Starrs

☆ hi! im st☆rrs. ☆utistic rustblood ☆ (he/she/they) / Grumblr RP blog, unreality warning!

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☆ hi! im st☆rrs ☆

☆ hello! my n☆me is st☆rrs ☆

☆ 7 sweeps, rustie ☆nd proud! ☆

(Out of Character blog: @grumbums-ooc)

☆ things i likke: ☆

☆ b☆kking ☆

☆ music ☆

☆ dr☆wing ☆nd writing ☆

☆ things i dont likke: ☆

☆ me☆n trolls >:( ☆

☆ bigots ☆

☆ c☆steists, mutists, pro-culling ☆

☆ th☆nkks for re☆ding! ☆

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ooc: THERES NO WAY I REBLOG THAT POST ON HERE AND THEN PROCEED TO REBLOG TWO UNRELATED THINGS ON HERE IN A ROW. THE IRONY.

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affirmations for people with multiple blogs:

☆ i am on the right blog

☆ i wont accidentally post on the wrong blog

☆ i can get my blogs right

☆ i have a normal amount of side blogs

☆ this isnt going on the wrong blog

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Additional affirmations:

☆ No one ever saw me post a wrong post

☆ No one will immediately go to reblog that wrong post (if it were to even happen)

☆ I know what I am doing

☆ I know all the buttons I click

☆ I know which side blog I am currently on

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@unyieldingsilence

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ooc: first thing i do when i open tumblr is reblog something to the wrong blog. i love being here

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☆ i showed j☆yden st☆rlit p☆ner☆ lm☆o ☆

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☆ W☆IT ☆ SECOND. I H☆VENT SHOWED Y☆LL ST☆RLIT P☆NER☆ YET ☆

☆ you guys ☆re not RE☆DY let me t☆p you in ☆

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☆ its just this stupid geometry cr☆sh level i m☆de with my friends likke seven months ☆go LM☆O ☆

☆ i even got the stre☆mer th☆t this whole level w☆s ☆ reference to to pl☆y it ☆nd it w☆s fuckking HIL☆RIOUS ☆

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☆ i showed j☆yden st☆rlit p☆ner☆ lm☆o ☆

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☆ W☆IT ☆ SECOND. I H☆VENT SHOWED Y☆LL ST☆RLIT P☆NER☆ YET ☆

☆ you guys ☆re not RE☆DY let me t☆p you in ☆

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☆ i showed j☆yden st☆rlit p☆ner☆ lm☆o ☆

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ooc: that reblog was on the wrong blog 💔

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☆ sorry for not responding out of the blue likke th☆t. i re☆lized this ☆pp might not be good for my ment☆l he☆lth ☆ll too much. but i do h☆ve some upd☆tes on my situ☆tion ☆nd wh☆t im gonn☆ do ☆bout it. ☆

☆ i t☆lkked with kkr☆kken ☆bout wh☆t h☆ppened ☆nd to my surprise, it seemed he e-xperienced the s☆me thing too. i w☆s relieved to kknow th☆t he wouldnt re☆ct b☆dly over it, but it ☆lso me☆nt th☆t it prob☆bly w☆snt ☆n ☆ctu☆l ☆nmesi☆ episode or ☆nything. ☆n outside force most likkely c☆used it, which skkyrockketed spider wild to the top of the suspects list. we were ☆lso ☆ble to t☆lkk ☆bout ☆nd concretely figure out the riskks of other people finding out. prim☆rily, the m☆in riskks ☆re wh☆t the government will do if they found out th☆t it h☆ppened, or what spider wild will do if she finds out wh☆t we're gonn☆ do ☆bout it. other th☆n th☆t, theres ☆lso the difficulty of pickking up with our lives where they left off when we liter☆lly dont kknow wh☆t h☆ppened in the l☆st 9 months. ive b☆rely been ☆ble to scr☆pe by in th☆t reg☆rd these p☆st few weekks. we decided the best thing we c☆n do now is to g☆uge more info if we c☆n, ☆nd m☆ybe do some rese☆rch. the best i found when se☆rching spider wild w☆s some t☆lkk ☆bout ☆ "first gu☆rdi☆n" ☆nd ☆ "green moon", which i could ☆lre☆dy infer from conte-xt from previous posts on this blog (n☆mely the Green Moon mentioned im one of the posts from spider wild's t☆kkeover, ☆nd the Green Sun and stuff ☆bt first gu☆rdi☆ns from the inter☆ctions i h☆d with th☆t godc☆t. id prefer not to thinkk ☆bout those right now, i w☆s high off my mind with sopor when i t☆lkked with them.) ☆lthough th☆t is import☆nt to kknow for l☆ter. ☆

