Nurul Shaffezah @shaffloveshoes - Tumblr Blog

That moment when you found out that the guy you really really like is now married 💔 I’ve not seen him for about a year and we’ve not spoken to each other. But I’ve always secretly wished that we would run into each other. Haven’t been that lucky yet. And then now this. I now hope that we never run into each other at all. I need to forget. I know he would never like me as much as I do like him. But it still is painful. I’m happy for you though. I hope she’ll make you happy always. 😔

Whenever I’m upset/sad I’ll miss you even more, Chomel ❤️ No one would comfort me at home now. It’s been two months since you left me but it still hurts like it was yesterday. I miss you so much, best friend ❤️😢 I miss you a little more tonight. I hope you’re truly happy wherever you are. 🌈 🐈 We’ll meet again one day. ❤️ Grandma passed away a month after my 14 year old cat passed away. It has been tough but I will continue to be FEARLESS and get through this, stronger than ever 💪🏼

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So, I didn’t win that trip to London to catch @taylorswift in concert 😢💔

Didn’t think I could win though but a part of me was praying so hard for it.

After the tough past few months, I thought that this would be a great escape... medicine for the heart...😔

Oh wells... if it’s not meant to be, it won’t happen.

Now, all I can do is pray that @taylorswift would come to Singapore 🙏🏼😭

@taylornation

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That shirt was hand painted by me just for the concert and it glows in the dark! 😉❤️ So the tweet the other day wasn’t a hint that @taylorswift was bringing her tour to Singapore 💔☹️ But it was for a contest that the radio station 987fm was having to bring a lucky Swiftie to London for the Rep concert 😍 I know the odds of me winning is like -100% but I’m going to try my luck. The question was why they should pick me. They should pick me because Taylor Swift has been my motivator/inspiration since 2008. She taught me to be FEARLESS. Thanks to her, I managed to muster up enough courage to start my Weight loss journey about two years ago. Since then, I’ve lost 31kg! I’ve always been a scaredy cat at everything. Always too self-conscious to try anything too. But Taylor helped me to be brave. And so I broke out of my comfort zone and worked hard. Going for workouts regularly every week. If I ever do get to meet Taylor, I would love to thank her for that ❤️ Anyone reading this, please pray that I’ll do get chosen for the contest so that I would be able to watch Taylor LIVE in LONDON. I’ve not taken the aeroplane that many times in my life. Only got over the fear of flying late last year. The flight to London would be extra long and challenging for me (I still have a fear of heights + claustrophobia) but I’m willing to endure that for Taylor 💪🏼❤️ @taylornation

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Singapore SWIFTIES! I think @taylorswift’s really coming to SINGAPORE 🇸🇬 ! 😭 She’s coming 😭 She’s coming!!! 😭 My heart started beating so fast the moment he tweeted the hints. It’s still beating so fast now. Even though nothing’s been confirmed, but my HEART just tells me she’s coming. Just what I NEED after the rough couple of months I had. 😢 Now I’m just worried that I won’t be able to get my hands on the tickets. It was a super super tough fight for the tickets for her 1989 tour. I almost didn’t get it. Was already tearing up while refreshing my laptop screen. But then luck was on my side. Managed to get only one ticket though BUT I still went to her concert despite being all alone 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 After this horrible past few month, I don’t know if luck would be on my side again this time ☹️ Don’t think I can handle the disappointment and heartache if I failed to get a ticket. 😩 I hope I will have all the luck I’ll need to get a ticket. Don’t mind going alone again for Taylor ❤️ I NEED one of her Pep talks! 💪🏼 DEAR @taylorswift, I really hope the rumour’s true that you’re coming to Singapore 🇸🇬 ❤️🙏🏼 @taylornation

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shaffloveshoes

Dear @taylorswift I hope that you received these.. Managed to pass it to one of your staff yesterday… I couldn’t sleep last night as I was worried that the shoes may not have been passed to you.. Would love to know if you’ve received it.. It would help to stop my worrying.. 😅 @taylornationonline

