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The Knights Pet
Chapter 31
Vicrul paced the corridor of the Night Buzzard, anger pulsing through him in waves with every step he took. They had hurt her, beaten her, and he wasn’t there to stop them.
Every time he closed his eyes he could see how she had looked back in the clearing. She had run to them barefoot, her face beaten almost beyond recognition, her clothing coated in a thick layer of dirt and her own blood. Her body was frail, almost as it had been when they first met her back at the pet club. The look of relief on her face when she had spotted them broke something deep within them all. And then she had collapsed. He grimaced at the memory.
“Sit down, brother. You must be calm before she wakes. You will scare her,” Ushar called to him from across the common room. Vicrul’s head snapped in his direction, his shoulders rising and falling in a way that made it clear there was no calming him. “Did you see her?” he demanded. “Did you see what they did to her?” His voice choked through the room. “They claim to be the saviors of the galaxy. They call us monsters, murderers, mutants. But look at what they have done.”
He took hold of a chair that rested nearby and hurled it, the durasteel ringing as the object smashed against it before falling to the floor in splintered pieces. “I will kill every last one of them.” Silence fell over the room as Vicrul’s gaze fixated on the shattered remains of the chair, his chest heaving with the effort to rein himself in. “Slowly,” he growled. “Painfully. They will die regretting every choice they ever made.”
Ushar stood, stepping in Vicrul’s direction. “We all saw her, brother. We are all angry.” Before he could finish, the raging man before him moved closer, so close his face was only inches from Ushar’s. “Angry doesn’t even scrape the surface for what I feel,” he roared. Ushar didn’t react, he didn’t move away; he simply allowed his fellow knight to get it out. His eyes flickered toward where Pet was being kept. “I know. But we must keep a level head. The last thing we want is to frighten her when she’s already terrified. She escaped them all on her own. And we were here when she came running.” His hand found Vicrul’s shoulder, squeezing it to ground him back to reality. “Now we must focus. And when she tells us what we need to know, then we will act.”
Vicrul knew he was right. Always the level-headed one in every situation that arose. He huffed one last breath before moving to sit next to Ap’lek. The man sat silently, his axe in one hand, a sharpening stone in the other. He moved slowly, sharpening his weapon in an almost ritualistic manner. It was clear this was his way to keep himself collected. Trudgen sat across the room, his elbows resting on his knees, his forehead pressed against his clenched fists. Kuruk leaned against the doorway, arms crossed tightly over his chest, his expression blank.
The tension in the room was suffocating. Each of them wanted release. Each of them wanted blood.
To burn the planet down and everyone on it with it. But none of them moved. Not yet. The sound of the medical room door sliding open cut through the silence. Every head snapped toward it at once.
Cardo’s massive frame stepped out. His movements were slower than usual, careful, controlled in a way that made all of their chests burn with anticipation. Something in his posture alone made the room shift. On his hands was dried, darkened blood.
“She’s awake.”
The room went dead silent. No one moved. No one breathed. It wasn’t hesitation. It was a shared, unspoken pause where none of them seemed to know what they were supposed to do with the information they had just been given. Rage had a direction. Fear did not. And for the first time since she had run into their arms, there was nothing for it to attach itself to. Even Ap’lek’s sharpening slowed. The scrape of metal faded into nothing at all. Stillness stretched longer than it should have, heavy and thick, pressing into every corner of the room. None of them dared to move. None of them dared to speak.
Vicrul was the first to shove himself up off his chair, the movement so rushed that it almost toppled to the floor behind him. His steps were rushed, anxious, booming across the ground to get to her. He needed to see her, to touch her, to hear her voice. The moment he crossed the threshold of the room, everything stopped. The air inside the medical room felt wrong in a way he didn’t know how to describe. Much too still for a room occupied by Pet, much too quiet.
That’s when he finally saw her. Pet didn’t speak, she didn’t even move. She sat still as a statue on top of the examination table. Her eyes were fixated on the wall, but her gaze wasn’t locked on anything in particular. It was as if she thought the room itself wasn’t real, so there was no reason to interact with it. The silence around her stretched into something painful. Too long, much too long. Vicrul stepped forward.
Ushar, who had trailed in behind him, straightened immediately. “Vicrul. Do not.” But the words of his brother did nothing to stop him. Another step, then another. He kept moving till he was right in front of her, close enough that he could see the dried blood at her hairline. “Pet,” he spoke, his voice soft, restrained, careful not to startle her, but she didn’t react to him in any way. His hands flexed at his sides like he was fighting himself not to touch her. “Look at me,” he spoke again, even softer this time, but his tone was filled with urgency in a different way now. Again, nothing.
“Please. Just look at me.” Not even a flicker. It was as if she couldn’t even hear him. Like he didn’t exist in the same plane of reality as she did in that moment. His breathing started to change. Faster. His hands came up, but he didn’t touch. He stopped just short of her face, hovering there like he wasn’t sure if he was allowed in her space anymore. “Say something,” he whispered. Pet’s eyes didn’t shift, not even a little.
That was the final straw. Something in Vicrul cracked. “They broke you,” he said, voice teetering on the edge of rage and something much, much worse. Ushar stepped forward again. “Brother.” But Vicrul wasn’t listening anymore, not to any of them. His hands finally settled on her shoulders, like he was trying to anchor her back into reality, to get her attention, to snap her out of whatever trance the Resistance had put her into. “Look at me,” he repeated, voice rising now. “You came back to us. You ran through all of that and you came back, so don’t…don’t do this.” Pet didn’t respond. Not even when he shook her.
His grip loosened slightly, then he pulled her into him, pressing her to his chest hard. He held her as if letting her go would cause her to disappear.
He pressed his forehead to hers, breathing hard. He was shaking now. “Talk to me,” he said again, his voice raw and pleading. “Please.” Silence. His arms tightened around her, not in anger, but in refusal to accept what he was seeing. She had fought to find them, to get to them, to escape. And now she was here, but not really.
She didn’t respond for a long time. Not to Ushar, not to Vicrul, not to any of them. The room had gone still in a way that felt heavier than silence, like even breathing too loudly might shatter whatever was left inside of her. Then the Night Buzzard shifted. Kylo stepped into the room, his attention going straight to Pet. She was still sitting on the medtable in the exact same position. She wore the same distant stare. Kylo approached slowly. The room seemed to tighten with every step he took.
