My ex had the balls to say I was an evil bitch for leaving him before he left for 2 weeks at the army.
I donāt care what you had to do after. You mentally and emotionally abused me for months. You donāt get to call me evil.
I did nothing wrong. I finally did something right.
He proceeded to talk about his pain and the happy face he carved into his thigh to remind him to be happy. To go that deep into manipulating me is unreal. He really blamed self harm on me, and told me that I did it to him, and that it was my fault; And of course I felt guilty but, I shouldnāt.
He never considered my feelings. In the one year that we were together, I begged him to stop hurting me and he always blew it off. He knew Iād stay, until I didnāt. I will not aplogize for freeing myself and I am not the villain for doing so. I removed myself from a horrible situation and Iām proud for doing so.
I took away his control and that is the biggest power move on my part and I donāt regret a second of it, because in the end i know Iām not heartless, I know Iām not evil; Iām strong and he canāt stand it.
If a person mistreats you, over and over again, theyāre the asshole, not you. Even though theyāll try to gas light you into believing it was your fault, itās not. Know in your heart, that youāre a good person and you deserve more.
Theyāre heartless parasites and they only care about themselves. They donāt deserve you.