☆ i tried t☆lkking with my lusus ☆bout it but they didnt believe me. which m☆kkes sense. i dont thinkk i would believe ☆NYBODY if one d☆y they told me th☆t they didnt remember the l☆st nine months of their e-xistense despite the f☆ct th☆t they've ☆cted completely norm☆l for s☆id nine months. i guess itll t☆kke some time to r☆ckk up some credibility behind th☆t. i didnt tell them ☆bt spider wild c☆use i dont thinkk theyd respond nicely to th☆t when shes been h☆r☆ssing me for over ☆ ye☆r ☆tp. ☆

☆ ☆lthough it didnt t☆kke long for me to bre☆kk ☆nd spill to someone else. i met ☆ new friend, ☆lthough i prob☆bly shouldnt c☆ll her new, c☆use ☆pp☆rently i met her in m☆y, but her n☆me is j☆yden. she's ☆ tr☆nsfem violetblood ☆nd i te☆med up with her for ☆ scruel ☆ssignment before i woke up. she w☆s confused why i w☆s ☆cting weird so i ended up just telling her, ☆nd she seemed to thinkk i w☆snt being serious up until i mentioned spider wild. ☆pp☆rently spider wild is tied to this g☆me ive only heard of on this ☆pp, ☆nd its c☆lled sgrub. you guys mightve ☆lre☆dy pl☆yed it before. in my world, ☆pp☆rently sgrub is nothing more th☆n ☆ rumor, but its supposed to end the world when it's pl☆yed by wh☆tever luckky 12 pl☆yer session th☆ts ☆ble to get their h☆nds on it. spider wild is rumored to h☆ve supern☆tur☆l powers th☆t would definitely encomp☆ss enducing ☆mnesi☆ on ☆ person. or ☆ctu☆lly, i thinkk she just m☆de me ignore her e-xistence for the time i w☆s "☆sleep", then reset my memory to before then when she w☆s done with me. something likke th☆t. but she's tied to the g☆me in ☆ w☆y which implies her doing something like this me☆ns th☆t she might initi☆te the g☆me soon. which sounds sc☆ry ☆s fuckk. i ☆ctu☆lly dont w☆nt to be ☆ kkey component in the world ending, surprise surprise. point is, the best re☆son shed w☆kke me up is if she's re☆dy to st☆rt the g☆me now, which is definitely b☆d. j☆yden told me everything else she kknew ☆bout sgrub, which i presume you guys ☆lre☆dy kknow. ☆nd th☆ts where were ☆t. we c☆nt re☆lly do ☆nything ☆bout this until we c☆n find ☆ w☆y to physic☆lly t☆kke her down, even when we don't kknow where she lives, which ☆ccording to sgrub rumor, is liter☆lly on the Green Moon. so unless we c☆n get in cont☆ct with ☆☆S☆ (Alternian Aeronautics and Space Administration, for ☆nyone who c☆nt tell through my quirkk), th☆t ☆int h☆ppening. so for right now, im just gonn☆ kkeep pretending my life is norm☆l until i c☆n do something ☆bout it. ☆

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~}Oh my i Hope youre quite Alright. waking up After such a Long nap has Got to be Disorienting!{~

☆ it definitely is very disorienting. ive been fre☆kked out over it for the p☆st d☆y, ☆nd i dont even kknow who i c☆n t☆lkk to ☆bout it. ☆

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~}Do you have Any idea why It might have Happened?{~

~}In one of Your posts you Mentioned an arachnid, I believe?{~

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☆ ye☆h, spider wild. i dont kknow why she h☆r☆sses me. i re☆lly dont. but i thinkk she w☆s the one to do this to me. she's some type of supern☆tur☆l, so she definitely h☆s the power to do something likke this. ☆nd i kknow ive s☆id this ☆ thous☆nd times ☆lre☆dy, but i re☆lly do not kknow wh☆t i c☆n or should do. im terrified. ☆