He stopped directly in front of her, and for a moment, he simply studied her. “What is wrong with her?” he questioned Cardo, his gaze never leaving her as he spoke. Cardo cleared his throat. “She seems to be in shock.” Kylo tilted his head slightly, as if considering something only he could see. He stepped closer, the space between them disappearing. Now he was close enough that his presence filled her entire field of vision.
“Give me a name,” he said calmly. This did nothing to gain a reaction from her. They all tightened. She never did this to them, especially not Kylo. Pet’s eyes stayed forward, her expression completely empty. He leaned in slightly, lowering his voice into something almost gentle. “Give me a name, pretty girl.” There was a long pause before slowly something shifted. Her lips parted, the first movement she had made since they had entered.
There wasn’t even a hint of emotion that came with it, just compliance forming in the absence of anything else.
“Elock,” she muttered, her voice shaky, her tone flat and distant. The name she spoke hung in the air like a curse. For a moment, no one moved. Kylo knew that name, that much was obvious, but the way it made his spine straighten made it clear to them all that it was more than just simple recognition; there was a memory attached to it. “Elock,” he repeated, the word coming with an exhale that made the other knights tense. With that he turned, heading back towards the door from which he had entered. “We go back.”
For the first time Pet’s gaze shifted, her eyes widening into something they could only describe as sheer horror. “Back?” A wave of relief washed over Vicrul; she was still in there, not completely gone. She turned her body towards him for the first time, her hands finding the fabric of his shirt. She pulled him closer, pressing her chest to his own, shaking her head violently as tears immediately began to fall. “No,” she sputtered, body visibly shaking with every shallow breath she took. “No no no.” Her voice was louder now, desperate.
Vicrul’s hand found the back of her head, his gloved fingers lacing into her tangled, blood-coated hair. “Pet, I am here,” he tried, but it only seemed to upset her more. “No. No going back. No,” her words were almost unintelligible, coming out between sobs. She felt like she was being strangled, like Kylo’s command had punched her right in the chest and taken every ounce of calm she had left from her with force. Trudgen took a step towards them, leaning down to her level to help, but she was already past the point of no return. “We will be with you, sweet girl. We are here now. We will protect you.” A sound like a broken scream escaped her and she clung to Vicrul even harder, as if letting go might kill her.
“No. I won’t. No.” She hiccuped, she pressed the side of her head to her knight’s chest, her hands clawing at his armor, trying to pull herself higher against him, as though she was trying to climb into his skin to escape. Vicrul adjusted his grip, one arm locking around her back, the other supporting her weight as he lifted her from the metal table. “I’ve got you. I’m here,” he repeated again, hoping that she heard him, that she believed him. And she didn’t respond, the only sound coming from her the gut-wrenching cries that made the Knights’ stomachs twist with something much deeper than rage. It filled them each with a wrath that was tangible in the air. Pet trembled in Vicrul’s arms, clinging like the world might tear her away again at any second. Above her broken breathing, above her uncontrollable shaking, above her indescribable fear, there was only one certainty left in the room.
They were going back.
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Kylo stared down at you with open admiration, his sweet little companion. Your chin rested on his thigh as you gazed up at him with those wide, adoring eyes he could never resist. “You’d do anything for me, wouldn’t you, pretty girl?” You nodded eagerly. A low chuckle rumbled in his chest as his gloved fingers stroked through your hair.
“Of course you would. That’s why you’re my perfect girl.”You preened under the praise, heat blooming across your cheeks. His other hand hooked two fingers into the collar around your throat and pulled you up until you stood between his spread thighs. He drew you close enough that his breath ghosted over your lips. “Now climb up here and show me how a perfect girl pleases her Supreme Leader.” You smiled, already climbing into his lap, sinking down onto his cock with a soft, needy sound. In that moment, the rest of the galaxy ceased to exist.
Experiment 438
Chapter 3
The girl sat in complete silence, her hands folded neatly in her lap as she rested on her knees in the center of the sterile white room. She had gotten good at this now. Waiting. Even at such a young age, she was aware of what her duties were when it came to her experiment. She had been conditioned to follow each and every rule that the scientists set in place, and she knew that if she was successful, she would be rewarded.
The sound of the laboratory door sliding open, caught her attention, white hair shifting against her small shoulders, her attention moving fully to the opening. They came at the same time every day she had learned to count the hours in her head to keep track of the time. “Good morning, 438.” A familiar voice rang out through the space, the noise making her ears twitch with excitement. She didn’t reply, just watched their every move with big dark curious eyes. She was not more than 2, still growing into the ears that sat heavy at the top of her head. She wasn’t fully aware of social cues yet and still refused to speak to them most of the time,
but the scientists knew that she was compliant when it came to the reward system they had set in place for her.
She turned her head towards the sanitation corner where they had been slowly training her to relieve herself. Her body shifted, leaning towards it as if to draw their attention to the fact that she had used and kept it clean since morning. She knew what came from that, a reward, and that’s what she wanted. The scientist turned in a circle, seemingly searching for any accidents to which he found nothing but clean stark white tile. “Very good, 438.” He nodded, jotting down something on the clipboard he held in his arm. “Treat?” She questioned, her voice tiny and hopeful. He glanced down at her, his expression clinical as always. A pause. “Yes 438. You will get a treat. But first, object training.” The toddler on the floor huffed in annoyance. She did not like this part, but she stood anyways and padded her bare feet over to the testing table as she always did.
She struggled to climb up onto the chair, her toddler body struggling its way up into the seat. When she finally made it up, she rested on her knees so she could see the table top where a small metal cube sat waiting for her, just as it always did. The scientist followed, seating himself across from her, the others standing behind the glass, observing every movement. “I get two.” the tiny bunny girl stated, holding up 2 chubby baby fingers and she tilted her head at the man. She wasn’t asking, she was telling him. 2 good behaviors equals 2 rewards. The man huffed a breath that could have almost been a laugh, but he knew better than to show too much emotion. He didn’t want to interfere with her test results. “Yes 438. 2 treats. But you know the rules. Only success gets you the second one.”
