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vent acc. bf doesn't have tumblr and i don't know h how to communicate. 15.

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I think about laying in the same bed as my sweet puppy. he wants to hug and hold me and be kissed but i strip the attention from him and push him off me calling him names like stupid or retarded or pathetic and he just wants my attention and love, i’ll just push him away, kick him, yell at him hit him, anything to be cruel to my wolf.. he just looks so pathetic while hes whiny and needy, how could i resist?

i miss my wolfie..

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k want to be groomed again. please love me

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sometimes i feel stupid. when i feel stupid i feel like a girl, a little girl. maybe because i still am one on the inside, you could say the nicest things to me and then ignore me for hours on end and id respond in seconds. sometimes i yell and cry or i smoke to get rid of my feelings or do something like that to distract myself from how pathetic i am. 

i dont purposely seek attention but it feels good to feel like you’re needed. i like being called angel, princess, bunny. anything by a man who will say he loves me and will soon leave me looking for that familiar feeling. is it my fault for being so pathetic? maybe i’m just too childish, too needy, too mental. or maybe im 15 looking for someone who will understand me.

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i know my worrying will come in handy because i know how this goes. someone likes me, i like them, i become too much, they get distant, show disinterest, and they leave me.

what a cycle.

(small doodle of me, im so happy looking.)