My life, My Thoughts in HTML.

Hi Everyone, the name's Jeff. /waves I'm a writer, but I don't claim to be the best. Part personal blogger, social scientist, lazy activist, and intellectual. I'll write about my life, and my thoughts, quotes and keeping everything real. I'm fluent in English and sarcasm.

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Sometimes I feel like faking my own death just to see if anyone would notice.

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I don't get it.

Look, I get that we're dating, we don't see each other a lot and we both really really miss each other. Like I miss you a ton and I love you a lot. But I don't feel that it's justified when we're casually text messaging and you feel the need to get mad at me after EVERY TIME I reply a little too slow because I was in the shower, or didn't hear it ring or whatever the case may be. When I confront you about this, you play the extremist card and play the situation to the bare extremes. I understand how you feel but is it necessary to really always fight about this? I love texting you, I really do, i'm just too busy sometimes and i'm not one to stalk my phone for every little buzz or sound. Hell, it might even be in the other room when i'm somewhere else helping my mom or something. I don't get it. I don't know who's right. I don't know who's wrong. I'm not claiming anything except the fact that I don't get this situation.

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Anger is a wind which blows out the lamp of the mind.

Ingersoll, Robert Green

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I've been happier lately.

Fuck yeah. Third day playing the trumpet, and I've already been complimented on my skill level by the teacher. I'm already caught up to my class who took 4 years to get to that level. My class isn't bad though, they're really good. I really like my talent of being able to learn instruments that fast. I'm in no way perfect or like pro but i'm decent, and i'm pretty sure by the end of the semester, i'll start consider buying myself one 8) In other news, I looked up stuff to do with my university when I was staying up last night. My future looks pretty bright. Money-wise... I should be okay if I get loans and scholarships. I refuse to use my parents' money and I kinda want my sister to have the RESP if possible. She wouldn't have to work as hard and hopefully go to a better school. Fingers crossed for McGill, GO JEN! Waterloo university has a shit music program. Straight up, they do. One jazz course and they don't even have a B.Mus program, at least none that I'm aware of. Waterloo engineering requires 90+ average to get into the program I want to but i'm really glad they say that extra-curriculars mean ALOT. Because I have a shit shit shit shit shit TON of work related experience, volunteer, clubs, sports. I sound godly. Muwahhaaaha. They said that if they see alot of extracurricular, they will consider a considerable lower average! SCORE! Laurier has a decent music program and the fact that I can do it AT THE SAME TIME as engineering is amazeballs. It's requirements are not as high as something like UoT or Humber but it's like the cookie cutter program for me! I look forward to auditioning and hopefully studying jazz under some really interesting people! But even if i don't, I'll probably join alot of music stuff and gigs and such. Music is one of the most important things to me. I can never let it go. An amazing and stressful year is yet to bloom, with my girlfriend on piggyback, and my stacked school schedule, and a new job with an amazing commission, plus an (always) amazing family, it feels great and i'll make the best of this one last year.

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The first few days.

Like many others in the world, I went back to school a couple days ago. My final year in high school and it, honestly, was nothing special. I walked into the same old school, went to class, went to lunch and complained about summer ending. Same old routine that happens every year. 

But unlike every year, this year was a bit different. It sure felt the same, but I know it wasn't completely just another year. Then it hit me. This was my LAST year. My GRADUATION year. These people I've went to school with for what felt like forever, i'll probably never hear of their names after this year. We'll be all over the province, and even the world pursuing our own personal dreams and post secondary plans. For most of my graduating class, this would be goodbye. Although I would try to keep in touch, it won't be the same. 

I'm not one to complain about things in my life, but one thing I have complained about is how I dislike my high school. Maybe it's the soon to be "graduation goggles" or the blur of hindsight that makes me kind of miss it. Back when I was a grade nine, and I thought that grade 12s were so big. Back when Vice Principals were actually on our side. Back when we thought we'd never go through these four years as fast as we did. I'd have to say, i'll miss it. 

Aside from all this thought and worry self instilled into my head, I managed to get through the first few days fine. I got to school the first day and to my pleasant surprise, had my favorite physics teacher for homeroom. I have to admit, I wasn't pleased with the scheduling of my classes and the line up for course and scheduling changes were longer than my patience. So I waited.  My second period law class was phenomenal. It was a shame really that law was one of the subjects I decided to drop. I was an amazing crown lawyer last year and I was planning to continue the streak into my last year but I was just too busy. The teacher is really funny but there was a lot of work behind all of the laughs. 

My third period, let's just say, thank god my friend has a big build and let me sit behind him. I fell asleep 3 times in the span of 75 minutes. How is that even possible? The teacher was great, but the first class wasn't the most exciting thing ever. 