The man then pulled 2 sweets from his pocket, the candies sitting in the palm of his hand, showing her, teasing her. “Now. Be a big girl and move the cube.” 438’s eyes flickered from the cube to the candy and back again before she nodded. She reached her arm out in an attempt to grab hold of the metal object. The scientist snatched it away before she could get ahold of it. “No hands, 438. Like last time. Use the pull.” She pouted at him, but nodded. He carefully set the object back on the table.
438 scrunched up her face, her large eyes fixated on the object with the utmost intensity. She held her breath and pushed. Hard. She pushed and pushed until she became dizzy and red faced from the lack of oxygen, but the cube didn’t move. She made a grumpy little noise and turned away. “I can’t.” Her lip pushed out, wobbling in that way that made it clear tears were coming next. The scientist’s expression remained neutral. “You’ve done it before, 438. You can do it again.” She let out an angry little grunt and kicked her bare foot against the edge of the table. “Too hard.”
The scientist sighed, pausing. Slowly, he reached into his pocket and pulled out 3 small wrapped sweets. The movement immediately caught the girl’s attention, her ears twitching as she sat back up onto her knees. “I want that.” She stated, pointing at his hand, her eyes fixated on the object of her desires. “I know. You can have all 3. All you have to do is move that cube. You can do that, can’t you 438?” The girl immediately nodded, a new wave of eagerness running through her as she refocused herself. She set her small arms against the table, resting her chin on top of her hands. She fixated on the cube, her face relaxed but her eyes filled with determination.
The room filled with silence, the scientist held his breath. He knew that if he broke her focus it would send the toddler spiraling into a tantrum and they wouldn’t get anything from her that day. She let out a quiet exhale and closed her eyes. There was a moment of complete stillness and then it began. The lights overhead flickered, slowly at first, and then faster. The observation glass the other scientist stood behind began to vibrate, the metal of the door frame creaked as the material shifted. Her eyes began shifting back and forth behind her closed lids and the metal cube slowly started to inch its way across the table. 438’s fingers tensed and the object suddenly shot across the room, hitting the white wall across the room with a boom’s thud, so hard it left a sizable dent.
The sound of the impact made her eyes snap open, the dark orbs fixating on where the cube had landed on the shiny tile below. A smile crept its way across her little face and she turned back to the scientist who was doing what he could to suppress his excitement. “Success.” He sighed, the relief clear in his voice. Before he could move she stood up on her chair, bending over the table and snatching the sweets from his palm. “I get three.” She nodded, seeming satisfied with herself. She scrambled off the chair and ran her way across the room to her favorite corner where her makeshift sleeping nest sat. She sat facing the corner, crossing her tiny legs and hurrying to unwrap her first reward.
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“How much longer?” 438 questioned, fidgeting against the durasteel flooring. She had done exactly what Kylo had instructed. She had stayed where she was, refusing to move even an inch since he had left her there, but now she was growing impatient. “We are due to land any minute.” Ushar reassured her, his voice calm and his words specific, hoping this language would keep her from spiraling again. She didn’t respond, only nodded before her eyes fixated back on her lap. She seemed to be counting to herself. For what they were unsure, but it seemed to be keeping her calm so they didn’t question it.
The jerk of the night buzzard making its way into the docking bay made the girl flinch, her fingers digging hard into the flooring beneath her as her eyes widened in horror. “You’re ok. We are landing. Your body just isn’t used to it yet.” Trudgen tried, stepping in her direction which he quickly realized was the wrong move. She leaned away from him, her eyes shifting to stare at his feet, the expression on her face making it clear that if he were to move even an inch more she would bolt. Instead he backed away, hoping giving her space would be enough to keep the calm. The ship groaned and creaked around them, the hum of the engines becoming louder as the ship settled in its usual position in the docking bay.
The door to the common room slid open once again, Kylo’s towering frame standing in the entryway. The girl’s attention was immediately fixated on him, her expression filled with something almost like excitement, but with a clear tinge of fear. “Stand up, 438. I will take you to your new assigned position.” The sound of his voice coming through the vocoder in his mask made her jump, but she didn’t hesitate to follow his direction. She stood quickly, hurrying her way to his side, very careful to stay far enough away from him that there was no risk of accidental touch. She seemed eager, almost too eager to be taken off of this ship she deemed to be a contamination hazard.
The knights gathered into formation, following closely behind 438 who was trailing Kylo’s every step. As they walked down the ramp into the crowded hangar the girl’s ears pinned to her head, clearly overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the space. Technicians clambered around with large tools, generals barked orders, troopers stormed down walkways. The girl’s hands flew to her head and for a moment the knights almost thought the hair pulling would resume, instead she grabbed hold of them and began to subduedly pet herself, doing what she could to calm her own nerves. Kylo never slowed his pace, taking off down the main corridor. The sound of their heavy boots thundering in unison against the flooring and the patter of her feet along side them was the only sound to occupy the hall. That, and the sound of her still panicked breathing.
The farther they moved through the base, the more obvious it became that 438 was memorizing every detail around her. Her eyes flickered constantly. She was counting doors, studying markings, tracking turns. Every so often her lips moved silently to herself, the quiet whispers perfectly timed with her footsteps. Left. Right. Hallway. Door. By the time Kylo finally stopped in front of the massive black doors leading into the Knight Hall, the girl had gone completely still behind him. Her chest still rose too quickly, but there was something calmer in her expression now. She had the route. She knew how many steps it took to return to her assigned position from the docking bay, and that alone seemed to steady her racing mind.
Kylo’s gloved hand moved over the access panel and the door slid open with a mechanical whoosh. He stepped inside and moved back, giving the girl space to move forward without feeling crowded. She tentatively padded her way in, her eyes scanning each and every object in the room. Immediately she noticed something odd. The space wasn’t bright, or mostly empty as her cell at the laboratory had once been. There was a large weapons rack against one wall, a circular seating area that rounded a large fire pit, and objects strewn about the room that clearly belonged to the knights. She turned, her attention now fixated on the 7 giant terrifying men around her.
“This is your assigned position?” She questioned them, her words coming out slowly, her tone filled with confusion. “And now it is also yours.” Kylo interjected before any of the knights had the chance to say anything that could send her into a panic. There was a long pause. “I don’t understand.” She shook her head, her shoulders moving up and down, the movement making it clear she was teetering on the edge of composure. “This… is a contamination risk.” They watched as her fingers dug into her palms once again. Kylo took a singular step in her direction, the movement making her head snap in his direction.