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~}Oh my i Hope youre quite Alright. waking up After such a Long nap has Got to be Disorienting!{~

☆ it definitely is very disorienting. ive been fre☆kked out over it for the p☆st d☆y, ☆nd i dont even kknow who i c☆n t☆lkk to ☆bout it. ☆

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☆ i fell b☆ckk ☆sleep c☆use it w☆s 2 ☆m when i m☆de th☆t first post but im still re☆lly troubled ☆bout this. wh☆t h☆ppened to the l☆st 9 months??? i dont kknow where to even st☆rt b☆ckk up. i c☆nt ☆skk ☆nyone wh☆t h☆ppened bec☆use im too ☆fr☆id itll spir☆l out of control ☆nd get likke the government involved, or no one will believe me. im sc☆red. im so fuckking sc☆red. im terrified ☆bout wh☆t th☆t vile bitch of ☆n ☆r☆chnid did to me. im terrified. ☆

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ibeliveyou

youshouldcheck inwithyour friendstosee ifanythingweirds happenedwiththem butsubtlyjust incaseso theydontthink anythingisstrange

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☆ right, good ide☆. i kknow some friends i c☆n trust with this inform☆tion. ☆

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☆ i fell b☆ckk ☆sleep c☆use it w☆s 2 ☆m when i m☆de th☆t first post but im still re☆lly troubled ☆bout this. wh☆t h☆ppened to the l☆st 9 months??? i dont kknow where to even st☆rt b☆ckk up. i c☆nt ☆skk ☆nyone wh☆t h☆ppened bec☆use im too ☆fr☆id itll spir☆l out of control ☆nd get likke the government involved, or no one will believe me. im sc☆red. im so fuckking sc☆red. im terrified ☆bout wh☆t th☆t vile bitch of ☆n ☆r☆chnid did to me. im terrified. ☆

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☆ w☆it. wh☆t h☆ppened ☆

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☆ wh☆t. just h☆ppened. did... wh☆t time is it...? ☆

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☆ IT'S DECEMBER?!?!?!?!? WH☆T THE FUCKK IT W☆S ☆PRIL YESTERD☆Y???? ☆

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☆ THIS ISNT ☆ BIT BTW. I WENT TO SLEEP YESTERD☆Y SOMED☆Y IN ☆PRIL ☆ND WOKKE UP DECEMBER 7TH. ☆

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☆ oh my god i'm ☆ dumb☆ss. it's just my fuckking phone being weird. crisis ☆verted. emb☆r☆ssing... ☆

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☆ NO W☆IT THIS IS VERY MUCH RE☆L. THERES FROST EVERYWHERE. WH☆T THE FUCKK H☆PPENED???????!?!? ☆

☆ i don't remember ☆nything useful... i thinkk i w☆s mess☆ging someone on trolli☆n... ☆

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☆ i opened trolli☆n ☆nd it w☆s left on wild's dms. i thinkk i remember yelling ☆t her before i just g☆ve up ☆nd went to sleep. theres no w☆y she did this. theres no w☆y. i know shes cruel but this would be ne-xt level ☆wfulness. this h☆s to be ☆ pr☆nkk. wh☆t the fuckk. ☆

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☆ i dont kknow wh☆t to do. wh☆t do i do. wh☆t c☆n i do. wheres my lusus. i dont w☆nt to w☆kke them up. i dont kknow wh☆t to do ☆

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ohthatsfreaky areyouok ???

