my journal of life

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[anxietyproblem]

[selbstzweifel]

I thought about my younger me, and actually, this little girl would be so proud of me now. I am this lil punky person i wanted to be, who changes the haircolor with messy hairstyles included, i have tattoos and i don't give a fuck about what people say about me.

I think i would say to her "Life it rough sometimes, but hang in there. You don't need big goals in your life to impress strangers. Just think of tomorrow, thats enough. Do what you love. And if something feels wrong, change it! You don't owe an explanation to anyone."

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[khayriya-deactivated20250830]

repeating this like a mantra 🧘🏾‍♀️

[dein-wille-geschehe]

[akindplace]

It's okay to still be struggling, to be alive, here, today, still trying, still healing, still recovering, even though the journey has been long and hard. You deserve credit for this, be proud for making it through.

[amargedom]

““It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else’s eyes.””

—

[amargedom]

“Whatever you do, don’t run back to what broke you.”

—

[akindplace]

The hardest thing in life seems to be able to be yourself. To truly be who you are, identify as you want to, follow the path you want to follow. To be unapologetically yourself, to follow your dreams, to express yourself however you want. But it is so freeing. In a world where most people are lost, to find oneself is already hard work, and to be able to express it without fear is harder, but it can be a form of ultimate freedom.

Don’t give up on being who you are, who you truly are, not who you think you should be. Do some soul searching. Discover yourself and remember that there is always more about yourself you can learn as you grow and change. When you find the person you are, then you have something beautiful in your hands: self-knowledge.

Find the person you are. Keep rediscovering yourself, always. And never feel sorry for being who you are when you are being ultimately kind to others and to yourself too. Be free by being your true self. Even when it feels hard to be accepted. Because you will never find the people you are meant to be around if you don’t find yourself first. But trust me when I say that being authentic is the way to find them, and you will.

Sending you a lot of love and safety in your self-knowledge journey,

Liv. 🌼💐

[sweetestlilreminders]

❤️ You survived this year. I'm proud of you. That's something to celebrate. ❤️

[akindplace]

You are so much more braver than you think you are. You've faced so much this year. Think about all the struggles you've had to endure, and no matter how unfair it was to live through it, you have survived. You've made it to here. You woke up everyday, you made you through the toughest times, you are still here. Please stay. You can keep going. You have achieved so much. You have made it through your toughest days so far. And you are strong and powerful enough to face whatever comes your way. So, please, stay here. You have won against all odds. You are here reading this. You are alive. That is the greatest achievement one can ever make.

[selbstzweifel]

Merry Christmas everyone. Not a happy Christmas, i just wish you strength to survive these days💛

[deardeceiver]

“What a difference it made when I just allowed myself to be.”

—

Frankie Ryott, dearedeceiver.

follow me on ig: deardeceiver. 

[anxietyproblem]

[selbstzweifel]

So nice when depression has vacation. I deep cleaned my room and sort out so much unnecessary stuff. I decorated christmas stuff and feel so energetic🚀

[weirdcultstuff]

To myself, raised in an environment that glorified and romanticized restriction and suffering:

There is no victory in skipping dinner, or lunch, or breakfast, or morning coffee, or dessert.

There is no victory in refusing heaters and air conditioners and fans and heated blankets.

There is no victory in denying yourself sleep, or showers, or movement, or water, or a comfortable bed, or taking the elevator vs. the stairs.

There is no victory in refusing pain meds and heating pads and ice packs and medical help.

There is no victory in punishing yourself needlessly, in telling yourself that this pain you feel is because you are bad to the core and deserve it.

There is no victory in choking back your laughter and your tears, to keep an imagined equilibrium of safety that is really just a dry, cracked, empty, endless emotional desert.

You are here. You are in this body, and this body is yours. You deserve good things. You are alive, and that is messy and loud, and messy and loud are okay.

It’s okay to live abundantly. It’s okay to make mistakes, it’s okay to indulge. This paralysis of self-punishment, self-restriction, self-loathing is not healthy or good for you.

[sou1ja]

this healing shit take forever don't it