“You have been transferred. This is a new experiment. The results require integration.” 438’s eyes flickered around the room again, landing on the scattered belongings. Gloves. Armor pieces. Weapons parts. Signs of life everywhere. Her ears twitched anxiously. “Integration…” she repeated quietly, testing the word. “Yes,” Kylo answered without hesitation. He knew he had to sound absolutely sure of his answers. He knew that was the only way she would believe him. “With them?” 438 tilted her head in the direction of the knights. Kylo nodded once. “They are approved occupants in the shared environment. No contamination risk.”
Those words seemed to register with her. Her fingers loosened from her palms a fraction. The girl visibly processed that thought behind her wide dark eyes. Slowly. Carefully. Like she was rearranging something fragile in her head. “Approved…” she repeated under her breath. Kylo didn’t say anything. He simply waited. Her gaze flicked towards the movement of the Knights shifting slightly as they watched her. No alarms were raised. No scientists intervened. No containment procedures were triggered. He didn’t seem to be lying to her. Her breathing slowed, just slightly.
“If they are here,” she said slowly, carefully choosing each word, “then they are not contaminated.” She wasn’t questioning, she was convincing herself, trying to lock this information into the framework of her brain. “That is correct.” Kylo assured her. Her shoulders lowered a fraction, though her posture remained guarded. A quiet pause settled over the Knight Hall, the kind of silence that felt heavier than the noise outside. 438 remained still just inside the threshold, her gaze moving once more over the room as if confirming it would not change if she looked away.
Slowly, she took a small step further in, then another, stopping only when she could no longer see the doorway behind her without turning her head. Behind her, Kylo did not move, only watching as the information continued to settle into place. “You will remain here,” he said at last, calm and absolute. She hesitated for only a moment before nodding once, as if marking the instruction into memory. With that she moved, careful steps carrying her along the outer edge of the room until she reached the corner on the far side of the hall. She paused there, glancing once over her shoulder as if confirming no one had corrected her path. None of them said a word.
Slowly, she lowered herself to her knees. The motion was practiced. Automatic. A movement that she had very obviously done hundreds of times before. She straightened her posture, facing inward toward the wall as if the rest of the space no longer existed. She went completely still. Then she nodded once, as if confirming she had chosen correctly. The room remained silent around her. None of them told her to move. None of them corrected her position. After a long pause, it became clear that she was not waiting for permission anymore. She had already decided she belonged there.
I get the intense urge to run away and start a completely new life about ever 3 weeks. What mental illness is that?
Kylo knew without a doubt that you were his, his loyal little companion, his prized possession. You followed after his every step, lingered on his every word, you were purely and entirely obsessed, and he was well aware of that fact. There was little to nothing kylo could say or do that you wouldn’t agree to, anything to make him happy, anything to keep him satisfied. So when he suggested something new, of course you were happy to oblige.
His fingers glided over the delicate skin of your neck as he carefully fastened the new accessory around your throat. A collar, a cold ring of shiny silver adorned with delicate engravings made especially for his favorite girl. The click of the thing being locked into place filled your ears, it made you nervous, giddy even, and you weren’t entirely sure why. This was something you had never allowed him to do to you before, and giving up that last bit of control to him was exhilarating.
“My loyal girl. You’d do anything for me, wouldn’t you?” He spoke, his voice low as he admired his handy work. You quickly nodded, you would, and that was no secret. Everyone knew how devoted you were to him, it was plain to see, and he lived for it. Nothing made him happier than knowing that you were completely entranced in every way.
“You’d follow me anywhere, wouldn’t you? That’s why you’re perfect.” You couldn’t help but blush. He didn’t often use that word, perfect, but to see you so flustered pulled it from his lips. You felt the man hook a large finger into the metal of your collar, pulling you closer, so close you could feel his breath against your face. You bit your lip nervously, looking up at him with wanting eyes. “Pretty girl.” His fingers found your face, tilting your chin up. “Now everyone will know exactly who you belong to.”
Kylo loved when you’d sink between his legs, unprompted, simply horny for the taste of your masters cock. You’d sit there, his length shoved into your mouth, drooling around him dumbly as a puddle gathered on the floor beneath you. “Such a good girl for me.” he would moan, his leather clad hand laced into your hair as he guided your movements. “Always so eager” his hips stutter in pleasure as he takes in the feeling of your pretty lips wrapped around him bringing him to the edge, your tongue making slow circles against his length. You nodded in agreement, just happy to please him. “Fuck, take it all pretty girl, every drop” he growled as he flooded your mouth with his load, releasing you just enough to stare down at you as you swallowed every bit. His thumb brushed over your swollen lips, admiring your flushed face as you smiled up at him. “That’s my girl. My perfect girl.”
Experiment 438
Chapter 2
The girl’s demeanor had changed, to say the least. She was no longer calm and docile. No, that temperament was only for the cell, where she felt secure. Now that she had been removed from there, she was different. As soon as they had gotten her aboard the Night Buzzard she became something else, angry. She did not like that she had been taken from the only place she had ever known, and she was going to make them all very much aware of that fact. Her breathing was uneven, rapid and panicked as her eyes darted around the ship. She paced back and forth, more like a caged animal now than she had been when she was essentially exactly that.
Trudgen was the first to try to approach, to try to calm her, but she was not having any of it.
“You made me break the rules.” She growled, her big dark eyes now filled with hatred. Hatred for the men who she was now stuck with. Her pupils were blown wide with panic and short sharp inhales filled the air. “Now I’ll never get my reward.” Her eyes fixated away from him, refusing to give him even the slightest glance. “You don’t have to worry about that. We have rewards too. On base.” She shot him a look that could kill. “Liar. All of you, liars.” she hissed, her hands so tightly balled into fists that blood had started to pool where her nails pierced her skin. “You took me out of the controlled environment. Now my results won’t be consistent… you made me a failure” with that she shoved at Trudgen’s chest, which didn’t do much, and moved away from him to continue her pacing.