Last period! Math, mathmathmathmath. I had the best teacher possible for my advanced functions course and i'm loving it. But too bad I switched out too. For some odd reason, it always seems that the math teachers know i'm good at math... Is it because i'm asian? Or do they have secret dark meetings about how good kids are at stuff? Or maybe he would see something about me? I don't know. I'm usually one of those kids that keep up the average in the class though. Not to be bragging or anything though. 

My schedule completely changed from THAT to something a bit more favorable. I haven't tried out my new classes yet so i'll keep you updated on that. For now, good bye!

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We are more than stereotypes. We are adventurers and doctors, engineers and entrepreneurs, journalists and lawyers, scientists and students. We are smart, ambitious, and competitive. We are gamers. We believe society has forgotten how to play. Play keeps us sane in our daily lives. Play keeps us curious, imaginative and directed. It teaches us to learn from our mistakes, to constantly improve, and to stride forward – battling through failures on our road to success. Play develops relationships and communities. We have fond memories of growing up playing games with our friends and siblings. The gaming experience bonds us together now, as it bonded us then. We discover friends, partners, and spouses while gaming. We game with our children. We transcend international borders when we play. We believe that our game, StarCraft, is the chess of our generation. StarCraft requires the dexterity of a pianist, the mind of a chess grandmaster, and the discipline of an Olympic trainee. We believe that our game, StarCraft, is as dynamic and exciting a spectator sport as any other. We fill auditoriums to cheer on our favorite gamers. Most of all, we believe our game, StarCraft, is a beautiful platform for play. Whether you’re a veteran, a newbie, male, female, a parent, a student, or a total nongamer, you too can join in the fun. Our community is smart, supportive, funny, irreverent, international, insightful, and intolerant of bullsh*t. We think you should be one of us.

Sean "Day9" Plott

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If you don't like what you see, don't look at me. Simple as that.

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Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

V For Vendetta

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Light

The ego in everyone strives to become better, and to further understand themselves and the world around them. The association of light and dark with the way a person lives their lives is really ubiquitous in our world. Every since the beginning of time, in every religion, every myth, every explanation of our world, light was the representation of good, and darkness, the absence of light, was the representation of evil. Two extremes that was either one or another. Every action we perform, every decision we make, we are judged. How good something is for you or how bad it was. But what if it wasn't that simple? What if it was possible to light up in different ways but to shine just as bright? 

Just a thought. 

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Music articulates my emotions more detailed and more vividly than any word can attempt to recreate.

Jeff 

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Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.

Albert Einstein

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We have created characters and animated them in the dimension of depth, revealing through them to our perturbed world that the things we have in common far outnumber and outweigh those that divide us.

Walt Disney

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"Akjjfihhih not-my realname-jadklkh" added you as a friend on facebook

Alright, that's awesome, a friend request! Let's see who it is! OHHHH! I know you! You're that guy...with the fake name... and the anime....display picture? 

I don't really understand this. I've seen this a lot. I don't see the logic of adding people on Facebook if you're going to change your name to something ridiculous that has nothing to do with your real name. And why would you post only ONE picture up. That would help, if only the picture wasn't a Pokemon. Yes of course Charmander, i'd love to be friends with you.

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People like you are the reason our world is beautiful.

This is what i'm going to engrave onto my girlfriend's necklace so that every time she feels down, she'll know to keep her head up. 

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If she wishes herself a murderer, let her kill me before herself. Let me dig a grave beside hers and fill it first so i'll never have to live without her.

Jeff (Scribetrafficking.tumblr.com)

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Quick Introduction.

HI EVERYONE. I'M REALLY GOOD LOOKING AND I'M FUMBLR TAMOUS. I'M SUCH A GOOD PHOTOGRAPHER BECAUSE I CAN TAKE PICTURES OF ITEMS ON MY DESK IN SEPIA. I REBLOG PICTURES OF SURPREME, STUSSY, GOODWOOD, AND PICTURES OF PEOPLE WRITING LARGE TEXT IN BOOKS, PICTURES OF LANDSCAPES WITH STUPID IRRELEVANT QUOTES, AND PRETTY MUCH THAT EVERYDAY WITH NO CARE FOR REPETITION. 

I'm an ordinary person. I don't claim to be the best at everything but I won't settle for mediocrity and I won't conform. I'm not hipster either because let's face it, hipsters all look the same too.. where's the individualism? Anyway, I'm me and this is my blog. Opinionated posts, short stories, occasional poems and original songs, and possible snippets from my life is what you will get from following me. 

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