 my name is josh !

☆彡 i’m a minor !

☆彡 this is my vent blog !

☆彡 dni dsmp, proship, ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ anti-recovery, etc etc.

☆彡 ENG/JP

[bpddisaster]

haven’t seen this one done yet

[bardcoven]

pro tip: if you’re scared of/react negatively to your intrusive thoughts, then that means you’re not at all like them.

your thoughts do not define you. the way you react to them do.

[butterflyinthewell]

Godzilla is here to stomp on your intrusive thoughts.

Reblog him so he can stomp on your followers’ intrusive thoughts, too.

[scotlandfences]

i’m never gonna forgive people for making shit like “what if i put this pasta strainer on my head lol” and “i should shove wet spaghetti in my jean pocket” into “intrusive thoughts”.

intrusive thoughts are fucking scary.

you think intrusive thoughts are quirky? is imagining bashing a loved one’s head in with a hammer quirky? is imagining running out into a busy road a fun little thought? is imagining harming the people you love silly?

fuck you. fuck all of you. not only are you blatantly wrong, but you’re contributing to the negative stigma of intrusive thoughts.

if people think that the bar for “intrusive thoughts” is putting a pasta strainer on your head, then imagine how they’d react to actual intrusive thoughts.

[scotlandfences]

is there a way to tell the difference between a favorite person and a crush im dying here

[scotlandfences]

you’re the most important person in the world to me. you disgust me on every level. i want you to be happy. i fucking hate all of your friends. i want you to myself. i have never felt such seething hatred for someone in my entire life. hearing the slightest bit of exasperation in your voice makes me panic. you don’t deserve someone like me. i need to push you away. i need you. i crave you. i’m going to ruin you if i stay. i wont be able to function if you aren’t around. i want you to myself. i hate you. i love you. you’re the worst thing to ever happen to me and i want you to suffer for it. i want you to suffer for the way you’ve hurt me. i love you so, so much.

[doctorlovesick]

it’s scary to me how BPD can make you feel so much genuine hatred for a person that you love so dearly.

[killerquetiapine]

You have to abandon them before they abandon you

[erodingsinner]

Honestly, it's just fucking exhausting loving someone when you have BPD. It doesn't matter who or how the relationship is. Being so in love with someone just hurts. Idk how to do it.

[obsessedwithher]

.•° .·:·. Sydney ✧ Degrees of Lewdity .·:·. °•.

[killerquetiapine]

I just want to be loved as intensely as I love

[scotlandfences]

[koriand]

[scotlandfences]

[theflyingkipper]

if I had a nickel for every time I experienced Tumblr enacting detrimental bans to appeal to the iOS Appstore during the month of December, I would have two nickels which isnt a lot but why the fuck did it happen twice

[tepkunset]

Tumblr banning tags like ‘racism’, ‘antisemitism’, ‘transphobia’ and ‘mental illness’ on ios really is a new low huh.

[tepkunset]

@ everyone saying “it’s not Tumblr it’s Apple!” Are you really picturing in your mind a conversation where Apple said “hey Tumblr, make sure you ban the tag ‘queue’ if you want to keep your app on ios”? Are you really picturing that? Because it didn’t happen. This IS Tumblr’s fault for choosing to attempt a shotgun approach at content control and I WILL blame them for shooting more holes in their website than actually hitting anything.

All while making up their stupid “things we care about” end of the year lists, pretending to give a shit about racism, feminism, etc. while banning tags like ‘antiblackness’ and ‘misogyny’.