She quickened her steps, speaking quietly to herself every few moments. They would catch a word here and there. “Failure.” “Liars.” “Go back.” Over and over. Her shaking hands drifted up, absentmindedly finding the soft fur at the base of her ears. She tugged at it, gently at first. A nervous motion, then harder. “Failure.” The knights sat frozen, watching, unsure of how to react. She did it again, and again, and again, pulling hard enough to make herself flinch in pain. “Failure.” A few strands drifted down, the stark white fur catching the light before it settled against the durasteel below them.
“You took me out.” Her voice was louder now, her breathing stuttering in and out of her in gasps. More hair dropped past her shoulders. “Hey-“ Trudgen tried to speak, to calm her, but was quickly cut off. “You took me out of the controlled environment. I’m never supposed to be out. This is wrong, this is all wrong.” The anger was now melting into something else. Terror. They could all see the shift. “You made me a failure.” Cardo shifted in his chair, leaning forward. “She’s-“
“I see it,” Vicrul cut in quietly, his voice controlled. His gaze didn’t leave her. “Failure.” The word came out as a broken sob. They watched as the girl stumbled, catching herself against the wall, clawing at the metal hard enough to leave marks. Her chest heaved, breaths coming too fast, too shallow. “I stay in my spot. I sit still. I am a success.” She sharply inhaled and seemed to hold her breath, as if forcing herself to be silent. Her posture straightened and she kneeled there, folding her hands in her lap, just the way she had sat when they found her. It was as if she was trying to correct herself, to fix what was wrong, but after a minute or two she let out another sob.
Her hands twitched in her lap before snapping back to her ears. She yanked, a broken sound tore out of her throat as more fur came free, this time enough to leave thin angry red at the base where she’d pulled. Tears spilled over immediately, hot and sudden. Pain. “Hey-hey, stop,” Trudgen moved now, closing the distance between them carefully, hands raised before he touched her, trying to gently pull her hands away. “You’re hurting yourself.”
“Don’t!” she snapped, jerking away from him, scrambling backward until her shoulders hit the wall. “Don’t touch me. You’re not supposed to. I need to go back-“ her hands moved down to her arms, sharp fingernails digging into skin until blood gathered at the surface. “Take me back.” She shrieked, her face making it clear that calming her would not be an option. She clawed again, the sobbing only intensifying with every passing moment.
Cardo stood, no longer able to restrain himself from handling it in the only way a beast of a man would know how. He reached for her, his movements so fast she didn’t have time to react before his hands were on her. She screamed, not loudly at first, just startled, but when she realized what was happening her ears flattened to her head and she began to thrash. “Stop it.” He muttered, tightening his grip on her as she fought like a wild animal to get away. “Let go. Don’t touch me. I have to go back.” Her tone was frantic, she was growing increasingly panicked. For someone her size Cardo was shocked at how hard of a fight she was putting up
“Hold still-“ he ordered, trying his best not to hurt her but struggling to keep hold. “Cardo,” Ap’lek’s voice cut in, calm but firm, just as it always was.
She choked on a sob. Her hands twisted uselessly in his grip, fingers curling, clawing at nothing. “You’re making it worse,” Vicrul warned, sharp and final.
Cardo hesitated but didn’t release her. “She just needs to calm down.” She sucked in a breath that didn’t fill her lungs. Her ribcage constricted from the pressure of his arm around her torso.
Her head shook frantically, tears blurring her vision. “Go back,” she wailed, gasping for air. “Go back-“ louder now, desperate. Trudgen stepped closer, more urgent now. “Cardo, let her go.” The knight shook his head in disagreement. “She’s hurting herself.” The way he said it you would have thought he was the one who hurt her, sympathy for the creature laced in his voice. “And you’re scaring her,” Trudgen snapped, the edge in his voice rare and sharp. That sentence did it. Cardo released her, her body dropping to the floor where she curled into herself.
Sobs ripped through her chest and her hands once again went to work, clawing every inch of skin that she could. She wanted to peel it all off. She was contaminated. None of the scientists ever touched her, even the select few who had clearance to do her physical exams always wore gloves. “I have to go back.” She clawed again, dragging her nails across her cheek now, leaving thin red lines that welled instantly.
The sound of the common room door sliding open caught all of their attention, even the girl who scrambled to brace herself against the nearest wall. Kylo, he had heard the commotion. He stepped inside, movements calculated and slow. His helmet was gone, and he wore a cold unreadable expression on his face. Her eyes fell upon the white fur littered across the ground, then the scratch marks in the durasteel, and the blood. His gaze fell upon her, face flushed and cheeks tear-stained, body littered with claw marks and slowly drying red liquid.
Kylo didn’t raise his voice, he never had to, he commanded the attention in the room without even trying. “What is going on in here?” No one answered, the only sound to be heard the cries of the girl. His gaze swept once over the scene, fur on the floor, blood on her hands, the marks carved into durasteel, and then they landed on her.
She was completely spiraling. “Failure,” she choked, dragging her nails across her arm again. “I have to go back.”
“438.” Her body jerked at the sound of her title. The name hit her harder than anything else in the room.
“Look at me.” She shook her head, too panicked, her breath coming erratically. “Look. At. Me.” Her eyes unwillingly snapped to his, tears blurring her vision, her ears pinned tight to her head. Kylo stepped closer to her. Not rushing but fast enough to make it clear that he was the one in control. “You are done.”
The words were final, sure, but she blinked at him, confusion cutting through panic. “Done?” she whispered like she was taking in the feeling of that word rolling off of her tongue. “With that environment.” Her breathing hitched. “No. I have to go back. I broke the rules.” Kylo shook his head as he inched closer. “There are no rules.” His tone was flat and his words immediate. She froze, her body going rigid once again. Her hands stopped moving, her mind tried to catch up and couldn’t.
“…no rules?” she repeated, smaller now, more steady. Kylo didn’t soften, just stayed calculated.
“You have been reassigned.” That word clicked for her. Reassigned. She had heard that before. Her posture shifted, just slightly. “Re…assigned?”
“Yes.”
No hesitation. No explanation. “You are no longer needed in that facility. You will not return.” Her breathing stuttered again, as if the sobbing might break out again, but it didn’t spike this time. “You will adapt to a new position.” Her ears hopefully lifted a fraction, her fingers loosening in her lap.
