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@serenityharkness
Come here. Listen to me:
Thought crime isn’t real. The shame you feel from ‘having bad thoughts’ is counterproductive to actual change in the real world. You cannot let your shame over perceived or fake wrongs stop you from becoming a better person.
i will, in fact, continue making insanely complex polycules happen in fics because it's fun to me personally
reblog to bap prev with your paw
Oh no! You got turned into a frog! Only a kiss from a random MXTX character can break the curse or else you're stuck forever! How are your chances looking?
I got this
It could go either way
🐸
✨SPIN THE WHEEL TO GET YOUR CHARACTER✨
unhealthy codependency is really a top tier dynamic. like they need each other to survive but god. should they.
Today I had a strange dream. In this dream I persuaded Meteion to come down from a high tree. Why was Meteion in the tree? She wanted to learn how to fall. 🤔
Well shit, Henry Jenkins, out here in 1997 dropping truth bombs
Oh hey I need this for a research paper I'm writing, thank you!
i mean he had been out here since 1988 dropping such bombs:
"'fandom' is a vehicle of marginalized subcultural groups (women, the young, gays, etc.) to pry open space for their cultural concerns within dominant representations; it is a way of appropriating media texts and rereading them in a way that serves different interests, a way of transforming mass culture into a popular culture"
Jenkins, Henry. “Star Trek Rerun, Reread, Rewritten: Fan Writing as Textual Poaching.” Critical Studies in Mass Communication 5, no. 2 (1988): 85–107. https://doi.org/10.1080/15295038809366691.
there are even some earlier works in fan studies but that’s what i have ready to hand.
i cant believe that there's still gamergate STANK on games that women enjoy. NASTY misogyny residue. stardew valley is in fact a video game. animal crossing is also a video game. so are otome games and dating sims and twee little cozy games. sometimes a bitch doesnt wanna play bloodborne that shit's hard
guys who mainly play 2k and fortnite will still be like oh youre not a real gamer for having 1000 hours in stardew. mother fucker you're larping as a basketball player
sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time
kicking my legs and giggling at the sleepover. can my OC who I've never drawn or talked about play with your OC who you've never drawn or talked about
Medieval nobles arranging political marriages for their unborn children.
It's really fucked up when you treat characters like people and people like characters.
No seriously it's REALLY fucked up when you treat characters as if they were real live people while you treat people like they're just characters.
I'm gonna go ahead and repeat: it is super, duper, extra scooper fucked up when you treat a character as if it were a living person while treating other human beings who are interacting with you like they are merely characters who can be written out of your personal story if you just find a remark mean enough.
You. You get it.
ETA wait why does this have 18k notes
Vampire fang boners are actually one of my favorite tropes. “His fangs lengthened”??!???! Hell yeah they did, bite me with your horny fangs you bitch
Hahahaha everyone keeps breaking their promises to me and it's just....greatI moved down here with the promise I'd get help getting on disability but well...several years now and that hasn't happened. After being brushed off multiple times by the person with a work schedule you learn to stop asking. And well looking at the whole process I tried. I tried but it just never made sense on my own and I was always taught family takes care of my family but that hasn't really been my experience since I became an adult. Needing help is just...a weakness. I guess. Meant to be quietly pruned from the family tree. And I'm terrified cause she's mandating we lose our cats and talking about me going to an Aunt who hasn't talked to me in several years and grandma apparently has dementia and I'm terrified I'm gonna lose my cats and my place to stay and my roomie and best friend who's fucking bedbound cause she broke her leg will lose her helper cause the people who can drive just...never want to hand over their schedules so she could schedule pt And I won't even have a *phone*.Hell We'd even been trying to set up a youtube channel to bring in *something* but well....breaking a leg, being her primary helper, put learning how to edit and record on the backburner and my knees are hell since all I have are over a decade old stretches and while the kratom helps with the pain some it doesn't fix it all and does barely anything for the severe anxiety and nothing at all for my bipolar or adhd and I justHahahaha here I am venting on a platform I haven't actively used for a while because the anxiety was so bad and just I'd thought I'd left these feelings behind me. I'd thought they were gone. I never wanted to feel this horrible depression again. Or to feel like I have to make myself small to survive and I'm just fucking terrified for both of us. I just want people to actually keep their promises when they promised me something. I was promised help and oh I got some....maybe a quarter of what I'd been promised. Just Gods. I fucking tried. I tried and tried and got brushed off and well...I'd already been taught getting brushed off that many times mean you should ignore it. I just...I wish people who could actually help gave a shit. I'm just so....tired. So tired and terrified. For myself. For my cats. For my friend. I'm tired and I'm scared and just...tired.
