Stop saying something is âout of your controlâ (a rant)
If you really believe that youâre God and the entire world is inside of you how can you look at a situation and say âoh yeah some things are just out of my control I can only change SOME things.â When will you understand that the ENTIRE WORLD is your âpersonal lifeâ and you are CONSTANTLY in control whether you like it or not? Iâm sorry but there is no such thing as âtheir realityâ in your awareness itâs a delusion. Your crush, your friends, your family, your neighbors, famous people are all just assumptions in your mind they literally hold no power over reality.
Back in late 2023 and part of 2024 I was obsessed with non duality Tumblr. I was convinced that things were just out of my control and I was an âegoâ that had to shed my sense of self in order to gain control to become âone with Godâ. Oh wait⊠thereâs no difference between the ego and God since God is everything. đ Anyway I noticed that during this time whatever I âbelieved inâ kept getting reflected back to me and then I was like âhuh maybe Iâm already manifesting and thereâs nothing I have to become in order to manifest.â
Later in 2024 I began to experiment with the law of assumption (with more determination this time). I was taking an English class so I manifested straight Aâs in that class and I was honestly shocked by my own power. I was the best writer in that entire class and improved significantly by the end of it. My next big manifestation was going to see one of my favorite bands even tho everyone was saying they wouldnât take me. Now I had actually said last year I was going to go to that concert no matter what (idk why but I had such a strong resolve for this specific thing) but later my mom said I shouldnât and couldnât go for various reasons and I was so upset đ even my bday felt like a drag. (But she was just reflecting my own doubts.) I got fed up and I told myself I have no choice but to go to the concert which was the day after my bday (2/22 đ).
Whenever someone told me I wouldnât be able to go I would internally say âyeah sure buddy đâ. My sibling was making up their mind on whether or not to take me (cuz they didnât rly wanna go at first) and I just kept telling myself I had NO CHOICE but to go and guess what? đ They texted me saying they would take me and it felt surreal when I got there tbh. Now you may be thinking âSeraphic itâs just a concertâ but it meant a lot to me bc one of the band members is very special to me.
There were also more general things I intentionally manifested but with those things I wasnât really even trying bc it was kind of a âno brainerâ assumption if you know what I mean. Moral of the story is trust yourself everything will work out because everything is already turning out the way you say it will you donât even have to believe it.