“You will succeed.”
Her chest rose, fell, the sound still uneven, but no longer breaking. “I’m not a failure?” she asked, her voice soft and fragile. “No.” His answer came immediately, knowing that even the slightest hesitation would send her back into a state. Her shoulders sagged, like something inside her had just been released. “I’ve been transferred,” she whispered. Kylo straightened. “Yes.”
There was a long stagnant pause, the silence louder than any noise could have ever been. Then without another thought Kylo turned away from her, heading back towards the common room door. He tossed her one last look over his shoulder with a firm “stay where you are.” She did, still shaking, still crying, but she stayed. And for the first time since they had brought her aboard the ship, she wasn’t breaking anymore.
Kylo Ren of the First Order
Phasma overheard me screaming into my pillow last night and I told her it helps me reduce stress...
I’m my own biggest hater. 👀
Experiment 438
Chapter 1
As Kylo Ren and his men stepped into the facility, the first thing that they noticed was the silence. The building wasn't abandoned in the way that ruins are. It wasn't old or decaying. It was clean, perfectly intact, like everyone had just gotten up and left everything exactly as it was. Like they were running away from something, someone, and they had been.
Lights buzzed brightly overhead as they made their way deeper into the lab. Consoles blinked with half finished commands, doors stood ajar that clearly shouldn't be open, equipment lay scattered like it was dropped mid task. The people who had had run this play, they didn't shut anything down, they didn't clean up before they left. They simply ran away.
Stormtroopers followed cautiously behind the black clad figures at the front of the detachment. Their rifles were raised, ready and waiting for if something just happened to catch them by surprise. As far as they could tell, there was anything here that had any interest in coming near them, but they could never be too careful.
The sound of boots echoed off of sterile floors, floors that still smelled faintly of antiseptic, but there was something else. Something wrong. Something sour. The faint tinge of rot. Kylo walked at the front, silent and observant, his body language unreadable as he turned down the first hallway. There were metal engraved name plates next to every door. The only issue was, there were no names. Only numbers.
Experiment 276 read the first one, and below it in red etched print was the word that would change this operation in ways that none of them expected.
FAILURE
The knights exchanged glances, awaiting the command to proceed. After a long moment Kylo nodded and stepped aside, allowing them to take the lead and open the door. What was inside was something that none of them were prepared for. The room was shrouded in darkness, the only light source inside a flickering yellow bulb that illuminated almost nothing. They scanned the space, having to squint to focus in the darkness. Suddenly something moved.
One of the stormtroopers gagged inside of his helmet. The creature that occupied the cell moved itself towards them, creeping into the light. It was like nothing any of them had ever seen before. It was clear that the creature had once been somewhat human. But not anymore. Its limbs were wrong, to long and bent at unnatural angles that didn't make sense. Its yellowing skin was stretched thin and uneven, discolored, split open in some places. Its jaw hung slack, unable to close its mouth even if it tried to, and saliva dripped down its face as it made a wet, broken, guttural sound.
It was clear that the creature was incapable of speech, of thought. It knew nothing but pain and suffering. It contorted, trying to move closer to them, trying to reach for them, making low desperate pleading noises that disturbed even the knights. They had seen the horrors of the universe. Wars, famine, death. This was worse. The trooper closest to the door turned, pulling his helmet up enough to allow himself to wretch in pure disgust. Kylo knew what had to be done, all of them did. They could not leave this creature to suffer, even they wouldn't allow such atrocities.
Kylo took a step back, waving for the troopers to put the poor thing out of its misery. They understood without any further instruction. One trooper lifted his blaster and for a moment the creature stilled, as if it knew, as if it understood and accepted its fate. He fired and it was done.
Quick and clean. It wasn't brutal, it was mercy. Silence fell heavy over the lot of them as they all took a moment to process what they had just seen. Kylo turned and waved a hand. "Proceed" and off they went further into the corridor once more.
Room by room, door by door, each one was worse than the last. Some of the creatures dragged themselves across the floor towards them with limbs that barely functioned, others couldn't move at all. Some were fused with what looked to be machines to keep them alive, some fused to each other. Some could do nothing but breathe in broken shallow rhythms, eyes rolling wildly in faces that no longer held any structure.
Each one's door was marked in the same way.
Experiment 291
Experiment 302
Experiment 418
FAILURE
FAILURE
FAILURE
And behind each of those door, a creature that should have never lived in the first place. The troopers stopped looking after the third room, unable to handle the monstrosities within. By the tenth even knights were weary to continue, by the 15th no one hesitated when Kylo gave the order. They knew they had to end it, all of it. They would give mercy where it hadn't been given. When they finally made it to the end of the last corridor they noticed a shift. There was something different about the last room.
The lights weren't dim here, they were sterile and white. The walls weren't scratched or dented, they were clean and untouched. No sounds came from behind the final door. No groans of agony or shaky breathing. Just silence. Kuruk stepped forward, glancing at the name plate that sat beside it. He paused. "This one's different." And he was right.
This one was clean and shiny, and there was no red lettering er he'd into the metal like all the others. Kylo approached, curious.
Experiment 438
SUCCESS
This was new. And after everything they had seen they weren't sure whether success would mean better or worse. The knights shifted, tightening formation behind Kylo as they awaited his next move. Kylo's voice remained calm. "Open it." The door hissed as it slid open, slow and deliberate. Each and every man held their breath, bracing for what was to come.
The room was well lit. White floors, white walls, everything perfectly clean and intact. That's when they noticed her. Sat in the corner was a female, she turned as soon as she heard them enter and looked at the group with big wide dark eyes. She was not what they had been expecting, not even a little bit. Stark white hair spilled over her shoulders, bright against warm tan skin. She blinked up at them with long white lashes, her pale brows knitting together in pure confusion. And the one thing that none of them could ignore, two large white ears protruding from the top of her head.
"You came back"
Words, full coherent words. Her voice was quiet, but she sounded hopeful, not afraid in the slightest. She pushed herself up off the ground quickly, stumbling a bit as she hurried towards them. The sudden movement caused the troopers to raise their blasters. A white oversized shirt slipped off of one shoulder as she moved, the fabric hitting her mid thigh and when she turned, a tail, white and just as furry as her ears. She stopped feet away from them and knelt, calmly, neatly as if she had done it a thousand times before.