welp threaten to evict me to a place I don't have one fucking uttered
and all cats but two to be taken away tomorrow with no time given to make a decision
I hate all of them
I was told one thing
I worked on thet one thing
And most of my shit got tossed in the trash over it
I'm....jist so tired
Hahahaha everyone keeps breaking their promises to me and it's just....greatI moved down here with the promise I'd get help getting on disability but well...several years now and that hasn't happened. After being brushed off multiple times by the person with a work schedule you learn to stop asking. And well looking at the whole process I tried. I tried but it just never made sense on my own and I was always taught family takes care of my family but that hasn't really been my experience since I became an adult. Needing help is just...a weakness. I guess. Meant to be quietly pruned from the family tree. And I'm terrified cause she's mandating we lose our cats and talking about me going to an Aunt who hasn't talked to me in several years and grandma apparently has dementia and I'm terrified I'm gonna lose my cats and my place to stay and my roomie and best friend who's fucking bedbound cause she broke her leg will lose her helper cause the people who can drive just...never want to hand over their schedules so she could schedule pt And I won't even have a *phone*.Hell We'd even been trying to set up a youtube channel to bring in *something* but well....breaking a leg, being her primary helper, put learning how to edit and record on the backburner and my knees are hell since all I have are over a decade old stretches and while the kratom helps with the pain some it doesn't fix it all and does barely anything for the severe anxiety and nothing at all for my bipolar or adhd and I justHahahaha here I am venting on a platform I haven't actively used for a while because the anxiety was so bad and just I'd thought I'd left these feelings behind me. I'd thought they were gone. I never wanted to feel this horrible depression again. Or to feel like I have to make myself small to survive and I'm just fucking terrified for both of us. I just want people to actually keep their promises when they promised me something. I was promised help and oh I got some....maybe a quarter of what I'd been promised. Just Gods. I fucking tried. I tried and tried and got brushed off and well...I'd already been taught getting brushed off that many times mean you should ignore it. I just...I wish people who could actually help gave a shit. I'm just so....tired. So tired and terrified. For myself. For my cats. For my friend. I'm tired and I'm scared and just...tired.
welp threaten to evict me to a place I don't have one fucking uttered
and all cats but two to be taken away tomorrow with no time given to make a decision
I hate all of them
I was told one thing
I worked on thet one thing
And most of my shit got tossed in the trash over it
Hahahaha everyone keeps breaking their promises to me and it's just....greatI moved down here with the promise I'd get help getting on disability but well...several years now and that hasn't happened. After being brushed off multiple times by the person with a work schedule you learn to stop asking. And well looking at the whole process I tried. I tried but it just never made sense on my own and I was always taught family takes care of my family but that hasn't really been my experience since I became an adult. Needing help is just...a weakness. I guess. Meant to be quietly pruned from the family tree. And I'm terrified cause she's mandating we lose our cats and talking about me going to an Aunt who hasn't talked to me in several years and grandma apparently has dementia and I'm terrified I'm gonna lose my cats and my place to stay and my roomie and best friend who's fucking bedbound cause she broke her leg will lose her helper cause the people who can drive just...never want to hand over their schedules so she could schedule pt And I won't even have a *phone*.Hell We'd even been trying to set up a youtube channel to bring in *something* but well....breaking a leg, being her primary helper, put learning how to edit and record on the backburner and my knees are hell since all I have are over a decade old stretches and while the kratom helps with the pain some it doesn't fix it all and does barely anything for the severe anxiety and nothing at all for my bipolar or adhd and I justHahahaha here I am venting on a platform I haven't actively used for a while because the anxiety was so bad and just I'd thought I'd left these feelings behind me. I'd thought they were gone. I never wanted to feel this horrible depression again. Or to feel like I have to make myself small to survive and I'm just fucking terrified for both of us. I just want people to actually keep their promises when they promised me something. I was promised help and oh I got some....maybe a quarter of what I'd been promised. Just Gods. I fucking tried. I tried and tried and got brushed off and well...I'd already been taught getting brushed off that many times mean you should ignore it. I just...I wish people who could actually help gave a shit. I'm just so....tired. So tired and terrified. For myself. For my cats. For my friend. I'm tired and I'm scared and just...tired.
welp threaten to evict me to a place I don't have one fucking uttered