Pastel Pink Confessions

Where I spill all my secrets and become an open book for once. I’m not a person who knows relationships well, but I sure know heartbreak and anguish.

[setsu-sama]

I’m in that kind of big mood where I want to fuck to the sound of Nina Simone.

[setsu-sama]

I just watched all the letters I ever wrote him burn.

[setsu-sama]

He dropped out of my life. I don’t even know if he’s alive or dead. I hope that, if he is alive, he knows how much pain he’s caused me. I hope it destroys him, like it’s destroyed me

[carbonated-milk-deactivated2016]

hey if ur ever feelin shitty use this

[matt-the-blind-cinnamon-roll]

Holy shit I’m trying not to cry.

[infestationofmymind]

i really needed this one tonight

[sidestepup2thestreets]

omfg

[yaboispencer-deactivated2020092]

Do it!!!

[daddy-snuggle-me]

Please do it

[lilxlovelyxprincess]

!!!!

[lilkittynellie-deactivated20240]

Thank you…

[ihatethatthisismyusername]

It actually made me smile

[sohotthateveryonedied]

I can’t stop smiling this made me feel way better than it should have 

[setsu-sama]

I’m falling in love with self destruction.

[photow]

[setsu-sama]

I’m the poir girl drinking her problems away and it fucking sucks. I wish I still had my vodka, need to get it again, I don’t want to feel right now.

[setsu-sama]

I’m drunk and stoned and I love you, but I’ll hate you by morning. All of this is cause you won’t love me back, I just wanna feel nothing.

[setsu-sama]

If I’m not a priority in your life, even if we’re only friends, then why should you be a priority in mine? I don’t deserve to be hurt every time you don’t pick up the phone. You misunderstand how fucking fragile I am, I’m not strong enough to be alone again, but I have enough self-respect to know when to leave a toxic relationship, even when I’m the one making it toxic for myself.

[setsu-sama]

I’m actually considering cutting you out of my life. It’ll kill me, but maybe I’ll be happy again if I do. You’re hurting me.

[setsu-sama]

I’m getting really tired of crying over you.

[mysilentconfessionstoyou]

If you can look me in the eyes and honestly tell me that you’ve never imagined a future with me or thought of me as more than just a friend… I’ll walk away.

-I won’t force something that’s not there just as I can’t force you to love me if you never will.

-m.t.t.

[setsu-sama]

Drunken ravings

I’m so good at self destruction, and to tell you a secret, I love it. I love building a fucking perfect castle and breaking it. I love it when my house of cards falls when I’m the one who pushes the fucker over. I’m so in love with my self-destruction, I don’t know who is me anymore. And that’s fine, I’m finally beginning to become okay with the fact that I’m not okay. That I’m messed up and that no amount of pity would ever make you love me. I would give you anything you desire in the world, I’d even complete my destruction and I don’t think you would even recognize that I’m tearing myself apart for you. You’d try to put me back together yea, but you’d never know that it was for you. Or maybe you really do know, you bastard. And what really pisses me off is that I’ll still love you tomorrow when the alcohol wears off. Fuck you.

[setsu-sama]

I started smoking cigarettes; I find that I like filling my lungs with poison because for the length of that cigarette my lungs aren’t allowing me to say your name. How can I say the name of something so alive with the taste of death in my mouth?

[setsu-sama]

He called to tell me that he loves me. I didn’t ask in what way, he meant it as a friend, little does he know that I said it back as a lover.

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

Sad people love the rain because they are no longer crying alone

Unknown (via br0ken-and-lost)

[slothblog]

why aren’t there more posts about people who crave intimacy but also are very uncomfortable with being touched. I need posts to relate to or else I feel like i make shit up in my head lol 

[setsu-sama]

You’re a little shit for making me lose sleep when you won’t even text me back.