She placed her hands gently in her lap and looked back up at them expectantly, her expression soft and careful. "Hi" she spoke softly, her voice sweet and her tone calm. None of them moved, unsure of how to react to whatever it was that she was doing. She tilted her head, seeming confused by their lack of response. "I stayed in my spot. I didn't think you were coming back. I've been waiting long." Her fingers twisted in her shirt but she kept her posture perfect and straight. "I'm ready, please." She leaned forward a bit, her ears flattening against her head as if she was waiting for them to do something.
The men exchanged glances. After a moment of no movement she huffed quietly, more to herself than to them, seeming to be growing aggravated. "I said I'm ready, please" she repeated, a bit more firm this time, leaning harder in their direction. "Ready for what?" Cardo chimed in, curiosity getting the better of him. She gave a confused look, as if they were supposed to know exactly what she was talking about. "My exam. I sit still, I get a reward." Again no one spoke. "Are you new?"
Realization hit them that she thought they were the scientists coming to run tests, that things were still as they had once been. Trudgen set his vibroclever against his shoulder and squatted to her level. He was quiet for a moment, seemingly taking in her appearance before he asked simply "what do you get if you sit still?" She blinked at him a few times, like the answer was the most obvious thing in the galaxy. Her ears twitched. "...Food," she paused "-or water. I can be good for either." She said it as if she was desperate for both. Trudgen nodded in response. "And when's the last time they brought you a reward?" There was a long moment of silence, as if she needed time to think, to calculate. "After the last exam." She said matter of factly. Trudgen nodded once again. "And when's was your last exam?" She didn't seem to like that question, her head dipping and her eyes fixating on the floor as she nervously adjusted her stance. "Before it went quiet."
None of them knew how long that was, how many days she had been alone waiting for someone, anyone, to come. However long it was, it was enough to have her willing to do just about anything to get her reward. "We aren't here to test you." Kylo explained simply. She didn't like that answer, not one bit. Her sweet face twisted into something more like a glare, her eyes shifting back up to the men standing in her cell that she now knew had nothing to offer. "Then why are you here?"
They didn't know how to respond, and telling her that they were there to kill her surely wouldn't have made the situation any better. "This facility. They were creating something we cannot allow to exist. They were making weapons." This confused her. Kylo turned, glancing once more at the name plate next to the door before his stare returned to her. "So far, you seem to be the only one." She shook her head almost immediately. "I am not a weapon." The word seemed foreign in her tongue, like this was her first time hearing it. "I am a success." She corrected, making it clear that this title was important to her, that she was proud of it.
Kylo did the only thing he could think to do, he pushed, reaching into the force. Not hard, not aggressively, just enough to see what he could find inside that head of hers. Her ears twitched harder now, she could feel what he was doing, but to his surprise there was nothing. It was strange, it wasn't like she was resisting, it was like there just simply nothing there to find. No entry point, not access, just nothing. Kylo hummed in agreement with her previous statement. "Yes. It seems you are."
Trudgen stood and stepped back from the girl, turning away from her to face Kylo fully. "We can't." For the first time inside of this god forsaken place, Kylo was unsure. With every other creature the answer had been obvious. Killing them was a kindness, but her, he didn't know what to do with her. For the first time since the beginning of the interaction she stood, stepping closer. She fixated on the leather gloved hand that hung at Kylo's side, squinting at it like if she looked hard enough she might be able to see right through. Then she did something none of them expected, she reached out and took hold of his hand. It was much larger than her own, and she pulled it to her face, examining, studying. Slowly she tried to pry the fabric away from his skin, seemingly attempting to get a look at what was underneath. "Are you a person?"
The room went completely still. No one was ever bold enough to touch Kylo, but the girl didn't seem to understand that. The supreme leader looked down at where her hands held onto his own, and before he could fully process, his decision was already made. "She comes with us-" Trudgen let out a breath he wasn't aware he was holding. Relief washing over him. He didn't know if he could have watched them kill her. He was a brute, a killer, a warrior, but killing innocent creatures that posed no threat was something he had never agreed with. "But she doesn't leave your sight." The comment was directed at the knights. Kylo trusted them most, and he knew if she suddenly did pose some kind of threat, they would handle it swiftly and without hesitation.
The girls ears perked at his words. She didn't know what he meant. "Go?" She questioned, suddenly seeming much more nervous than she had before. The word sounded uncertain, like it wasn't something she had ever been allowed to say before. "No go. I can't go." Her eyes flicked past the group and settled onto the darkness of the hallway behind. "I'm not allowed out there." "You are now." One of the knights commented, clearly trying to be reassuring but that wasn't how she saw it. She shook her head, hard, protesting. "No" the time she said it with more certainty. "I'm not allowed." She glanced around the cell, it was familiar, it was hers, it was safe, and she didn't want to leave.
"This is my spot. This is where I go. Not out there." She wasn't telling them now, she was warning them. "You have to come with us. We won't hurt you." Vicrul encouraged, stepping towards her. She coward. Her fists balled at her sides and she stamped her foot, hard, just like a real bunny. "This is my spot." She grumbled. The knights were glad in this moment that they wore masks so she couldn't see them struggling to hold in their laughter. "You will have a new spot now." Kylo reached the same hand she had grabbed just moments before out for her, but she didn't take hold of it. After a while she seemed to soften, anger melting into something else, fear. "If I go out there, I won't know what to do."
"We will show you. Just come." She seemed to freeze there for what felt like an eternity, contemplating, thoughts racing. Again. "No." Kylo sighed and turned, heading for the door, giving the knights the go ahead to get her out by any means necessary. Cardo approached without hesitation, grabbing her before she was able to bolt away from him. She gasped softly, her hands immediately grabbing onto him, pure instinct. She clung to him harder with every step he took towards the opening and shoved her face against his shoulder as they exited into the hall, shielding herself as much as she could. It was like she was afraid of what was beyond, that much was obvious to them all.
"...My spot." She whimpered, one last time, her ears flattening completely in defeat. She went stiff in Cardo grip. No fight, no struggling, just complete stillness. They thundered there way back through the building, towards the same entrance that they had first come in. Behind them, the door to her cell slid shut, and for the first time in her life, she was somewhere she had never been meant to go.