shaffloveshoes

Thank you to those who liked or reblogged this ❤️

I still am hoping/praying that the shoes were safely delivered to @taylorswift

@taylornation

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I lost someone so dear to me a few days ago My greatest fear was to lose her, my nenek, my grandmother. And it came true a month after my Chomel left us. My Nenek. The strongest person I’ve ever known. She has been through so much. A bypass surgery caused her to suffer from stroke which doctors predicted her life span to be only FIVE years. She proved them wrong. She left us after TEN YEARS. . Since the stroke, with only a low percentage of heart function left, she has gone through many critical hospital scares where doctors have told us to prepare for the worst. BUT she came out of every one of them, still strong ❤️ . . Despite her fierce look (she has Japanese blood❤️ that explains her cute size and fierce look), she was such a loving grandmother. Always caring for others, never hesitating to help. Despite being bed-ridden throughout the 10 years, NOT ONCE did she complain or got angry about her condition. I would always watch her, wondering about what she may be thinking/feeling. . However, during the past few months, she wasn’t in her best condition. She stopped being chatty and responsive after her last hospital scare. It was painful to watch her. But continue to fight, she did, till her last breath. You’re free now, nenek. Free from pain. You’ve fought so hard all this while. You’ve thought me so much about being patient, being brave , generosity and perseverance. I miss holding your hand and walking with you everywhere you went whenever we go out. I hope I’ll see you again one day. And if I do, please let me hold your hand again. . I love you so much nenek. Forever and always. ❤️ - Akak Hospital stays meant that we would spend long hours there with her too ❤️ The sis and I would find ways to disturb her ❤️ Hold on to the memories they will hold on to you. And I will hold on to you❤️ Been listening to this song on repeat for the past few days ❤️😢 I hope @taylorswift comes to Singapore soon. Like, really soon. I need one of her pep talks that she ALWAYS gives during concerts which ALWAYS gives me hope and motivation. ❤️😌😔 @taylornation

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Entered a contest on radio to win a trip to catch @taylorswift in London on the 10th Dec. But I became too nervous and couldn’t do as well as I hoped to do. They did an FB live session which made me extra nervous. My mind went blank. Lost the game and lost the prize :( Went home broken hearted. 💔 It would have been my second time taking the aeroplane ✈️ ☹️

Still proud of myself for being FEARLESS and facing my fears. The old me wouldn’t have been brave enough to enter such a competition

Since I can’t go to you, please come to SINGAPORE, @taylorswift 🙏🏼😢

@taylornation

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When someone tells you it can’t be done, it’s more of a reflection of their limitations, NOT yours. Hwaiting 💪🏼 If I can do it, you can do it too! 💪🏼

Left: 31 kg heavier. Rediscovered that photo and it made me go 😱

A few things motivated me. The main story can be found on one of my INSTAGRAM posts in #ShaffCanDoThis about the experiences that woke me up..

I had some help from @taylorswift too❤️ She taught me to be #FEARLESS since 2008❤️. That phrase was repeated countless times in my head to help me face my fears/challenges this past few years and many years to come… she helped me accept my curly hair too yearsss ago. 😊 Thank you Taylor. Would love to meet you to thank you ❤️

It has been a very challenging journey but I’m determined to try my best all the way. It’s not the end yet. I still have more to lose. I won’t give up! Hwaiting! 💪🏼

@taylornation

@taylorswift

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shaffloveshoes

@taylorswift taught me to be FEARLESS.

I decided to be FEARLESS about two years ago and make a huge change to my life. With the reminder to be fearless, I overcame many challenges to get to where I am today.

31 kg lighter and much happier. Thank you @taylorswift for being my source of inspiration and MOTIVATION.

If only you would have your secret sessions here so I can thank you personally ☹️❤️ @taylornationonline

shaffloveshoes

@taylorswift ❤️

@taylorswift taught me to be FEARLESS. I decided to be FEARLESS about two years ago and make a huge change to my life. With the reminder to be fearless, I overcame many challenges to get to where I am today. 31 kg lighter and much happier. Thank you @taylorswift for being my source of inspiration and MOTIVATION. If only you would have your secret sessions here so I can thank you personally ☹️❤️ @taylornationonline

#taylorswift #taylor swift #fearless #weightloss #reputation

shaffloveshoes

Dear @taylorswift I hope that you received these.. Managed to pass it to one of your staff yesterday… I couldn’t sleep last night as I was worried that the shoes may not have been passed to you.. Would love to know if you’ve received it.. It would help to stop my worrying.. 😅 @taylornationonline

Dear @taylorswift, I made these for you during your 1989 tour here in Singapore. I managed to pass it to one of your staff. I hope you did receive them. Hand painted with love ❤️ @taylornationonline