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☆ shoot i fell ☆sleep ☆g☆in ☆

☆ im fine physic☆lly, likke im not hurt ☆nd nothing b☆d h☆ppened, but i kknow something is wrong with my ment☆l feel, sort☆. dont re☆lly kknow how else to describe it. ☆

☆ still ☆bsolutely feels likke ☆pril but it's definitely winter ☆nd theres stuff moved ☆round in my bedroom ☆nd house. nothing b☆d or ☆nything th☆t would m☆kke me think someone or something brokke in. in f☆ct, it just lookks likke stuff ch☆nged, but its ☆ll just stuff th☆t m☆kkes sense. likke, i h☆ve my he☆ter on but i h☆vent used it since, idkk, febru☆ry. it ☆lmost feels more likke i forgot the l☆st 9 months r☆ther th☆n time skkipping forw☆rd. but i definitely didnt e-xperience ☆nything from ☆pril until now. i dont re☆lly kknow how else to describe it. ☆

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☆ w☆it. wh☆t h☆ppened ☆

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☆ wh☆t. just h☆ppened. did... wh☆t time is it...? ☆

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☆ IT'S DECEMBER?!?!?!?!? WH☆T THE FUCKK IT W☆S ☆PRIL YESTERD☆Y???? ☆

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☆ THIS ISNT ☆ BIT BTW. I WENT TO SLEEP YESTERD☆Y SOMED☆Y IN ☆PRIL ☆ND WOKKE UP DECEMBER 7TH. ☆

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☆ oh my god i'm ☆ dumb☆ss. it's just my fuckking phone being weird. crisis ☆verted. emb☆r☆ssing... ☆

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☆ NO W☆IT THIS IS VERY MUCH RE☆L. THERES FROST EVERYWHERE. WH☆T THE FUCKK H☆PPENED???????!?!? ☆

☆ i don't remember ☆nything useful... i thinkk i w☆s mess☆ging someone on trolli☆n... ☆

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☆ i opened trolli☆n ☆nd it w☆s left on wild's dms. i thinkk i remember yelling ☆t her before i just g☆ve up ☆nd went to sleep. theres no w☆y she did this. theres no w☆y. i know shes cruel but this would be ne-xt level ☆wfulness. this h☆s to be ☆ pr☆nkk. wh☆t the fuckk. ☆

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☆ i dont kknow wh☆t to do. wh☆t do i do. wh☆t c☆n i do. wheres my lusus. i dont w☆nt to w☆kke them up. i dont kknow wh☆t to do ☆

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☆ w☆it. wh☆t h☆ppened ☆

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☆ wh☆t. just h☆ppened. did... wh☆t time is it...? ☆

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☆ IT'S DECEMBER?!?!?!?!? WH☆T THE FUCKK IT W☆S ☆PRIL YESTERD☆Y???? ☆

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☆ THIS ISNT ☆ BIT BTW. I WENT TO SLEEP YESTERD☆Y SOMED☆Y IN ☆PRIL ☆ND WOKKE UP DECEMBER 7TH. ☆

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☆ oh my god i'm ☆ dumb☆ss. it's just my fuckking phone being weird. crisis ☆verted. emb☆r☆ssing... ☆

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☆ NO W☆IT THIS IS VERY MUCH RE☆L. THERES FROST EVERYWHERE. WH☆T THE FUCKK H☆PPENED???????!?!? ☆

☆ i don't remember ☆nything useful... i thinkk i w☆s mess☆ging someone on trolli☆n... ☆

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☆ i opened trolli☆n ☆nd it w☆s left on wild's dms. i thinkk i remember yelling ☆t her before i just g☆ve up ☆nd went to sleep. theres no w☆y she did this. theres no w☆y. i know shes cruel but this would be ne-xt level ☆wfulness. this h☆s to be ☆ pr☆nkk. wh☆t the fuckk. ☆

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☆ w☆it. wh☆t h☆ppened ☆

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☆ wh☆t. just h☆ppened. did... wh☆t time is it...? ☆

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☆ IT'S DECEMBER?!?!?!?!? WH☆T THE FUCKK IT W☆S ☆PRIL YESTERD☆Y???? ☆

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☆ THIS ISNT ☆ BIT BTW. I WENT TO SLEEP YESTERD☆Y SOMED☆Y IN ☆PRIL ☆ND WOKKE UP DECEMBER 7TH. ☆

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☆ oh my god i'm ☆ dumb☆ss. it's just my fuckking phone being weird. crisis ☆verted. emb☆r☆ssing... ☆

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☆ NO W☆IT THIS IS VERY MUCH RE☆L. THERES FROST EVERYWHERE. WH☆T THE FUCKK H☆PPENED???????!?!? ☆

☆ i don't remember ☆nything useful... i thinkk i w☆s mess☆ging someone on trolli☆n... ☆