I’m about to post the first chapter of Experiment 438. Please let me know if it sucks so I can stop writing it if it does 🤣
The Knights Pet
Chapter 30
A aggravated grunt escaped Pets lips as she rammed her shoulder into the metal door once again. It didn't give, obviously, but the panic that had overtaken her thoughts wouldn't allow her to come to this realization. It had been 2 days. 2 days of being trapped between those 4 walls. 2 days of being left alone with her tormenting thoughts. The only thing keeping her from losing her mind was the thought that the knights would find her. But 2 days was too long, and she couldn't take it anymore. "OPEN" she screamed, the sound echoing off the concrete around her. Harder, again and again until the pain was just too much to bear. She turned, trying to think, trying to come up with another strategy, another way to free herself.
She didn't hesitate, her fingers digging into the crack of the door, into the gap in the wall, into the metal of the air vent. She clawed and pulled and twisted until her fingers bled, but she wouldn't stop. She couldn't. She had to get out. She pressed her feet against the wall and pried the metal away from the vent with all of her strength and finally after a few minutes of struggling, the metal groaned and gave way to her attack. Pet stilled, waiting, listening. No alarms. Good.
Suddenly the sound of approaching footsteps filled her ears. She quickly shoved the cover back against the opening, trying her best to make it appear undisturbed. She pressed herself against the farthest wall from the door, wishing more than anything that she could just disappear into it completely. The soft hiss of the door opening made her jump even though she knew it was coming. In walked a girl not much younger than herself, jet black hair and crystal blue eyes that appeared almost kind. In her hands she held a tray.
This was the 6th meal they had attempted to bring Pet. She had refused each and every one of them, terrified that the food would be poisoned or that she would be beaten for taking it. "Hi" the dark haired girl chimed, much too friendly for someone speaking to a hostage. Pet did not reply. When the girl tried to approach, Pet coiled, the feeling of being cornered making her instincts flair like wild fire. The girl tilted her head, giving Pet a sympathetic look. "You don't have to be afraid. We're the good guy." Pet almost wanted to laugh at this, but instead she shook her head, hard.
"No" she responded simply, her eyes locked on the girls every movement, sharp gaze fixated on her hands. "No you're not." The strangers brow knitted together in confusion. It was clear that she was under the impression the marks all over Pets face, the blood that was now dried and crusted against her skin, was somehow the first orders doing, the knights doing. "Your people," Pet growled, gesturing to her injuries. "They beat me. My knights never do that. Kylo never does that." This sentiment seemed to caught the girl off guard, and then a look of realization took over.
Her eyes fell to the tray in her hands and she nodded. "Elock, right?" She questioned in a knowing tone, as if it wasn't really a question. Pet nodded slightly. The girl moved and set the tray down, a sigh escaping her. "Elock is... he has a temper. We aren't all like that. That's not what we are about." Pet side eyed her, a sound of disbelief her only response. The girl sighed once more before making her way back to the door. She paused just outside, giving Pet one last sorry look. "If you need me, my name is Nova."
Pet watched the door close, listened to the sound of boots against metal until the footsteps faded fully into the distance, and then back to the vent she went. She ripped the metal away, accessing the opening. It wasn't very big, most people likely wouldn't have fit inside, but she could, she was sure of it. Taking one last look around her cell she climbed inside. The vent was bigger on the inside, not by much but enough to give her room to crawl. She took off, pausing anytime the metal beneath her creaked to loudly, stopping every few meters to listen, trying to find the right direction.
Her muscles ached and her fingers screamed in agony, but she didn't care. She refused to stop, the thought of being locked in that cell for even one more minute enough to give her the strength to continue. After what felt like hours of navigating she saw another metal vent cover. Light poured into it. Sunlight. A way out, finally. She tried to push the cover out with her hands but couldn't. She turned herself, pressing her feet against it and her back to the metal behind her and kicked. She kicked over and over until finally the cover bent and snapped on one side, leaving a space just big enough for her to squeeze herself out.
Dirt, vegetation, and beyond that a forest. She had done it, she had freed herself. She was so happy she could have kissed the ground, but there was not time. She examined her surroundings, crouched incase she were to spot any resistance personnel. Luckily there didn't seem to be anyone around. She stood, searching for which way she should run, but before she was able to make up her mind, an oh so familiar sound cut through the air. A hum. She knew that sound. Her eyes moved to the sky, and there in the distance just cutting its way through the atmosphere was the thing she had been longing to see since the moment she woke up in that cell.
The Night Buzzard.
She didn't think anymore, she took off sprinting, knowing they would have to find a clearing in the forest to not be spotted by the enemy. She was determined to making it to them despite her body begging her to stop. Her bare feet thudded against dirt, leaves, sticks, thorns. She didn't care. She shoved her way past trees, through thorny brush, her feet catching tree roots that threatened to topple her to the ground. Her breathing was uneven, her chest heaving with the effort it took to keep herself up.
I can not stop. I must keep running.
Every once in a while she would glance behind her, terrified that the soldiers would notice she was gone and coming looking for her, chasing after her, but every time she looked back there was no one in sight. Her lungs burned, her ribs ached, her face throbbed, but she pushed on. The sound of the ship seemed to be growing closer and closer. Just a bit farther. Just a little longer. She pushed on.
Finally after an eternity of running the black metal of her saving grace came into view, the trees thinning as she approached the clearing that she had been looking for. She didn't slow, she wouldn't, not until she saw them.
The ramp of the ship lowered and 7 monster clad in black stepped into view. She wanted to cry at the sight of them, she was right, she knew they would come for her. She used the last of her strength the make it 20 feet or so from the edge of the ramp before her legs no longer had the strength to go on. Her knees buckled beneath her and she fell onto them, hard. Her body collapsing in a heap on the ground and a sob escaped her chest, but she didn't care. She had found them.
The edges of her vision began to blur as the thundering sound of boots against metal, and then against earth took over her senses. She felt herself being picked up and pressed tightly to someone's warm broad chest. She coughed, it was horse and painful but all she cared about was that they were near once again. "Took. To. Long." She panted, and that was the last thing she was able to get out before darkness engulfed her fully.
by Ralph McQuarrie